Secret Notes of a Mystery Investigator

Chapter 63 The Descendants of the Dragon Clan (25)
26. Mental health care

Han Changsheng's case actually didn't take long, not even a month from the beginning to the end, so I didn't have much contact with Axue during this period, and I didn't meet each other.One is because she is really too busy, and the other is that this case is so abnormal that everyone involved in the investigation is deeply involved, unable to extricate themselves, always wanting to find out the truth, and forgetting to eat and sleep is probably the case.

However, when we thoroughly investigated this case, it still gave us a great psychological blow, because Han Changsheng's grasp of human nature made us all feel precarious, and we always felt that if we faced the "killing array" he designed Is it safe to get out?In addition to the previous "Flying General" case, because we touched the killing order of the dragon guards, we felt physically and mentally exhausted during this period.Among them, Ma Tianxing and I were the most serious.It's not that we are afraid of death, or that we feel that we lack something, but that these accidents that happen one after another really make our psychology unbearable.Because these two cases are related to us, the first one is completely related to us, and the second one always gives us a psychological hint. We said, "Why don't you go see a psychiatrist?"

I said, "No way, I won't have any psychological problems."

Head Chen said: "It's not up to you. In fact, departments like ours have psychological counselors. It's just that you didn't have a need for this before, so I didn't think I would find them, but Judging from this period of time, especially after the case of Han Changsheng, both you and Xiao Ma are a little emotionally unstable, if you want me to say that you should do some psychological counseling, it would be better if there is no problem, so it should be treated as a holiday."

Ma Tianxing said: "What's so interesting, no matter how powerful they are, can they beat the dragon guards? I just want to find someone who can deal with the dragon guards. I'm not interested in anything else."

Head Chen said: "Let them release you, in case these people can really help, this is an order, you don't have to go to work this afternoon, go to the psychological counseling room, there is no room for bargaining, you must go."

On the way to the counseling room in the afternoon, Ma Tianxing said: "This kind of counseling is useless to some people. When I was a sniper, I was stimulated by killing a prisoner for the first time. The army arranged for me to go to a psychological counselor for treatment. Some psychological counselors are talking nonsense, and the reasoning is what I understand. If it weren’t for my relatively healthy mentality, I probably wouldn’t be able to survive that time. To be honest, I really don’t believe those people.”

I said: "This is an order, let's take it as a mission."

Ma Tianxing said: "Okay, brother, I don't need anyone to comfort me at all. The team leader is protected by Zhuangzi, and you are protected by Xiaoxue. Both of them are colleagues in the same system as the dragon guards, and I am the only one who is in charge." Naked, if any of us had to die, it was me."

I said: "Don't just think about it. If you die, you will die together. We are all the same. There is no reason to let you suffer alone. We are not such unyielding revolutionary comrades."

Ma Tianxing sighed and said: "I'm afraid that your mouth will not be as fast as their swords. Before I can ask for help, I have already been hit by the sword."

Let’s talk about it, we came to a psychological clinic located in the city center, the name is quite unique, called Heart to Heart, Sunshine Chat.The decoration at the front of the door is quite QQ, not like the cold white of the hospital at first glance. When you push the door in, there is soft light music playing inside. There are brightly colored plants and various oil paintings everywhere. A young girl is sitting On a seat in the middle of the room.The most obvious feature of her is that she has very smooth and shiny long hair. There is a big sign on the table in front of her, which reads: "This is only for chatting, not for treatment. There are only friends here, no patients."

Seeing us, she smiled very friendly, got up and said, "Head Chen introduced you, please sit down."

There are two seats across from her desk, and we happen to have one for each of us.After we sat down, the girl said, "My name is Blueberry, and I opened this chat room."

Ma Tianxing looked around and said: "Didn't you say that you are here for psychological counseling? Why doesn't it look like a hospital to me? Could it be that the team leader is fooling us?"

Blueberry smiled and said: "Head Chen didn't fool you, I don't like the term psychological counseling, because basically all the people who come here are adults, and some people have experienced much more than me, and understand the truth better than me. I have more, since my thinking is more mature than mine, then why do you need my counseling. My place is just a place for chatting and resolving. Everyone speaks out what is aggrieved in their hearts. It is naturally best if I can solve it. Confidentially, it will naturally make you feel much more comfortable.”

Ma Tianxing said: "You are really humble, but what you said is really reasonable. I don't think anyone can solve my problem."

Blueberry smiled and said: "It's normal. Everyone will encounter various troubles. If you can't solve them, it's not because you are not capable enough, but because there are indeed troubles that cannot be done by human beings. I absolutely believe in this point. If you Would you like to talk about your confusion? Please believe that I am your friend."

Ma Tianxing said: "It's not that I don't want to tell you, but that if I tell you, you will get into big trouble. Miss Lan, you don't think I have a mental problem after hearing what I say?"

Blueberry smiled and said, "Then how could it be? The people around Chief Chen are all people with extraordinary abilities. How can there be people who can't control their behavior? I know the nature of your work. It may be judged that he has a mental problem, but from what you say, I certainly believe it is true, but from this point I can at least judge Mr. Ma, you are a kind person."

