my old life

Chapter 3431 Let nature take its course
As the saying goes, if there is no comparison, there will be no harm. I have never experienced such a service in the past few years.

There was a row of people kneeling next to the tatami mats, their heads were lowered and their hands were raised above their heads. I turned my head slightly to see the contents of each tray clearly.

Each tray is just a simple bowl, but it's not clear what's inside or smells.

Bai Tianxin knelt on the ground and danced, her arms made some strange movements, like a geisha's performance but not too much.

Instead, it gave me a sense of ritual, like some kind of special ritual, but I have never heard of doing this before eating.

The whole room was filled with a special smell, and wisps of green smoke kept coming out of the incense burner, which seemed to make Bai Tianxin's face even whiter.

At this moment, I suddenly had an idea, isn't she doing some special ceremony?
"Mr. Sanming, it's time to eat."

Bai Tianxin picked up a bowl with her own hands, she scooped up a little with a spoon, and then blew and blew on the spoon...

This action of hers made me silent, because only when I was very young, would someone feed me like this... Only a long time ago, someone would blow hot food to cool it and put it in my mouth.

"Thank you!"

"Sanming-kun, don't say thank you to me. This is what I should do. This is my honor, Izaki Tenshin."

A spoonful of something like eight-treasure porridge is put into the mouth, and there is no taste, but it is easy to swallow.

I suddenly remembered a problem. There was a pill hidden under my tongue. I felt it with my tongue, and the pill was gone.

I thought in my heart that I managed to survive until today, if I accidentally swallowed the pill and died, I would be the most unlucky person in the world!

The pill was given to me by Ye Lingyun, fearing that I would not be able to survive the torture for too long, it was also a way for me to choose happiness.

At that time, Ye Lingyun reminded that if I couldn't make it through, the child would call someone else's father, and now this news has been verified!
Ye Lingyun has long seen through the meaning of Prince Long sending Xiong Xiaomi to Bai Tianxin, that's why he reminded me... But has his other reminder passed?
Bai Tianxin fed me spoonful by spoonful like this, only ate three spoonfuls of food in each bowl, and then handed it to the person next to me.

In fact, I saw a lot of things in the bowl, which is an obvious waste.

"Well, isn't this a bit too wasteful?"

"Mr. Sanming, your body is very weak now, and you need all-round nutritional supplements. Diversified food can provide a variety of nutrients, don't limit yourself to just one."

"I know the diversity of food. You put everything together and mix it into a bowl, can't you? I can't eat any more."

"That's not allowed, the taste will be much worse."

When I heard this, I rolled my eyes helplessly. In fact, I can't taste any flavors now, and it's okay to mix them together.

"Okay, come on, you can do whatever you say, and everything will follow what you say."

"Thank you, Mr. Sanming, for your trust."

After finishing speaking, Bai Tianxin put his hands on the ground again, touched his forehead to the back of his hands and kowtowed to me again, who can stand this kind of treatment?

Although I know that the culture here pays attention to rank and obedience, it would be fine to switch to other people, but the one in front of me is Bai Tianxin!

For about ten minutes before and after, I ate all the contents of seven or eight bowls. I didn't feel too full, and the last bowl was soup.

The bright red soup can't be seen, nor can it smell anything, but it feels like Bai Tianxin is very careful when picking it up.

"San Mingjun, be careful of burning."

"it is good."

As soon as the soup was in my mouth, I could feel it. It was ginseng soup but it had a strong fishy smell. I didn't know what was added in it.

Although ginseng soup is good for the body, but according to the way I eat it, I won't have nosebleeds every day?
However, after eating the ginseng soup, I feel very comfortable. The taste is neither salty nor bland, and there is still some aftertaste. This feeling is very comfortable...

In the end, Bai Tianxin brought over a cup of tea and signaled someone to let me rinse my mouth. I think this may be a gift from God to me, allowing me to enjoy the feeling of being an emperor for a while after suffering so much.

