monologue

Chapter 222 Husband role (2)
Kang Ruxin stretched out her trembling hand, and gently stroked Shen Yue's face. Although separated by a layer of plastic, Shen Yue could still feel the heat from her hand.Obviously, Kang Ruxin is much more rational and sober than last night.She slid her trembling hands from Shen Yue's face to the collar of the police uniform, and said softly: "It really looks like..."

After a while, Kang Ruxin drove the car into the mental hospital.Just now, Kang Ruxin had been staring at Shen Yue's face, so she almost couldn't tell whether it was reality or illusion.

After getting out of the car, Kang Ruxin took Shen Yue's arm directly, and said softly: "Shen Yue, I know it's you, but I wonder if I can enter that scene later."

Shen Yue reminded her: "You have to do it. You just need to cooperate with me."

Kang Ruxin nodded, and asked again: "Have you thought about how to tell my mother for a while? Why don't we go in later?"

Shen Yue smiled slightly and asked, "Do you still regard me as your everything now?"

Kang Ruxin was taken aback for a moment, shook her head slightly, and said, "I don't know."

Shen Yue said: "You don't know that you have changed. Since I can convince you, I can also make your mother accept the reality that has already happened. It's just that now it's all over again. But this time there is a premise , that is, your father will tell her that she must live a good life. Do you understand what I mean?"

At this moment, Kang Ruxin suddenly felt that hope was in front of her eyes.This is the power that Shen Yue passed on to her.

When they arrived at the door of Kang Ruxin's mother's ward, Shen Yue whispered to her: "We are going in, do as I say."

Kang Ruxin nodded.

Shen Yue gently pushed the door open, and Kang Ruxin happily ran towards her mother: "Mom, do you see who is here?"

Kang Ruxin's mother was not as excited as Shen Yue imagined, she stood up, looked at Shen Yue with a sweet smile, and said softly: "You are back."

At this moment, Shen Yue suddenly realized his shallowness.The love between husband and wife does not need to be expressed in a fiery way, the true expression of true feelings in the ordinary is the real harmony, because the two of them have already been connected by flesh and blood, and their souls are interlinked.Shen Yue nodded towards her, his eyes naturally filled with warmth: "Well, I'm back."

Kang Ruxin's mother walked towards him and asked softly, "What's wrong with your voice?"

Shen Yue didn't want her to get too close to him, so he reminded in a low voice: "The child is here... I have a cold recently. It's nothing, it will be fine in two days."

Kang Ruxin's mother smiled embarrassingly, sat back to the original place, and said, "You should pay attention to your health and safety when you are outside alone, do you hear me?"

Shen Yue smiled and said, "Don't you think I'm fine?"

Kang Ruxin's mother suddenly laughed, and said, "You really are, why are you wearing so much? Take off the police uniform."

Shen Yue smiled, took off the police uniform and put it aside.Kang Ruxin's mother got up and came to him, ready to take off his tie.Shen Yue was secretly anxious, and immediately turned around and said to Kang Ruxin: "Daughter, I'll talk to your mother for a while, you go out for a while."

In fact, Shen Yue didn't know that just now, Kang Ruxin had been completely immersed in the family atmosphere many years ago, especially the real warmth in Shen Yue's eyes, which almost made her really think that she was back in the past.At this moment, when she suddenly heard Shen Yue talking to herself, she realized what she should do.She smiled brightly at Shen Yue and her mother, and said, "Dad, Mom, I'm going out."

After reaching the outside of the ward, Kang Ruxin was able to wake up from the scene just now.Not knowing why, she suddenly felt an inexplicable fear: If the person who was with me just now was really my father, then where did Shen Yue go?She was suddenly shocked, and suddenly felt that her own thoughts were really terrible, and hurriedly said to herself in her heart: "He is Shen Yue, and he is my husband."

At this moment, she heard Shen Yue say inside: "I have a cold, I'd better put on a coat to feel more comfortable."

