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Chapter 234 Backflow (1)
Shen Yue was very puzzled: I was sleeping in my apartment in the United States, but I also dreamed that my daughter was running towards me happily, so why did I arrive in Singapore when I woke up?
Mr. Wilson explained that this was because he fell downstairs in the institute and caused a concussion, which caused the fragmentary memory to disappear.The instructor also said that this time he brought Shen Yue here to visit Professor Gold who was attending an academic seminar in Singapore, and only then did Shen Yue understand the cause and effect.

Although Shen Yue still faintly felt that something was very strange, and the instructor kept rubbing his nose when he told him about it, which made people feel weird.But he is more willing to trust his mentor, and Shen Yue is not a person who is used to entangled in the details of life.

Shen Yue felt that his life was a failure.His marriage has broken down and he lost custody of his daughter, all of which has made his life extremely chaotic lately.The instructor said that he once fell outside the institute, and that may have been caused by his momentary trance.

Every Sunday is when he is in the best mood, because he can be with his daughter that day.

Under the recommendation of his tutor, Shen Yue met with Professor Gold.After Shen Yue asked Gold a few questions about hypnotism, Gold was taken aback. He didn't expect that Shen Yue's research on hypnotism had reached such a profound level.In fact, even Shen Yue himself suddenly felt a little strange: When did I understand these things?Is it because my knowledge accumulation has reached a certain level and a qualitative leap has taken place?
Kang Ruxin displayed unbelievable calmness and strength.When Long Huamin informed her of the news, she just sighed softly and said, "Shen Yue had already anticipated that such a thing might happen before he left the country."

Long Huamin asked: "Then, did Shen Yue tell you the hypnosis and wake-up passwords he set for himself?"

Kang Ruxin nodded and said: "He told me the wake-up password, and specifically told me to remember it, not to miss a single word."

Long Huamin breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I hope you can wake him up."

Kang Ruxin said quietly: "Even if I can't wake him up, I will always wait for him to wake up. He told me that no matter what happens, he must give him a chance to fall in love with me again. Opportunity."

At this moment, Long Huamin's eyes became moist.

Kang Ruxin had no choice but to tell Shen Yue's mother the news. After hearing this, the mother only said: "He is my son, just treat him as he was a year ago, and just returned to China. As long as he comes back, it will be fine." .”

However, the mother still shed tears.

Kang Ruxin said: "I have to clean his room, and I have to move out tomorrow. We have to prepare for the worst."

The mother looked at her and asked, "You won't leave him because of that, will you?"

Kang Ruxin hugged her mother, and said with tears: "I will never leave him for the rest of my life. As you said, just treat him as just coming back, and we have to start all over again."

Everyone around Shen Yue was prepared to accept the worst outcome, because whether it was Wilson or Gold, they could all feel from the arrogance shown by Taro Asaoka that it might not be so easy to wake up Shen Yue .

Singapore, in a hotel room.Wilson said to Shen Yue: "I want to have a good talk with you."

Shen Yue felt very strange and asked, "Teacher, what happened?"

There was a trace of compassion in Wilson's eyes, and he said to Shen Yue: "Shen, you are the most talented student among all my students. I have no doubt that your future achievements will surpass mine. But you also have the most deadly student. The weakness in your heart is the weakness in your heart. I know that this weakness in your heart comes from the failure of your marriage. In fact, I am also like you, but I can finally face it because I am the weakest in myself I would keep telling myself: Wilson, you still have a lot to do, this society needs you, psychology needs you! Shen, please tell me, can you be as strong as me?"

Shen Yue looked at his mentor suspiciously, he already felt that something terrible must have happened to him.He asked: "Teacher, please tell me, what happened?"

Wilson looked at him and asked, “Shen, do you believe me?”

Shen Yue replied without hesitation: "Of course. The teacher is the person I trust and admire the most."

Wilson nodded and said, "Shen, you once asked me why you can't remember how you came to this place at all, can you? I can tell you now, it's because you were hypnotized."

In fact, Shen Yue had already faintly felt that something was wrong. Now that Wilson told him this, he was not very surprised, and asked, "Then, who exactly hypnotized me? Why did he hypnotize me?"

Wilson didn't answer his question right away, but put the report about Shen Yue that just came from China in front of him, and then said: "You should read these first. Shen, you are also a psychologist. , should be able to accept the reality that a person forgets everything after being hypnotized."

No one can know how Shen Yue feels at this moment: the reports about himself in front of him are like unreal stories, but they seem to be telling a part of his real life.Although such a feeling is wonderful, the deeper emotion it brings to people is fear.But Shen Yue studies psychology, so he can bear it.Of course, more importantly, Wilson told him about this.

