my old life

Chapter 3443 The Taste Of Regret

In the world of rivers and lakes, I have seen all kinds of people, I have seen all kinds of crazy gamblers, and I have also seen all kinds of crazy drug dealers, but I have never seen such a lunatic as Izaki Tianxin!

She personally admitted that she killed everyone in the family, including her parents, and when she said this, her eyes were so blurred...

Her expression is very intoxicated, as if she is still immersed in it, she seems to really feel a sense of honor, at this moment she makes me feel scared!
As the saying goes, there are hundreds of people, and there are all kinds of people.

Facing a crazy and terrifying person like Izaki Tianxin, whoever is by her side would sweat in a cold sweat!
"Mr. Sanming, is there anything else you want to know?"

"No more, no more."

"It's getting late, let's rest."

Isaki Tenshin began to take off his clothes after speaking, I wanted to stop it but I didn't know what to say, so I could only watch helplessly.

Because she was always taking care of me when I was asleep, and she was the one who wiped my body when I was awake, but I felt an indescribable embarrassment.

In a way, I am still a traditional person at heart.

Soon Izaki Tenshin leaned into my arms, at this moment she was like a docile kitten, oh no, it should be a beautiful but dangerous leopard!
She is charming and dangerous, as if she can tear people into pieces at any time, so that people will not have any unreasonable thoughts!
"Mr. Sanming, rest early, your body still needs some time to recuperate."

Izaki Tenshin put her fingers on my chest, and I could feel the temperature of her fingers and the sharpness of her nails.

At this moment, I am lying on the bed like a needle felt, and I even hope that I can sleep for a few more days, so as to avoid the current embarrassment and embarrassment.

I didn't even dare to look down at her face, because she wore exaggerated heavy makeup on her face. Sleeping is originally a matter of rest and relaxation, but with her around, I feel uncomfortable all over my body.

"What's the matter? Your heartbeat is speeding up, I know you haven't fallen asleep yet." Izaki Tian said suddenly, she should have felt the change in my heartbeat.

"It's nothing, I'm feeling emotional, everything that used to be gone." I just found a perfunctory excuse, and now I am completely under the control of others.

"Don't worry, Mr. Sanming, I said that I can help you get back everything you lost!"

"Once some people are lost, they can never come back... hey." I couldn't help but sighed, this is the helplessness from the bottom of my heart, who in the world can bring the dead back to life?

"As long as you think, whether it's a woman or your friend, I can let them come back to you, and now, don't you have friends here to accompany you?"

"Tianxin, I am very grateful that you didn't kill them, and I am also very grateful that you can treat them well. After all, they are my few friends and my last army..."

As soon as the words fell, my eye circles were a little sore. The scene in the snow has long been deeply engraved in my heart, and it will never be erased.

"Don't worry, Mr. Sanming, I know you hate drug dealers, I know what kind of things you hate to do, I will never let you do things against your will, we still have a lot of things to do, you and your friends How about a casino and boat business?"

Izaki Tenshin made a condition for me. At this moment, the two of us are tightly attached to each other, as if husband and wife are whispering, but no matter what, I will never forget what kind of person she is!
She is an out-and-out devil, and the choices she made for me made me extremely painful!I can't make a choice!

I know very well that Izaki Tenshin is a person who likes to let others make choices. She will not change herself easily, because the most difficult thing for people to change is their own nature!
Regardless of whether I agree today or not, I know that in the near future I will definitely make more choices, perhaps the choices that make it difficult for me to choose, or the choices that make me miserable...

I'm not afraid of death. From the moment I pointed a gun at my head, I've put life and death aside, but I'm afraid of making choices...

It sounds like this is a very contradictory thing. Since you are not afraid of death, why are you afraid of other things?

Some people are not even afraid of death, but they are afraid to face life, just like those desperate gamblers, and those who fail in business and are on the verge of bankruptcy, are not even afraid of death, but they do not have the courage to start again.

Because people have lost too much, people have too much unwillingness, and more regrets, regrets for themselves...

In fact, strictly speaking, one cannot bring anything with one’s birth, nor can one take anything with one’s death. There is nothing that can make a person die willingly, but remorse can!

Regret can make a person extremely hate himself, hate his behavior and actions, and choosing to commit suicide is the most direct manifestation of remorse!
I also have regrets, but I understand a truth, life is not perfect.

If life is smooth sailing without waves, then what is the meaning of such a life?
"San Mingjun, live with the heart of death, you have already died once, do you still hesitate or be afraid?"

"Maybe."

"After you die, no one will change anything for you, no one will stop, their life is still going on, maybe someone will grieve for you, but soon they will come out of it, because the world It's always been that way!"

Yi Qi Tianxin said every word very clearly, why don't I understand the reason why people take tea to cool down?
"I understand the truth, but I'm happy for them, it's a good thing that they came out of their grief as quickly as possible."

"Mr. Sanming, one should not think too much about others, but think more about oneself, because only oneself is irreplaceable, and only oneself will not betray oneself!"

I couldn't help laughing when I heard this, it was too narrow and one-sided just like the second uncle's saying never trust anyone.

"If everyone thinks for themselves, do you think my friends will come to save me? Will they choose to fight with me at the last moment?"

I will never forget that when I was desperate and helpless, when I faced a powerful opponent and no one dared to help me, it was Bai Xingchen and the three of them who came!

They knew that they must lose, they knew that the price of losing was death, but they came here without hesitation, they did not give up on me, never gave up!

"Mr. Sanming, I am very envious of this friendship. I know they are very important to you, and they are all your most precious wealth."

As soon as I heard this, I knew it in my heart, and I knew it was a reminder and a threat.

If Izaki Tenshin hadn't been merciful, then the four of us with thousands of troops would have gone to hell, and I wouldn't have had the chance to thank them at all.

And now that I am still alive, I still have the opportunity to thank them, so I will not let them down anyway. At this moment, I once again lamented the power of Izaki Tenshin.

She knows that I am a person who attaches great importance to feelings, she knows that I will never forget this affection no matter what, and she also knows how to control a person.

I am a person who attaches great importance to my brothers, I put my feelings first, and I also attach great importance to women.

Izaki Tenshin gave me everything I wanted, and when she had the absolute advantage and control, she didn't kill me.

But not everyone can be so lucky, not everyone can have a chance to do it all over again...

At this moment, I thought of those old friends, the blind man and the shadow, the mermaid and Dakoujiu.

They all followed me through the rivers and lakes, but in the face of powerful opponents and huge interests, everyone made different choices...

In any case, the shadow died for me, and everyone else, including others, suffered heavy injuries because of me.

In fact, they have been benevolent to me, and they have done a good enough job!

If it were me, I might make the same choice as them, but I never force others to do things that I can't do myself, and many things can be understood by empathizing.

To be a human being, you must forgive others with the tolerance that forgives yourself, and restrain yourself with the standards that restrain others, so that you can live more easily.

"Where is Buddha Qianxiao now? How is she? And those other people, how are they now?"

(End of this chapter)