Ma Tianxing grinned immediately when he heard this, and he said, "Do you think I am a kind person? I have killed people before. Miss Lan, I have to say that your judgment is wrong."

Blueberry said: "Everything has a deep-seated reason. You kill people not because of your own selfish desires. I understand that you used to be a sniper, so it is your bounden duty to carry out missions and protect innocent people. Even if it were me , if it is extremely urgent, it is not ruled out that I will choose to kill the bad guys, because I must first ensure that the good guys will not be violated by criminals. But Mr. Ma, can I ask you a question?"

Ma Tianxing said, "Say it."

Blueberry said: "When you killed the bad guy, did you feel a lot of mental pressure?"

Ma Tianxing said: "The first mission was very huge, but I didn't feel it afterward."

Blueberry said: "Then do you ever feel that you have the desire to kill someone?"

Ma Tianxing said: "Of course not, I'm not crazy."

Blueberry nodded and said: "Although we didn't talk much, I can basically conclude that there is nothing wrong with your psychology now, it's just that the things you are worried about may have caused great pressure on your spirit, and even affected your physical characteristics , such as loss of appetite, such as frequent distraction, such as insomnia, do you have any of these symptoms?"

Ma Tianxing thought about it carefully and said: "It seems that there is none."

Blueberry laughed again. We found that this girl is a girl who loves to laugh, but her love of laughing does not mean that her personality is very easy-going. On the contrary, she is a very straightforward person who does everything Without sloppiness, what happened to her was even more exciting than those of us, but we didn't know it at the time.She said: "So, we don't think Mr. Ma is a timid person, do we?"

Ma Tianxing said: "Of course, I am a sniper. I don't know how many complicated missions I have carried out. Later, I followed the regiment leader Chen and encountered more special situations. I have never pretended to be a grandson."

I said, "Brother Ma, can you stop bragging, you are the one who complains the most these days."

Blueberry smiled and said, "Complaining a lot doesn't necessarily mean you're afraid. It also has something to do with your personality. Some people like to say a few words, but don't look at what they say, they may not really think so."

Ma Tianxing smiled triumphantly and said, "See, Ms. Lan still understands me. That's the truth. I've never offended anyone. I just think that people have to die meaningfully. I die like this for no reason. In fact, I'm right. The irresponsibility of life. After all, life is the most precious thing, and it is difficult to explain to all aspects if it is cut off in a daze."

Blueberry said: "Although what Mr. Ma said is humorous, it is true. I don't know what kind of trouble you are encountering, but if it is really dangerous, then it is natural to worry, and it is not normal not to worry. However, it is also necessary to properly adjust the mentality, and it must not affect the normal life, otherwise the loss outweighs the gain.”

I said: "Miss Lan, you don't know, our Mr. Ma has been suspicious all day long, and the head of the team was forced by him to have no choice but to let us come to you."

Blueberry said: "You must be Luo Huan. I often hear Captain Chen talking about you. He said that you are a very pure person."

I have never been praised so much in person by a beautiful woman who is younger than myself, and my face suddenly turns red.Ma Tianxing also jokingly said: "It's red, you see it's really red, hey."

When he said this, I couldn't hold back anymore, my face became redder and blueberry smiled kindly.Ma Tianxing said: "By the way, Miss Lan, it seems that you are very familiar with our team leader, but we have never heard of you."

Blueberry said: "Actually, I don't have much contact with Captain Chen, but my father should be regarded as the old superior of Captain Chen, and my lover is also a friend of your leader."

Ma Tianxing said, "You are married at such a young age?"

Blueberry said: "My husband and I are classmates, and we got married after graduation. There is no delay. He and Captain Chen are in the same system. I should be the younger generation of Captain Chen according to my age, but from my father's point of view, I have a relationship with him." It should be of the same generation."

Ma Tianxing said: "So Xiao Luo wants to call you Auntie?"

Blueberry chuckled.I said: "Aren't you also of this generation? I can't escape you."

Ma Tianxing said: "Okay, let's stop killing each other. But after talking for a while today, I really feel more comfortable."

Blueberry said: "This is actually a psychological suggestion, a psychological suggestion you give yourself, because before you were with the team leader and colleagues every day, your secret was actually their secret, and you couldn't find anyone to vent to. When you talked about these things with a stranger, although you didn’t make it clear, but you know other people’s views, you can find a balance for yourself. But to be honest, you may not know the leader Chen very well. As far as I know he has very strong connections, I don't know where your danger comes from, but I don't think there is anyone on this planet who can pose a threat to him."

After hearing this, our hearts moved, Ma Tianxing said: "What do you mean by this, can you explain it more clearly?"

Blueberry said: "What I mean is that Director Chen is not only a capable person, but he also knows a lot of very capable people. If he gets into trouble, I believe these people will not stand idly by, so I don't know why you should worry ?”

Ma Tianxing said: "We also understand what you said, but some troubles are not ordinary troubles, and the people who come to trouble are not ordinary people."

Blueberry said: "Of course your department will not encounter ordinary troubles, but you believe me, if there are so-called troubles, there will be nothing that cannot be solved. You should trust Captain Chen, he will not see It's your bad luck."

