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Chapter 204 Fate (2)
Sure enough, at this time the receptionist picked up the phone, said a few words into the microphone, and then said to Shen Yue and Zeng Yingjie: "Dr. Fang, please go up."

Fang Mingshan was in his forties, wearing a white shirt and a light yellow tie, with neatly combed hair and deep eyes.Shen Yue instantly developed a good impression of him - a psychiatrist should be so clean, and must always make the best first impression on others.

After Zeng Yingjie showed his police officer ID in front of Fang Mingshan, Shen Yue asked directly: "Dr. Fang, you once had a patient named Kan Sitong who suffered from very severe depression. Do you remember this person?"

Fang Mingshan said: "I'm sorry, I have to keep the patient's identity and condition confidential."

Shen Yue looked at him and said, "I am also a psychologist, but this time we are here for a case." Then, he told Zeng Yingjie: "You go out for a while, and I will talk to Dr. Fang alone. talk."

Zeng Yingjie nodded and went out, but he didn't go far, but stood outside the door.He was worried about Shen Yue's safety.He had just left when Shen Yue asked: "You have been treating Kan Sitong all this time, you don't deny that, do you?"

Fang Mingshan nodded and said, "Yes."

Shen Yue sighed and said: "I know Kan Stone's condition very well. He has been suffering from depression for ten years, and the results of psychological counseling and drug treatment are not good. In the end, he chose to commit suicide like many patients with depression."

Fang Mingshan asked in surprise, "Suicide?"

Shen Yue looked at him and asked, "You always thought his death was because of homicide, didn't you?"

Fang Mingshan was puzzled and asked, "Isn't it?"

Shen Yue found that all the expressions and words of the other party just now were real, without the slightest affectation, and he was secretly puzzled.He thought for a while, took out Ni Xiaoyun's photo from the satchel he was carrying and handed it to him, asking, "Do you know her?"

Fang Mingshan looked at the photo carefully, but Shen Yue kept paying attention to the expression on his face.Fang Mingshan shook his head and said, "I don't know, I haven't seen it before."

His expression was real and he wasn't lying.Shen Yue secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but felt empty and could not find his way.It seems that the car accident designed by Ni Xiaoyun really had nothing to do with this person in front of him.However, is everything really just a coincidence?
Fang Mingshan also noticed the change in Shen Yue's expression, and asked, "How did Kan Sitong die? Why do you doubt me?"

Shen Yue told him the entire investigation process and results of the Kan Sitong car accident, and then said: "I have never believed that such a coincidence can happen in this world. I thought Ni Xiaoyun was hypnotized and hinted at by you. Now it seems Not really, because you're not lying."

Fang Mingshan looked at him and asked, "Dr. Shen studies micro-expressions? Are you a student of Mr. Wilson?"

Shen Yue nodded and asked, "Do you know my mentor?"

Fang Mingshan nodded with envy on his face: "I met Mr. Wilson ten years ago, and his research results in the field of micro-expressions are really admirable. Dr. Shen, it seems that you have obtained his true biography. Anyone Even the instant change of expression on your face can't escape your eyes..."

Shen Yue was a little embarrassed by his praise, and humbly waved his hand and said: "I am still far behind Mr. Wilson. Dr. Fang, you are Kan Stone's psychiatrist. Perhaps there is no one else in this world who understands better than you. He is dead. Do you think my suspicion is justified? Could it be that Kan Stone’s suicide and Ni Xiaoyun’s plan were really a coincidence?”