After eating a meal in an unprecedented experience, I felt that the things in front of me gradually began to blur, and my mind was dizzy and I couldn't keep up.

In the past, my second uncle often said that ginseng soup should not be drunk indiscriminately, especially the ginseng soup mixed with bastard's blood, it would make the whole body angry.

Bai Tianxin got up and waved his hands, a row of people stood up from the ground, and walked out of the room in small steps.

I can't help but wonder if their legs won't be numb after kneeling on the ground for such a long time?Or are they still used to kneeling?

Perhaps the naturally short legs have an advantage in this regard, and are more suitable for kneeling...

"Mr. Sanming, now you have to close your eyes and rest for a while, you are tired."

"I'm not tired at all, and I'm not sleepy, but why do I feel so tired after eating?"

"Because Mr. Sanming's body is very weak, you need to maintain enough sleep to keep your body healthy. Your body needs a long time to recuperate. The wound is healing, so you can rest at ease."

Bai Tianxin's fingers gently massaged my head, the inner temples with her fingers, and her nails across my eyebrows, and at this moment I felt extremely comfortable.

Consciousness gradually began to dissipate, and I suddenly realized that the things I ate or drank just now contained something to soothe my mind!

This kind of thing urges me to enter a semi-sleep state. In this state, I don't feel any physical pain, nor do I have any mental addictions, and I don't even feel the destruction of the white devil.

It was just a habitual action for me to ask for cigarettes just now, maybe this time under Bai Tianxin's arrangement, he even helped me quit smoking!
In the soothing cherry blossom playing, in the comfortable inner massage, my consciousness seems to be pulled away from the body, as if it becomes light.

As the saying goes, it is a blessing, not a disaster, and it is a disaster that cannot be avoided.

I, Xiong Sanming, have been wandering the rivers and lakes all my life. I thought about what kind of suffering I might suffer, but I never thought about what kind of blessing I would enjoy.

Things have come to this point, so let's just do this first, it doesn't matter whether it's a blessing or a curse, let's talk about it first when I feel comfortable!
The biggest change in a person's growth is actually his mentality. If a person's mentality can tolerate the world and take care of everything, and see through all the hearts and human nature in the world, then I will become extremely powerful!

When the heart can be vast and boundless, then nothing can shake a person's will.

In fact, the true meaning of the rivers and lakes that I realized at the last moment is not to cross a higher level and pattern, nor is it to let myself go to a new level.

Instead, I learned to be tolerant and open-minded, the good, the bad, the gained, the lost, the happy, the sad, the sad, the painful...

Learn to embrace everything, everything is included.

The reason why people are restless is because they don't know what will happen tomorrow, and they have impulses and hopes for tomorrow.

The reason why people are greedy by nature is because they don't know what they will lose tomorrow, and they are full of dread and fear for tomorrow.

When a person is in a secular environment, in the world of rivers and lakes, he can never escape the seven emotions and six desires, let alone greed and greed.

The reason why people always want more is just because they are afraid of having nothing, because they are afraid that they have nothing to lose.

When this point is fully understood, all levels and levels become no longer important, and everything in the world comes down to letting nature take its course.

In the long dream of being half asleep and half awake, I can clearly feel the familiar notes and the familiar strength.

Turning, inner lining, massage, including meridian combing, never has a woman done this for me.

Before that, if I want to get this kind of life, I can only spend money to go to Fengyue place. It is just a transaction of money and profit.

But if there is no exchange of money and no benefits, and no equivalent exchange, then this is an exchange of feelings.

If Bai Tianxin launches an emotional attack on me and asks me to stay by her side for a month, three months, half a year or even longer, will I still be able to maintain myself?

If it was another man, who would be able to resist?
At this moment, I know what the crisis is, but I have no power to change all of this, so I can only let it go.

Inadvertently, I don't know if I was awake or dreaming, I seemed to see a few dolls kneeling beside the tatami mat smiling at me...

(End of this chapter)