The most almighty queen in the entertainment industry

Chapter 84 The Courage to Lose Love
An Yunmeng's abnormality was noticed by Ran Ran, who had been by her side all the time.

She looked around subconsciously... Could it be that she was looking for someone?Moreover, An Yunmeng's expression was somewhat nervous and worried.

Ran Ran suddenly thought of a possibility, but didn't want to think about it any longer.

Ran Ran, who was originally lacking in interest, also had some inexplicable emotions in her heart when she thought that Xi Junqing might be there.

He suddenly appeared that day and kissed himself.And she was angry and confused at the time, and said some serious things. After he left so decisively, in addition to the inexplicable discomfort in her heart, she also had a trace of unknown irritability.

After Nancy tried the clothes and came out, she also found that Ran Ran's state was not quite right, but it was not easy to ask anything in front of An Yunmeng, so she picked two sets of clothes and bought them directly.

After returning home, Ran Ran threw herself on the big soft bed and looked at the ceiling without blinking.

That throbbing kiss...and Xi Junqing...these days will always pop into my mind.

At the same age, it's not that she didn't expect love.But what happened five years ago seemed to make her lose all courage and yearning for love.

Like poppies, the beauty of love can make people addicted and lost, and even more addictive and unable to extricate themselves.

Five years ago, when the man fell in a pool of blood, she swore to herself that she would never fall in love with anyone herself.

But, everything seems to be changing.

……

Night is still long.

Since Ran Ran and Nancy left the mall, he has followed them far behind.

These days, he seems to be in a daze.

Every night when I closed my eyes, I would remember that she looked at herself with no warmth that night, and asked herself not to appear in front of her again.

In front of her, she was always like a resisting little beast.Take one step closer to her, and she will take two steps back.And when she ran to her side, she finally showed her fangs and bit her hard...

Oh, she always doesn't like herself.

But when he made up his mind to turn around, he was once again attracted by her staggering figure.

Just like what Jing Hanchun said, he has been abstinent for 28 years, and when he suddenly met a girl he was attracted to, he began to act like a boy, every cell in his body was clamoring for her love...

Even if she said she didn't want to see her anymore, even if he decided not to disturb her again... But her heart has long since disappeared and can't be taken back.

Tossing and turning all night, she was full of shadows in my heart.

This night, Xi Junqing still did not sleep peacefully like the previous days, and Ran Ran, who was very worried, also slept extremely badly.

She dreamed of that night five years ago again, and the pain in the dream kept her awake all night.

Nancy got up early in the morning, and when she went to look for Ran Ran, she found that her dark circles were really serious.

"Ran Ran, what problems did you encounter after returning to China?"

When she was on Wall Street, although she was very busy with her studies and work, Ran Ran would still use her spare time to play games, race cars, bungee jumping, and skiing with a group of her best friends... At that time, she lived too wanton, and Nancy was envious of her wantonness. .

But after just a few days of getting along this time, Nancy clearly felt Ran Ran's changes.

Except that there is no leisure time, Ran Ran has lost some of the color of the past.Although she still lives her life in an orderly manner, she lacks passion and enthusiasm.Inexplicably, there was also a hint of sadness, which Ran Ran never had before.

Ran Ran's current appearance always reminds Nancy of how she looked when she first arrived on Wall Street five years ago, when she was surrounded by a dull gray world...

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