Spread the pussy and send the right baby

Painful choice

The sky is getting brighter, the sun is still reluctant to come out, and the cool wind blows into the room, blowing my eyes that are already red from crying...

Gao Shengxuan was sleeping soundly on the sofa, snoring from time to time.

The two babies were also sleeping soundly, as if they were having a sweet dream, and from time to time they would "creak..." laugh out loud.

I was the only one who felt desolate, sitting on the head of the bed in despair and sluggishly, looking at my body covered in scars, it would not be an exaggeration to describe it as bruises, bruises, redness, bloodstains, the air seemed to be filled with It smells like blood...

I don't know, I thought I had suffered an inhuman domestic violence, but it was another form of abuse...

Involuntarily, tears welled up in my eyes, and I subconsciously raised my arms to wipe away the tears.

It just tossed me all night, the soul and body pain intertwined, I don't know how I survived.He didn't hit me with his hands, he seemed to be torturing me gently...

I can't see hope, as if I have lost the courage to live.

Boy, I think he'll take care of it...

If so, there is no reason to live, isn't it?
I picked up the fruit knife placed on the bedside table, looked at my haggard face reflected in the shiny knife, and smiled...

It seems that this choice makes me feel peaceful.

I closed my eyes and slowly moved the blade to my wrist...

If I can be a ghost, then I will be a ghost more powerful than the king of ghosts!
Thinking of him makes my heart ache again.

Gritting my teeth, I slid the knife directly towards my wrist...

"It's sunny!"

Gao Shengxuan's gentle voice suddenly came from behind me, my heart was shocked, and I suddenly opened my eyes and turned around.

He ran towards me in a panic, grabbed the fruit knife in my hand, and threw the knife into the corner.

"Don't mess around, what's wrong with you?" Gao Shengxuan knelt down and looked at my body up and down, not knowing how to ask, and seemed to know not to ask, subconsciously took off his coat and put it on me. body, wrapped me tightly, and held me in my arms.

His warm embrace, listening to his excited heartbeat, the turmoil in my heart, I finally couldn't hold back anymore, and wept bitterly...

Time seemed to have stopped, and the only thing left in the room was the sound of my sobbing after crying bitterly.

"Why don't you let me die." I wiped away my tears, gently pushed Gao Shengxuan away, got into bed, and turned my back to him, I don't know how to face him.

"Can death solve the problem?" Gao Shengxuan took a deep breath, subconsciously looked back at the two sleeping babies, "I haven't seen you for a day, they seem to have grown up a lot."

I bit my lower lip, trying to say something, but couldn't.

"Mama Li said I haven't seen you this morning, I've been looking for you..." Gao Shengxuan sighed helplessly.

"I'm afraid that the baby will grow up so quickly and be seen, but he still won't let me go..." I subconsciously explained.

"I'm sorry!" Gao Shengxuan interrupted me suddenly, "It's all because of me."

My heart was shocked, and I looked back at him. His guilt and self-blame made me feel indescribable in my heart. Perhaps, there were also reasons for him. It was such a coincidence that I liked him too. There is an inexplicable relationship, as the ghost said, it is a kind of fate, in my opinion, this is an inexplicable evil fate...

"That ghost, do you know you?" I asked subconsciously.

"Yeah." Gao Shengxuan nodded, it seems that at this moment, he had to tell the truth, "I remember that time in the hospital, he got on me and told me when he left that he would not kill me, I asked him why , He didn’t say anything, and he disappeared. I think he should know me, because Qingyin told me that it is very difficult for ghosts to go to the human body, I wonder if it is because I have some chance with him..."

I seemed to understand something, and I sat up subconsciously, "Last night he said, if it weren't for your body, he couldn't do anything with me, it should be like this, he can't kill people, he also said yesterday, put me Send it back to have fun with me every night, do you want to use your body..."

"It's really like this. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't be..." Gao Shengxuan looked at me, his eyes full of guilt for me. "I'm the biggest villain."

"I..." I seemed to tell him everything the ghost said to me, but I didn't say it after all.Looking at him, looking at this man I love so much, my body couldn't help but start to tremble, I completely saw the hope of life, and my mind was full of evil thoughts.

Yes, he is the biggest villain.

He won't kill him, but threatens me with his life.

He wants to borrow his body, without him, he can't finish sleeping with me.

So, if I really don't have him, am I freed?

Without this body, all he can do is scare me and let me hear his voice!
"What's wrong with you?" Looking at my ugly face and trembling body, Gao Shengxuan couldn't help feeling a little worried, and subconsciously took my hand. "Don't be afraid, let us face the problem together? We will always find a way..."

"No..." I withdrew my hand instantly and stared at him blankly, the evil thoughts lingering in my mind.If he dies, if his body turns to ashes...

No, not only because of him, but also because of me!
I can't do that, he is what I like, I love deeply, how can I do that to him in order to survive?If it wasn't for him just now, if it wasn't for his warmth, how could I still have the idea of ​​survival...

