Chapter 256 I grew up
"Ben, let's go now." Zuo Wei didn't allow him to hesitate, and forced him to go.

Ben rented a scull from a boat dealer.

Zuo Wei only wanted to be alone with Ben without the crowd, so she didn't even care about which boat to take.She joyfully shared the boat with Ben, watching the oars cut through the water under the operation of her sweetheart's powerful arms.

How handsome and strong he is.

The arms protruding from the cuffs of the short-sleeved shirt were dark and slender, showing strong muscles undulating with the movement of paddles.

The sun shone on his young handsome face, and his immovable and steady aura became more obvious.He gives people a good impression that he is easy to get close to, and there is a hint of vigor in the corner of his eyes, but it shows that he has strong strength and cannot be underestimated.

It's just that her eyes stopped on her arm, and it looked like there was a scar there, like not long ago, did something dangerous happen to him?Zuo Wei watched him quietly, as if she wanted to study what she missed from that handsome face.

Among her childhood friends, Ben wasn't the most handsome, but when she was with him, she was so happy.It's a joy that you don't have when you're with other people.Zuo Wei knew from an early age that Ziyi would become an important person in her life.

"I only rent it for half an hour, Zuo Wei, do you want me to paddle all the time, or go to a shaded place to hide from the scorching sun? Today's weather is sunny, I don't care, I'm afraid that you girls like beauty and don't like ultraviolet rays. "

Ben, who had been silent since boarding the boat, suddenly said a series of words, which really shocked Zoe.But this reminded her that she can't just be in a daze and forget about the business, she came here for her this time, when she got the news from her cousin, she was so excited that she almost went crazy.

"Paddle as much as you want, and stop if you don't want to. I invite you to go on a boat because I want to be alone with you and have a conversation."

"Oh?" Ziyi raised his eyebrows suspiciously. "I thought you were looking for Rousseau and Madame Warren."

Zuo Wei blushed and glared at him angrily, "Don't say such things to mock me."

"I didn't mock you." He shrugged with an innocent expression, he wouldn't be sarcastic.Zoe knew this, but Ben didn't understand that unintentional words hurt people the most.

"You...why never reply?" Finally, he expressed all the grievances accumulated in his heart.Zuo Wei stared at him intently, no matter how subtle the expression on his face was, she couldn't escape her sharp eyes.

"Did I not reply?" Ben's face showed a daze. "I didn't write a card..."

"Just Christmas and my birthday. You only write these two times a year, and the contents of the cards have been the same for five years; either Merry Christmas or Happy Birthday, and nothing else!" Her indignant tone, The aggressive anger in his eyes made it difficult for Ben to resist.

"But how many letters have I written to you? From one letter a week at the beginning to one letter a month and two cards a year. When did you ever talk to me? Sometimes I can't help but wonder if The postman has turned against me and lost all the letters I sent you."

She complained tearfully, her moist red lips trembling slightly, and the look of sadness on her face made Ben feel like the worst bastard in the world.

"Zowei, I didn't ignore you. Didn't I tell Harry that I received all those letters?" He said in shame.

Zoe became even angrier when she mentioned this.It's fine if he doesn't reply to the letter, but he actually wants her elder brother to tell her that he has received the letter by the way when he calls home.what is this?It seemed like a charity, but she didn't want it.

"Why don't you call me yourself and ask my elder brother to tell you? Even if you don't like to reply, you can just call me!"

"I just don't know what to say to you." He's telling the truth, he's not very good with girls.

Faced with his little sister who is five years younger than him, who is not in the same city, plus the heavy bar work to take care of, and the pressure of adapting to life in a foreign environment, he really doesn't have the energy to coax her like he used to.

And with the passage of time, the distance between the prisoner's separation has gradually expanded. When I look back, I find that the two are no longer in the same space, but how can I bear to say these words to Zuo Wei?Maybe she is just a passer-by in her own life.

"I don't know what to say to me?!" Dou Da's tears rolled down, and the blood disappeared from Zi Zuowei's face.When she looked into his eyes, she felt that it was colder than the polar regions, more desolate than the desert, and all the tenderness she thought she had was gone.A chill slowly froze Zuo Wei's heart.

"Don't you understand that all I want to know is what I tell you? I miss you and I hope you miss me. I tell you the little stories of my life and I just want the same in return. By knowing you A little bit of life in Annecy, comfort yourself that you have not really left me. But you are too lazy to even answer the letter..."

He's not used to her like this.The impression of Zuo Wei is that she cries when she is sad, shouts when she is angry, and laughs when she is happy, not the calm and indifferent Zuo Wei who is anxious to restore the past.

"Why do you say that? I know I broke your heart, but... I didn't mean not to reply. You will always be my most beloved little sister, and this will not change. "

"My dearest little sister? Won't change?" As if he didn't think he hurt her deeply enough, he still wanted to say such cruel words.It meant that he didn't feel any love for her at all in his heart.

Zuo Wei wanted to cry but had no tears at this time.

"I've grown up." Too much anger made her dizzy, and the sun became dazzling, but she still struggled, and said softly, "And I never want to think of you as my brother."

"Then what do you think I am?"

His ignorance made her feel malicious, wondering how bright the expression on his face would be when he knew she had always loved him. "I love you."

Ben stared at her, thinking he had heard wrong.

"You used to say you liked me when you were young..." he murmured.

"I love you. It's not the love of children, but the love between men and women." The sudden realization shocked him, leaving him dumbfounded.

"I thought……"

"What do you think?" She stared closely at every trace of his expression, expecting him to say something that would give her a little bit of hope.

"How is that possible?" The more he thought about it, the more he couldn't believe it.

She was so disappointed, but she could no longer hear Ben's panicked calls despite the joy that filled her heart.Her body fell into the water crookedly, the damp chill soaked into her body, her mouth and nose were choked by the water, making it difficult to breathe.

The body hurts so much, it turns out that this is the feeling of despair, tears filled the eyes instantly, Zuo Wei choked up, "Cousin."

Like when she was a child, when she encountered grievances, she would throw herself into a warm embrace for comfort, and Zuo Wei threw herself into Eric's open arms, and said she was sorry while she lay in his arms.

(End of this chapter)

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