This can be remembered

Chapter 38 Ending

The rain was pattering down, covering the imperial city like light smoke and mist.Standing on the tower, Zhang Dehai was sweating all over his body.With extremely anxious eyes, it fell on the figure not far away.Almost covered by the night, Shen Xiyao only held a wind lantern loosely in his hand, and the light was a little bigger, allowing Zhang Dehai to make out the figure of the ninety-five figure in front of him.

Since returning to the palace in the evening, the emperor has been here all the time. He didn't wear an oil coat to shelter from the rain, refused the umbrellas offered by the palace people, and didn't even ask the imperial doctor to change the medicine on his feet. He abandoned all the attendants around him, quietly, With loneliness, with a desperate figure, standing here quietly.The rain was heavy and then light, and the rain was heavy, and the clothes on his body were drenched, but he didn't move a step.

Looking into the distance through the fine rain.In front of him, there are row upon row of people in the city walls of Nine Cities, and the misty fireworks of the secular world.Behind him is the resplendent golden tiles and red walls of the imperial city, which is the illusion of imperial power.On the one hand, it is his unparalleled love, and on the other hand, it is his helpless emotion.And she, between the two, has a different identity, although he can have her, but not in the way she or he hopes.

She is Ling Xiang's daughter, and will be Daxi's queen.Although, he could be an empress and empress with one heart and one mind, but in his heart, he yearned for her secular husband and wife who were as good as each other.

With the disputes in the previous dynasty and the ownership of the imperial power, he had no choice but to accept such a helpless marriage.Even if the other party was her, the woman he wanted wholeheartedly, but her surname meant that he could not give her favor or give her the truth.

In half a month, it will be the auspicious day of the big wedding. He can only choose to forget the past, as if he has never met her, as if he is just an emperor, a pure emperor.There can be no love, no emotion, only three thousand jade dew, not three thousand pets in one body.

And the struggle of those harem women is comparable to that of the previous dynasty, or even worse.Since he was a child, he has witnessed how those beautiful concubines tried their best to compete for favor, even if their sisters turned against each other, and they did not hesitate to kill each other.So much blood had already soaked every inch of the harem Xiuji's land.As long as he doesn't favor her, it's as if he has never met her, as if he has been struggling with the power struggle with Ling Xiang, then he can protect her from those attacks, and won't be involved in those dark struggles In the middle, always keep that beauty, as beautiful as heaven and man.

The rain gradually became heavier, Zhang Dehai shivered, and a silvery figure suddenly appeared in the corner of his eye, and when he turned around, it was the Queen Mother Min.

Hurriedly saluting, just thinking about how to explain it, I heard the Queen Mother's unhurried voice: "Did the Emperor see Miss Ling during the day?"

Zhang Dehai was taken aback for a moment, then nodded: "Return to the queen mother, yes. But the emperor and Miss Ling have not met."

The queen mother nodded: "Yao'er is still taking care of the overall situation." Then he looked at Xiao Suo's figure over there: "The emperor must admire Miss Ling's family very much."

Zhang Dehai lowered his head, and said in a soft voice: "I admire you very much." He summoned up his courage and asked, "It's just that this servant doesn't quite understand that Miss Ling's family is about to become the empress, so the emperor can justifiably love her?"

The queen mother shook her head: "In the harem, doting is like putting a woman on a charcoal fire. You and I have seen this too much. In the previous dynasty, doting was like putting relatives at the pinnacle of pride. It has never been lacking in all dynasties. Think about it, with the power of the Ling family, if her daughter enters the palace as the queen, and the emperor loves her, or the emperor treats her sincerely, what will happen?"

Zhang Dehai had a cold war, but he didn't expect it.And the emperor, too, took care of it.Then, with the current state of mind, the emperor will definitely abandon Miss Ling's family when she enters the palace.Although, he admires her so much.

"In half an hour, let the emperor go back to the palace. The rain is getting heavier." The queen mother left behind a faint sigh, turned and left.

Zhang Dehai bowed to salute, seeing the figure of the queen mother gradually drifting away, finally wiped his forehead and stood up.

The dim spot in the distance suddenly jumped into the high wall in the air, Zhang Dehai was startled, and hurried forward, only to see Shen Xiyao's body shaking, and fell into the pouring rain.

"Come on! Come on!" Zhang Dehai's sharp voice was particularly desolate and startling in the night sky, footsteps came one after another, and a flash of thunder flashed, reflecting Shen Xiyao's tightly closed eyes and pale and desperate face.

"Miss, use some porridge. You haven't eaten anything since you came back today." Haoyue brought a cup of rock sugar snow swallow porridge to Ling Xuewei: "Then why don't you use some ginger soup?"