Wilson has been observing Shen Yue's expression, and saw that the expression on his face changed from surprise to bewilderment, then horror and fear flashed across his face, and finally slowly turned into calmness.Wilson secretly breathed a sigh of relief and said, "You returned to China a year ago..."

Next, Wilson told Shen Yue in detail what he had done in the past year or so after returning to China, and then told him the reason for his coming to Singapore this time and the process of being hypnotized by Asaoka Taro.

This is to supplement memory. Some people can use this method to fill in memory when part of their memory is missing. Individuals can therefore integrate the memory supplemented by others into their own real memory.However, this method had no effect on Shen Yue at all. He said to Wilson: "Teacher, I believe what you said is true, but there is one problem I don't understand: why did I suddenly Thinking of going back to China for development?"

This is the problem that Wilson is most worried about but has to face.Before the conversation just now, he said so many words to Shen Yue, and his purpose was to pave the way for the moment when Shen Yue raised this question.

But Wilson believes that Shen Yue can firmly accept the reality that has already happened.This is also the root cause of his firm opposition to Gold's suggestion.Wilson told him: "You had a very serious incident at the time, so you chose to run away. Yes, you chose to run away. But you returned to China and soon had your own business, and you also met you. Your current wife. Your current wife is very beautiful, her name is Kang Ruxin, and you are planning to hold a wedding soon."

Shen Yue didn't speak, he felt that what Wilson told him seemed to be the experience of a person he didn't know.But Shen Yue knew in his heart that the instructor was laying the groundwork.Maybe the thing I encountered was really terrible, so I needed to make so many foreshadowings. Of course, there was only one purpose, and that was to hope that he could face it with strength after learning the truth.

Sure enough, Wilson then began to say: "About a year ago, when you were still working in my psychological research center, one afternoon, you found a suspicious person on the subway with a strong explosive on him, ready to A terrorist attack on the subway. You notified the police in time, but unfortunately, the suspicious person escaped in the end. A few days later, your ex-wife’s residence was attacked, and both her and your daughter suffered misfortune... I'm sorry this was cruel, but I had to tell you all this."

At this moment, Shen Yue's mind went blank.In many cases, it is easier to accept those terrible things for real. The most frightening thing is that what you thought was unreal has become a fact. The fear brought about by this situation is even more unbearable.Shen Yue's whole body was trembling, his eyes were dull, and he murmured, "How could this be? How could this be..."

Wilson patted him on the shoulder, sighed, and turned to leave the room.Wilson knew that what Shen Yue needed most now was the space to be alone and the time to accept.

After about three hours, Shen Yue knocked on the door of Wilson's room, and he said to the instructor: "I think, I must have been fully prepared before coming here, I must have chosen to come here Right question. Now, I want to go back."

Wilson was very happy and asked: "After you go back, those people you used to be very familiar with, including your current wife, will become very strange to you. Can you really accept this reality?"

Shen Yue nodded and said: "I think, I should be in a worse situation a year ago than I am now?"

Wilson was even more happy, and said: "Great. Shen, you have to have full confidence in yourself. Asaoka Taro's hypnotic techniques are powerful, but I believe you will be able to break through the shackles he created for you. I believe You can do it."

At this time, Shen Yue suddenly asked Wilson such a question: "Teacher, I can't just let it go for Asaoka Taro. Do you think so?"

Wilson looked at him and said slowly: "If you want to deal with him, you have to be stronger than him. Do you understand?"

Shen Yue nodded.At this moment, Wilson saw anger and determination on Shen Yue's face.

When Shen Yue walked out of the exit, Kang Ruxin just kept looking at him.She tried to raise her hand and call his name, but she couldn't do that.She knew that she still held the last sliver of luck in her heart, hoping that Shen Yue would recognize her.

But she was disappointed, Shen Yue's eyes just swept away from her, and then turned elsewhere.At this moment, her tears rolled down all of a sudden.Long Huamin next to her patted her lightly, and said, "It's okay, everything will pass. Don't forget, his wake-up code is with you."

Long Huamin walked directly in front of Shen Yue, smiled and said to him: "Maybe you don't remember me anymore, my name is Long Huamin, the captain of the Criminal Police Corps of the Provincial Public Security Bureau." Then, he handed the police officer's card to Shen Yue .

Shen Yue looked at his ID carefully, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry."

Long Huamin looked at Kang Ruxin, and said to Shen Yue: "She is your wife. You two have just obtained your marriage certificate and are preparing for the wedding. His name is Kang Ruxin."

