my old life

Chapter 780 An Inseparable Reliance

My second uncle once said that men are born to protect women!No matter what mistakes a woman makes, she must be protected. If she becomes a coward while protecting a woman, what face will she have to raise her head in front of a woman in the future?

Including the few friends around me, my principle is that no matter what kind of mistakes they have made and what kind of people they have offended, they will never hesitate when they need help!
No matter what is right or wrong, no matter what bullshit reasoning, because the perspective of interests is different, the mentality is naturally different!And you never know what mistakes you may make and who you will provoke, so if you don't want your friends to hesitate, let yourself set the example first!

"Look into my eyes and say, do you really not blame me?" The fox's eyes became warm, and I nodded firmly.

"That's good! I don't care what others say about me, but I can't bear others to look down on you!" The fox puffed up his chest, and my heart was warm when I heard this.

"Actually, it's nothing. It doesn't matter what other people think or say. I don't care!" A man must have a big heart. If his thoughts are influenced by other people's words every day, it is simply sad!

"No! No one is allowed to talk about you! Because now you are my Misu's man!" After she finished speaking, she leaned forward directly, her bright red lips made me speechless...

I was directly slammed by the fox... I could feel her enthusiasm, but I also felt extremely complicated in my heart. That sentence about her man made me feel at a loss.

I know that it is impossible to be so ambiguous with her, and I also know that meeting her is a blessing in my life, but there is still a sixteenth place in my heart, so how should I choose?

She seemed to have sensed my hesitation, and after we separated, I could feel her moist and warm breath, and she looked at me a little at a loss at this moment.

"Little Shackle, Big Sister is teasing you!" She scratched my nose, and instantly changed into my usual look, but my face felt hot...

I have to say that she is a goblin, she can tease me anytime and anywhere... But I always feel that the smile on her face is a bit stiff, actually think about it differently, what woman wants the man around her to still think about other women?

Walking up the stairs to the fourth floor, there are no lights in the corridors here, and I guess they have already gone home from get off work to eat... Ordinary life is like a heavy hammer, hitting my heart hard.

I don’t know when it started, everything in the ordinary can stimulate my nerves, within reach but more like separated by thousands of obstacles, close at hand but far away...

Hulizi and I sat on the steps and smoked. The cigarette butts were very lonely in the dark, and we could hear shouting and cursing through the quiet stairs from a distance.

At this moment, I am not alone, but this is the first time I have experienced this kind of thing with her. Her calm and unrestrained personality makes her unique in this society.

"Sister Su, have you thought about the future?" I asked casually, but I regretted it as soon as I said it!This is simply which pot is not opened and which pot is lifted!

"Why do you think about the future? It's better to live well now, let's not worry about the future!" She replied casually, there is no such thing as marrying an honest man after washing her hands in the golden basin. To be honest, that would be too vulgar!

I know that a woman like Hulizi looks down on honest people. With her intelligence and charm, she might be able to marry into a wealthy family...

"Let's not talk about me, but what do you plan to do in the future, kid? Can you leave Ran Dao behind?" Lando she was talking about was a cheater.

The second uncle said that in the gangster industry, they don't call each other Laoqian but Landao, at least it sounds like a craftsman.

"I don't know, I haven't thought about it... or the day my second uncle washes his hands, I won't do it anymore." I'm telling the truth, all my obsessions are to become second uncle's right-hand man.

If one day the second uncle washes his hands and stops being a cheater, then I will not enter the casino again. It doesn't matter what I do in the future, what matters is who I can work with!
"Hehe, it's quite simple to say, but are you willing to leave us behind?" Her words stunned me.

I never thought about whether I could let go of my friends on the day when I washed my hands in the golden basin. All the past was in front of my eyes. I thought that even if I washed my hands in the golden basin, I would not lose contact. But now it seems that people who are not in the same world, How can we be friends?
"Don't think about it too much. In fact, no one can answer this question clearly... In fact, everyone in the world knows what will happen, but there are some things that really can't let go, such as your second uncle!"

Huli took a puff of cigarette and looked calm. She has a better understanding of this issue than I do, because my second uncle also told me that where there are people, there are rivers and lakes. How to quit the rivers and lakes?
The second uncle couldn't let go of his friend for many years, and couldn't let go of my nephew. I knew his difficulties, but I didn't expect that I would be troubled by this problem.

"Maybe it's because people can't help themselves in the rivers and lakes." I took a puff of cigarette with emotion, and my mind matured with the increase of experience.

Those thoughts that were taken for granted in the past are changing subtly, and things are naturally viewed from different angles of interests. There is no end to the grievances and resentments in the rivers and lakes...

"Little Shackle, do you know why I am willing to stay by your side?" The fox changed the subject and asked a question that had never been asked before.

"I don't know, can you tell me why?" I felt a little silly, but this was the first time I really touched her heart.

"Because you are different from others. I stay by your side not because of profit, nor because your second uncle is Xiong Jiudong...just because you can make me feel like a friend, and you will never betray or abandon me."

What she said made me fall into deep thought. I never thought that the reason why the fox stayed by my side was so simple...

I know that it will be very hard for her to travel alone, but she will not lack friends who are stronger than me, because everything she has means that she is not an ordinary woman.

"Do you know how I spent the time when I went back to celebrate the New Year? I ate alone, went shopping alone, and listened to the sound of firecrackers in a daze... I really want to see you all the time."

What Hu Lizi said was particularly sad, and my heart suddenly skipped a beat. At this moment, I suddenly thought of the black snake next to my second uncle!

All these years, Black Snake has been by Uncle's side, isn't it just to have company?Being able to rely on each other during the holidays...

Through the second uncle and then think of myself, isn't it just being able to have these friends in the company of being in the rivers and lakes?Relying on each other and helping each other does not drag down the family. This kind of relationship has nothing to do with any money or interests, but it cannot be given up.

The cigarette in her hand was completely burned out, and she lit a green mole and handed it over. At this moment, I vaguely understood the real way to get along. It was not as extreme and ruthless as the second uncle, but it was full of the relationship of using and being used everywhere.

"It's a great honor to have your trust, and I will not let you down." I said with a smile, which was ridiculous but bitter.

"I really like the lecherous look in your eyes when you look at me. You want to but dare not say it out loud... The introvertedness is full of madness, like a burning ice cube that will explode at any time! Haha!"

The fox smiled happily, but I couldn't help but blushed, as if someone had stepped on my little tail... But there was an unprecedented flame spreading in my heart!

This is the flame of being trusted, this is the feeling of being needed and relied on, invisible and intangible but extremely precious!

Time passed, the shouting had died away, but I enjoyed sitting in the dark, the peace and quiet of this moment, this moment alone with her.

Before I knew it, I seemed to have walked into her heart, into an unprecedented world. I thought I had only entered her body before, but at this moment I entered her heart!
Suddenly the phone rang, I took it out and saw that it was A Xiao calling, I answered the phone slowly.

"Hi." I greeted without saying anything, anything is possible until I'm not sure about their situation.

"We've returned to the hotel, and all the chips have been exchanged for cash...how are you doing now?" A Xiao's voice was a little excited, and he could hear it clearly in the empty darkness without turning on the speakerphone.

"We're fine now, you guys take a rest first, we'll go back later." After hanging up the phone, I stood up slowly and pulled Fox up.

"Let's go, we should go back and divide the money!" I laughed and teased, but she leaned close to my ear and said something.

This sentence made me gasp for an instant, I stared at her with wide eyes in disbelief, but her face was very calm.

I know she has no reason to do this, but I trust a woman's first instinct!

(End of this chapter)