my old life

Chapter 837 Deadly Night

Lighting a cigarette, I fell into deep thought alone. I don't know why the light is a little dazzling, and my heart is a little dull.

I turned off the light in the room and sat quietly on the sofa thinking, thinking about what the fox said, thinking about my selfishness.

The second uncle said before that some things have not been experienced before, but it does not mean that they will not happen. There is a first time for everything. This is an inevitable problem in the process of growing up.

Smoking cigarettes one after another, I can calm myself down in the dark, and let my thoughts rush to my heart in the dark, the familiar night is not the same melancholy.

I know my current situation, and I also know that I can't turn back... There are still too many things to do, and there is still a friendship around me that cannot be parted.

Once I made up my mind to leave Seventeen, precisely because she and I are not in the same world, and I didn't want to drag her down...

But why is it not the case with Shiliu and me now?She used to be so high that I couldn't reach her, but now I'm destined to be out of the same world as a cheater, it's like a trick of God's will...

Although Hulizi is a person in the old world, she is a woman after all, especially now that there is a child in her belly, I only think about myself but never think about her...

From knowing her to the present, the slyness in her eyes has never changed, and she has never had a bad heart towards me...

Time passed slowly, I thought a lot but didn't have any clue, I could only choose to call my second uncle, the only one who can help me now is him!
I plugged my phone into the charger and waited a lot for the time it would turn on, but now I can only honestly say there is nothing else I can do.

At this moment, I even feel like a bad gambler. I can't find my direction when my life is most confused, and I can't even see the hope of tomorrow... But I have the courage to ask the closest people for help!

No matter how strong a person is, there are times when they are vulnerable, and no matter how beautiful a person is, there are times when they are down!When people can't see hope, they must not have any hesitation, go to the closest people for help!

"Hey, you really know how to pick your time? I just finished wiping for you!" Second Uncle's deep and hoarse voice warmed my heart. He is the most trustworthy person in my heart no matter what time it is!

"Second uncle, there is something I want to ask you..."

"It's okay! You shouldn't feel pity today. If you can't do it, you can tell me! I can let Xiaochu help you solve it!" The second uncle said indifferently, and I knew that I would give him another Sorry for the trouble.

"No, Second Uncle, I didn't want to ask this..."

"Oh? What else can you do? Don't say you need to borrow money again, there is nothing!" The second uncle's tone was very firm, but there was also a hint of ridicule.

"I want to ask a woman about giving birth...Misu is pregnant with my child, but she says I'm selfish. I don't understand such things."

After finishing speaking, there was silence on the other end of the phone. I know this question is very difficult for Ersu, but I can't find another person to help besides him...

"Are you sure you want to ask me this?" Second Uncle asked in disbelief.

"Ok!"

"Sanming, I don't know what giving birth to a woman means to a woman, but I can think that it is the end of a life and the beginning of a new life."

The second uncle's tone became much more serious. He must know that I am at a lost intersection and urgently need his help!
"I'm ready, but I don't know how to prepare...I don't want to lose the responsibility and responsibility of a man!" I honestly didn't dare to hide a single word, and face is really nothing compared to it .

"In this new life, she should need a responsible man, and more importantly, a peaceful and warm home! If you can't give these, how can you talk about responsibility and responsibility?"

What the second uncle said made my face burn, and every word was said to my heart, I didn't think about these things at all.

"I admit that I can't do this now, I admit that I can't give her this, but I don't want to escape...Second uncle, you understand me."

"Sanming! Maybe a person will always make many mistakes in his life, and maybe some things are destined to be regretted throughout his life, but when he really faces a choice, there is only one chance..."

"How should I choose this opportunity?" I desperately want to know the answer, because I firmly believe that my second uncle will give me an answer!
"October pregnancy, ten months is not long or short, the things that can be changed are limited but it doesn't mean there is no chance! Everything depends on how you change yourself."

