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Chapter 82 Lei Family Father and Son (2)
Shen Yue didn't call Kang Ruxin to go with him.From a psychological point of view, the father-son relationship is ultimately the relationship between men and men, and what maintains this relationship is a concept called "attachment".Whether a person follows in his father's footsteps or not, attachment to his father affects his life in various ways.It can be a person's greatest weakness at work, or it can be a person's main strength.Whether women, men, middle-aged or young adults, no one can escape the influence of attachment to the father.Attachment to a father can be a helping hand or a crippling one, depending on whether you understand it, appreciate it, or ignore it.

In the final analysis, the father-son feud means that a person gets rid of his attachment to his father, and even shows disgust and confrontation.

Therefore, Shen Yue felt that it was inappropriate for Kang Ruxin to go with her.Visiting Lei Meng's father was an exchange between two men, persuasion and matchmaking based on understanding each other, and the existence of Kang Ruxin might affect the effect of this visit.

Lei Meng's parents have already moved, and now they live in a high-end residential area with a house of nearly [-] square meters.Shen Yue knocked on the door, and it was Lei Meng's father who came to open the door.Shen Yue directly introduced himself: "Hi, my name is Shen Yue, and I was entrusted by your granddaughter to visit you."

The old man in front of him has a square face. He is over 70 years old. His hair is short and still black, with the roots standing upright. The same is true for the beard on his face, which shows that his black hair is natural.This is a man with a rough personality and a simple way of doing things.From this first glance, Shen Yue basically affirmed his previous speculation.

The old man looked very surprised, looked at Shen Yue several times and said, "Did you find the wrong person?"

Shen Yue smiled slightly and said, "Is your name Lei Hongyu? Maybe you don't know that you have a granddaughter named Song Zhenzhen. Do you remember the girl named Song Mei many years ago? Song Zhenzhen is her daughter."

Shen Yue deliberately didn't say the name of the old man's son directly. That name is the most sensitive thing in the old man's heart, so it's best to avoid mentioning it first, but to impress him with sudden and unexpected affection.In this way, at least the old man in front of him will not immediately shut him out.

Of course, the premise for Shen Yue to choose this method is that the old man in front of him still remembers the girl named Song Mei many years ago.Of course he would remember that when Song Mei's father came to her, it resulted in a breakup between the Lei family and his son, which directly affected the lives of the Lei family and his son.

The old man was even more surprised, and stammered: "She, she is..."

Shen Yue smiled slightly at the old man and said, "Can I go in and talk?"

The old man didn't say "please", but turned his body blocking the door to one side.After Shen Yue went in, he looked around the whole living room, then looked up at the direction above the stairs, and said with admiration: "This house is really nice."

The muscles on the old man's face trembled, and he said, "Please sit down."

Shen Yue sat down and asked, "Where is your wife? Is she not at home?"

The old man replied, "I went to the temple. As I get older, I become more and more superstitious. I don't listen to anything."

Shen Yue smiled and said: "Sometimes superstition is not a bad thing. One must have a place to rest one's spirit in one's life, right? I think if she knows that Song Zhenzhen is your granddaughter, she might be very happy."

The old man looked at him with an expression of excitement on his face: "Is she really our granddaughter?"

Shen Yue nodded and said: "I just went to Zhuhai. Song Zhenzhen is now the head of the personnel department of a joint venture in Zhuhai. I have also been to Macau. Old man, to be honest, I am here today to reunite your family He came here. Lei Meng and Song Zhenzhen have already met, and he wants to take this daughter home."

When the old man heard the name "Lei Meng", he immediately flew into a rage: "You bastard!"

Shen Yue looked at him and said with a smile: "Nizi is also a son. Although you severed the father-son relationship with him in a fit of anger, the family relationship cannot be severed with a single sentence, can it? Even if he arrives Macau changed his name, but he did not change his surname. When you learned that he was in Macau, didn’t you go to him directly? Old man, after so many years, you have punished him enough, he He also paid a heavy price for this. If he didn’t have you as a father in his heart, he would bear it again and again? He paid for your house, right? Think about it, he is already in his 50s. How many 50-year-olds are there in a lifetime? Forgive him, he has already repented."

