don't come and hug me

Chapter 2 When she opened her eyes, she went back to seven years ago

1
When the sun was setting, the old city in the south of the city began to really become lively.

Just after six o'clock in the evening, Di Xiaolan was blocked at the entrance of the night market.

The leader is Duan Hong, a well-known gangster in this area.He looked at the girl in school uniform, ponytail, who looked like a good student in a standard high school, stretched out his hand and tugged at her collar, and sneered, "Di Xiaolan? I haven't seen you for a few days. You are a good student. Looks good, you called the police, right?"

Di Xiaolan lowered her eyes, and suddenly tightened her hands holding the handlebars of the bicycle.

After all, it should come.

In her previous life, Di Xiaolan was a well-known troubled girl in Beisong High School. Because she met a man named Duan Hong, she was tricked into borrowing thousands of usury dollars, and the interest rolled to [-] within a few days.However, the huge interest wheel is still rolling forward, rolling into an amount that she cannot repay at all.By the time she realized the seriousness, everything was out of her control.

She didn't dare to tell her parents, she hid in Tibet, and delayed again and again.

So far, the Di family has been burdened with high debts, and people come to press for debts all day long, and paint is splashed on the door of the house.

After two months of this kind of life, Di's father was so angry that he had high blood pressure and failed to rescue him. Di's mother was not in good health and could not survive the deep winter of the second year.

At this point, the Di family broke up.

Time flies, seven years have passed.

She struggles in the workplace, and her own brother Di Chenyu regards her as a sworn enemy.

She clearly remembers that on May 2018, 5, in the underground parking lot, she drove a Focus into Duan Hong.Through the windshield, she clearly saw the frightened face of the other party at that moment.

With a "bang", the flames shot up into the sky, and her world was completely plunged into darkness at that moment.

She thought maybe her own brain had also hit the steering wheel, and her memory of many things became blurred.

She forgot many reasons and consequences, forgot how she got rid of Duan Hong in the following years, and even more forgot why she met him again in the end, and it ended in this way.

She even forgot why she opened her eyes and returned to seven years ago.

In my memory, a voice said: "You mean Di Xiaolan? Whether she lives or dies doesn't make any sense to me at all..."

All the noisy sounds around her gradually subsided like the tide, only this cold voice without any ups and downs went straight to the bottom of her heart, like a heavy hammer, hitting her whole heart with dullness and pain.

It's just that when the consciousness wakes up again and searches for memories, there is nothing left.

This feeling of emptiness that nothing can grasp deepens her fear of the unknown.

But losing her parents and her life full of holes, some experiences are like tarsal maggots. Every night when she wakes up in a sweaty nightmare, she is afraid of repeating the same mistakes, and also afraid of starting from scratch. Dream.

It's 2011 now.

She was still Di Xiaolan in the "Secondary Two" period. She was taken back from her grandmother's house by Di's parents and mother when she was in her teens.

The source of all events has just sprouted, and nothing has happened yet.

At this moment, the girl's eyes were unusually calm.

Although she knew very well that the person in front of her would be completely reduced to a marginal figure of social crime in a few years, a person who had been poisoned to the core, but she still calmly pulled back her collar, glanced at him and said: "I reported it. Don't you know that lending usury is against the law?"

Duan Hong's face darkened: "I knew it was you!"

He stretched out his hand to pull Di Xiaolan's hair, but Di Xiaolan turned his head away.

Looking around, the stalls in the night market have been set up one after another, and the sound of shouts and horns is mixed.In the blink of an eye, Di Xiaolan grabbed the gap and stepped on the pedal of the bicycle, sliding forward.

"You still dare to run!" Duan Hong's exasperated voice came from behind.

At this time, 100 meters away from this place, someone wandered over from across the road.

The boy is tall and holds a coat in his hand.With slippers on, messy hair, he shuffled leisurely, looking like an otaku who has been sleeping at home all day.

If only his face wasn't so pretty.

He walked to the barbecue stall opposite, pulled out a stool and sat down casually.Zhu Yuhao on the opposite side gave him a bottle of drink, and said enviously, "They're both high school seniors, so your life is too casual."

Li Ze just came over with some baked food, pushed his glasses on the bridge of his nose and asked, "Qin Yang, how is your grandfather?"

"Same as usual." Shao Qinyang took a sip of his drink.

The big Buddha in front of him was born and bred in City B, and it was also a key seed dug by the head of Beisong High School himself.It is said that his parents are both trapeze people, and they are also the kind of social elite who stay away from home all the year round.He lived with his grandfather since he was a child, but the old man has been in poor health recently and wanted to go back to Lancheng to recuperate, so he took advantage of the opportunity to come here for his third year of high school.

"You just came from City B and got used to it for two days. There is no need to worry about the school affairs. Anyway, everything is almost arranged."

The reason why Li Ze knew him very well was because he lived in City B when he was a child, and he and Shao Qinyang had been classmates for several years, and they had always had a good relationship.

Zhu Yuhao, a familiar guy, doesn't care so much.

He said: "Actually, our Lancheng is also pretty good, there are a lot of delicious food, and the beauties are also..."

His words stopped abruptly, he looked not far away in shock, and then murmured: "Except...except for the fact that it was ranked No. 1 in the country's violent cities last year."

As soon as the voice fell, there was a "bang dang".