"Second Uncle, tell me, how should I change?" I was so anxious that I needed his help in this choice, and someone to tell me how to go in the future!
"I can't help you with this matter, but I can give you a suggestion, or a piece of advice." The second uncle's tone suddenly became lonely, and my heart also became tense.

"I once had the opportunity to be a father, but it's a pity that I didn't grasp it...it won't work in our world. After today, there will be no tomorrow. It is a taboo to have worries in your heart when doing things!"

"I know, what do you think, second uncle? Do you regret it?"

As soon as the second uncle said this, the second uncle was silent again, and I quietly waited for his answer. I knew that this question was cruel to him, and I also knew that it would arouse sadness in his heart.

"I can't talk about whether I regret it or not. I didn't have the ability to change myself at the time, but you may have a chance to change yourself. You only have ten months."

The second uncle's words imperceptibly showed his attitude. He did not object to me changing and trying, even if he knew that he would fail, he would let me try, because this is his style!
"I got to know Second Uncle, thank you." I sincerely thanked, and I couldn't bear the hot emotion in my heart anymore!

"What nonsense are you talking about! Which of our uncles and nephews is with whom? Although I think Mr. Chen's granddaughter is more suitable for you, there is no such thing as fate..."

"As long as Second Uncle agrees, I'll be relieved!" I felt much better. Although Second Uncle didn't give me a clear answer, he showed me a direction!
"Don't, don't, it doesn't count if I said this! Go home and ask your parents... It's okay to hang up! Your Sister Snake invited me to drink tea tonight, I'll go first!"

The second uncle's voice was relaxed and teasing, more of a hint of relaxation...

When I hung up the phone, I suddenly felt a thump in my heart. I suddenly understood who was the second uncle's real threat... that threat was me!

When I'm not around my second uncle, he's safe and sound, but once I appear by his side, I'm a threat, a threat of potential danger and trouble!
For Second Uncle, I am his concern, the bondage that binds his hands and feet, and the trouble in the eyes of others. I may cause troubles and drag them down anytime and anywhere... Because Second Uncle will definitely help me, but others But not necessarily willingly!

I couldn't help laughing when I wanted to understand this, but tears came down with a smile!The biggest threat to my second uncle turned out to be me, how embarrassing it is for me!How embarrassing!
Recalling the time when Second Uncle and Black Snake were together on August [-]th, relying on each other to accompany each other, she had enough reasons to hate me, because I was the one who kept bringing danger to Second Uncle!
"Hahahahaha!" I cried and couldn't help laughing, I don't know whether to be happy or sad at this moment, but as long as the second uncle can relax, I will be content!
For a moment, I had mixed feelings in my heart, as if I had eaten a five-flavored bottle, and I couldn't help knowing what to do while crying and laughing, but how embarrassing was this!
I lowered my head and hid my face and sobbed softly in the darkness, only the darkness accompanied me silently, everything turned into tears pouring out...

At this moment, I understand the purpose of my second uncle's plan to let me leave. He is not trying to catch the ghost. He has long known that I am the biggest threat to him. He has long known that as long as I leave, everything will be fine...

Unknowingly, time passed quietly, I don't know how long it took to cry until I couldn't cry anymore, smoked cigarettes until the cigarette case was empty...

I told myself in my heart that it would definitely be possible, everything would pass through this dark night, and when I woke up tomorrow, I would still be that fearless Xiong Sanming!

Dazed in a daze in the dark night, I've already figured out how to face the fox, I've already figured out my future path... What the second uncle didn't do doesn't mean I can't do it, I can definitely do it!

Unknowingly until dawn, I couldn't bear the craving for cigarettes and left the room to buy cigarettes. The hotel was extremely quiet early in the morning.

When I came to the lobby of the hotel, I suddenly saw a figure from the back. This figure was very familiar and strange... Seeing him leave in a hurry, my heart skipped a beat!
(End of this chapter)