warm marriage sweet love

Chapter 776 I'll Give Him Back to You
"Jingqiu, of course I hope you come back. I'm very happy, you are still alive, and I also hope you can live happily." Jing Haoyang said frankly, but the person who can give her happiness is no longer him.

"Haoyang, if you want me to be the soft and weak Jingqiu from before, you must stay by my side and protect me, otherwise that Jingqiu will just die, because she is no longer fit to survive in this cruel world." Wang Jingqiu In a threatening tone.

"Perhaps what you need most is not me, but a psychiatrist." Jing Haoyang frowned, "I will only forgive that Jingqiu from the past, but this one is just a stranger to me now, so if you If you dare to do something that hurts Chaotianjiao, I will not forgive you lightly."

The corners of Wang Jingqiu's mouth trembled violently, and her beautiful facial features were distorted and deformed by the intense pain.

"You will regret it, Jing Haoyang, you will definitely regret it." She ran out crying.

Looking at her back, Jing Haoyang sighed deeply.

Early the next morning, he received another call from Wang Jingqiu.

"Yang, can you come here? Please." Her voice was trembling, and she sounded quite frightened.

"I'll be right over." Jing Haoyang hung up the phone and rushed over.

Wang Jingqiu curled up on the sofa, hugging the pillow, her expression was full of extreme fear, as if she saw a ghost.

"Yang, there is something that I have never told you. I have a dual personality. Sometimes I will become another person." She said tremblingly.

"I know." Jing Haoyang said in a low voice, his eyes staring deeply at her face.She looked genuinely scared, not feigned.

"You know? When did you know?" Wang Jingqiu shook violently.

"Jingqiu, do you still remember what you did in the past two days?" Jing Haoyang asked, with sharp eyes.

"I don't remember. My last memory is in Jiangtan, the night you told me you loved Yifan." Wang Jingqiu said, "After I went back, I cried for a long time and then fell asleep. I did a lot I dreamed that I was locked in a room. I wanted to escape, but I couldn’t escape. I screamed desperately, but no one could hear me. I was so scared. I'm so scared, I'm afraid I won't wake up again."

She hugged her arms tightly and buried her head in her knees.

Jing Haoyang was shaken violently, if it really is the case, then for so many days, the person who appeared in front of him was Wang Jingqiu with sub-personality.

The time of her existence has been much longer than that of Wang Jingqiu, the main personality. Does she want to completely replace the main personality?

While he was thinking, Wang Jingqiu's voice came in a low voice: "She replaced me, right?"

Jing Haoyang nodded.

Tears flowed from Wang Jingqiu's eyes, "Actually, I lied, she didn't appear in the United States, she existed when I was sensible or earlier, we are like two souls, living in the same body No one knows my secret, and I never dare to tell anyone, lest they think I am a more schizophrenic monster than Jingyi. Jingyi always thought that the devil took over my body, and I also thought she was a monster devil."

Wang Jingqiu paused, and continued: "In the past, she would only come out when I was unhappy, and the time she stayed was very short. But whenever she appeared, I would fall asleep and enter a dream, dreaming that I was being killed. Locked in the room. Before, I could open the room and escape quickly, but after going to the United States, it became more and more difficult. Now I feel that I can hardly get out, and maybe one day I will be locked up forever inside."

"No, I won't let her replace you." Jing Haoyang hugged her into his arms, she was shaking so badly, like a leaf blown by a storm, it will soon wither and fall .

"Yang." Wang Jingqiu grasped his skirt tightly, "Before, Jingyi told me what I did after I was possessed by a devil. She is very bad, she is a devil, she will hurt Jingyi, hurt Yifan, Even hurt you. She is also very good at disguising, so that you can't tell which is me and which is her. You must not trust her. If one day, I can't wake up again, and she completely replaces me, you will Lock her up, put her in a mental hospital, don't let her get close to Jing Yi, close to Yifan, close to you, understand?"

Jing Haoyang's heart was twisted together, he never thought that when Wang Jingqiu was suffering from illness, his mind was also suffering from torture.

There are ways to overcome physical diseases, but psychological diseases are difficult to cure.

His arms tightened involuntarily, "I will protect you and not let her hurt you or anyone."

Just then, the doorbell rang.

Seeing Fang Yifan walk in, Jing Haoyang was slightly startled, and Fang Yifan was also shocked.

Could it be that Wang Jingqiu came to have a showdown with her?

"I called Yifan here." Wang Jingqiu said, walked over, and held Fang Yifan's hand, "I want to formally hand over Yang to you while I am still awake. He is so good, so His wife should be as outstanding as you, not a woman with physical, genetic and psychological disabilities like me."