The two tables next door were knocked over, and then all the plates and beer bottles smashed to the ground.

There was a moment of silence all around.

A light blue bicycle fell at Shao Qinyang's feet, and the tires were still spinning rapidly.

Zhu Yuhao quickly patted Li Ze on the shoulder: "Hey, can you see if that girl is Di Xiaolan?"

Li Ze tilted his head for a second look, then nodded hesitantly.

"You know each other?" Shao Qinyang asked with a frown.

Not only did they know each other, but they were also classmates.

Di Xiaolan is known as "the first sister of Beisong", she is the kind of girl who sits in the last row in every school, who dares to cut her school uniform, dye her hair yellow, and drag people into and out of various Internet cafes and game halls. They all care about the most popular idols and cosmetics nowadays, and the rebellious female classmates who fight against teachers and parents everywhere.

It's just that since she took a day off last time, she has changed a lot, and everyone in the school is guessing what the reason is.

"Looking at the situation, isn't she getting into some trouble?" Zhu Yuhao said to himself.

At this time, the people behind caught up.

"You run again!"

Di Xiaolan was blocked in front of the barbecue booth, she looked at Duan Hong in front of her, and a cold anger and uneasiness slowly climbed up inch by inch along the tailbone.

She even started to think about the chances of hitting him on the head if she picked up the broken wine bottle on the ground now.

Just when she was in a daze, a hand suddenly stretched out from behind and grabbed her shoulders.

The boy exerted a little force on his hand, grabbed her and pulled her back.

It was only then that Di Xiaolan realized that there were still two boys in her class standing behind her, Zhu Yuhao and Li Ze, while the person who had just arrested her was very strange, and the eyes of the person opposite her were condensed and oppressed.

A boy who was following Duan Hong yelled, "Who are you? I advise you to mind your own business!"

"Your grandfather." Shao Qinyang smiled.

His attitude was too casual and fearless, Di Xiaolan immediately reached out and grabbed his arm.I also know that most of the people who are with Li Ze and Zhu Yuhao are students. Once a student with no social background gets into trouble with a social gangster like Duan Hong, a series of problems may arise later.

Looking into the boy's questioning eyes, Di Xiaolan said, "Don't worry about it, they..."

"Why did they trouble you?" Shao Qinyang interrupted her.

The palm on the arm was slightly cool, and the girl's eyes were dark, with a calmness that did not match her age.

In fact, in Di Xiaolan's habitual thinking, she is an adult in her 20s, and even more so, a person who has been in the workplace for many years and is used to solving everything and problems by herself.But seeing the boy's gaze, she still explained: "They lend usury and ask for debts through violent means. I called the police two days ago."

"You borrowed money?"

Di Xiaolan nodded: "I borrowed it, but I also paid it back."

It was still early days, and she only borrowed less than a few thousand.After discovering the nature of Duan Hong, she quickly repaid the principal.

But she didn't expect that Duan Hong would not let her go easily, and had been chasing her relentlessly on the grounds of illegal usury with huge interest.In that life, she has always compromised and backed down, but now she decisively chooses to call the police.Her previous self was absurd and ignorant enough that she couldn't make mistakes over and over again.

Shao Qinyang raised his eyebrows and said, "Understood, wait a minute." Then, he took out his mobile phone and made a call to the side.

Duan Hong and the others on the opposite side obviously became impatient: "Di Xiaolan, I don't care who these people you hooked up with are, if you don't clarify this matter today, no one will leave, understand?"

"Really, what should we do if we have to leave?" Shao Qinyang who came back answered this sentence.

He held the mobile phone in his hand, and his eyes were cold: "You caused a lot of trouble on Xitang Street. I heard that Officer Chen just wanted to talk to you again recently. Are you interested?"

Duan Hong was obviously stunned.

"How do you know..." Before Duan Hong could finish his harsh words, he received a phone call.He glanced at the phone, and it was answered quickly. Not knowing what the other party said, he glanced at Shao Qinyang several times.

After hanging up the phone, someone asked him what was going on.

Instead, he turned his gaze to Di Xiaolan, and finally said "you are lucky this time", and then hurriedly led the people away from the scene.

Things took a turn for the worse, much faster than Di Xiaolan expected.

A few minutes later, Li Ze explained: "Qin Yang's grandfather has a high status in City B, and several of his uncles belong to the public security bureau and the judiciary. A local ruffian like that just now can bully ordinary people."

She glanced not far away, and the boy was swiping his phone on the side of the road with his head down.

Zhu Yuhao next to him was still negotiating with the owner of the barbecue stall about compensation, while Li Ze stood beside her, also looked in Shao Qinyang's direction and said with a smile: "It's a surprise that he helped me today, I guess it's because I bumped into him and felt better. "

His buddy is not a nosy person in any way, he has a high dual quotient, and he has always acted in a low-key manner.But probably only those who are close to Shao Qinyang know that he is really not a good-tempered person, provided you don't offend him.

At this moment, Shao Qinyang happened to raise his head.

Di Xiaolan froze for a moment.

In the chaotic environment, dim lights were lit up one after another.For a moment, she suddenly felt that the person in front of her seemed familiar.

"Thank you for today's work." She said.

Shao Qinyang put the phone back into his trouser pocket, glanced at her and said, "No need."

2
Di's family lives at the end of West Second Street. The buildings in this area are all single-family, and the green environment is also good.

