The first elementary school student in history

Chapter 120 The Power of Hope
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." The darkness surrounded him even deeper, Zhu Weiyu was surrounded by thick black air, but he didn't seem to notice it, and he was still silent in his inner world.

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I did something wrong, it's all my fault!
If I could be stronger, more powerful, I could protect Pamela's parents.And my friends will not be threatened by black sloth...

Power!strength! !Damn power! ! !
Why are you so useless!Why did my promise not come true?

Man, how can you say no to your promise!

I still remember my past, I still remember that decadent self.But even at that time, I never broke my promise.

Do what you promise!If you can't do it, don't agree!

This... should be regarded as one of his creeds in life.

But this time, I really didn't do it!Really didn't make it...

That poor little girl Pamela, waiting there alone, waiting with hope... How could I let her down?Let the flame of hope go out? !
"Huh? Where's Pamela?" Zhu Weiyu finally raised his head subconsciously and looked around, but there was no sign of him, "Oh... sorry... Pamela, I don't even have a chance to apologize now..."

The darkness permeated deeper.

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"It can't go on like this! He won't find his belief! You're just ruining him! No, I'm going to..."

As soon as the "self" finished speaking and was about to act, he was stopped, and the white uncle shook his head.

"Patience a little longer, trust him... trust us!"

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I am so weak, I am so incompetent, I have no strength to resist at all...

I am so untrustworthy, I am so disappointing, I have no ability to make hope burn...

Oh, let's go on like this, just wait like this.I don't want to go out anymore, I don't want to be too tired, my heart is tired... my heart is tired.

Zhu Weiyu huddled into a ball in the darkness, curled up in a small corner, his face was filled with a numb expression, and his eyes were extremely hollow.

It was the same in my previous life.It is said that the parents should live a happy life, and the parents should be happy, but in fact?

Didn't let them break their hearts!

A person goes out to make a living alone, thinking that the world is so beautiful, the world is so simple, everything is easy, and he is the protagonist of the world, he is the center of the world... But the fact has given you a hard blow, the fact is, you Nothing!

A little bit of lust, a little bit of falling into the darkness, a little bit of falling into the abyss, no one will pull you up, no one can save your soul...you can only let you...death!
Started a new life in elementary school again, came to this strange world, thought everything could start again... But it's not the same!
I am still so incompetent, and I am still dishonest to others!

Forget it, let's go on like this!So be it!Troubled things go away from me, troubles and pains stay away from me! !
That's it... dodge!

The darkness gradually expanded, and the face of the "self" outside became more anxious, and the brows of the white uncle also changed slightly.The entire mental space was gradually occupied by that negative emotion, and the dark energy was about to fall into a frenzy.

"Still...do you want to wait?"

"..." Uncle Bai was also silent, and he didn't seem to know what to do, "Oh, there is no other way, then..."

The white uncle's voice stopped, and the expansion of the darkness suddenly stopped. This pause was so obvious that it could even be felt with the naked eye.

In the end what happened?
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"Big brother... will drive away the bad guys, right?"

"Big brother...you will protect Pamela, right?"

"Big brother! Pamela is so happy!"

"Big brother……"

Big brother... Pamela...

That little girl is still waiting for me!The little girl who has been waiting for countless hours is still waiting for her parents to come home!She didn't give up hope!She didn't give up hope! !

Why...why did you give up?

Why...why am I so useless!
Not reconciled, not reconciled! !
Why would I give up hope! !
The only beauty of mankind, the last thing left in Pandora's box!
No, there is still hope!

If even I have given up, if everyone has given up hope, how can there still be miracles!If you give up even the last goodness, how can you succeed!

The strength gradually returned to the limbs, and the decadent feeling was swept away!

But when he was about to stand up, he ran into trouble... The darkness seemed to be pressing on him, making him unable to straighten up!

"Damn it, I've been tricked!"

The head got rid of the confusion of the dark power, and someone finally came back to his senses, and he finally discovered the huge dark power.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

boom! ! !
A violent explosion occurred in the small world, and the dark space kept shaking, as if something was impacting it from outside.

Light, the light hit the dark space, diluting its defense little by little.

This is not the kind of radiance of Yuanli, not the kind of pure energy with thick positive particles in it!

This is... the power of faith!
"Ahhh!! Break it for me!!"

boom! !

The black space broke open, and a violent explosion occurred in the small spiritual space.

The white weirdo uncle turned silvery white at some point.Dressed in silver, with shoulder-length silver hair, she was replaced by a white saint beside her, with a board-like face without any emotion...

"Superego! You actually appeared!" The face of the black "id" has a hint of anticipation and a hint of disgust. It's really interesting that such complex emotions appear on the same face.

But this is not surprising.Someone is falling into boundless negative energy, whether it is "ego", "id" or "superego", they are all one of the personalities, and Zhu Weiyu's body makes their existence fundamental...in some On the one hand, their interests are the same.

But... don't expect these two people with incompatible attributes to have any good looks at each other.

The superego glanced contemptuously at the id at the side, and the lark-like voice was very pleasant: "Get lost!"

Okay, it's really good to be so simple and clear, at least I understand it, and there will be no misunderstanding.It's just... It's hard to say what kind of reaction there will be.

"Crack..." As if a line of reason had been broken, my already dark face became even darker now, the bloody face on my face opened wide and I started to roar: "What did you say!! You damn woman !!!”

The superego turned his head away, only let out a "hum", and then ignored the person who was held back by the current uncle self.

Zhu Weiyu finally came out of the darkness, seeing the complicated relationship between the three in front of him, he suddenly felt a headache.

The id, ego, and superego form a person when they combine into one, but their relationship is always a headache.The id represents desire, the superego represents morality and restraint, and the ego stands in the middle, which should be regarded as the truest expression of one's inner heart... The uncle who was originally white turned silver after the appearance of the superego, and there is an extra superego restraint After the id, he no longer needs to maintain that absolute "white", he finally regains his original color.

A certain person's body is quite balanced now. If the awakened power is not for "Guardian", which is biased toward positive attributes, the moment he gets the power of his self is when he falls into darkness.On the contrary, if what he starts to gain is the power of faith, he will also enter the absolute light...he will lose himself!

Almost no one can awaken desire and belief at the same time, there will always be a sequence, and there will be a sequence of strength, so there will be no such result.

It can be said that someone's state is a miracle!
The odds of winning the lottery are... well, slightly greater.

It is possible after all!You understand!

"Okay, okay! Don't make noise!!" A certain person covered his ears and looked at the messy people in front of him. Some confusion in his heart was naturally resolved, but now is not the time to have a headache. He suddenly remembered that Joseph was really going to die...

"I need the power to save others now...can you give it to me?" Zhu Weiyu put away his laughing expression and looked at the superego with a serious face.

"Hehe, the main body, I am the one you awakened, don't you remember my power?" I smiled, as bright as the summer flowers, "My power is hope!"

The hope of being able to... create miracles!

(End of this chapter)