Ling Xuewei sat firmly on the soft couch, lightly holding the piece of jade pendant in her hand, her eyes fell on the silver thread dripping from the eaves outside the window, thoughtfully.

"Miss, what should I do if you're like this?" Haoyue became a little anxious: "You were caught in the rain and wind today, and you didn't get rid of the cold. What should you do if you get sick? There's still half a month until your wedding day Yes. But there must be no mistakes."

When the voice fell, Haoyue knew that she had said something wrong.Talking about a big marriage, that is the wound that the miss wants to face the most in her heart.That man today must be the lady's favorite.Although she didn't hear the young lady talk about it in detail, she could still detect the occasional revelations in the young lady's speech.With the young lady's celestial appearance and talent all over the country, what she needs is a man who treats her wholeheartedly, and knows each other and stays with her for a lifetime.But the emperor couldn't give her such a person!

"Miss," Haoyue handed the porridge to Ling Xuewei again, with a persistent gesture: "Miss, you must use some."

Ling Xuewei sighed faintly, and finally took the pastel partridge spot bowl, stirred it with a small silver spoon, and put it down again: "I don't want to eat it, go and pour a pot of wine. I want a Just stay alone for a while." Ling Xuewei gave Haoyue a forced smile: "I want to be alone for a while, to sort everything out, and if it's clean, my heart will die."

Haoyue looked at Ling Xuewei who was silent in front of her, her chest trembled, her throat was sour, her eyes tightened: "Miss," she staggered forward: "You don't have to do this." Starting Ling Xuewei: "Go and tell the master that you will not enter the palace anymore, that man should be the one who will spend the rest of your life with you."

Ling Xuewei looked at Haoyue with blank and strange eyes: "Not entering the palace?" She murmured: "How can I change my fate? If I was not born in the Ling family, or if my father was just an ordinary official, I would naturally I will not be hired by the royal family. However, the reality is not like this, and I have no choice." She paused and said: "You said let me tell my father that I will not enter the palace. But have you ever thought about it? Tell my father, how can he go back to the emperor? Although we all know that this is just a simple political marriage, there is no love at all, and that person will never be the person I want. But, I still I have to bear the glory of the Ling family and walk step by step into that place that I don't even want to mention." A layer of mist floated in front of my eyes, and finally turned into tears and fell quietly on my cheeks.

"Miss." Haoyue didn't know what to say, but murmured: "But, in this way, aren't you too wronged? And that young master, you..."

"Don't talk about it anymore." Ling Xuewei threw the round fan in her hand, and her voice became cold: "Grievance? What is grievance? How many women can't get the glory with all their efforts, I have it in my hands, and I will be the queen. If you want to say that I am wronged, Wouldn't it bring disaster to my father if I said it?"

Haoyue stopped her voice in a hurry, and silently looked at Ling Xuewei: "Miss, Haoyue knows it's wrong."

Ling Xuewei shook her head and took her hand: "I know that you are dedicated to me, but even if you were born in such a family with a lot of food, there are more unsatisfactory things that ordinary people can't understand. Don't tell anyone what happened today. That person, just be..." She gritted her teeth and said heavily, "Just be it, I've never met him before."

Carefully put the jade pendant in her hand in the dressing room, and carefully locked it, Ling Xuewei sighed, looked at the clock and said: "It's getting late, I put it down. You should go to bed early too."

The next morning, Lu Youxi came to Ling's mansion. She and Ling Xuewei got separated in the heavy rain the day before, and because of the heavy rain, she couldn't come to visit, so she came over early in the morning.

"Sister, I was frightened yesterday. What's going on?" Lu Youxi wore an apricot-yellow silk crepe skirt, and her long trailing tail was a little messy.

Over there, Ling Xuewei, who was wearing a light blue Suihan Sanyou pleated skirt, only dotted a few emerald jade flowers on the wishful bun that she simply dressed up in the morning.I was lying on the imperial concubine's couch reading a book of "Historical Records" in the bright morning light outside the window.Hearing the sound, he already smiled slightly: "Why did sister come so early?"

Bringing the newly brewed Pu'er, Haoyue smiled against the spring light and said: "Sister Lu, it rained heavily yesterday, our coachman is not from the house, so I don't want to follow the wrong car. Don't say, that carriage is exactly the same as ours, but Coincidentally. Except..." Haoyue thought for a while and said, "Except for the purple gold brass bell tied in front of the car, how can you pay attention to such a small place in such a chaotic scene."

Lu Youpin laughed: "You guys, I said I still need to use the Fuchu, but you let the coachman ride in my car. Yesterday I arrived at the Lingfu and found that you didn't follow, but I was in a hurry."