In the early years, Di's father worked in a research institute, and when he married Di's mother, he got a big set.There is an iron fence outside the house, and there is a small open space, which Di Ma turned into a flower garden when she was free.

When Di Xiaolan got home, she found that there were many people around the door.

The heart fell to the bottom in an instant, and the first reaction was that Duan Hong led someone to find her home.

She rushed home with her schoolbag in her hands, and when she got closer, she realized that the group of neighbors were all gossip about the new residents of the house next door, saying: the battle was quite big, and it had been several days, and many people were still moving. Stuff comes in and goes out.

Di Xiaolan breathed a sigh of relief.

In the past, until something happened at home, the house next door was empty.

When I was very bored before, Di Xiaolan followed a few people over the wall and entered it as a haunted house adventure.And now probably the owner has returned or has been bought.

The outer wall of the house next door is still covered by creepers, and the second floor has been converted into a wrap-around glass balcony, brightly lit, and occasionally people can be heard talking.

Many neighbors discovered Di Xiaolan.

"Isn't that the big girl from the Di family? Why doesn't she look the same as before?"

"It seems to say that I bumped my head because of a conflict between a boy and another female classmate at school a few days ago. Alas, it's also a crime. If I have such an uneasy daughter, I will have a big head."

"Who said it wasn't."

Di Xiaolan pretended not to hear, she still knew how bad she was before.A long time ago, my parents were busy with work and couldn't take care of the two children at once, so I entrusted Di Xiaolan to my grandparents.She had a sensitive attack during adolescence, thinking that her parents were partial to her and didn't love her, so when they took her home, she couldn't get back like a tree with a crooked neck.

The door of Di's house was opened at this moment.

Di's mother was wearing an apron and was holding a bag of garbage in her hand. Seeing Di Xiaolan, she asked in surprise, "Lanlan, what are you doing outside without entering the door when you come back?"

"Mom." Di Xiaolan called her.

At this time, Di's mother was still in her forties, well-maintained, gentle and intellectual, not the haggard look with white hair in Di Xiaolan's memory in the last half a year.

Di Xiaolan still remembers how she felt when she woke up a week ago and saw Di's mother and Di's father.

The way she hugged them and cried until they lost their voices frightened Di's parents and Di's mother. I heard that she was pushed on the basketball hoop and hit her because she was chasing a boy named Zhou Yue at school and had conflicts with other female students. After the head, Papa Di, who has never talked much, almost rushed to the school to find someone to reason with.

But she couldn't explain it. She was crying because she was so surprised and complicated because she lost it and found it again.

Enter the door.

"Where's Dad?" Di Xiaolan asked.

Di's mother closed the door and said, "Your father went out to buy supplements for you."

Just as he was talking, Papa Di entered the door.He was carrying a big bag of things in his hand, and when he entered the door, he handed it to Ma Di and said, "This is a traditional Chinese medicine I got from an old Chinese doctor. It is said that it can promote blood circulation and remove blood stasis to prevent headaches. I will boil it for Lanlan to drink later." gone."

"Dad." Di Xiaolan took the initiative to go to pick up the things in Di's father's hand.

Di's father has become a little beer belly in the past two years, and he looks very friendly.She couldn't even remember the reason why she always opposed him everywhere before, and she thought that he was simply the most unreasonable man in the world.

"My headache is gone, and I don't need to take medicine at all," she said.

"That's okay, you didn't hear the doctor say that you already had a mild concussion. You can't joke about this kind of injury, drink it first and see the effect."

Di Xiaolan stopped arguing and silently carried her things into the kitchen.

Di's father and Di's mother continued to discuss how to boil the medicine, and she blinked to suppress the moisture in her eyes.She still dreams about the last time she spent with her parents in her previous life. Papa Di passed away suddenly in the hospital, and Mama Di sat in the rented hut and became thinner. Every frame was enough to wake her up from the nightmare. Panting heavily, heart palpitations.

But the happiness in front of him is so real, so real that people can't help but want to cry.

After putting away her things, Di Xiaolan came out, and when she passed the bathroom, she happened to see Di Chenyu, who was back from school, lying in a cat's body, taking off his school uniform and trying to sneak it into the washing machine.

Di Xiaolan stepped forward and took the school uniform and smelled it, then opened her hand to him and said, "Take it out."

"What are you taking?" The boy's eyes dodged around.

"Cigarettes and lighters." She has been "in love and killing each other" with Di Chenyu for many years, and she knows this brother well. The body of a 13-year-old boy has begun to grow, his face is handsome, and his grades are excellent. Hiding in the school toilet and smoking a cigarette is already a big deal.At this time, the teenager has not gone through family upheaval, has not become a thug, is wounded all day long, and relies on force to eat.

I would not say to my sister: "Who cares about your money. Di Xiaolan, you killed my parents and ruined my peaceful life. You'd better never say sorry to me, because you don't deserve it at all. !"

Before anything happened to Di's family, Di Xiaolan was always out of sight and out of mind for this younger brother.

She didn't care much whether he got into fights or learned to smoke and drink.Until those years after the accident at home, watching the once high-spirited young man sinking day by day, watching his eyes gradually stained with worldly sophistication.

They were originally the only relatives in this world, but later they turned tit for tat and hurt each other with the sharpest words.

At this moment, the boy in front of him just muttered dissatisfiedly: "Di Xiaolan, you are a dog."