The mother smiled and said: "Look at my memory, you just said that you have a cold, why do I have to ask you to take off your clothes?"

Shen Yue went over to sit beside her, held her hand, and said, "I want to tell you something."

She said, "Yeah."

Shen Yue said in a heavy voice: "Xiao Gao died."

Kang Ruxin knew that the Xiao Gao mentioned by Shen Yue was killed by gangsters in the second year after his father died.Only then did she realize that Shen Yue had already done a lot of homework for what happened today.

Kang Ruxin's mother asked in surprise, "You mean Gao Xiaoyong?"

Shen Yue nodded, and continued with a heavy voice: "He has only been married for less than a year, and his wife has just conceived a child. I went to his house today, and I was in a bad mood. But what I didn't expect Yes, Xiao Gao's wife came to comfort me and said, 'Captain Kang, since I decided to marry him, I am ready to face this day, who made me fall in love with him?'"

Kang Ruxin's mother shed tears and sobbed, "It's so pitiful..."

Shen Yue continued: "Later, Long Huamin asked me this way when I came out of Xiaogao's house. He said, 'Captain Kang, in fact, I have long been prepared to face that day, including my wife. What about you?'"

Kang Ruxin's mother hurriedly asked, "How did you answer?"

Shen Yue said: "I said, I have been ready since the day I joined the army. Later, after I transferred to the criminal police force, I understood the cruelty of our job. Later, Long Huamin asked me again, 'Where is my sister-in-law? She has such thoughts. Are you ready?" At this point, Shen Yue asked her softly, "Are you ready?"

Kang Ruxin's mother suddenly became excited and said loudly: "I'm not ready, you must always think of me and our children!"

Shen Yue asked in a deep voice: "Unless I am asked to resign immediately, in that case it is better to let me die now! Tell me why my comrades-in-arms and their wives can bear the worst result, And you can't? Why?"

Kang Ruxin's mother cried and said: "I don't know, I'm afraid that something like that will really happen. You have to promise me that you must pay attention to safety and live well. Did you hear that?!"

Shen Yue hugged her gently, and said warmly: "I know you are afraid, and I will always pay attention to safety. But no one can guarantee that I will never have that day. Recently, I have been thinking that when we come to this In the world, one day we will die, just like our parents, there is no immortal person in this world. Do you think so?"

Kang Ruxin's mother was still crying and did not answer his words.

Shen Yue continued to speak warmly to her: "I didn't want to talk about such things to you, but Xiao Gao's sacrifice and what Long Huamin asked me today made me realize that if I don't talk to you about this matter today, I will be hurt. You. I know your feelings for me, and you can feel my love for you and my children, so I have to think, if one day I am really 'honored', what will happen to you and our children ? This is actually a problem that every criminal policeman may face."

Kang Ruxin's mother cried and said, "I..."

Shen Yue sighed, grabbed her shoulders with both hands, looked at her, and said seriously: "Look at me, tell me, if there is a day, you must live well, for me, for our You must be strong, child. You must promise me, okay?"

Kang Ruxin's mother cried and said: "I can't promise you, I don't want to have that day... Woohoo!"

Shen Yue let go of her, stood up, sighed again, and said: "If you are always like this, if I really have that day, I, I will die with regret. You, since you can't accept it With such a possibility, why did you marry me, a soldier?"

Having said that, he coughed.This is sending a signal to Kang Ruxin outside the door.But at this time, Kang Ruxin was already in tears, and even for a moment she forgot the secret sign that Shen Yue had agreed with him.Shen Yue waited for a few seconds, and coughed a few more times. Only then did Kang Ruxin react, and hurriedly took out the phone.

Shen Yue's cell phone rang, and he answered it and said, "Got it, I'll take someone there right away." After hanging up the phone, he looked at Kang Ruxin's mother and said, "There's another mission. Maybe this time I I really can't come back. You must be strong, and you must accompany our child to grow up, marry and have children with her. I am sorry for you in this life, and you must not blame me..."

