my autistic boyfriend

Chapter 113 Different choices
Once something starts, it is like an arrow shot out, there is no room for turning back.You can only keep going until you hit the bullseye.

Xiaomei opened the chat software on Pingping's mobile phone, and a group on the top was called Revenge Club, and the messages that popped up automatically dazzled her.

"Pingping has completed her mission, who is next?" The first unread message is the speech of the group leader R, R is the initial letter of the word Revenge.

Xiaomei couldn't help thinking, is this R the person Pingping said can help her?
There are hundreds of chat records behind R, all of which are people in the group discussing how to help the next person complete his revenge plan.

There are not many people in the group, there are 13 people including Pingping.In the announcement, the group owner required everyone to provide real-name information. Xiaomei looked at their profiles one by one, and found that except for the group owner, the oldest person in it was no older than 14 years old.

The age of the group owner is unknown because he filled in 0.His name is also unknown, everyone in the group calls him R.

Xiaomei returned to the chat page and found that the recent messages were all about "her".

"Why is Pingping online?"

"Didn't she get arrested?"

"Have you been hacked? R, kick this hacking dog out of the group."

"I'm not." Xiaomei quickly explained.I don't know how to say who I am.

At this time R jumped out to speak. "This is Pingping's friend. Pingping told me before going in. Let's welcome a new member, Peng Xiaomei."

Xiaomei was a little panicked that R actually knew her name.

"Xiaomei, please change the note. From now on, Pingping's account will be yours."

Xiaomei edited Pingping's account information anxiously.

"It turned out to be a 'substitute'. I misunderstood." The partners in the group call the new members who use the previous account a substitute. The group members are always limited to 13. If someone disappears and there is no replacement, R will delete it It then recruits new replacement members.

But if the former member has an internal referral, R is more willing to accept the "stand-in".

The group gave Xiaomei a warm and grand welcome, which made her feel a little flattered.

"You came later than I expected." R chatted with Xiaomei privately.

"Uh... Pingping didn't tell me clearly before, I didn't know the existence of this group."

"It's okay. Don't be afraid, we won't force you to do anything. If you need help, just ask us in the group, and everyone will be very enthusiastic to advise you."

R's tone is not as cold and fierce as imagined, but like a gentle big brother.

It's hard for Xiaomei to imagine that such a person and such a group of laughing and joking people would really guide Pingping to kill people.

Just meet a group of new friends online.It would be nice to have a place to pour the bitter water.It doesn't matter what they say, as long as I don't follow suit.

Xiaomei felt relieved and chatted with R with peace of mind.

"Xiaoxi, what are you going to do after you move back home?" Qin Jing asked Sheng Zhaoxi.

"I don't know. My parents told me to rest for a while. After all, I have a case on my back, so it's not that easy to find a job again." Sheng Zhaoxi put the last water glass in the living room into a cardboard box and sealed it The back of the box let out a long sigh of relief.

Only then did she realize that Qin Jing on the sofa hadn't answered for a long time.Looking back, she found that she lowered her head sadly, with that expression of doing something wrong again.

Sheng Zhaoxi knew that what she said unintentionally just now made her think wrong again. "Ah Jing, I'm really fine."

She put down the transparent glue in her hand, and sat down beside Qin Jing.He took her arm and leaned on her shoulder. "I'm moving out tomorrow, do you really want to send me away with a bitter face?"

Qin Jing still couldn't cheer up. "I killed you."

Back then, Sheng Zhaoxi was accused by thousands of people and forced to leave his hometown.Later, he was murdered by Xu Tong and almost faced prison.All of this was done by her, the one who pretended to be a good sister.

"If it wasn't for you, how could I meet Si Yu? Do you know that I was really happy in the United States in those years."

"What kind of person is Jin Siyu?" Qin Jing heard her talking about him in such a relaxed tone for the first time.Can't help but also became curious.

"He. He looks very smart, but he is very single-minded. He is so simple-minded that sometimes he will be bullied when he goes out. When he didn't know him, he thought he was very indifferent, but he was actually very gentle and careful. He is not very Will talk, but will listen carefully to your thoughts."

"Speaking of it this way, it's a bit like that brat Zhou Huai'an."