"Will you give it?"

"All right, here you are, here you are. Just mind your own business and just take care of yourself." He took out a cigarette case from his trouser pocket and put it in her hand.

When Di Xiaolan saw it, it was Zhongnanhai, which cost about ten yuan on the market.

Di Xiaolan said with satisfaction: "Forget it this time, if you smoke again, I'll tell my parents. Do you hear me?"

"Understood." He agreed impatiently.

Seeing his impatience, Di Xiaolan pinched his tender face.

Di Chenyu cursed, "There's something wrong."

Di Xiaolan laughed instead, and tried her best to avoid the tragedy from happening again.Because of her, my younger brother's life has completely changed.Now, more than anyone else, she hopes that his future life path will be open and straightforward, without going through too much, even if he will always look like a bad kid who doesn't grow up.

As everyone knows, the scene of her teaching Di Chenyu a lesson happened to fall into Di Ma's eyes.

Di's mother didn't show much happiness, but instead patted Di's father's arm worriedly and said, "Since she was injured, her daughter has been getting more and more wrong, don't you think?"

"What's wrong?" Papa Di asked.

"She has learned how to educate Xiaoyu, do you still think it's normal? She didn't quarrel and fight before. Look at how good she is in the past few days. Not only does she go to school well, but she also helps with housework."

"I think it's fine." Di's father comforted Di's mother, "You should be happy when she is sensible, right? You just worry too much."

Di's mother reluctantly nodded, then seemed to think of something, and suddenly asked: "I see that many people have been wandering outside the house next door these two days, do you know who moved here?"

Dad Di glanced at the opposite side along the window sill, and said in a low voice: "I don't know the details, but you can see that the people who came to the door these days are not ordinary people. I heard about the policy changes in City B recently. It's very big, just don't inquire about it. You also remind Lanlan, don't go crazy like before."

Di Ma gave him a white look: "You said just now that your daughter has changed."

"Slip of the tongue, slip of the tongue." Papa Di quickly clarified.

In fact, I really can’t blame Papa Di, the daughter grew up overnight, as parents, apart from being happy, they are still more worried about whether she has suffered some kind of grievance outside and encountered problems that cannot be solved.

3
After dinner, Di Xiaolan received a call from an unfamiliar number.

"Hello, hello."

"Di Xiaolan."

The moment the other party spoke, Di Xiaolan recognized it was Duan Hong.

Unexpectedly, he came to the door again so soon.

Maybe it was because her complexion was too ugly all of a sudden, Di Chenyu, who was sitting next to her and playing games, gave her a strange look: "Whose phone is it?"

Di Xiaolan forced a smile at him, patted his head and said, "A friend, I'll go out to pick him up."

As soon as she stood up, Di Chenyu grabbed the corner of her clothes. It was rare for a carefree boy to be sensitive. He said suspiciously: "Di Xiaolan, don't you cause something outside?"

"You think too much, I'll be back soon."

Di Xiaolan went out with her mobile phone and closed the door from the outside.

Duan Hong said again: "Di Xiaolan, don't think it's okay to have someone backing you up. I called to tell you that if you don't want your parents to know that you owed debts outside, just be honest. Do you listen to me?"

Di Xiaolan stood outside the iron gate of the yard, her right hand holding the phone was faintly white due to the force.

Fortunately, she has been in the workplace for many years, and she has already cultivated an appearance of not being surprised by everything, and asked: "What do you want to do?"

The other party sneered.

"It's unlucky for you to mess with me. I'm afraid it's too late to run away now. Anyway, I haven't received the money. It's been so many days. I don't want you to pay me back. Give me two thousand first. Anyway, I also know your address. , don't play tricks, do you hear me?"

Di Xiaolan rolled her eyes coldly, then sneered silently, and said, "Two thousand, yes."

After the other party finished speaking, he hung up the phone directly.

Di Xiaolan stood outside the door without moving for a long time. In fact, she knew from the beginning that the matter would not be resolved so easily. After all, the police have not yet caught evidence of Duan Hong's usury.

Looking at the warm home, she thought, she must keep all of this, no matter what the cost.

It was completely dark.

Di Xiaolan forgot how long she had been standing outside the door until many people came out of the house next door.

At the beginning were a few adult men walking side by side, all in suits and leather shoes, saying goodbye to each other while talking and laughing.

Di Xiaolan glanced casually and didn't pay much attention until she accidentally spotted the boy who was walking at the end.

It was Shao Qinyang.

The guy I just met a while ago.

She never thought that the new neighbor who attracted the attention of all parties these days was actually him.

Shao Qinyang was different from the first time we met, wearing a loose white sweater at home.Maybe it was because of taking a bath, the hair on his forehead drooped limply, and there was a pair of thin-frame glasses on the bridge of his nose. He looked more refined and restrained, and his temperament suddenly changed.

Standing among a group of adults, he looked like a well-mannered junior.Seeing one of the adults put his hand on his shoulder, Di Xiaolan said, "Qin Yang, Mr. Yuan is really lucky to have such an excellent grandson like you."

Another person followed up and said, "That's right, let your grandfather take good care of his health, and if you need anything, feel free to come to us. We have no other skills, and we can still speak a few words in the land of Lancheng."

Shao Qinyang smiled: "Thank you uncles, I will definitely convey it."

Di Xiaolan was in the dark ten meters away, watching him politely send the group of people away.