Fang Mingshan pondered and said: "Since we are colleagues, it's okay for me to tell you something. Kan Sitong has been here for treatment for many years, but he is very busy, and sometimes he only comes once every six months. I know his truth. I also reminded him many times that the most important thing is to let go of some things, so as to achieve the best therapeutic effect. But he didn’t listen at all. He told me, no, the company has so many shareholders, and Tens of thousands of employees, I have to lay a solid foundation before I can rest assured. I have tried various methods to alleviate his pain, but with little success. Dr. Shen, you know that depression is the most common and the most difficult to treat It is not easy to cure his psychological and mental diseases. Later, I hypnotized him and found that his disease was caused by his poverty in childhood and serious violation of self-esteem. I told him that if his childhood If that memory is sealed up, maybe the illness will be alleviated, but he disagrees. He said that the childhood experience is the fundamental driving force for my later struggle, and if that memory is sealed up, his life will be incomplete Yes, that kind of result is very terrible. I did not persuade him, because I think he is right. The experience of each of us in life, whether it is happiness or pain, success or failure, is a valuable asset. Integrity is very important to each of us. In fact, I know that he has no real friends around him, and he is very lonely. Since I am his psychiatrist, he still trusts me. Over the years, he has regarded me as a true friend. I also admire him very much. Of all the patients I have treated, he has the strongest willpower, and I find this person very wise. He has not read There are many books, but he knows more than many highly educated people, and that is the most real and useful wisdom he has learned from life."

Unexpectedly, there is such a story in the meantime.At this moment, Shen Yue felt a sincere admiration for Kan Stone from the bottom of his heart.Do you want to live, or would you rather give up your life and keep it intact?In the face of such a difficult choice, he can choose the latter without hesitation, which in itself shows that his heart is extremely strong.It's a pity that this person has a fatal inner narrowness, and his inner narrowness is precisely one of the root causes of his death.He seems to have fallen into a fateful and terrible reincarnation that he cannot extricate himself from, which is really amazing.

Shen Yue nodded and said: "You are right, he is indeed a different person. But his heart is full of hatred, which also aggravated his condition."

Fang Mingshan sighed: "Yes. But as his psychiatrist, I can't make him lose the things that are deeply rooted in his heart, unless it is to seal up those painful memories of his childhood. But on the other hand, If there were no painful experiences in childhood, there would be no later Kan Stone. Dr. Shen, you should have already analyzed the situation I just mentioned, so I will not describe it in detail. However, there is one thing that may answer the question you just asked. The question I raised. I remember that the last time he came here for treatment was last summer, which is about this time. I found that his condition was a little unstable, so I suggested that he should stay in Shanghai for a while. Or it would be better to come once a month. But he said that he has been too busy recently, and he has not yet decided which son he will hand over the company to. That night he invited me to dinner, the best in Shanghai Restaurant. He ordered a bottle of very expensive wine, just the two of us. During the meal, he said a lot of words of gratitude to me, saying that if it wasn’t for me, he might not have survived these ten years. I feel guilty, After all, I failed to solve his problem. Later, he suddenly asked me about hypnotism. I found that he seemed to have a lot of research in this area, so I asked him where he learned this knowledge. He replied He said that he has read a lot of books on this topic recently and found them very interesting. At the same time, he also wanted to try self-healing through self-hypnosis. I immediately felt that his idea was very interesting, because self-psychological adjustment is indeed beneficial to psychology and spirituality. The disease played a very important role, so I told him some specific methods of hypnosis, especially the knowledge of self-suggestion.”

Shen Yue seemed to understand, and asked: "You mean, it is very likely that Kan Stone has hypnotized Ni Xiaoyun, and that Ni Xiaoyun's plan is actually Kan Stone's own plan?"

Fang Mingshan shook his head and said, "I don't know. But it's not impossible, don't you think so?"

Shen Yue came out of Fang Mingshan's consulting room and said to Zeng Yingjie: "Let's go, I already know the truth about that car accident, and that matter has nothing to do with this Dr. Fang."

After saying goodbye to the Shanghai police, Shen Yue told Zeng Yingjie what he had just learned.He asked Zeng Yingjie: "If I go to hypnotize Ni Xiaoyun and find that there are traces of being hypnotized by Kan Sitong in her consciousness, can this be used as a basis for her sentence reduction?"

