my old life

Chapter 3461 There will be a period later
As the saying goes, everything is unpredictable. I never thought that the first woman who died in my arms was Izaki Tenshin, a powerful opponent who left me with nothing.

At this moment, I didn't have the excitement after defeating a strong opponent, let alone the joy after defeating a strong enemy, what I had was just a desolation in my heart.

Izaki Tenshin's ferocious face gradually softened, her eyes were so blurred, but there was no trace of reluctance.

Maybe death is a kind of relief for her, allowing her to go to the side of the person she likes, allowing her to regain her life.

"Mr. Sanming, can I really still see my mother? Have you lied to me?"

Isaki Tenshin is snuggling tightly in my arms, her hands have lost the strength to grab my clothes, and her breathing is so rapid.

"Believe me, it will work! She must be watching you in the sky, no matter where you are, she will always be with you!"

I said every word very clearly, the person in my arms at this moment is not a whale shark, nor is it Izaki Tenshin, it seems to be just a little girl who has lost her beloved.

As the saying goes, when a person is about to die, his words are good. No matter what kind of person he was in life, he will eventually return to peace.

"You will definitely see your mother, go to sleep! You can see her when you fall asleep..."

"San Mingjun, thank you for your last kindness and last tenderness, thank you."

"Now the one who says thank you should be me. It was you who made me lose everything. It was you who made me lose everything. It was you who made me see the true meaning of feelings. It was you who finally made me understand a truth. Thank you."

I thanked her from the bottom of my heart, but there was no response. Her expression was very serene, and she could no longer hear the words of this world.

Izaki Tenshin's expression was very calm, like a little girl holding a doll in the photo, her eyes were so innocent, and her smile was so happy.

At this moment, my heart collapsed. I defeated an unprecedentedly powerful enemy, but felt unprecedentedly lonely.

Life is full of ups and downs. If you have not experienced it, you will never understand the truth. If you have not experienced failures and setbacks, you will never understand the excitement and taste of that moment when you stand up again!

"Isaki Tenshin, thank you." I leaned over and kissed her on the forehead, tears fell down involuntarily.

At this moment, I understand that there is no so-called black and white in this world, everyone is born the same, regardless of men and women are pure and flawless angels.

It was people's prejudice and the malice of the world that gave her a pair of black eyes, and she could only fly in the dark.

At this moment, I hugged Isaki Tenshin tightly, her blood gradually permeated through the clothes, and she had lost her warmth and temperature.

It seems that the melody of cherry blossoms sounded in my ears again. Although I was so repulsive before, I can't hear it anymore...

"Sanming, let's go!"

"Second uncle, I want to take her away with me."

"Sanming, are you crazy? Our situation is still very bad now, don't forget that this is their place, we may be wiped out by them at any time!"

"She is a respectable opponent. If there is an afterlife, I hope we can meet again!"

I gently put Isaki Tenshin on the ground, arranged her clothes and messy hair, and then gently covered her face.

No matter how powerful the opponents are, no matter how vicious they are, they all have a kind side, they all have their own past, and they all have their own feelings and stories.

There is no good or bad in life, and there is no good or bad in the world of rivers and lakes, only the interests are different.

When I represent myself and my own interests, anyone who conflicts with my interests will become my opponent and my enemy. They will be regarded as the opposite by me, and they will be damned!

But empathy is the same for them, we are the same, there is no difference.

Izaki Tenshin's death touched me a lot. I have never been so at a loss, nor have I been so lost.

At this moment, I asked myself, was everything I did right or wrong?There is no way of knowing.

In order to realize my own interests and realize my own survival, I have made many, many choices, and the ultimate intention of Jianghu World is to hurt others for my own sake.

No matter what the reason is, no matter what the excuse is, whether it's because of feelings or friendship, it can't change the true nature of Jianghu!
The battle in the rivers and lakes is inevitable, and the battle will be harmful. At this moment, the winner and loser become no longer important, and neither win nor lose.

So what if we win?What if we lose?
To put it bluntly, it is nothing more than whether one's own interests can be preserved, or whether one can get it or lose it. This principle has never changed and has always existed.

But I didn't expect that at the last moment, I understood such a simple and obvious truth.

People live a lifetime, what they want is to be clear and clear. In the end, I discovered that the true meaning of life is ordinary, safe and healthy, free from disease and disaster, and live a peaceful and ordinary life!
"Sanming, it's almost time, we should go." The second uncle patted my shoulder, and I nodded slightly.

"Thank you, thank you for coming."

"Sanming, what are you talking about? Did the whale shark ruin your brain?" The second uncle touched my head, and I waved my hand calmly.