Kang Ruxin's tears rolled down again, and she choked up and shouted: "Shen Yue..."

Shen Yue looked at the strange and beautiful woman in front of him, and he couldn't connect the concept that she was his wife with reality.But he believes that all this is true, but he doesn't remember it at all.He was a little overwhelmed and explained: "I, I'm sorry, I really can't remember anything."

At this time, Kang Ruxin suddenly grabbed him and ran towards the cafe.Shen Yue struggled instinctively, but heard Kang Ruxin who was pulling her and said: "Before you went to Singapore, we had coffee together there, and you said a lot to me. I want to go there with you again , Tell you everything you told me that day."

It was his professional instinct that made Shen Yue believe Kang Ruxin's words, and he followed.

In the same place where they sat last time, Kang Ruxin ordered the same two cups of coffee.She no longer shed tears, and took out a red certificate-like thing from her satchel, handed it to Shen Yue, and said to him softly: "Shen Yue, I know you don't remember me. You said to me here that day, if You have been hypnotized, let me tell you the wake-up password you set for yourself. You first look at our marriage certificate, please believe that I am your wife, if you believe it, I will tell you That wake code."

Shen Yue took the marriage certificate, opened it, and saw the wedding photo at first sight. In the photo, he and Kang Ruxin were both smiling happily.No one can really understand the complex feelings in Shen Yue's heart at this moment, and such feelings can no longer be simply described by fear, perhaps the word "pain" is more appropriate.Yes, it is pain.She was obviously his beloved, she was sitting in front of him, but to Shen Yue now, she was a complete stranger.This is not an illusion that seems to be a world away, but a fear that is enough to make a person start to doubt everything.Even though Shen Yue was a psychologist, at this moment his heart couldn't help shaking.He returned the marriage certificate to Kang Ruxin and said, "I don't want to sit here any longer. I want to go home and see my mother."

Yes, Shen Yue only believes in one person now, and that is his mother.

Kang Ruxin didn't expect such a result, but she always remembered the words Shen Yue said to herself that day, which made her become stronger again in an instant.She suppressed her tears, nodded to Shen Yue, and said softly, "Okay, I'll take you home."

Long Huamin saw Kang Ruxin and Shen Yue coming out of the cafe together, and saw Kang Ruxin slightly shaking his head towards him, his mood suddenly sank.

Just at the exit of the airport hall, a police car was flashing its lights.This was specially arranged by Long Huamin in order to make Shen Yue believe that he had indeed experienced those things.Long Huamin opened the car door for Shen Yue himself, but Shen Yue sat directly on the co-pilot's seat.Long Huamin looked at Kang Ruxin, who was full of sorrow, and said to her, "Get in the car."

The police car quickly entered the airport expressway, and Shen Yue suddenly said: "Officer Long, please tell me about the first case I assisted you after returning to China."

Long Huamin said: "Okay. You have been in a bad mood when you just returned to China. Apart from being with your mother every day, you hardly interact with anyone else. The first case you assisted us in investigating happened near your mother's house." , if the person who was kidnapped wasn't your cousin Chen Lele, maybe you wouldn't show up at all..."

Shen Yue had been listening quietly, trying to pull this experience out of his own consciousness, but found that it was impossible, as if Long Huamin was telling a story about someone else.However, Shen Yue did not doubt the authenticity of this matter, because there are not many people in this world who really understand micro-expressions.

"What about the second case?" Shen Yue asked after Long Huamin finished talking about Lin Guangxia's case.

Long Huamin said: "The second case is the car accident case of Kan Sitong, the richest man in our province. That is also the first case that Kang Ruxin and you handled together. Ruxin, tell me, I have to drive with peace of mind."

Kang Ruxin was suffering in her heart, when she suddenly heard Long Huamin ask her to describe the investigation process of this case, she didn't know where to start: "I..."

Long Huamin said: "Tell me about the car accident first."

Kang Ruxin forced herself to calm down and began to tell the whole story of Kan Sitong's car accident.Shen Yue still listened quietly, thinking to himself: This is indeed my idea.

At this time, Long Huamin had already driven the car outside Shen Yue's house. After getting off the car, Shen Yue looked at the familiar factory family area in front of him, and his heart suddenly became excited. He really felt that he hadn't been back for several years.

Kang Ruxin stood beside him and asked softly, "I'll accompany you home, okay?"

Shen Yue didn't dare to look at her, he was conflicted in his heart.At this time, he heard Kang Ruxin say another sentence: "I came from hell, I want to go to heaven, passing through the world."

Shen Yue turned around in astonishment, looked at her, and asked, "What did you just say?"

(End of this chapter)