She had no intention of going up to say hello.

The other party helped her unconditionally, no matter what kind of person or background he was, she had no intention of finding out.What's more, her own troubles have not yet been resolved, and she doesn't want to cause extra problems.

Just as she was about to turn around and enter the house, footsteps came from behind her.

Shao Qinyang actually discovered her early in the morning.

There have been a lot of people visiting the house in the past two days. Although the family members intend to keep a low profile, they can't stand the people who are interested in coming to visit. City B has indeed been in turmoil recently. Apart from the mother's side, the Shao family has not been involved in politics. Fortunately, my grandfather stayed away from the center of the storm due to his health.

He has been fascinated by it since he was a child, so he naturally knows how much treachery there is in it.

He had already noticed the people downstairs when he was on the balcony upstairs.

"Di Xiaolan." Shao Qinyang spoke first.With his hands in his trouser pockets, he looked at Di Xiaolan with a little bit of inquiry in his eyes.

Di Xiaolan turned to look at him.

"Am I scary? Turn around and leave when you see me." He said.

As they got closer, the faint scent of the boy's body wafted to his nose.The scent is very familiar, thick but not pungent, which makes people can't help but relax.She had to wave and say hello: "Coincident."

"Unfortunately, it's been a long time since I saw you."

Di Xiaolan was stunned for a moment, thinking that she was mistaken for deliberately stalking and offending the other party.She pointed to the back and explained, "I live here."

The girl in front of her was wearing a pair of pajamas and pajamas, pink house slippers on her feet, her shoulder-length hair tied behind her head randomly, and her expression was serious.Shao Qinyang nodded and said, "I know."

Although he has just arrived, there seems to be fresh gossip circulating in this area all the time, and she happens to be in the center of the gossip.A girl who walks alone, no matter where she goes, there is always someone pointing behind her.Such a situation was originally rare, until today in the night market.

He clearly saw in those eyes, there was madness under forbearance and restraint, as well as obstinacy under complex intertwining.If you have to describe it, it should be like a hedgehog with sharp thorns all over its body, guarding important things.

He is not a person who believes too much in rumors, he prefers to believe what he sees.

She is used to seeing people of all colors, but she has never seen such a pair of eyes at this stage of her age.

There are too many secrets, and people can't help but want to explore.

The air in September is still hot even at night.

Di Xiaolan found that with the mentality of an adult, she couldn't figure out what the boy in front of her was thinking.Looking at the several big bumps on her arms that were bitten by mosquitoes in a short period of time, she lost her temper after being scratched.

Shao Qinyang noticed her movements, raised his eyebrows and asked, "You don't go back to your room at night, just to go outside to feed the mosquitoes?"

She said casually: "Look at the mosquitoes."

Shao Qinyang smiled and said, "Wait a minute."

Then, Di Xiaolan saw him walking to a car parked not far away, opening the door and not knowing what he was looking for.After a while, he approached, and Di Xiaolan saw that he was holding a bottle of Liushen toilet water in his hand.

Di Xiaolan dumbfounded: "It's the first time I see Liushen standing in the car, and there are mosquitos in your car?"

He unscrewed the lid, looked up at her and said, "The last time I went to the supermarket, the boss couldn't find any change and gave it to you. It happened to be cheap for you."

Di Xiaolan took it, poured a little on her palm, and applied it to the scratched area.Maybe it was because of scratching the broken skin, the potion brought a slight tingling sensation.

Di Xiaolan frowned.

She was not a person who believed in fate, because her previous life was too obscure, and the word "fate" caused too much pain until she came back here.Even life can be restarted, and it seems that it is not so strange to stand at the door of your house and apply toilet water at night with a person who has only met twice.

For a moment, the air was covered with a strong scent of toilet water.

Di Xiaolan returned the bottle to him after painting.

"Thank you. Then... I'll go first, good night."

"Wait, give me your phone."

Di Xiaolan gave him a suspicious look, then took out her mobile phone and placed it on his open palm.

When Di Xiaolan was still thinking about what he meant, he pressed the phone and said, "It seems that your troubles today are not so easy to solve. This is my number. Remember to call me if you have any problems."

"Why help me?" she asked.

As soon as the voice fell, the boy returned the mobile phone with the entered number to her, glanced at her and said, "Help people to the end, if there are more serious consequences because of my meddling, it will violate my original intention." Original intention."

Di Xiaolan reached out and took it slowly.She saw seriousness in the other party's eyes, and she didn't doubt him at all.

She said in a strange way: "Okay."

The moment she exited, she was stunned.During the time after she woke up, she held an unspeakable secret, and she didn't even reveal a word to her closest family members.She didn't really need any help from the person in front of her, but she was tense for too long, and Shao Qinyang's sudden appearance seemed to give her a chance to breathe at the end of the road.

4
It seemed to be raining lightly in the middle of the night, and the sun was showing its edge early in the morning, and the air was filled with the smell of mud.

As soon as Di Xiaolan walked into the gate of Beisong High School with her schoolbag in hand, she met several girls.

"Di Xiaolan, stop!"

The girl who called her was Tian Ruiqi, and it was Tian Ruiqi who pushed her into the basketball hoop and hurt her head.Tian Ruiqi and the former Di Xiaolan both fell in love with Zhou Yue from Liberal Arts (7) class. On the day of the basketball game, they had a big fight.

