my old life

Chapter 3411 swear not to bow
As the saying goes, the only constant in this world is that everything is changing, including feelings and people's hearts!
"Blind man, why are there no fans?"

"Brother Ming, you can buy these things if you want, but there is no place to buy pink goods! The bars are not open at this time."

"I'll give you some more time, go out and help me find them. These things are very important to me. Don't be afraid to spend money. You can ask for 100 million yuan. No matter how big the snowstorm is outside, someone will definitely be tempted by the 100 million yuan. of!"

"Is it really possible?"

"Trust me, please!"

"Okay Brother Ming, you wait for me!"

"No matter what, find it for me, I owe you once, thank you!"

"Brother Ming, don't talk like that, I will do my best, you wait here!"

After speaking, the blind man turned around and left. I still have less than [-] hours left, but for me, the time has become very sufficient at this moment!

As Bai Tianxin said, I even had time to have a wonderful dinner.

When I decided to let go of everything, I really understood that there is a situation in this world that can make people die willingly.

There is a routine in this world, people know it is a routine, but they are willing to drill into it.

This is the cruelty of the Jianghu world, this is the life I have to face, but I don't regret it, I definitely don't regret it!

I used to be cowardly and cowardly, but at this moment today, I will never choose to be cowardly!I will never bow to cowardice again!
I struggled to unpack the glucose and pour it down, bottle by bottle, I needed some strength!
With a numb and limp body without any strength, I picked up the scissors and poked them into the wound, stimulating the nerves of the wound bit by bit, allowing the pain to awaken the strength.

After a few minutes, the wound was already blurred, but I felt strength in my hand, and I had to get through it no matter what!
"Gudong Gudong." I picked up the strong wine and drank it vigorously, and the hot spirit instantly ignited the fighting spirit in my heart!
The people from the past, the arrogance and ambition from the past, all the cherished things from the past, here I come!Yay!

I found a piece of gauze and bit it in my mouth, pulling apart the sutures on the stomach wound bit by bit. The severe pain was irritating my nerves.

The wound was not completely healed, some flesh was connected together, I tore the flesh on my stomach, at this moment I didn't seem to feel any pain.

Because the pain in my heart is far better than all the pain in this world!
The stab wound on my stomach was only less than five centimeters, which is far from enough for me!Not enough!
I will make everyone who threatens me pay the price, I will make everyone who hurt me pay the price, I will bet everything on me, I will never admit defeat!

I used scissors to cut open my belly bit by bit. I was very careful, I was afraid of touching my internal organs.

At this moment, I am not afraid of death, I am only afraid that I will not have the chance to take revenge, I am afraid that I will not have the chance to kill back!

I gotta go back and face the whale shark, I gotta fight my way out, I know they'll search me, but they never dreamed how crazy I was!

I slowly cut a wound of nearly ten centimeters. I put the pistol on the wound and gestured. When the pistol could be completely inserted into the wound, I was already sweating profusely.

I light a cigarette with bloody hands, I know I only have this chance, and I know what consequences my choice will bring, but I absolutely do not regret it!

I stuffed the gun into my stomach, and then stitched it up bit by bit with sutures, without any anesthetic, I was afraid that the anesthetic would paralyze my will!

Although I have never done such a thing, but now I do it with ease, as if the skin and flesh are no longer mine.

I sprinkled a generous amount of haemostatic on the wound, then treated the wound with alcohol for a simple antiseptic.

I grabbed the spirits and took a few sips. I know that I am crazy now, and I also know the possible consequences of doing so...

But no matter what, they never thought that I would use my life to break this game!

I gritted my teeth and sewed up the wound completely. The gun was completely hidden under my belly. Although the seams were crooked, I didn't tie the knot.

When I finished stitching, I adjusted my breathing and allowed myself a brief moment of relaxation.

I suddenly pulled off the slipknot I left behind, and all the sutures were pulled out of the skin in an instant. The severe pain couldn't kill my will, and I successfully took out the pistol!

The eversion of the wound is painful, but I can't help laughing!

I have to try it in advance, I have to practice it, because I know I have to try it first, so I won't worry about what will happen when I need to open the wound and take out the gun.

I may only have one moment or one chance, but I don't want to miss it!
I grabbed the strong wine and drank it hard. At this moment, my heart was boiling and I was fearless!

Gritting my teeth, I thrust the gun into the wound, insisting on stitching it up again, leaving only a slipknot in the end.

Blood has stained my pants red, but it doesn't matter to me!
I cleaned the gash on my stomach, applied the haemostatic, wrapped it in gauze, and wrapped myself in a bandage, round and round.

I was drenched after all this and I drank a lot of dextrose and alcohol to maintain my energy.

I swallow a lot of painkillers and antibiotics, I don't need to live too long, I just need to be able to survive these ten hours!

I don't need to wait until the time stipulated by the whale shark, I will kill when I am ready for all this!

Even if no one comes to help me, even if everyone abandons me, but I will never abandon myself, let alone those I love!
For those humble ants, they only place their hopes on others, they only hope that others can provide help, but they never force themselves to give!
After a short break, I felt dizzy, dizzy in front of my eyes, and my spirit was about to collapse!
I lit the cigarette and took a deep breath, smoking cigarettes one after another, and pressed the cigarette butt on the back of my hand when I felt unbearable, a piercing pain would cheer me up again!
It's not my favorite cigarette right now, nor is it my favorite flavor, but it keeps me awake!

I am patiently waiting for the blind man to come back. I must not fall down until he comes back. Once I fall down, I may never wake up again.

"Love is a happy bullet, without love there is no harm, Ouhao! Ooooo!"

I smoked and sang, so that I could persevere, no matter what I couldn't give up, no matter what!

Just then my phone rang, and seeing that it was from my second uncle, I answered the phone with a smile.

"Hello, Second Uncle, what's the matter?"

"Sanming, how are you doing?"

"I'm fine, I'm fine, I was singing just now."

"Don't scare me, what song are you singing so well?"

"Second uncle, if I don't sing now, do you still want me to cry?"

"Sanming, you have grown up, there are some things..."

"There is no need to say anything! What are you talking about? I drink and sing very well now, so don't worry about me!"

"Really?"

"Of course, let me be a mediocre person and get drunk carefree, wouldn't it be good?"

"Maybe it's best for you, be strong."

"Don't worry, Second Uncle, you have to take good care of yourself. From now on, you will play more mahjong and drink less, spend more money and make less money. It's time to retire."

"What's wrong?"

"After all, this is Jianghu! Jianghu has never been a place for reasoning, and it has never been a place for joking. Play if you can afford it, and don't play if you can't afford it."

"The whale shark is a strong opponent. We fell into a trap. Now everyone is blocked in one place and cannot move, and all outside are local armed forces."

"So cowardly? Do you want me to help?"

"You help? How can you help? It's inconvenient to say on the phone!"

As soon as I heard this, I understood, and I knew it in my heart.

"Second Uncle, I actually know where you are. Someone told me long ago. Do you think you don't have people around me?"

"Damn it, you kid, don't mess around!"

"Don't worry, I will help you solve it, remember to say hello to Gray Pigeon for me, I will not forget how they treated me today!"

"Sanming!"

"Bye!"

(End of this chapter)