my old life

Chapter 536 The True Essence of Feelings

No matter how confusing the process is, there is only one final result. As long as you guess the result correctly and firmly believe in it, you will definitely gain something by following your own ideas all the time!

In fact, anyone with a discerning eye can see that if the game continues, they will not be able to play Hexi Laoqiantuan. This is an undeniable fact.

"The boss won the money, so he must treat guests to drink!"

The second uncle came over to talk with a smile, obviously he didn't intend to continue the game, on the contrary, he was very happy.

"That's a must, let's go!" The fat man stood up and waved his hand, not forgetting to shake hands with the old Hexi group one by one.

At this moment, the atmosphere really became relaxed, but in this relaxed atmosphere, some people were not relaxed at all, and my heart was a little depressed.

Compared to Fatty winning this hand, I would rather he lose this hand. The vanity and selfishness in my heart began to make trouble... At the same time, I also had a question in my heart.

Can I really control such an old man as Fatty?Can I form my own old thousand group?

The second uncle and the fat man walked away with their shoulders crossed, leaving Liu Ye and the rest of them staring at each other. Tonight's tone is considered to be a good one!The money is also taken back!But my heart is so awkward...

The results of some things are the same, but different processes will make people have different moods and feelings.

At this moment, I was so aggrieved that I was about to vomit blood. Not only was there no excitement and excitement, but I felt a strong sense of loss.

I now know how Fatty won this hand. Both he and Mediterranean were bluffing, but he persisted until the end and found a chance to make a thousand. He won absolutely beautifully!
But for me, the sense of presence in this old group is getting lower and lower. I think the result tonight will disappoint my second uncle more than losing the card...

Following Second Uncle and the others to leave Seoul Entertainment City, I knew that I would not come back in a short time, at least not until I surpassed the Hexi Laoqian group...

After getting in the car, the second uncle and the fat man talked and laughed, but no one came to talk to me, and my sense of presence was even lower at the moment.

Looking at the street in the early morning outside the car window, I feel that I am out of tune with the hustle and bustle now, and it even makes me a little unclear about myself.

I have been on the old road for a long time, but I only realized my position tonight. Some things cannot be made up in a short time, and some gaps cannot be caught up in a short time.

At this moment, I even have a strange thought, could this game tonight be deliberately arranged by my second uncle, even including my inner feelings and this result?
The car drove all the way back to the hotel, and didn't want to go to the hotel as expected, but the second uncle personally accompanied the fat man into the hotel.

I know that the second uncle intends to win over Fatty, and he also intends to get close to him. Fatty is a sensible person so he can understand.

"You go back to rest first, I have something to talk to the fat man." The second uncle waved the others to disperse, and the fat man smiled.

In social situations, everyone can understand some things in their hearts, but I don't know if the second uncle is for me or for himself, but he has his own reasons for everything he does.

Going back to the hotel room alone, lighting a cigarette and feeling a little more relaxed, the past is always the past...

The second uncle said before that youth is capital, there is nothing that young people can’t do, and there’s nothing they can’t bear, and they can start all over again if they fail!
Now I can only use these words to comfort myself, and fell asleep in the comfort, the fragments of the game of gambling kept flashing in my mind, flashing the appearance of everyone in the Hexi Laoqian group...

The next day, I slept until noon and woke up naturally. When I opened my eyes, I was shocked on the spot!
"Second Uncle, why are you here? When did you come?" I rubbed my eyes in disbelief, Second Uncle was smoking a cigarette with Erlang's legs crossed on the sofa.

"I just came here, and I saw you sleeping like a pig. You forgot what I told you? You must be careful when you go out." The second uncle gestured with his fingers on his neck, making a throat-cutting motion.

"I see, it's not that I didn't think about it..." I couldn't help but blush, and felt that my second uncle was going to give me an education class again...

My second uncle said before that you should be vigilant when you live alone, at least you can’t let people come in and you can’t find it. If the person who comes in is not second uncle, the consequences will be disastrous!
"Hurry up and get ready to eat. I'll give you an afternoon to pack up and get ready. We'll leave Shencheng tonight for the plane ticket at eight o'clock in the evening."