"That's what I mean, I'm afraid of being recognized." Ling Xuewei took a cup of tea and drank it slowly: "However, I am really grateful for the heavy rain."

Lu Youxi and Haoyue exchanged glances, and slowly changed the topic.

Since Shen Xiyao was drenched in the rain that day, he suffered from the wind and cold. The disease was so severe that he couldn't get out of bed for a few days, but he still insisted on going to the court in the past two days, but he always said less, because he said more. After a few words, there was a severe cough, which was very uncomfortable.In this way, after three days, the morning court will be suspended, unless it is an urgent state matter that cannot be met.

Although the Empress Dowager was anxious, she was unexpectedly not punished for the negligence of the imperial servants.Zhang Dehai knew in his heart that the Empress Dowager intentionally let the emperor do whatever he wanted that day, but everyone didn't expect the disease to be so dangerous.

"Yao'er, are you feeling better?" The Empress Dowager personally brought a bowl of soup to Shen Xiyao: "Drink the medicine and go to sleep."

Shen Xiyao had been suffering from high fever for several days, but it frightened a group of imperial doctors, and they took care of her carefully.According to the emperor's wishes, the concubines in the harem had no face to face. Concubine Liu and all the concubines stood outside the Hall of Mental Cultivation for a few days, but they couldn't see each other, so they had to give up.

"Queen Mother, I've troubled you." Shen Xiyao drank the bitter medicine from the Queen Mother's hand. Compared with the pain in his heart, this medicine was nothing. "My son and minister are not filial, which makes the queen mother worry." He coughed, but his cheeks were flushed, which made the other parts pale.

"Why bother?" The Empress Dowager sighed softly: "Isn't she, is she about to enter the palace?" At this time, the Empress Dowager's mind also loosened.

"Enter the palace." Shen Xiyao looked through the silk screen window paper, and outside was already the warm spring sunshine.He had a desolate smile that was completely opposite to the bright and beautiful spring: "Mother, if you agree, I will give her an unprecedented pamper according to my own will, and treat the three thousand in the harem as nothing. But, can I?"

His eyes stared straight at the queen mother, and his body trembled. It seemed that a long time ago, someone told her that as long as he wanted her, he didn't have any fame, fortune, or wealth.However, under his bright eyes, she stepped into this resplendent cage step by step, and let him down.

"I can't, because I am the emperor, and because she is the daughter of a powerful official. Therefore, for the sake of the country, I can't." Shen Xiyao didn't address "Zhen" for the first time. At this time, he wished to be an ordinary man. If it's not the emperor, he can join hands with her for the rest of his life.

"Yao'er," the queen mother sighed, "then what should you do when she enters the palace?"

"I..." There was a trace of warmth in Shen Xiyao's eyes, which was replaced by resoluteness: "I just pretend that I have never met her, I will not give her favor, nor will I meet her. "At the end of his speech, his voice had already softened, accompanied by a violent cough, he lay back on the imperial couch again: "Queen Mother, in this way, she can always be the same as before, thinking about me."

The Empress Dowager raised her sleeve and wiped the corners of her eyes lightly. When she spoke again, her voice had returned to the empress dowager's seriousness: "Emperor, as long as you think it over and don't mind anything, then it will be fine." Tuck it in carefully: "You have been a sensible child since you were a child, and your mother believes in you."

After several days of recuperation, Shen Xiyao's body has largely recovered.When Ling Xiang returned to the mansion that day, Mrs. Ling was naturally concerned about whether the wedding day would be postponed due to the emperor's health.Ling Xiang shook his head, "No, the emperor is already in good health. But after this cold weather, the emperor's voice has changed."

"Ah? Is it so serious?" Mrs. Ling was helping Ling Xiang change into casual clothes. Hearing what he said, the navy blue brocade robe with Ruyi pattern almost fell to the ground.

"Yeah, I just got sick for some unknown reason. But that's okay. The voice of the emperor used to be similar to that of King Yu, but now it's different. There's more emperor's majesty in it, and it's much more solemn. It's even more heavenly."

Madam Ling nodded: "My daughter is about to enter the palace. I don't know if the emperor will treat us Wei'er well."

"I don't know about being kind, after all..." Ling Xiang didn't go on, but replied Madam Ling's words: "But at least, I won't treat you badly."

Madam Ling nodded, Prime Minister Ling then went to the study, Madam Ling walked back to the inner room, took out a jade hairpin from the red sandalwood chest of drawers beside the bed, thought for a while, if the emperor did not treat his daughter well, then, she saw This jade hairpin can somewhat remember the past, and will treat his daughter well.So I packed it up and went to Ling Xuewei's "Qifei Pavilion".