We chatted for a while, and then we left. Ma Tianxing said, "Is this considered psychological counseling?"

I said: "Didn't you hear someone say that she just uses chatting to relieve your anxiety. As you said, most psychotherapists say the truth that you understand, and her kind is also considered Another way."

Ma Tianxing said: "This little girl doesn't know what her background is, but how she speaks makes people feel that she is a very powerful person!"

I said: "What nonsense are you talking about, I don't feel that way, I just think she is a very ordinary girl, just a little smarter."

Ma Tianxing thought for a while and shook his head: "I don't think so. Do you think there is such a possibility? The head of the group knows someone who can deal with the dragon guards, but he didn't tell us."

I said: "I don't know, but you have seen He Zhuang's skills. He himself said that he is the worst, which means that there are guards with greater skills. I don't think there are ordinary people who can deal with them." , unless I can find a few dragon guards who look at the issue of silence with an objective attitude, I really don’t think anyone can deal with this group of people.”

Ma Tianxing sighed and said, "I think so too, but that little girl seems to have something to say."

I said: "It's useless to think too much, we just live every day well now."

Ma Tianxing said: "You really didn't pursue it."

We got on the subway, and it was not yet the rush hour for commuting, so there were not many people in the car.We picked a seat and sat down. After that, the two of us chatted with each other, and got up and got off the car when we reached our destination.

27. Colleagues from another department
The next day, when I met the head of the group, he said, "How is it? After yesterday's psychotherapy, how do you feel?"

Ma Tianxing said: "I don't think she is very professional, that little girl is just chatting with us."

Head Chen laughed and said: "Little girl, although she is not very old, you'd better not use the word girl to call her, she is a generation older than you in terms of seniority."

Ma Tianxing said: "I know, I have heard her say that her father is your old chief, right?"

Head Chen said: "That's right, if I hadn't come here, I would have gone to her father's place. When I joined the army, I was always a soldier under her father's command. What I didn't expect was that not long after I changed jobs, her father I was transferred to the Beijing Military Region again. Our two families have been in a relationship for decades, and I watched Blueberry grow up, so don't underestimate this girl, she is much more capable than you."

Ma Tianxing said: "I know that if you can do psychotherapy, of course you are an expert, but everyone's expertise is different, so I don't think there is any comparison."

Head Chen smiled and said, "Is Yang Chenglong here?"

Ma Tianxing said: "Who?"

Head Chen said: "It's her husband, one year younger than her, have you seen him?"

Ma Tianxing said: "No, only Blueberry."

Head Chen said: "If there is a chance, Xiao Yang, I will definitely introduce you to him. This is a very remarkable person."

Ma Tianxing said: "What's going on, I'll leave you for an afternoon, how can I meet some young and talented people, leader, am I too ordinary?"

Head Chen said: "You are not ordinary at all, but Yang Chenglong is indeed a very remarkable young man. I will introduce you to you when I have a chance in the future. After getting to know you, you will be speechless."

I had nothing to do, so I picked up a newspaper, and a prominent headline came into view: "An unexpected situation occurred at the cultural relics exhibition, and ancient jade worth hundreds of millions was robbed."

I said: "There is a big case, and ancient jade worth hundreds of millions has been robbed."

Head Chen said: "I saw it just now, people are really crazy now, but this time I don't plan to harass Lao Tang anymore. The case of Han Changsheng still makes my chest tight."

Ma Tianxing said: "Yeah, which one of the recent cases has made us stop, not only Han Changsheng, but General Feitian and Duke Yan are also a big headache. The serious bureau is set up enough."

Head Chen said: "I don't think this case of hundreds of millions is an ordinary robbery. If you dare to rob such a huge amount of antiques, you are definitely not an ordinary person. It's nothing to do with yourself."

Ma Tianxing said: "Okay, Captain, congratulations on your thought finally rising to another level."

Head Chen said: "Humans, they are always making progress, haha."

While talking, the leader came in and said, "Xiao Chen, do you understand the case? Let's..."

Before he finished speaking, the head of the team pushed him out: "I have analyzed it carefully just now, and this case does not belong to our category."

The leader said: "How do you say this, I see..."

Head Chen didn't care if he finished his speech, and pushed him out. Our leader is like this, he is so amiable and amiable. No one here is afraid of him, but everyone respects him very much. Just because he has a good temper doesn't mean he has no principles. , he is a very principled person.

After a while, the head came in, Ma Tianxing said: "Head, please tell me the truth, what is the mission?"

Head Chen said: "Don't be nervous, the leader really wants us to work overtime, but I pushed it away, can't we just let us do it?"

Before finishing speaking, the leader came in again and said, "Xiao Chen, you can't say that. After all, the principal is also your old superior. I don't think you can avoid this case."

Head Chen said: "Leader, I have an explanation for this. If the theft is really what you analyzed, it already shows that it should be under Yan Tongli's jurisdiction and has nothing to do with us. You insist on asking me to add this What's Ben doing?"

The leader said: "That's what they mean. After all, it's really not clear who should be responsible for this case. If you want to stay out of it, at least not now."

(End of this chapter)