"Oh." I agreed, and I knew why Second Uncle wanted me away.

Now I also know that I have no ability to help Shiliu, nor have the ability to occupy a place in Shencheng. Being young is not my excuse or reason, it is just my self-comfort.

"Hurry up, take care of what needs to be gentle, and do what needs to be done quickly. I don't know when I'll be back." The second uncle was about to leave after leaving a word. He always spoke so directly.

I have been used to his way of speaking since I was a child. If it were someone else, I would not be used to it. Maybe he would only be so straightforward to me.

"Second Uncle, can I ask a question?" I muttered in a low voice, but Second Uncle heard it.

"What's the problem? Tell me."

"Can I really form my own group of old men? Can I really control old men like fat people?" When I asked this sentence, I already had the answer in my heart.

"No!" The second uncle's decisive answer poured cold water on my head, but it made me clearer and calmer.

"I know how hard Second Uncle has been for me, but there are some things I always feel I can't do well..." I looked at him apologetically, only kissing Second Uncle can make me feel my heart out.

"It's okay, do you know what boiled eagle is?" The second uncle changed the subject and looked at me with a smirk all over his face.

"I've heard of it but don't quite understand it. It should be domesticated eagles."

"Man can't fly, but why can he control an eagle? Why use the word boil? The eagle can fly away, but why does it come back?" The series of questions from the second uncle made me confused. To be honest, I didn't understand this at all.

"I don't quite understand..."

"Actually, eagles need emotional support just like humans, but eagles are more difficult to tame than humans, and you will know later!" The second uncle looked at me meaningfully, and I always felt that my heart was creepy.

"But I don't understand at all, this..."

"It's okay, leave the eagle you can't stand to me, do you understand why I asked you to fold last night?"

"I still don't understand..." I said honestly, I never dared to pretend in front of my second uncle.

"Let the eagle fly higher so that it will fall harder, and it will be more interesting when it is boiled. You can deal with your own problems now, take your time." The second uncle looked at me with a smirk.

"Second Uncle, are you using the method of boiling an eagle to boil me?" As soon as I said this, I regretted it, because I realized that the eagle he said was a fat man.

The second uncle became silent on the spot, but he still looked at me so calmly. I wanted to explain but didn't know how to speak.

"You will know in the future, go out and show you a lot of knowledge, no matter what, you are my nephew!" The second uncle patted my shoulder and left.

I always felt that there was something in his words, and my heart became warm. I quickly took out my mobile phone to check about the boiled eagle.

Although the second uncle didn't say it clearly just now, the boiled eagle must have something to do with my problem, and maybe it can solve the doubt in my heart!

After learning about boiled eagles, I feel that people's hearts are really a terrible thing. They can conquer the eagles soaring in Kyushu, but the methods available are so despicable.

I understand what my second uncle wants to tell me, and also understand his painstaking efforts towards me.

At this moment, all the doubts in my heart were solved, and my heart suddenly became clear!
For the maintenance of relationship, sometimes you have to use the method of boiling the eagle. Although it is despicable, it is really useful!
In a narrow sense, the method that my second uncle taught me is not a good idea, nor is he a good person, but to me he is an irreplaceable existence.

A real man dares to face the darkness of human nature and the true face of interests, and will do whatever it takes to achieve his goals!

I left the hotel with a relaxed and happy mood, took a taxi and went straight to Su Yurong's Taekwondo gym. I already knew in my heart how to deal with the relationship with the people around me, and I also knew the trade-offs of some things.

When I saw Su Yurong at the Taekwondo Hall, he was very surprised that I came, and I knew what he was worried about.

"The decoration is pretty good. It's about to open, right?" I looked around and felt really good.

"Are you going out to do something?" He looked at me calmly, and I nodded with a smile.

He can always guess my thoughts easily, because he knows my character too well, but he can't guess my real heart!
Because the real heart is always full of darkness...

(End of this chapter)