"Wei'er." Madam Ling walked into Ling Xuewei's study with a warm smile: "In a few days, you will enter the palace. Your father has prepared many things for you to bring into the palace, and your mother still has a dowry. You can take it with you too." He took out the jade hairpin wrapped in a brocade handkerchief, and lied to his daughter: "This jasper magnolia hairpin was given to me by my mother when I left the cabinet, and now I put it on Here it is, I hope that when you see this jade hairpin in the future, you will think of your father and me, and that you are the daughter of the Ling family."

Ling Xuewei took it solemnly: "Mother, don't worry, no matter where I am, I will never forget who I am."

The city is full of lanterns and festoons, the sky is full of colorful parades, the smiling faces of the people along the street are constantly changing, and the guard of honor is slowly marching with the joy of the sky...

The majestic gate of the Forbidden City made a "boom", and the thick gate of the imperial palace closed behind her, isolating everything outside and her...

In front of you are dragons, phoenixes and red candles, which is an exquisite wedding banquet.Ling Xuewei was sitting by the bed, covering her head with a hipa, festive music could be heard faintly in her ears, accompanied by the sound of people congratulating and saluting.

Gently lift up Xipa, this is her big wedding night, from now on, she is no longer that carefree young lady, but Daxi's rightful queen.

Someone walked in, and the strong smell of wine wafted in with the wind.His voice is majestic, bringing the dignity and restraint of the emperor.Ling Xuewei clenched the phoenix robe tightly, feeling nervous for no reason.

"You are my queen?" Before Ling Xuewei could reply, the voice continued: "Listen, I don't want to marry you. In fact, the queen mother has no choice but to do so. Your mission is now over. So... from now on In the end, no concubine will come to greet you, and I will not be lucky to you, and you should not contact anyone. You can be your queen in this Kunning Palace. This is your Ling family If you want, I will give it."

No one noticed that Shen Xiyao's expression was so painful under the cover of drunkenness, it seemed that every word he uttered was a slash in his heart, and by the time he tried his best to finish those heartless words, his heart was already gone. Blood flowed everywhere.

Ling Xuewei sat numbly, as if she had anticipated all this, and even let out a sigh of relief.

She stood up and bowed to him, through the piles of hipa, she couldn't see his face, and the status of the emperor cast a thin layer of mist on him, confusing her feelings.

"Your majesty, the concubine will remember it." Ling Xuewei said lightly, that's fine, isn't it, she can safely miss someone and admire someone without affecting Ling's honor.Even if that person is already thousands of miles away.

"Your Majesty, are you really not going to see Miss Ling anymore?" Zhang Dehai lit up the lights in front, and Shen Xiyao strolled on the nine-curved corridor. The lights were brightly lit in the distance, the bells and drums were beeping, and the fireworks were shining brightly. The prosperity seems to have nothing to do with him.

"If," Shen Xiyao stood in the Yanbo Pavilion, looked at the Xifeng Terrace in the distance, and showed a faint and relieved smile: "If, I can meet her again, in this lonely and deep palace, it is not the emperor and the empress identity of."

Ling Xuewei took off her evening makeup, and Haoyue carefully put away the phoenix robe. "Miss, this ornament is so beautiful." Haoyue fiddled with the decorations on the phoenix robe, golden drooping petals, small golden leaves, golden ruyi cloud cover, golden long head flower, golden bell, and white jade clouds.No one answered, she turned her head, Ling Xuewei had closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep.Haoyue pursed her lips, covered Ling Xuewei with the quilt, and carefully put the phoenix robe into the suitcase.I'm afraid I won't wear this set of clothes except for extremely important occasions.As for the young lady, the emperor has made such a decree, and I am afraid she will not use it again.

Ling Xuewei was asleep, so she didn't notice that there was a piece of suet white jade on the place where the white jade auspicious cloud pendant should have been adorned.It was the piece that Shen Xiyao handed over that day.

Perhaps, such a miss is really a lifetime.
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The sound of the flute is broken, and the mist of tears turns heavy several times. Day and night, Hou Men is deep in the sea, and Xiao Lang is a passerby.

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Beautiful face and white teeth, slender waist and drunken eyes, the radiance of the Phoenix Tower.The kit is quietly embroidered, like him?Miss him?It's him?
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It has the property of not being stained with dust;

He has the air of a green shirt and is majestic.

In the sky and on earth, only Boi people smile, and they are all charming.So let you go, gods and couples.

The couple is destined to be together, let the ice of the jade pot, the moon of the Yaotai, the graceful and fragrant trees, and the muru like the breeze.

Looking back, it has been thousands of years since I first saw it.

(End of this chapter)