Only then did Kang Ruxin's mother come to her senses, rushed over and hugged him tightly, crying and said, "I promise you, I promise you! You also promise me that you must come back well. Okay?"

Shen Yue finally breathed a sigh of relief, stroked her hair lightly, and said softly: "I'm relieved if you do this, I'm relieved..."

Shen Yue broke free from her vigorously, turned and walked towards the door, only to see Kang Ruxin was crying tears outside.Shen Yue grabbed her waist and said in a low voice, "Go in."

Completion of this step means that the program is basically a success.About Kang Ruxin's mother's illness, Shen Yue thought for a long time, and then he finally figured out the key point: Kang Ruxin's mother's love and dependence on her husband were certainly an important factor that caused her mental breakdown, but the more important Or because she has never thought about the worst possibility that may appear at any time in her life.And Kang Ruxin's father left so suddenly, because of love and intolerance, he had never really talked to his wife about the dangers of his work before.Shen Yue's method is actually very simple, he just taught his wife this lesson for a hero who has already sacrificed.

Shen Yue hurried towards the other end of the corridor, and Kang Ruxin and her mother's heart-piercing cries came from behind.

"Is that all right?" Kang Ruxin asked Shen Yue.

Shen Yue shook his head and said: "No, we'll come back tomorrow. First, we have to hypnotize her, and then try to restore her memory. You can stay here with her today, and try not to talk about your father again. This step is also very important , you have to let your mother know that besides your father, you are equally important to her."

According to Shen Yue's original plan, he planned to have the director of the Provincial Public Security Bureau go to the mental hospital in person the next day and tell Kang Ruxin's mother the news of her husband's death in person, but this plan was given up after he thought twice. .It is too cruel for Kang Ruxin's mother to reproduce the scene of that year, and it is not conducive to her recovery in terms of time, after all, so many years have passed since that incident.

Therefore, Shen Yue finally chose to restore her memory directly through hypnosis.Although this method is a bit risky, it is worth a try. Even if it fails, it can seal up her memory again.

Shen Yue untied his tie and was about to take off the plastic mask on his face, but Kang Ruxin grabbed his hand and said, "Let me take another look."

Shen Yue nodded and stood there with a slight smile, looking at her.Kang Ruxin stretched out her hands to caress his face, and called softly, "Dad..."

At this moment, Shen Yue's tears couldn't help falling down.

In the afternoon of the next day, Shen Yue came to the mental hospital again, as a teacher of Kang Ruxin.During a short conversation with Kang Ruxin's mother, Shen Yue quickly put her into a hypnotic state with suggestive language.

At this moment, Shen Yue couldn't help becoming a little nervous.After taking a few deep breaths, he began to help Kang Ruxin's mother recover her memory...

Her body trembled suddenly under hypnosis, and Shen Yue knew that it was the strong stimulation caused by her past memories.Shen Yue said to her in a deep voice: "You promised me, you will be strong, and you will grow up with our child, marry and have children with her. You promised me, you promised me of……"

Finally, her trembling body slowly calmed down.Shen Yue whispered in her ear: "Thank you. I'm fine here."

Kang Ruxin has been watching her mother from the side.Just now, she was so nervous that she almost cried out, but when she saw her mother finally calmed down and heard Shen Yue let out a long sigh of relief, she finally couldn't help crying with joy.

After a while, Shen Yue gently woke up Kang Ruxin's mother.After waking up, she looked around, eyes full of confusion, and asked, "Where am I?"

Kang Ruxin hugged her tightly and cried, "Mom, you finally woke up..."

"You are Ru Xin? I seem to have had a long, long dream... Ru Xin, you have grown so big? Your father..." At this moment, she suddenly remembered everything, and cried loudly, "If you Xin, you don't have a father anymore..."

(End of this chapter)