my autistic boyfriend

Chapter 96 Mask
A large gap will only lead to envy, and only a small gap will lead to jealousy.

Huo Siyan was the school girl back then, with good grades, and a powerful family, so she was regarded as a goddess in No. [-] Middle School.Qin Jing became friends with her, but she didn't feel too much pressure.From the bottom of his heart, he knew that such a life was beyond his reach, especially because of Huo Siyan's arrogant personality, he was not pleasing to other people, so he made good friends with the two of them alone.Qin Jing felt a great honor to be friends with her, not jealousy at all.

On the contrary, although Sheng Zhaoxi's appearance is not outstanding, his stature is not as good as her own.But he can always be held in the palm of his hand, and he can play with anyone.This inevitably made Qin Jing feel unwilling.

Sheng Zhaoxi is generous to everyone and doesn't care.She has a good temper, and no matter who in the class asks her for help, she is willing to lend a helping hand, and she always does her best to plan for others, so she is always surrounded by a large group of friends.

Her grades are not very good, but she is good at literature and art.She can be seen in all kinds of speeches, singing, and host competitions in the school. She has been tempered and graceful.The circle of friends is getting wider and wider.

As her best friend, Qin Jing also benefited a lot.Met a lot of people from all walks of life.But the first thing everyone said when they saw her was: "Are you Xiaoxi's friend?"

She was firmly labeled as Sheng Zhaoxi's friend.Even lost his own name.This feeling is very painful, and no one understands it better than her.

Obviously that person is not better than him, but that person is still his best friend.Living under the light of Sheng Zhaoxi, she was completely reduced to darkness.But no matter what, he couldn't bear to leave such light.

With such unbearable and humble thoughts, they have been friends for many years in peace.

It wasn't until the campus singer competition in the first year of high school that she and Sheng Zhaoxi partnered on stage again.

There was a well-known senior in the school who came to cheer and encourage them without losing a game in the semi-finals of the preliminaries.And give Qin Jing flowers every time the performance is over.It is the flower that Du Duo gave her.

The word Qin Jing written on the red greeting card between the flowers was vigorous and powerful, as if engraved into her heart.

At that time, when Qin Jing's father was promoted and the family was about to move out, her parents were enlightened and told her that she could choose to stay or stay.Even if they choose to stay in No. [-] Middle School, they still support it.

Qin Jing originally wanted to leave.But the boy who broke in suddenly made her hesitate.

She planned to take the opportunity to confess her love after the game.If the other party is also interested, she will not leave.At that time, Qin Jing felt like a little rabbit in her heart, both uneasy and excited.

On the day of the finals, she was very well dressed.At that time, she was already nearly 1.7 meters tall, dragging a long skirt and stepping on a pair of high-heeled shoes studded with rhinestones.In her heart she felt like Cinderella transformed, just waiting to walk up to the prince.

However, she was in the background after the game. She saw the boy holding an exquisite jewelry box in front of Sheng Zhaoxi, and secretly blushed.

The crystal apples in the jewelry box are shining brightly. They are real crystals that are of great value to students.Qin Jing glanced at the rhinestones inlaid on her shoes, and smiled self-deprecatingly. "False will always be false."

The most ironic thing is that at this moment the person from the florist delivered another bouquet of flowers destined for Qin Jing, and only then did she know that the cards in the flowers were all written by the person in the florist.

What Sheng Zhaoxi got was a gift chosen by the boy himself, but what she got was just a bunch of flowers by the way.

All the grievances broke out at that moment, and Qin Jing threw the flowers and shoes into the trash can.

At this time, she met Huo Siyan, who was watching the game, and she poured out her bitterness on her, thinking that she could get some comfort.

Unexpectedly, what was waiting was a pot of cold water for topping.

"If you like others, do they have to like you? Xiaoxi has done nothing wrong. If you feel unwilling, you can tell her face to face. Come and speak ill of her to me behind her back. Is this really good? "

Huo Siyan first became friends with Sheng Zhaoxi before meeting Qin Jing through her, so she stood by Sheng Zhaoxi's side without even thinking about it.

She has always been straightforward, regardless of other people's feelings.If it were normal, Qin Jing would think it through after she calmed down for a while.But at that time, when she was angry, Huo Siyan's words made her explode.

"Being friends with her all these years, she stomps me under my feet. It is impossible for her to be ignorant of my feelings, but she silently enjoys everyone's support and enjoys me as a green leaf foil. I enough."

Huo Siyan looked at her like a madman. "Don't be friends when you're so tired. Why force yourself."

The words were clearly aimed at Sheng Zhaoxi.Of course, there will be no pain if the needle does not reach the body.How could someone who is loved by thousands like Huo Siyan understand.

Then let her be pierced too.

"You help her so much, do you think she really regards you as a friend?"

"What do you mean?" Huo Siyan frowned, obviously distrustful, but couldn't control her curiosity.

"Do you think that the date between you and the senior in the third year of high school after evening self-study was really accidentally broken by the patrolling teacher? Why don't you think about how many people know about that secret base?"

"Xiaoxi won't do that." Sheng Zhaoxi laughed and teased her about her seniors, still vivid in her memory, how could she betray them. "You just splash dirty water when you're out of breath."

"At that time, you originally represented the school in the National English Speech Contest. In the end, you were caught in puppy love and disqualified from the competition. Who took your place in the competition and stole the limelight."

"..."

Having been friends for so long, Qin Jing can clearly feel what Huo Siyan cares about the most.As long as you grasp those dead spots, the lie will come true if you tell it a few times.And with Huo Siyan's proud personality, she would never confront her face to face when she was betrayed.

When the second year of high school started, Qin Jing transferred to another school without saying a word.Huo Siyan suddenly turned against her, and even started dating Zhong Ziru in order to publicly humiliate Sheng Zhaoxi.

Sheng Zhaoxi met Xu Tong, and everything that happened afterwards was beyond Qin Jing's imagination.

She didn't expect that her angry words back then would cause so many things later.

Huo Siyan died, Sheng Zhaoxi went from being praised by tens of thousands of people to being trampled by thousands of people, and was expelled from the country, and Xu Tong went to jail.

Ever since Sheng Zhaoxi returned to China, Qin Jing has tried her best to make up for her, playing a real girlfriend.She thought it was time to end the matter.

She never expected that Sheng Zhaoxi would meet Xu Tong again, and even put her own future into it by doing such a stupid thing for what happened back then.

"Can you forgive me?" Qin Jing lay on Sheng Zhaoxi's lap and sobbed uncontrollably.

After hearing all this, Sheng Zhaoxi seemed to have aged many years.

Yan Zheng's identity, Qin Jing's secret, Xu Tong's selfishness.It's not that she didn't realize it, she just wanted to be the ostrich that buried her head in the sand.

Jin Siyu once told her that everyone has a mask.It is an unimaginable price to be true to yourself in the world of masks, but don't be afraid, he will accompany her.

"I will fight with you in this battle." Yan Zheng's words came to mind again.

(End of this chapter)