At this moment, I have seen through many things and understood the true meaning of feelings. There is no absolute right or wrong in the world. Where does good and evil come from?

A group of people took advantage of the night to leave, the entire courtyard was very quiet, and the mute was waiting for the reception at the back door.

At this moment, I don't care how wonderful the mute's plan is, and I don't care how thrilling the plan is. There are still blood stains on my hands that are completely dry.

Everyone left quietly through the back door, there was a car waiting to pick up, I looked back before getting into the car.

Under the moonlight, it seems that there are cherry blossoms dancing, as if there is a little girl holding a doll and smiling happily, carefree and carefree.

Everyone quickly got into the car and left. I felt the warmth and temperature in the car. This is the warmth and temperature of feelings!
"Sanming, smoke a cigarette to refresh yourself!"

"No."

"What's the matter with you kid? Didn't you even quit smoking after half a year?"

"Well, quit, second uncle, you should smoke less, it's not good for your health."

"It's a good thing to quit, uncle should be happy for you."

All these years in the rivers and lakes, my heart is full of all kinds of tastes, no matter how sweet the cigarette holder is, it can't cover the bitterness in my heart.

The car was driving all the way without knowing where to go, looking at everything familiar and unfamiliar outside the car window, what have I gained in these years?What have you lost?
"Sanming, it's great to meet you! What are your plans for the future?" Brother Yu asked with a smile, and I knew he was asking this question on behalf of Second Uncle.

"I want to rest for a while, I want to live a quiet life for a few days, live a few days of peace, and re-plan my life."

"Aren't you considering rejoining Gray Pigeon? You can take over everything from Whale Shark, and no one will be able to take anything from you. Think about it."

The second uncle asked in a low voice, the voice was so small that only I could hear it, but these were not important to me anymore.

I didn't give any answer, and soon the car came to the beach, and there were several boats waiting by the beach.

The cold wind blew past me, shaking my spirits, and my second uncle pulled me aside alone.

"Sanming, what are your plans now?"

"Does Gray Dove know that I'm alive? Do other people know that I'm alive?"

"Everyone in the Jianghu knows that you are dead, including Gray Pigeon."

"Then I want to take this opportunity to take a break. There is no more Xiong Sanming in this world, and there is no more hatred and grievances in the world. It can be regarded as a new start."

"You want to cultivate, do you want to help you take over Misu and Xiaomi?"

"If they are willing, I would like to seek their opinions first, as well as Charlene's."

"Charlene has no objection."

"Is it because she joined the gray pigeon?"

"She is ready to sacrifice at any time, this is her own choice, no one forced her."

"Second uncle, why did she do this?"

"She said she wanted to help more people in need, and she didn't want more people to be like her. I won't lie to you about this."

"Second Uncle, you misunderstood me. I respect everyone's choice and decision. I also hope that others can respect my choice and my decision."

"What is your decision?"

"I want to go to a place where no one knows me, take good care of my body, and come back again!"

"Is there anything you plan to go? Are you going to leave completely?"

"If one day everyone needs me, I will come back. Now I want to plant sunflowers and raise puppies with Dumb. Xiao Su still needs time to heal her injuries. They need me."

"Okay, Second Uncle respects your decision!"

"Thank you, uncle."

"Thank you, thank you, the family doesn't talk about the two, the soldiers follow me, don't you worry?"

"Don't worry, as long as it's their own choice, then I'm definitely relieved."

"You know them, they are a group of righteous people, they deserve respect."

The dead and injured of my friends who survived were divided into two groups. One group of people joined the gray dove with justice, and the other group wanted to retire.

The others are still taken care of by my second uncle, but the dumb Bai Xingchen is different from Xiao Su. If there is no me, then they will not be able to get together the 'thousands of troops'.

"Second Uncle, I won't accompany you anymore, I hope you can understand."

"I understand, of course I understand!"

"Okay." After speaking, I gave my second uncle a hug. The hug at the moment is so different.

If the rivers and lakes were a book, it would be a book that could never be finished.

There are all kinds of people and stories in this book, just like a bead curtain, every person and every story is a series of beads, and the connection is life.

There is never an answer in life, not all people and stories can have a happy ending, not everyone can live to the end...

Life is always full of all kinds of regrets, but if there are no regrets, it is not life.

There is only one life, and it will never come back after it has passed. Do the corresponding things at the corresponding age, and do what you like to do.

The biggest regret in life is the things you once wanted, but you don’t want them after you have the ability to get them. Time really changes a person.

There are all kinds of good doctors and medicines in this world, but none of them is a medicine for regret.