"Is there something wrong?" Di Xiaolan stopped and asked.

The expression on Tian Ruiqi's face was a little ugly, and she said: "I won't apologize to you even if the school asks you for what happened last time. What's more, Zhou Yue was on the court the day you fainted, and he ignored you, so I persuade you You should keep a low profile in the future, understand?"

This ruthless remark made Di Xiaolan a little funny.

Di Xiaolan, who used to be in the "Secondary Two" period, might have another fight with him after hearing this.

However, she was no longer that Di Xiaolan after all.

Even the boy named Zhou Yue has become blurred in his memory.The person who fell in love with him when he was young and desperately loved him has already become less important under the great hardship and pressure of life.Her world was turned upside down overnight, causing her to not even remember that she had ever loved someone so persistently.

"Di Er!"

"Deng dong dong" two girls came running.

Ding Xiaoyue and Yan Dan came to support her, both looked like they were facing a formidable enemy.

Di Xiaolan was moved but also a little funny.These two are her friends, they grew up together in the south of the city, and they are called "Beimong Sanmei". Because Di Xiaolan is the second in age, they usually call her "Di Er".

They used to go crazy and laugh together, standing behind her unconditionally forever.But then something happened to Di's family, and she went to City B again, and the contact with them came to an abrupt end.

Yan Dan cut her hair short, looked at Tian Ruiqi fiercely and said, "It's you again. Last time you hurt our Di Er and you haven't settled with you yet. What do you want to do?"

Ding Xiaoyue looks small, but her combat power is not weak. She curled her lips and said, "That's right, some people only know how to make trouble for others all day long, but I don't see that your Ban Zhou likes you more."

Tian Ruiqi blushed.

Looking at her good friend, Di Xiaolan thought to herself that these two people really deserved to be friends who followed the former Di Xiaolan to heaven and earth, and they could only bully others forever.

She tugged at their arms and said, "Okay, stop arguing, it's time for class."

As an adult in her 20s, Di Xiaolan couldn't really quarrel with a group of teenage girls.She pulled Ding Xiaoyue and Yan Dan towards the teaching building.

Ding Xiaoyue was still complaining: "Di Er, what's going on with you recently? Seeing Tian Ruiqi's provocative appearance, I can't wait to scratch her face."

Di Xiaolan laughed and said, "Oh, then you are really good."

Yan Dan also said: "It was quite irritating to talk about it last time. You fainted, and that Zhou Yue didn't even look at you. Why do you like this kind of man?"

Di Xiaolan secretly sighed.

They are now in the third year of high school. According to her current situation, it should not be so easy to spend this year in peace and stability.

They stepped into the classroom of Science (1) class of the third year of high school, and the bell just rang.

Class teacher Cheng Jia walked up to the podium with an English book, tapped on the blackboard and said, "Students, please be quiet. Today will take up 5 minutes of your morning reading class. I have two things to announce."

Di Xiaolan sat in the penultimate row, with Ding Xiaoyue at the same table, and Zhu Yuhao behind Ding Xiaoyue.

Everyone politely stopped what they were doing.

Cheng Jia is in her early thirties and teaches foreign languages.In Di Xiaolan's memory, in the third year of high school, Cheng Jia accompanied them to the college entrance examination with a big belly. If it wasn't for Cheng Jia, after the accident in Di's family, she probably wouldn't even get her high school diploma.

By deduction, Cheng Jia was pregnant at this time.

Di Xiaolan turned her head to look at Chengjia's feet, she was indeed wearing flat shoes.

Cheng Jia said: "The first thing is that you will soon have the first test at the beginning of school. This test is mainly to let you see clearly where you are in the grade. In the next year, there will be targeted to learn aggressively.”

Suddenly, the grade dean appeared at the door, followed by a boy.

The boy was still wearing his private clothes and carrying a shoulder bag, standing calmly at the door.

Cheng Jia said: "The second thing I want to tell you is that a new classmate has been transferred to our class, Shao Qinyang, everyone welcome!"

The class suddenly became lively.

Cheng Jia pointed to the seat behind Di Xiaolan in the last row and said, "Just sit there first, and go directly to the Academic Affairs Office to get the textbooks and school uniforms when the time comes."

The dean patted Shao Qinyang on the shoulder kindly and said, "Okay, come to me if you are not used to anything." Then he turned his head and nodded to Cheng Jia, "Teacher Cheng, I'm sorry."

"No trouble, it should." Cheng Jia said.

Shao Qinyang entered the classroom with his schoolbag.

Transferring to another school in the third year of high school is a rare thing, and the dean, Xiang Qunye, has always been an iceberg face. When has he been so kind?Most importantly, Shao Qinyang has an outstanding appearance.

Therefore, everyone paid attention to Shao Qinyang.

But he didn't seem to be able to hear the discussions that filled the classroom, so he walked very calmly.

Ding Xiaoyue grabbed Di Xiaolan's arm and kept shaking it: "Oh my god, I thought my high school career would just pass away amid endless sea of ​​questions, and when it was over, I could still stage an idol series featuring the most handsome transfer students! "

Di Xiaolan smiled: "Congratulations, idol drama heroine."

The class in the morning passed quickly, and in just half a day, the news that a handsome transfer student had arrived in the science class (1) of the third year of high school had spread like wildfire.

