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Chapter 254 I Thought That Wasn't Love, Borgia Tree (4)
I thought, whether I win or lose, as long as I meet Shangguan Wan'er and train my army, that's enough.

The people of Beimo must not lose themselves in peace, we are bloody and murderous, we don't need to be suppressed!
That's why I started the war. This is the purest reason in the hearts of the people of Beimo.

I am a wolf, a wild wolf running in the wilderness, just like my father said, as long as I recognize it, I will pounce on it, and I will get nothing, I think it is enough!

This war is very tragic, but my army is getting more and more courageous!The cavalry, like us, have become bloodthirsty and resentful in the baptism of war!We are enemies, but also friends in a sense!On the battlefield, when swords meet, whoever wins will be the strongest!
It's just that in this battle, I saw those familiar figures.There is also the beautiful man who stayed by Wan'er's side at the beginning, the man who called his name after Wan'er sat on my horse.

I was jealous at the time, and I wanted to challenge that person, but he just waved his hand lightly, and I took a few steps back.Those blood-red eyes were full of blood and murderous intent, but there was no hatred, no resentment!

If he is here, Wan'er will come too!

I have always believed and waited, knowing that one day, she really appeared, but I was a little at a loss.

I want to tell her my queen keeps it for her;

I want to tell her that my heart is full of her shadow;

I want to tell her that without her, I have nothing but memories;

But I didn't say anything, I didn't say anything, because I saw the tender affection between him and several men, and saw how caring and caring they were for her.

At that moment, I laughed, and laughed from the bottom of my heart.

She took out the Eagle Talisman and asked me to cease fighting, and I agreed, because I no longer want to stay here.

The appearance of the eagle talisman dissipated the murderous spirit of the soldiers, because this eagle talisman is our belief and a god that we dare not disobey all our lives.

She gave me the Eagle Talisman, breaking the last link between us.

Watching her leave, her back was covered by a few men with no distractions.

"Shangguan Wan'er, I hate you, and I will hate you for the rest of my life!"

This is the last sentence I left for her, and it is also for myself.

I hate her, I really do!

Withdrawing the army and returning to the depths of the northern desert, I walked the route that I once carried her on, and slowly settled my emotions in the grassland with long smoke and white tents under the setting sun in the desert.

Shangguan Wan'er, the position of queen is yours, it has always been, because your father ordered you to be my queen!I can't go against my father's will, can I?
Smile slightly, who has seen the tears of wild wolves.

When I returned to Wangcheng, I received a letter from Boer Yexing, with only one sentence in my heart:

Your lover is Bei Mo, you can't like others!This is the fate of the king!

Holding the letter, I sneered and showed no other expression.

Boyer Yexing is right, the wild wolf has no lover, the wild wolf loves only the piece of land that allows him to gallop!So I'm tired, I don't love anymore, I hate Shangguan Wan'er, as long as I hate it!

Once, I was obsessed with her voice and smile, I thought it was not love.

Once, I wanted to possess everything about her. I thought that was not love.

Now I force myself to hate Shangguan Wan'er, for the rest of my life!
I thought, hate is not love!
No one who lives in imperial power can be kind. This is what I understood when I was very young.

The concubine mother is the queen, and I, her eldest son, is naturally the best heir to the throne, so there are always people with impure purposes around me, either flattering or framing, and I have lived surrounded by these people since I was a child. Harden your heart, even if you don't want to become ruthless.

The queen mother said, it doesn't matter that I am not the most favored son of the emperor, what is important is that I want to let those ministers know that I am the best heir to the throne and the best candidate for the crown prince!
But when I was young, what I cared about was whether my father loved me or not.This childish thought has always controlled my mood and dominated my emotions.

For a long time, I have been imitating those concubines, imitating how they compete for favor, imitating how they use tricks.Watching them fight for the father, I think the father must be a good thing, otherwise there would not be so many people fighting for it, so I joined the fighting team.That year, I was only three years old!
I don't know why I fought for these things. At that time, I just wanted to win. No matter what the result was, I just wanted to win.So when I saw the other three brothers fighting like me, I got angry.

I thought, I should kill them!

The queen mother said, you should eradicate them.

So, I started the journey of an emperor, and the queen mother said that she no longer extravagantly asked for the love of the emperor, as long as I can win the throne, she can be happy.

At that time, I laughed and looked at Beitanghan who was smiling very cutely in the arms of the emperor from a distance.

Among several children, Beitanghan is not my father's favorite, but he is most dependent on me.

My father said that if I want to become a generation of emperors, I have to be ruthless and ungrateful, and Beitanghan is my biggest competitor. He wants to make Beitanghan lose his fighting spirit and lose his fighting spirit in his love.

No one knows, when I heard this, the pain in my heart.

I know, this is just an excuse, the father relies heavily on me, just to pave the way for Bei Tanghan, let the other princes cut swords on me.

At that time, I knew that father and emperor liked Beitanghan's mother and concubine, not because of liking, but because of love!

The queen mother is very jealous, and so am I, so I regard Bei Tanghan as an enemy.

But one day, my father came, and he called me to Yongle Palace, and let me stay in that empty and prosperous hall all night, watching how he ended the lives of those courtiers and concubines who betrayed him, at that time I saw The eldest prince's mother and concubine heard her crying hysterically.

(End of this chapter)