Everything is a trap set by that ghost! ! !I feel more and more that my guess is correct.

Is this how it makes me miserable?How did he come up with this way.A choice between the one you love deeply and living?
But I don't know where I offended that ghost!Maybe it was really just because of Gao Shengxuan?
If you kill him...

I was caught in a vicious circle of struggles that was going crazy.Unable to escape from this vicious cycle of struggle, I tore my hair vigorously, and cried out in pain, "Ah..."

"What's wrong with you? Don't scare me, I'm sorry for you, I know, I'm willing to do whatever you ask me to do!" Gao Shengxuan was in a hurry, and forcefully opened my fingers, not wanting me to hurt myself any more, and holding me tightly He hugged him again.

"Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..." I was paralyzed, and it seemed that all I could do was cry.I don't know, what else can I do...

"We will find a solution." Gao Shengxuan gently touched my back, but he didn't know how to comfort me, "Otherwise, I'll leave, I'll stay away from you, will I be able to solve some problems..."

I was stunned for a moment, and I really didn't want to, but this seems to really solve some problems.

"Where are you going? Going abroad?" Gao Shengxuan was thinking hard. "But I haven't been able to go abroad yet, and I still have that weird case that hasn't been dismissed, and that dead policeman is still biting me! Probably, that ghost set up a trick for me, where else can I go..."

"Chen Shaohuai?" I was startled and almost forgot about this person. He still had my photo in his hand, and I felt something was wrong. "He told me that the case is closed."

"Not yet, he found new evidence that it has something to do with me..." Gao Shengxuan explained subconsciously.

"New evidence?" I frowned, "Could it be..."

"Could it be something?" Gao Shengxuan was a little surprised, "Why do you say that?" He looked at me more seriously.

"No, it's nothing." I smiled quickly and changed the subject, "Now, there is another problem at hand. These two children have grown up so much, how should I explain it to Mama Li and uncle..."

"The child's matter..." When mentioning the child, Gao Shengxuan hesitated, thoughtful, and remained silent for a while.

I felt uneasy, and couldn't help breaking the silence, "If you have any thoughts of hurting them, don't stop me from dying."

He was stunned for a moment, looked at my serious eyes, and quickly smiled, "No, really not, they are just children, even if they grow up a bit, it's normal, as long as they don't do bad things and don't have any special powers, I will won't hurt them..."

"I..." I forced a smile, although I know that he just let them go temporarily, but I'm afraid he himself is not the opponent of these two children, is he?In the end should be worried about him, or worried about the two children.It is really a headache to mention the abilities of the two children. How to cover up their abilities and outbursts.Yesterday, they messed with the goods in the maternity and baby products store, and I don't know if they will come to the door...

He was silent again, he didn't know what he was thinking, and I thought about it for a long time, but it was still a dead end.

He and I are haunted by that ghost, I can't escape, where can he go?
Is that scary ghost telling me that one of us must die?It's really scary. I used to foolishly think that he just wanted me not to be with the person I like...

"This way..." Gao Shengxuan seemed to have thought of something, "You tied me into my room at night, so that my body would not be able to move here..."

"I'm afraid it won't work..." I showed a wry smile, "I saw him burn the talisman on your body with my own eyes. He has mana, so what can a mere rope do against him?"

"Then I can only try to leave, even if I don't go abroad, maybe I can change to another place..." Gao Shengxuan seemed to have thought of a good way.

"Where?" I was a little surprised.

"Taoist temple, the Taoist temple of Qingyin!"

"Maybe it's possible." I wasn't sure about his method, "Mr. Qing didn't know what happened. He was also injured the night before."

"I know, he contacted me, he said that he must have a way to cure him, I will go to him, in his Taoist temple, the gods protect him, he will never break in!"

"Hmm. It seems that a dead horse can only be used as a living horse doctor, try..." I sighed, feeling powerless.The king of ghosts, who can fight against him?It's really doomed...

"Stay a while, let me tell Dad, you just carried the child out to play yesterday, and you still want to rest today, so he can rest assured, and Mama Li should not bother you, I will explain the rest..." Speaking of which, He paused, and subconsciously looked at me and the two children.He hurriedly said, "Let's go together, come with me? I don't feel at ease if you take them with you, maybe there is a way to make them become normal children..."

I forced a smile, I know, with two ghost babies here, he is worried about his family. "No, you can go alone. As long as he can't get close to you, I won't be in danger. My children love me very much. They won't hurt me. I will also educate them and let them be normal people. If If you're not here, he won't send me back here, don't worry, I can take care of myself..."

"This..." Gao Shengxuan didn't know what else to say, and he couldn't help me. "keep in touch……"

"That's it, don't see you again." I smiled, got into his arms, and told myself that the last time I hug him must be the last time. I long for his success, I long for not seeing him again, and I have to make such a painful choice .What is the pain of parting...

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(End of this chapter)