Although Shao Qinyang has just arrived, he already knew Zhu Yuhao, Li Ze and others, and he has quickly integrated into this group in a short period of time.

During the lunch break, he was dragged to the playground by Zhu Yuhao, Li Ze and others to play basketball for half an hour.

Zhu Yuhao walked beside Li Ze and muttered in a low voice: "Have you noticed that since Qin Yang entered the court, the screams of those girls are louder than before. Is it because I am not attractive enough?"

Shao Qinyang wiped his neck with a towel and did not speak.

Li Ze looked at his friend and replied with a smile: "I don't know if you have such a thing as charm?"

"you……"

Shao Qinyang smiled: "Let's stop here today and go back to the classroom."

During the lunch break, Di Xiaolan was lying on the table and was concentrating on doing the test paper when someone knocked on the table.

She looked up and saw it was Shao Qinyang, his forehead was wet with sweat, he met her eyes and asked, "Do you know where the teaching is?"

Di Xiaolan stood up and looked around, only to realize that she and him were the only ones in the classroom.

"To get a book?" she asked.

Shao Qinyang nodded.

Di Xiaolan said, "Let's go, I'll take you there."

Shao Qinyang raised his eyebrows and did not refuse.

As an ordinary classmate, it is nothing more than a normal thing for her to help out.

When they left the classroom, they bumped into Zhu Yuhao and Li Ze who had come back from the bathroom.

Zhu Yuhao asked, "Why are you going?"

"Take the book." Shao Qinyang didn't stop.

After the two disappeared at the top of the stairs, Zhu Yuhao turned his head and asked Li Ze: "Did he just say to get the books? Why didn't he call us? Also, is he familiar with Di Xiaolan?"

Li Ze pushed his glasses, looked at the direction the two were leaving, and said, "You are too strict."

The teaching office is only 5 minutes away from the teaching building.

There were many classmates who came and went along the way, and the two received all kinds of strange eyes, curious, probing, and disdainful. Fortunately, both of them were calm people and didn't take it to heart.

Downstairs of the teaching office.

Among the few girls passing by, one of them seemed to be Tian Ruiqi's friend.The girl gave Di Xiaolan a disdainful look, and said to the people around her, "I thought she liked Zhou Yue so much, but she met one and hooked up with the other."

She spoke very loudly, deliberately for Di Xiaolan to hear.

Someone said: "Who is that person next to her? He's so handsome, why haven't I seen him before?"

"So what if he's handsome, he must be blind if he likes Di Xiaolan."

Di Xiaolan who didn't say a word along the way: "..."

Although she understands that there is always right and wrong where there are people, but she has experienced countless vicious attacks and unfounded speculations, and she doesn't like this kind of gossip.What's more, these words now attack other unrelated people for no reason.

"Is that enough?" Di Xiaolan stopped and looked at them.

Her face was a bit cold. As a person who had worked hard in the workplace, once she became strict, it would still make people feel very stressed. The few girls who were chattering just now stopped talking.

Tragedy news caused by campus bullying emerges endlessly. Probably only those who are in it can understand the power of words.There is no reason or logic in the rush of attacks.Even she even began to seriously think about whether her former self had done this kind of thing to other people.I searched my memory, but fortunately there is nothing.

Di Xiaolan used to be flamboyant and wanton, living stubbornly in her own world.

She is too selfish, so she seems out of place.

Di Xiaolan was about to turn her head to apologize to Shao Qinyang, but found that he had been looking at her for an unknown amount of time.

Di Xiaolan froze for a moment and asked, "What's wrong?"

Shao Qinyang lowered his eyes and covered his lower lip with fists, as if he wanted to laugh.

"It's nothing, your prestige is good." He said.

Being chased by hooligans and running all over the street, walking in the small area of ​​the school is like being an enemy of the whole world.He looked at the girl in front of him, even though he was wearing a rigid school uniform, he couldn't hide his amazing face.It's not that her facial features are so delicate, but that when she is angry, there is always a sense of restrained aggression in her eyebrows and eyes, which makes people unable to move their eyes away.

5
Two days later, Di Xiaolan did not receive any news or calls from Duan Hong, and she kept guessing the reason.

After inquiring for a while, she found out that he had been arrested for committing a crime recently, but the sentence was not long.

Knowing that he would not be able to trouble her for the time being, Di Xiaolan did not relax at all.

Duan Hong's existence is always like a sharp knife hanging above her head, as long as the matter is not settled, it is impossible for her to let go of her hanging heart.

A few days later, the school's preliminary test results came down.

The first class that morning is mathematics.The teacher who taught them mathematics was surnamed Chen. He was in his early forties. I don't know if he scolded the students too much or what happened. He had a faint tendency to bald.His classmates nicknamed him "Chen Papi".

As soon as the class bell rang, Teacher Chen walked into the classroom with a stack of corrected test papers.

Di Xiaolan could clearly feel that the atmosphere in the classroom became tense in an instant, and this feeling was no stranger to her.The humming of cicadas outside the window continued for a long time, the old fan above the head creaked and turned, and the stuffy air was full of anxiety and anxiety.

Ding Xiaoyue murmured: "The process of distributing the test papers after each exam is like a heavy truck rolling back and forth on my little heart countless times."

As a person who has always been a poor student, Di Xiaolan can be regarded as empathetic.