At this time, the old man was already in tears, and the empty room was filled with cries that the old man tried his best to suppress.Shen Yue was almost infected by the sadness that filled the air.At this time, he seemed to fully understand the inner pain behind the old man's excessive behavior.He continued: "I understand your hatred for him, and even understand your punishment of him. At that time, he did not listen to your dissuasion many times, and he had to go that way. Let your leaders and those who know you Everyone is afraid of you, avoids you, and even affects your career. He refused to meet you during those years in prison, and went directly to Macau after he was released from prison. He has no contact with his family since then. You were very hurt. But now he thinks it through and regrets it. He is like this. He discards it when he doesn’t need it, and wants to get it again when he feels the need. He can do whatever he wants. How can there be such a reason in this world? "

Obviously, Shen Yue's words reached the old man's heart, and the old man finally stopped crying and said, "Isn't that so?"

Shen Yue nodded, and said: "That's true. You can't punish a rebellious son like this too much. But do you know that he was already preparing for the prodigal son to turn back, and you severed the father-son relationship with him? It was very touching. When his teacher persuaded him, he already had the idea of ​​repentance, but he hadn't found a new way out at that time. But that night, the accident happened. Although the accident was caused by cause and effect, but But it is also his irreversible fate. When he was in prison, he refused to meet with you. In addition to feeling sorry for you and disappointing you, there should be reasons for hating you. Think about it, when he graduated from high school At that time, if you could find him a decent job, would he go that way? Of course, he was wrong to think that way, because he ignored your ability at that time. But he was still so young at that time, He is your son, and you are his only support in his heart. Since he found that he could not rely on you, he had to find his own way out. After he was released from prison, he went directly to Macau, so what? Not to prove yourself to you? However, when you finally appeared in front of him, he didn't get the appreciation and forgiveness he most hoped for, but what he waited for was your punishment for him time and time again. You used your affection , Use your own fate as a bet to punish him again and again, he accepts and compromises, but you push him out of this family, pushing him further and further away. Every time you punish him, his heart atones Once, but the family relationship became more and more indifferent. Now, it is your granddaughter who let him regain the family relationship, give him a chance, he is still your good son."

The old man started to cry again, shaking his head at the same time, and said in a mournful voice: "I tried to convince myself more than once, but I couldn't. Every time I saw him in Macau, I had nothing but hatred for him. My whole life has been ruined by him, I can't forgive him, I can't..."

Shen Yue can still understand that the house in front of him can completely explain another character and mentality of the old man.Shen Yue stood up, looked around the beautiful living room in front of him again, and said: "Actually, you don't need to live in such a large and expensive house, you just want to use this house to tell those who know you that you You are not a failure in this life. You are too strong in this life, so strong that you will not tolerate your own son. In fact, you don’t realize that what you really want to tell people in your heart is that you have a good son who is his son. The money you earn allows you to live such a rich life. On this point, maybe your wife sees and thinks more clearly than you. When she goes to worship Buddha, she is not becoming more and more superstitious, she is begging Buddha to let you The son can go home as soon as possible, even for..." At this point, he glanced at the old man in front of him, wondering whether he should say the following words, "Your wife must be with you for the sake of your son. Had more than one quarrel, didn't you?"

The old man didn't answer, but Shen Yue had already seen the answer from his face.He said: "You are too stubborn, because what you can't get over is the hurdle in your heart. Your wife has been with you for a lifetime, and she is the person who understands you best. Perhaps, she didn't go to the temple entirely for Your son is more because of your inner demons. Old man, I think you should also go to worship Buddha with your wife, maybe the Buddha can let you get out of the hurdle in your heart. "

After finishing speaking, Shen Yue sighed, and then said: "I have to call your granddaughter and say 'I'm sorry' to her. Old man, sorry to bother you."

As soon as he reached the door, the old man stopped him: "Is she really my granddaughter? The daughter of Song Mei and Lu Wenhua?"

