Qing Palace Dream Like Smoke·Moyu

Chapter 51

When I walked to Qinghui Pavilion, the sound of Kunqu opera in the garden gradually faded away, and Mo Yu stood by the pavilion, looking out of the pavilion in a daze.This Qinghui Pavilion is somewhat similar to the Linxi Pavilion outside the Cining Palace. When passing by, she would involuntarily stand for a while.

The wind blows gently from the porch, stirring her hair, caressing the tweed on her face, she quietly closes her eyes, this feeling reminds her of the moonlight in the Linxi Pavilion passing through the shade of willows, lingering, cold, like silk as soft.How long have I been here, and how long do I have to stay in this forbidding and complicated place that seems to be perpetually dangerous? Is it possible that I will never be able to go back for the rest of my life?All these things that she hadn't thought about for a long time now flooded into her mind, and the unbearable sorrow and fear made her suddenly open her eyes, and the surroundings were as quiet as usual.

A person slowly walked over from outside the pavilion, she was stunned for a moment, and in the dim light she recognized that person was the fourth elder brother, he was walking with his head down, without noticing her, he had already climbed the steps of the pavilion.

As in the usual natural reaction, Mo Yu immediately put aside his worries and saluted, "I have seen the fourth master." The fourth elder brother seemed to be startled, and then he saw her in the shadows, startled for a moment, Said: "Forget it." Mo Yu said: "The servant is preparing to go back." She didn't know why she emphasized that she was going back soon, and she thought to herself: "Is this how a mouse sees a cat?" The fourth elder brother seemed to smile He said at once: "It seems that when I met you, you were always ready to leave?" Mo Yu didn't know how to respond when he said the central thing all of a sudden.

"Since you're not in a hurry to respond to business, if you go back, you're not in a hurry right now?" He turned his back, not intending to let her go.Mo Yu could only stand where he was, thinking dejectedly in his heart: "Thirteen is right, the debt has to be repaid slowly."

He asked again: "What are you thinking about?" Mo Yu didn't expect him to ask this question, so she couldn't help being stunned.

The fourth elder brother turned around and looked at her and said, "Since Huang Ama praised you just now, you have been depressed."

Mo Yu didn't expect him to notice her emotions, and couldn't help but look up at him in a daze, the fourth elder brother turned his head away in embarrassment and said, "Everything is written on your face, everyone can see it."

Mo Yu frowned and said softly, "Really? It's so obvious." She was a little dissatisfied with her expression of anger and emotion.

"Are you regretting it?" Brother Si asked with a chuckle.

"Ah?" Mo Yu thought to himself, he only thought he was troubled by what happened at the banquet just now.For a moment I couldn't figure out how to answer him.

"Since you've done everything, it's useless to regret it. Besides, some things may just be your speculations. You don't need to worry about some invisible things. It's good to do things with a clear heart. Who can know what will happen in the future? "

Mo Yu thought to herself: "But I am worried all day because I know what will happen in the future."

He paused and said, "Maybe you think too much."

Mo Yu thought, "His words are also reasonable. I just feel more troubled because of Thirteen's words. In fact, no matter what I think about it now, I don't know what will happen to me and Ronghua. It really just adds to my troubles." "But when I thought that I only knew the fate of a group of princes, but didn't know anything about my own fate, and I couldn't escape this place where the known and the unknown were entangled, a burst of fear suddenly arose in my heart, and I hit a fist. shiver.

The fourth elder brother felt strange, frowned and asked: "What's wrong with you, are you afraid?"

"I'm afraid I don't know what will happen in the future." Mo Yu felt a little helpless in her heart, and there was a bit of dependence in her tone, she just wanted to seek some comfort to offset the panic in her heart when she imagined alone.

The fourth elder brother's eyes flickered, and he said with a smile: "It's common to be afraid of what you don't know, but it's useless to be afraid. Instead of being afraid of the unknown future, it's more practical to live your daily life well." He said The rare and gentle words and voice had a calming power, Mo Yu's heart gradually calmed down a little, and said with a smile: "Fourth Master is indeed a pragmatic person."

Seeing her expression, the fourth elder brother smiled and said: "Sometimes deceiving yourself and others may be a good way to calm your heart."

Hearing what he said, Mo Yu felt much more relaxed, and asked with a smile: "Will Fourth Master also deceive himself and others when he acts? I really can't think of it."

The fourth elder brother laughed, thought for a while and said, "Occasionally."

"The servant came here because he was thinking about something, and why is fourth master?" Mo Yu let go of his worries, and began to tease, unknowingly joking with this cold-faced fourth elder brother.

The fourth elder brother was startled for a moment, then smiled and said: "I have something on my mind, and I had some wine, so I just walked around."

Mo Yu didn't expect him to answer him so honestly, he froze for a moment, but didn't know what to say, thinking, if it was changed to thirteen or fourteen, he would immediately ask what was on his mind, but he couldn't ask him .

The fourth elder brother had already said it himself: "I was thinking about one thing and felt that I should do it, but it was a bit out of line, so I was a little hesitant." He smiled and asked her, "If you were you, what would you do?"

Mo Yu thought about it and said, "If I choose between the two, I will naturally do what I think is right."

"It's in line with your personality." The fourth elder brother said with a smile.

"The reason why you hesitate is because you are worried about what will happen after you do it. Didn't the fourth master just say that you should live the present well? He also said that you should do things but have a clear conscience. If you don’t do it, how can you say that you have a clear conscience? If you have a guilty conscience, how can you live a good life with a guilty conscience?” Mo Yu talked eloquently without knowing it.

"The bright body is applicable, you really have acquired the essence." The fourth elder brother laughed and didn't speak any more.

After being quiet for a while, he suddenly said: "This place is very similar to Linxi Pavilion." Mo Yu subconsciously nodded and said, "Yes."

"Okay, let's go back." The fourth elder brother became relieved. After saying this, he turned around and left. Unlike when he came, his steps were much lighter. "From the back, it looks a bit like Fourteen." Mo Yu thought in her heart.

On the second day, I met the prince, the fourth elder brother, and Shisan in front of the hall. Seeing that the prince's face was ashen, and the fourth elder brother looked indifferent, the prince walked and said to the fourth elder brother: "Why don't you tell me about this matter? Go directly to the emperor." Amati?" The fourth elder brother said indifferently: "I have already reported to the crown prince before, but you insist on doing it, and my brother really feels that it is inappropriate, there is no other way, so..." Before he finished speaking, The prince said angrily: "Have you been confused in your errands these past few years? You don't even care about the distance..." In the middle of speaking, seeing Mo Yu standing in front of the steps with his head bowed, he stopped, snorted and walked away .Mo Yu looked up and saw the fourth elder brother smiling at her, smiled back, and bowed in salute.Unexpectedly, Shisan came from behind and said to her in a low voice with a smile: "When did the mouse become so comfortable with the cat?"

(End of this chapter)