Zeng Yingjie thought for a while and replied, "It's best to hypnotize Yun Zhongsang like you did last time. There are other psychologists present. I think it can be used as evidence."

After returning to the provincial capital, Shen Yue also asked Long Huamin the same question. Long Huamin's answer was exactly the same as Zeng Yingjie's, but he reminded: "The court has already sentenced Ni Xiaoyun. Even if there is new evidence now, we must It is up to Ni Xiaoyun to appeal to the higher court. So this matter should be consulted with her own opinion first."

So, Shen Yue immediately came to the Provincial No. [-] Prison.

When Ni Xiaoyun came out from inside, Shen Yue almost couldn't recognize that the woman in front of him was the beautiful assistant to the chairman.In front of her, she looked haggard, her eyes were dull, and her back was bent.Shen Yue suddenly felt an unspeakable sadness, and asked Wen Yan: "Do you still recognize me?"

Only then did Ni Xiaoyun raise his head to look at him, his eyes sparkled for a moment, but then dimmed instantly, and he said coldly, "What are you doing here?"

Of course Shen Yue knew why Ni Xiaoyun had such great hostility towards him, but at this moment he felt a deep guilt towards the woman in front of him, and still said to her gently: "Ni Xiaoyun, I'm here to help you. Please believe me."

Ni Xiaoyun suddenly burst into laughter, and shouted hysterically: "Help me? You? Haha! It's so ridiculous!"

Shen Yue said to her sincerely: "I'm really here to help you. Have you ever thought that the car accident you planned was not actually out of your heart, but the result of you being hypnotized by Kan Stone? "

Ni Xiaoyun's sharp laughter stopped abruptly, and he looked at Shen Yue in a daze: "Kan Sitong? Did he hypnotize me?"

Shen Yue nodded and said: "It's probably so, but I don't have any evidence yet. If you agree, I can find evidence by hypnotizing you, or rule out that possibility."

Ni Xiaoyun's shining eyes soon turned into dull and dull eyes at the beginning, and at the same time she shed tears.She shook her head and said, "No, I know that I really hate him, and I really want to get a lot of money in that way. Now, the person who really likes me has left this world, my heart He died a long time ago. Even if what you said is true, even if my sentence was commuted because of this, I would suffer if I went out earlier, so I might as well stay inside for the rest of my life.”

The sadness in Shen Yue's heart was even worse, and he persuaded: "You are still young, and your parents and younger brother also need you. Have you ever thought about it, this is the only chance for you to get a reduced sentence."

Ni Xiaoyun was still shaking his head and said: "Although Kan Stone is dead, the Stone Group is still there. In the eyes of the world, I am already a bad woman who repays kindness and revenge. I have already repaid my parents. They used to be my mother. The biggest burden is that now they are also looked down upon by the people around them because of me. I don’t want to go out, I don’t want to go out in this life, this is my destination in this life, this is my destiny.”

Shen Yue still wanted to continue persuading her: "No, this is not your fate, some things can be changed..."

Ni Xiaoyun suddenly became angry. She pointed at Shen Yue and said loudly: "Shen Yue, don't always treat you as a savior. If it weren't for you, how could I become what I am now?! Now you are hypocritical If you come to care about me, my old lady will not accept your love! Get out, get out!"

After she finished speaking, she turned around and walked inside without looking at Shen Yue again.

Shen Yue stood there in a daze for a while, then left with a sigh.

Kang Ruxin looked at the situation inside for real from the outside, and seeing Shen Yue's slumped look after he came out, she comforted him and said, "Maybe you shouldn't come at all, her heart has died long ago, and she doesn't care about you outside." There is deep fear in this world. Shen Yue, you are a psychologist, don't you understand this?"

Shen Yue said gloomily: "Yes..."

Kang Ruxin took his arm and said softly: "There are no such perfect things in this world. Sometimes regrets and defects are a kind of perfection in themselves. Don't you think so?"

(End of this chapter)