"Jingqiu, don't say that about yourself. You are fine. You deserve happiness and love." Fang Yifan kept shaking his head. It was all her fault. She should stay far away from Jing Haoyang. The farther the better.

"Fang Yifan, you have to remember that I am your friend, and she is not, she will not sincerely treat you as a friend. If she replaces me, you must not let her snatch Haoyang away."

"Although she is like my twin sister, living in the same body as me, we are enemies. We are all trying our best to drive each other out and monopolize this body. I used to have the upper hand, but now I I am getting weaker and weaker, and I will soon be replaced by her. Maybe one day, I will disappear from this world, and the living me will no longer be me, but my enemy."

"Jingqiu, don't say that. Let's find a way. Let's go to the best psychiatrist. They will definitely help you." Fang Yifan began to cry.

"Yifan, help me take care of Jingyi, she is a good child, she will not do bad things." Wang Jingqiu's tone was like a dying order.

Fang Yifan's internal organs became tangled.

She felt that all the misfortunes in the world were concentrated on this poor woman.

She is so kind and innocent, she shouldn't have to bear such pain.

"Jingqiu, don't worry, I will take good care of Jingyi, you also have confidence, don't be defeated by that bad guy. This body belongs to you, you are the real Jingqiu, she is an intruder, you have to drive her away go out."

"In fact, many times, I feel that I am very tired from living, and death may be a kind of relief for me." Wang Jingqiu sighed, and a trace of sadness slowly rose from his face.

There was a disheartened and empty look in her eyes. In the past, she worked hard to live for Jing Haoyang, but now that Jing Haoyang no longer loves her, her spirit has lost its sustenance, and she has no desire to survive.

"Jingqiu, once your consciousness becomes weak, she will appear and replace you. You can't be depressed like this. You have to know that once you are replaced by her, the people you love and care about will suffer and suffer. I'm sad." Fang Yifan comforted him earnestly.

"Except for Jingyi, I don't have anyone close to me. The only person I'm worried about is Jingyi." Wang Jingqiu said.

"You still have Sedum Zha, he will always be by your side and will never leave you." Fang Yifan said quickly.

The sadness on Wang Jingqiu's face deepened, "I love Haoyang, I hope he is happy, and I will be happy when he is happy. In fact, I shouldn't come back, so I can leave the most beautiful memories and impressions to Haoyang But now I have to expose my ugliest and most humble side in front of him."

"Jingqiu." Jing Haoyang took her hand, "In my heart, you have never changed. You are still the kind, beautiful, and simple Jingqiu from before. That woman is not you, and she can't replace you , because I won't allow it."

"Thank you, Yang." Wang Jingqiu withdrew her hand, like a snail retracting into its own protective shell.When a person exposes her dark side, her inferiority complex will expand infinitely.

Fang Yifan stayed for a while and then left. She believed that what Jingqiu needed was Jing Haoyang, she was redundant here and would only increase her pain.

This night, Jing Haoyang did not leave, and stayed by Wang Jingqiu's side all the time.

Wang Jingqiu didn't dare to sleep, she was afraid that she would never be able to wake up once she closed her eyes.

"Sleep, Jingqiu, I won't leave you." Jing Haoyang stroked her head.

"I don't sleep, Yang, I've slept for a long time, I don't want to sleep anymore." Wang Jingqiu shook her head, "If you're going to be sleepy, go to sleep first, I'll read a book for a while."

Jing Haoyang looked at her, and felt guilty and sorry for the first time in his heart.

He thought that after Wang Jingqiu's recovery, he could face life with strength, even without her, he could still be happy.

But now he realized that he was wrong. Her psychology was actually more fragile than her body, and she was even more vulnerable.

"What book are you reading?"

"A Dream of Red Mansions." Wang Jingqiu said in a low voice, "My classmates used to call me Wang Daiyu, saying that I was like Lin Daiyu, with an arrogant heart and a delicate body. I also think I am quite similar."

"You're not, your body has recovered, and it's the same as a normal person." Jing Haoyang twitched the corner of his mouth, with a half-smile.Lin Daiyu is a tragic figure, he doesn't want Wang Jingqiu to have the same fate as her.

"In fact, Lin Daiyu is luckier than me. She at least has a complete soul, and I don't even have a complete soul. I think I am more like Baili Tusu in "Gu Jian Qi Tan". The soul is the evil sword spirit."

Her tone was desolate and depressed, so Jing Haoyang couldn't hear it.

(End of this chapter)