"Yes. They all have autism, so sometimes I seem to see Si Yu's shadow in Huai'an. I feel very kind."

"Isn't autism unable to speak? Then how do you communicate with Jin Siyu? Will he talk to you? Especially at the beginning."

"It's not that they can't speak, but they are not good at communication, and they can easily offend people with one mouth. But if he is willing to talk to you, he can talk for three days and three nights. At that time, when I encountered confusion, Si Yu often Use his powerful logical thinking to help me solve my problems. Speaking of which, he is indispensable for me to get out of the shadow of the Si Yan incident so quickly."

"But... Isn't Huo Siyan his sister?" Qin Jing felt incredible, he knew who Sheng Zhaoxi was from a long time ago, did he never hate her?

Sheng Zhaoxi's eyes flashed, and his eyelashes lowered. "I didn't know at that time, but now that I think about it... At that time, his heart was probably very painful. While trying to heal me, he also felt sorry for Si Yan. But I said that his logical thinking is strong enough to overcome emotions. He If he thinks that I have no major fault in Si Yan's suicide, he won't blame me." Just like he thought it was for my own good to leave me, he can also overcome his emotional ties and leave without hesitation.Sheng Zhaoxi didn't say the second half of the sentence, but he already felt the bitterness in his mouth.

"At that time in the United States, were you in pain?" Qin Jing tried to contact her through various channels at that time, but all ended in failure.Sheng Zhaoxi's parents cut her off from everything in the past, just wanting her to start again.

Sheng Zhaoxi smiled. "It was very empty at first, and the pain was so painful that I wanted to commit suicide. But after meeting Si Yu, I seem to have no time to suffer."

Qin Jing understands that all the stories that can be told as jokes after the past must not be easy at the moment they happen.

"Do you know how exaggerated he is? Since the first time we met, he found out that I was suicidal, and he dragged me to church every day. I refused to accept baptism and believe in religion, and he didn't force it. He just stared at me and sat there listening to the gospel. .Then forced me to chat with other believers. Please, my spoken English was really bad at that time. I stuttered and said that I couldn’t understand nine out of ten sentences in other people’s replies. His English was very good, but no matter how I asked for help And never translate for me. Let me make a fool of myself and say pardon over and over again.”

Qin Jing knew that Sheng Zhaoxi was a face-saving person, so she probably wanted to find a crack in the ground to sneak in at that time.

"I just don't believe in this evil. The more I can't say it, the more I want to say it. After a long time, no matter what I say is good or not, it's a lot smoother anyway. Then he took me to a concert, to see him in M .I.T and those great friends from Harvard, listen to their academic speeches. In short, it is very high-tech stuff, I just want to sleep if I don’t understand it. Memorizing a 50-page dictionary is not allowed to meet him. Every time I listen to a lecture, I need to summarize to him the outline of the speech? He also found me a clerical job internship for a newspaper. I have to write news every day Draft, memorize vocabulary, learn spoken language. I really don’t have time to think about pain or pain.”

Sheng Zhaoxi felt funny and nostalgic recalling those hard days. "At that time, I didn't know why I listened to him so much. Maybe he was the only friend I cherished."

"It turns out that Xueba even falls in love in this way." Qin Jing sighed dumbfounded.When she was majoring in broadcasting and hosting in college, she lived a leisurely and happy life every day.Asking her to do these things every day would really kill her.

"After that period of accumulation, I was successfully admitted to Boston University's Communication and Negotiation major. The major was also suggested by him. He said that I am chatty and erratic, so I am suitable for this major." Sheng Zhaoxi smiled.In fact, Jin Siyu also said the second half of the sentence at that time.

"Zhao Zhao, your empathy and assertiveness are much higher than ordinary people. People who have empathy but no assertiveness will only become bad people, and those who are assertive but not empathetic will become paranoid. And you are the same Both, I hope you can use your ability to help others in the future."

Sheng Zhaoxi asked Qin Jing. "Ah Jing, believe it or not. When people take a step to a higher level, looking back at the things that were about to torture us to death, they turned out to be so insignificant. I didn't think too much about how to get rid of the past, I just put myself became stronger, and the thorns that entangled me before broke automatically."

(End of this chapter)