Time cannot go backwards, and life cannot be regretted. No matter how much suffering, no matter how much darkness and abyss you have experienced, people always have to face life again and start again!
No matter how hard life is, no matter how bad the situation is, there will always be a day when things get better, provided you don't give up hope!
It is not a bad thing to leave some regrets in life, because life has never been [-]% perfect.

A book, a cup of tea, a piece of tranquility, quietly savoring the rivers and lakes at a certain moment in the middle of the night, quietly savoring all kinds of life.

"Second uncle, thank you for everything you have done to me, thank you for letting me understand many truths in the world, thank you for letting me go through the rivers and lakes, having everything and losing everything, but I got the most precious thing, which is Experience and experience!"

"Silly man, I'm just a nephew like you. If I don't treat you well, who else can I treat well? After everything you have experienced, you should grow up too."

"Yes, the once silly fork has grown up."

"I used to scold you, I cheated on you, it was because I scolded you thoroughly, you will not be scolded in society! I scolded you thoroughly, you can still have a way to deal with others cheating you ..."

While talking, the second uncle's eye circles were red, I know his feelings for me, and I also know his reluctance for me.

In fact, if it were me, wouldn't it be the same?
"Second Uncle, I know you are good to me, and I also know what you have done. Once I had a question, can you tell me?"

"What question?"

"Second uncle, how do you know all the routines now? Did you figure it out bit by bit? Or was someone taught you?"

"I don't have such a good life as you. I made it all up on my own. The Jianghu back then is the real Jianghu!"

"Second Uncle, do you think I am retreating bravely?"

"To be honest, I feel a little pity for you. After all this, you should have a lot, which is almost at your fingertips... But I have to say that the genes are powerful!"

"Oh? The power of genes?"

"You look so much like the evil Tai Sui in the past, oh no, now you are a copy of the evil Tai Sui, you have always been different from others!"

"Someday when you have time, Second Uncle, tell me about the rivers and lakes you have experienced?"

"Okay, I will tell you when I have time, but you have time to listen!"

"Don't worry, Second Uncle, there will be a chance, let's go..."

"Sanming!"

"Ah, what's wrong?"

"It's nothing, are you really going to give up everything now? Are you kidding me?"

"I know what I want, and I know what I should do..."

"Well, it seems that this time you kid is really not joking, really not joking..."

The second uncle secretly wiped his eyes and tears while talking, and the strong old Jianghu also cried emotionally, but how can the joy of reunion come from the pain of no parting?

If you choose the wrong direction in life, stopping is the greatest progress!If you do something wrong, stop loss is the greatest decision!
"In this world, everyone is burdened with shackles one after another, binding their soul and freedom..."

"Isn't it worth celebrating the moment when I take off all the shackles on half of my body? Isn't it worth being happy for me?"

"Sanming, go and find a place to live quietly, safely, live well, and create a home that belongs to us!"

"it is good!"

"Silly fork, if one day I can't hold on anymore and I need to go to the elderly, you must leave me a place!"

"Don't worry, Second Uncle, definitely! Let's go!"

"Bon Voyage!"

……

"The dumb come over and help me, Bai Xingchen take care of Xiao Su, don't throw him into the water."

"Don't worry, I just feel a little distressed! There are so many good things I haven't had time to clean up, my life savings!"

"Where's your small ledger? Keep it in mind first, and I'll return it to you when I get a chance!"

"Really?"

"of course it's true!"

"Then I'll write it down." Bai Xingchen quickly took out the small ledger, and almost threw Su Yurong into the water!

"Bai Xingchen, your uncle!"

"Hey hey hey, I've written it down, and I'll give you the watch." Bai Xingchen rubbed his hands together, and he handed over a watch, which was the Vacheron Constantin.

I gently hold the watch in my hand, feel the coldness brought by the metal, and feel the life in the rivers and lakes.

We got on two boats and looked at each other more and more blurred. These are two completely different paths, but no one is right or wrong.

"Mute, do you have any arrangements? According to your character, you will definitely stay behind."

"OK, Southeast Asia, arrange." The mute gave me a gesture, and I nodded with a smile.

Standing at the bow of the boat and looking at the end of the sea, the sea breeze blows and smooths everything.

I believe that someone can understand the meaning of the black shackles, understand that his long sword is silent, and the wind and frost will be buried in your heart for a lifetime, and your body is as cold as your Qingfeng!

My cheating career is over, but life and rivers and lakes will never end, so please bless me no matter what.

Please wish me a safe journey and wish me smooth sailing. I will also send you my best wishes and my most sincere wishes.

Companionship is the longest confession of love, parting is the beginning of the next reunion!
Goodbye friends, goodbye rivers and lakes, one day the wind will rise, one day the river will set, and one day the world will cross...

See you in Jianghu, we will meet later!
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