my old life

Chapter 3370
In this world no one knows what will happen tomorrow, no one knows whether tomorrow will be better or worse, everything is unknown.

In fact, life is like a long gambling game. In this game, some people prosper and others decline.
"Sanming, let's forget about it today. Let's go back to celebrate the New Year together. Everything is ready for Xiaomengla, just waiting for us to go back!"

"Ah."

"By the way, Misu has been waiting for you, and Charlene, including your friends and brothers, go back and have a good reunion and relax, they are all waiting for you!"

"Second uncle, Wang Tianye took money to kill me, but Buddha Qianxiao is still with them, what should she do?"

"What else can I do? Do you want to go back to find her now? You've thrown yourself into a trap!"

"Second Uncle, I once betrayed Buddha Qianxiao, I don't want to bear her anymore..."

"Silly fork, what are you doing stupid? How did I tell you before? Greed and greed are the biggest enemies of man! Want too much, but can't let go of it!"

"Buddha Qianxiao is different!"

"It's the same! Whether it's people or things, after all, you already have so many women, can you afford them? Do you want to be as greedy as a gambler?"

When I heard this, I fell silent. The second uncle said every word and every word is correct, the end of greed is beyond redemption...

"Fo Qianxiao is different from other women. She doesn't have good thoughts in her heart like Chen Lao's granddaughter, and she doesn't experience the pain of the rivers and lakes like Misu, and she doesn't see you as the whole world like Charlene. The only one in the world! She once held a grudge against you, have you forgotten?"

The second uncle said every word very clearly, his vision of seeing people is always so precise, I also know it in my heart.

"I haven't forgotten that we are all people who bear our destiny, but I promised her that I will definitely go back to find her..."

"Did you forget the pain when your scars healed? Did you forget that you killed the old monster with your own hands? Did you forget how she dealt with you?"

"I haven't forgotten."

"I'm wondering, how can you reconcile? Did she come to you on her own initiative?"

"No, it was a very coincidental opportunity at Fu Wannian. She was caught and fell into my hands, and then we laughed away our grievances."

"So she didn't take the initiative to forgive you? But she forgave you when she had to? How dare you believe it!"

"I trust my instincts, and my instincts won't lie to me!"

"Sanming, intuition can be used anywhere, but never use it on women! Don't use intuition to speculate on women, because you will never guess and understand!"

When I heard this, I couldn't refute it, because I used to use my intuition to figure out Fox and Prince Dragon, but she is not that kind of person.

"Anyway, I don't agree with you looking for her! I also don't agree with you going back! Wang Tianye took Fu Wannian's [-] million, this time you will definitely die if you go back! Do you hear me clearly? You must die!"

"Wang Tianye can take other people's money, and he can also take my money. I am willing to give all I have to buy Buddha Qianxiao back..."

"Silly boy, if you believe me, then don't go back! They will probably set a trap waiting for you! What if it were you instead? Think about it yourself!"

The second uncle patted me on the shoulder and turned to leave. I knew he was doing it for my own good, and I also knew that he had seen through the intrigues in the rivers and lakes long ago.

I stood at the stern of the boat gazing at the boundless black sea, lit a cigarette and let the cold wind blow. This was an extremely difficult choice.

I know that everyone is waiting for me in Xiaomengla near the end of the year. If I go south, it will be safe and peaceful, and there will be full of joy and laughter, as well as the joy of reunion...

If I choose to go north to Vladivostok, it will be full of insidious routines, traps, deceit and fights.

In fact, any person will make a choice that is beneficial to him, and most people will make a choice to seek good luck and avoid bad luck.

Maybe the second uncle is right, the greatest enemy of a person is not others, but the greed and greed in his own heart!People always want to possess more, but I happen to be a very emotional person.

This is something I am born with and cannot change. Whether it is for friends, brothers or women, I firmly believe in one principle, that is the principle of equality!
Another characteristic of me is that I like to think differently. I am used to thinking like this. If I stand in the perspective of Buddha Qianxiao, how would she feel?
She has no relatives in the Northern King's side, and all the helpers around her have been chopped off by me, so she can only cling to other people's roofs.

Facing this coming new year, I don't know how she will spend it, how she will spend this New Year's Eve, and I don't know how she will endure the suffering... But I know that kind of feeling must be uncomfortable!

No matter how insidious and cunning a man is in the arena, no matter how silent he is, he can't do this to women!

Because women are pure, they will easily believe what a man says, and it is easier to believe a man's promise.

At this moment, I have a strange idea, if I hadn't met Buddha Qianxiao at the beginning, how good would it be?But I can't forget her!
I can't forget her domineering and straightforward character, her fiery rage, and her persistence in daring to love and hate!She surrounded me like a fire!

In the past, I didn't take Buddha Qianxiao's feelings seriously, or even dispensable, but with time, all this changed, and it also changed me.

They used to be like fire and water, and they used to stand on opposite sides, but they also left unforgettable moments for each other!
Who can tell clearly about emotional matters?
If choosing to escape can change reality, then I will choose to escape, but it cannot change reality.

If I go back to Xiaomengla like this, even if I can fool everyone, I can't fool myself...

Just like when I was very weak, even though I was terrified in the face of social bastards, I chose to stand up when protecting women. I will never be a coward!

It is precisely because of this that Shiliu, who comes from a famous family, will give me a high look, otherwise, who would take a fancy to a bastard from a humble background?
In fact, everyone has the most unique quality, the most shining point of light. If people abandon their original intentions and their persistence, they will become completely different!

If I turn back and kill them by surprise, it may be successful. After all, I have such experience. Maybe their defense will be lowered during the Chinese New Year...

At this moment, I am like those gamblers, with a fluke mentality!Also like those gamblers who pin their hopes on luck...

Life is like a gamble, betting again and again, betting that tomorrow will be better, betting that you can get more... But absolutely no one will bet that you will lose more tomorrow!

I am a crazy gambler, and I am also a crazy old man. The choice at this moment seems so difficult to make, but in fact, I already have the answer in my heart!
If I can betray my own heart, then I will not hesitate, I will not consider...

If I choose to betray myself, I will unswervingly choose to go back to Xiaomengla, back to that warm home, and go to the reunion New Year's Eve, where everyone gathers together on New Year's Eve and have a good time!
But I can't do it!

No matter what, I can't betray my heart, just like I couldn't understand many gamblers before, why they gambled without hesitation when they knew they were losing...

This time I knew exactly what would happen if I lost my bet, and I also knew that I couldn't succeed with the people I have now.

If I want to mobilize too many people, my second uncle will definitely be alarmed, so he will never allow me to go back... To him, being a Buddha is nothing, but to me it is different!
Just like for the vast majority of people, it doesn't matter that so many people die in war every day, but if it is their own anger, it will be completely different!

Human beings are always a species that has nothing to do with themselves, and human selfishness is always in nature. If people do not experience personal pain and their personal interests are not violated, they will always be indifferent!

(End of this chapter)