At this moment, Shen Yue's heart suddenly moved, and he asked immediately: "Do you know Lu Wenhua? Actually, you have been paying attention to Song Mei's later marriage?"

The old man did not answer his question, but said to himself: "I always suspected that the child belonged to Lei Meng. I asked Song Mei, but Song Mei scolded me. He is not a good person, he will kill off his children and grandchildren."

Shen Yue looked at him and asked, "So, you hate Lei Meng even more because of this?"

But the old man shook his head and said: "My son has done too many bad things, how could I not know? Even though Song Mei scolded so badly at that time, I could only endure it. I think that child is really a bit like Lei Meng. I kept apologizing to Song Mei and saying good things, but Song Mei said to me, "The child is not Lei Meng's, but Shan Yong's." Of course I didn't believe it. Since then, I have often secretly visited that child. Later, I found that she looked less and less like Lei Meng, so I stopped thinking."

Shen Yue couldn't think of such a situation, so he hurriedly asked: "Have you never asked Shan Yong?"

The old man replied: "Of course I asked. Shan Yong said, 'I am Lei Meng's buddy, how could I do such a thing?' I think so, although Shan Yong is a gangster, but people like him are often very loyal. Later that child grew up, and Lu Wenhua treated her very well. I thought to myself that if it was really Lei Meng's fault, I would not be able to destroy Song Mei's current family. Since then, I have never asked about this matter again. "

Shen Yue asked again: "Did you ask Lei Meng about this when you went to Macau?"

The old man suddenly said angrily: "Why did I ask him? I went to Macau to lose money, in front of his face. After I lost the money, I told him, 'The money is public funds, you can figure it out'. What did he say? He didn't say anything, just went to get some chips to me, and said, 'you can lose as long as you are happy'. He said 'you' to me! The more he does this, the angrier I get, and the more I can't forgive him. I just lost time and time again, and asked him to give me chips again and again, but he still didn't care at all. I... hey! Why do you say I'm doing this? Thinking about it now..."

The old man's face showed remorse, and Shen Yue sighed in his heart: The situation of this father and son is really rare, after all, it is a manifestation of abnormal psychology.The problem is that people with abnormal mentality often don't know it. For example, the father and son are torturing themselves by torturing each other. The attachment between father and son has turned into hatred.

Fortunately, the affection between their father and son still exists.If there is no family affection, the father will not torture his son like that; if there is no family affection, the son will not use that method to atone for his sins.Freud believed that it is an instinct for sons to challenge paternal authority.Although such a theory is one-sided, the tragedy between father and son has been staged since ancient times, and the rebellion of boys in their adolescence seems to verify this theory.Shen Yue didn't want to study such a subject, it was too heavy and would not yield clear results.And he is more willing to believe in the power of family affection. If he simply defines the relationship between father and son as an instinctive opposition, it is really difficult for him to accept and imagine, because human beings are not just animals.

Now, Shen Yue is most concerned about Lu Wenhua's case.At this time, he accidentally got a new piece of information from the conversation just now, and this new piece of information made his heart start to be contradictory and shaken: Is Song Zhenzhen really Shan Yong's child?From a psychological point of view, this is not impossible.You know, Lei Meng once hurt Song Mei's father.

Of course, Shen Yue would not speak out about his thoughts, he could already feel the looseness in the heart of the old man in front of him, he could not destroy the upcoming reunion of this family.

Shen Yue said goodbye to the old man.When the old man sent him to the door, he suddenly said: "Let him come back and take that child with him. I'm old, and I don't want to make trouble anymore."

After speaking, the old man began to cry again.Shen Yue nodded towards him, but suddenly there was a trace of worry in his heart: What if Song Zhenzhen is really Shan Yong's child?
When going downstairs, Shen Yue suddenly remembered the question he once asked Long Huamin: If your daughter was abandoned by a man all the time, causing her to suffer great harm, what would you do?Long Huamin's answer at that time was: I cut him alive!

At this moment, the worry in Shen Yue's heart suddenly turned into panic: Am I really going to investigate who Song Zhenzhen's biological father is?You know, she is now the key link for the reconciliation of Lei's father and son!
(End of this chapter)