Zhuma has autism

Chapter 261 It hurts
He was really angry, and couldn't bear her to pretend to be any boy other than him anymore.

So, he's out of control...

He wanted her to accept him so much that he even forgot to hide his true nature.

For the first time, he was exposed in front of her.

What he was most afraid of happened, Ye Qing would be afraid of him, would avoid him, would want to leave her, would not want him...

He wanted to apologize to her, he didn't mean it, he was just too anxious, he knew it was wrong.

As long as you can forgive him, let him do anything.

He originally thought that Ye Qing would ignore him, but he didn't expect... She came to see him and fed him porridge with her own hands. He hasn't eaten the porridge she fed with her own hands for a long, long time, just like before, Happiness made him feel a little unreal.

The nicer she was to him, the more uneasy he felt.

It was getting closer and closer to their birthdays, and he lived every day carefully, looking forward to her gift every day and imagining the surprises that belonged to him.

A surprise indeed... a surprise to leave him...

She really left him like that without nostalgia, she didn't want him anymore...

Without Ye Qing's Shi Yuzhou, what's the point of living in this world?

He began to degenerate, and learned how she hates smoking and drinking... Fantasizing that there must be a day when he suddenly appeared in front of him and scolded himself, why he was so disobedient.

During those five years, he lived in regret every day, regretted his impulse, and hated her leaving.

But five years later, when he saw her again, he felt that heart and became alive. He still couldn't bear to hate her. From the moment he saw her, he had forgiven her.

Everything in the past can be written off, as long as she can stay by his side obediently, nothing is important!
He drank a lot that day, and he forced her for the first time, but he didn't regret it.

If he was given another chance, he would still do that. This woman who was engraved in his heart, the woman who had been hiding from him for five years, he wished he could be with her and could not be separated at all times.

It hurts to see her defending herself, but it doesn't matter, he can take his time.

Ye Qing is no longer the Ye Qing of five years ago, and he is no longer the Shi Yuzhou of five years ago. He no longer pushes her, starts to cater to her cautiously, and learns to compromise.

Although there are too many annoying things in the middle, he will not be so impulsive, and he has learned to be calm.

……

His efforts were not in vain and they were finally together.

He knew that Ye Qing loved him, just like he loved her, and they were destined to be together.

He no longer has to worry.

He can sleep with her in his arms every day, and hold her in his arms at any time...

He even thought they could go on like this forever.

But he forgot one person, he forgot Shi Yujing who could come back anytime, when he appeared in his office, his mentality collapsed in an instant.

What he was most worried about happened. He knew about it when he was a child. Ye Qing didn't recognize the two of them. He was very lucky, so Shi Yujing was the only thing he was afraid of.

He was afraid that Yu Jing would appear in front of her, that he would tell the past, that Ye Qing would know the truth, and that she would know the childhood that he wanted to hide the most.

Horrible memories like that, he didn't want her to know, how he allowed her world... to be tainted by his sordid childhood memories.

……

Too many memories flooded in, making his body overwhelmed for a while.

it hurts...it hurts...

(End of this chapter)