After the divorce, I married the richest man

Chapter 434 The hurdle in my heart has passed

"The relationship between you and Mr. Lin is a relationship that cannot withstand wind and rain."

Gu Xichuan chatted with her in a gentle tone like an old friend reminiscing about the old days, which made Su Nianen not so repulsive.

Su Nian'en didn't answer. In fact, the two marriages are still emotionally different.

Gu Xichuan analyzed her behavior from a centrifugal point of view, but in fact, girls' impulsiveness has always been based on sensibility, regardless of the result, just looking for an emotional outlet.

Men can use various methods to depress their emotions, and it will disappear after a while.But the girl's emotions rebounded more and more under pressure. If she didn't mention it during this period, it would explode in a backlog after a while.

At first, she had no feelings for Gu Xichuan.

She admires and worships Gu Xichuan. In her eyes, he is good at everything, and she is reluctant to say anything bad about him, and she is reluctant to let him condescend to accommodate her.

But that must not be a healthy emotional way. When she and Lin Wenfeng had the best relationship during college, the two were almost inseparable, they were equal.

In Su Nian'en's heart, she retreated again.

"Whose relationship has gone through the wind and rain? What kind of relationship can still be like the first time after the wind and rain? Even if they are still together after the wind and rain, it is full of holes."

Su Nian'en thought, so, it's better to keep the original beauty.

"Let me show you Gu Qingsu, this kid already has a lot of ideas and is very smart."

Gu Xichuan suddenly took out his mobile phone and showed Su Nianen the photos and videos of his son.

Su Nian'en turned her head immediately, God knows how hard it was for her to hold back from looking for Gu Xichuan to see her son during the time she was away.

It was broken, and I haven't seen him again for several months.

"My little lucky baby is almost half a year old, so fast." Su Nianen said in a low voice.

Gu Xichuan showed her some photos during the day, including a family portrait during the day.

Everyone in the Gu family was there, except her mother.

Su Nianen felt sore in her heart, she left and healed herself, but she owed her son.

Su Nian'en watched the recent video, Xiaofu's chubby face is extremely cute, her eyes are very bright, her hands are chubby, white and tender.

In the video, the little milk doll hugs the back of his father's hand and gnaws and gnaws, smearing his hands with saliva, smiling like a little Maitreya Buddha, his eyes are slit.

"My lucky baby laughs so loudly, I'm so happy."

Su Nianen's eyes are full of love and joy, this is the little baby she gave birth to.

"No matter how tired we are every day, when we go home and see our son, the exhaustion will dissipate in an instant."

Su Nianen looked at her son, she missed the baby so much, she wished she could fly to her son and hug him for a kiss.

"Go back and see your son?" Gu Xichuan asked.

Su Nianen was silent, she wanted to steal her son away.

Why did she leave the son she had worked so hard to give him to Gu's family?
"Gu Xichuan, to be fair, let's raise him alone for a month."

As soon as Su Nianen said this, the harmony on Gu Xichuan's face instantly sank, and he said with a black face:

"Can't we work hard to give our son a healthy family?"

Su Nianen nodded, "I'll work hard."

Gu Xichuan rubbed her hair, "We have to manage our own home, don't we?"

Su Nianen did not respond.

"You went to Maomi Jones and saw a psychiatrist, how are you doing now?" Gu Xichuan asked.

When Su Nianen heard this, she was surprised and felt that it was reasonable for him to know.

"Alright." Su Nian'en said.

Gu Xichuan said with guilt, "I didn't know that things had seriously affected your mental health. After you left, I reflected that I asked too much of you."

"He's recovered, don't worry too much." Su Nianen smiled and didn't want to say more.

I didn't see a psychiatrist in China, but I just didn't want Gu Xichuan to know.

During that time, her psychological pressure had accumulated to a point where it would explode at any time.Auditory hallucinations appeared at any time when she was alone, which had seriously affected her normal life.

"I think, Little Tianxing is relieved, she no longer cries in my ear, and my guilt is not so deep. She should have really turned into a star in the sky."

There was no baby's miserable cry in her ears, and the heavy guilt no longer wrapped her up and made her breathless.

"The hurdle in my heart is that as a mother, I always have to do something for my innocent daughter before I can be forgiven. I can't get through it because I couldn't do anything here at that time, and I was so powerless that I wanted to die. Now, that hurdle , I passed by."

Su Nianen looked at Gu Xichuan, what she said was straightforward enough.

In the past, I couldn't get through because of his obstruction!
She shook off his hand, turned and walked towards grandma's house.

"Don't go?"

"I'm not leaving, I'm tired."

In fact, she couldn't see.

Under the bright moonlight, the widened road is gray and white.

But in her eyes, there was only a vague shadow left on the road under her feet, and she was terrified every time she landed.

I could still see the road when I went out, but now I can barely see the ground.

Her eyes, what should I do?

Gu Xichuan walked behind her, within a few steps, his hands went around behind her, almost wrapping her in his arms, and walked back.

His approach made her feel more secure, and at this moment her mood brightened again.

Back home with ease, grandma sat on the wicker chair at the door and shook the fan, watching the two come back sticky, with a smile on her face.

"Are you back? It's still early, let's go to Xinjie for a walk, what's going on outside the town? It's pitch black, not enough to feed mosquitoes." Grandma leisurely waving her cattail fan while talking.

Su Nianen sat down beside her grandmother, "Walking, it doesn't matter where you go."

Gu Xichuan entered the room and quickly came out with the medicine. He naturally squatted at Su Nianen's feet.

"I was bitten by a mosquito."

He rubbed the medicine on her, it was cool and comfortable.

"I don't feel itchy." Su Nianen said with a smile.

Su Nianen asked her cousin how she was doing, probably she was a little disappointed that she couldn't see them when she came back this time.

Grandma sat for a while, then went back to her room to rest.

Su Nianen sat for a while, and was about to go back to the room, but when she got up, she stepped on the basin by her feet.

The water in the basin splashed all over the ground with a "squeak".

Gu Xichuan looked at her quietly, his eyes seemed to have determined that she was deliberately taking revenge.

Su Nianen immediately explained with a smile: "It was an accident, it was purely an accident."

Gu Xichuan didn't take it seriously and entered the house together.

Su Nianen turned her head back, the corner of her mouth twitched and asked, "You don't... want to sleep here?"

"Before you came back, I slept in this room all the time. Why, I have to sleep outside when you come back? The other couple is Xiao Biesheng who is newly married, and you and I sleep in separate beds. Do you think grandma is so easy to fool?"

"Then why do you have the nerve to let you lay the floor?" Su Nianen asked back.

Gu Xichuan's heart was blocked for a few seconds, and he said dully, "It's okay."

Su Nianen took advantage of the space where Gu Xichuan took a shower to find the medicine from the box.

Recently, my eyes have become more and more sensitive and uncomfortable, and I just remembered that I haven't taken medicine for several days.Tonight's vision is terribly blurred, she thinks about taking medicine.

(End of this chapter)