Teacher Chen put the papers on the desk, and looked around the class with small eyes before saying: "This exam, your class, I am very disappointed! The pass rate of the whole grade is not 30.00%, and you Of the 65 people in the class, only eight scored 120 points. It’s the third year of high school! What are you going to do for the college entrance examination like this?”

"It's because the question type is too difficult this time." Someone retorted.

"It's too difficult? It's too difficult, how can Shao Qinyang get the first place in his grade? He got 148 points, but you can't even reach a fraction of his grade!"

The effect of these words is tantamount to a depth bomb, blowing up the entire banyan into silence.

Shao Qinyang has been in class for a whole week, and there are many rumors about him, but he is too low-key.Except for Li Ze and a few others, they seldom communicate with others and go to and from get out of class on time. Except at school, there is no trace or news about him.

And not only that, the overall ranking of the grade also came out soon.

Shao Qinyang directly jumped to the first place in the grade, and there was a gap of 2 points between the total score and No.[-].What is the concept of thirty points if it is placed in the college entrance examination room?All of a sudden, he became famous.

The school's news about him began to spread wildly, saying that he was originally one of the top three figures in the rankings of No. [-] Middle School in City B.When Di Xiaolan went to the toilet, she could still hear people gathering in twos and threes gossiping about him from time to time.

One of the girls said, "I heard that the school leaders dug it here?"

The other answered: "It should be. I have a friend from his former school. I heard that they didn't want to let him go at first, and there was quite a commotion."

"Could it be that there is something hidden in the sudden turn to our side?"

"It's hard to say, this kind of boy should have a lot of scandals and gossips, who knows..."

Yan Dan, who insisted on going to the bathroom arm in arm with Di Xiaolan, also heard it, and Yan Dan said casually: "Recently, because of Shao Qinyang, our class is completely popular. I can guarantee that if he is not too difficult to get close to, these people are still in the crowd now." The girl who whispered behind her back probably jumped on her earlier."

Di Xiaolan was very surprised: "It's hard for him to get close?"

Although he has not been a classmate for a long time, the school's remarks about him are basically positive, and he is neither a high-cold student nor a problem student.

Yan Dan glanced at her and said, "Don't you think so? Of course...I'm not saying that there is something wrong with his personality. He is the kind of person you always feel that you are not in the same world with him. He is too... the kind of inborn Do you understand the difference?"

Di Xiaolan shook her head. In fact, she knew what Yan Dan wanted to express, but this kind of thing was not prominent in her student days.

Once you get out of society, you will understand better that the distance between people has various factors.

Yan Danbai glanced at her and said, "Of course you don't think that if you try to get rid of evil and return to righteousness, the people in the school will almost spread the word that you are crazy."

Di Xiaolan: "..."

When walking halfway, Yan Dan suddenly grabbed Di Xiaolan's arm.

Di Xiaolan had to stop, and asked strangely, "What's wrong?"

Yan Dan raised his chin forward.Di Xiaolan looked along, and then saw a boy leaning against the door of Liberal Arts (7) class, it was Zhou Yue.

The boy is thin and tall, has a fair and handsome face, and wears a simple T-shirt, which is the type that many girls would like in school days.

He just turned around and saw Di Xiaolan.

The boy's brows never loosened.

He has been surrounded by many girls since he was a child, but Di Xiaolan is the only one whom he can avoid.No matter how indifferent and ignoring he was, even when he thought she would never appear in front of him again, she jumped out again.

For some reason, she suddenly remembered what happened to her in the playground not long ago.He was playing on the basketball court at the time, watching her argue with others, watching her being pushed and bumped into the basket shelf.

But he had no intention of helping her.

The girl in front of her seemed to have changed a lot compared to before. She had a ponytail, no heavy makeup, and a smooth forehead.The buddies beside him sighed: "I didn't realize that Di Xiaolan looked even more beautiful without makeup. It seems that the school rumors are true. Zhou Yue, did you break her heart so much that she changed so much?" of?"

"Shut up," he said impatiently.

When he thought about it afterwards, he rarely felt a little guilty, but Di Xiaolan never appeared in front of him after that.He thought she had given up, but now she reappeared.

The people around continued to say tirelessly: "Don't keep carrying it like this. I heard that a particularly good transfer student came to their class recently. He seems to know Di Xiaolan very well. Are you really not curious?"

"Why should I be curious?"

"All right, all right, you're not curious at all."

It is estimated that no one in the school would suspect that Zhou Yue disliked Di Xiaolan, but after Di Xiaolan's accident, it was true that he wanted to inquire about her several times because of his anxiety.

However, now that he was standing in front of him unscathed, the guilt in his heart disappeared.

Di Xiaolan didn't know anything about these things, and seeing this boy who was even a little strange to her was even more embarrassing.She once chased and blocked a boy without any scruples, even in the name of liking, but she never considered it from the other party's perspective, nor did she think about whether it would cause trouble to him.

When she was still thinking about whether to say something, she was hurriedly pulled away by Yan Dan.

She warned Di Xiaolan: "From now on, when I see Zhou Yue, I will take a detour, do you hear me?"

"I heard." Di Xiaolan looked at her helplessly.

When she reached the door of her classroom, Di Xiaolan accidentally bumped into someone because she took two steps backwards.

A wide palm pressed Di Xiaolan's head. Before she could turn her head, she heard Shao Qinyang say: "I heard something, watch the way." She walked past.

He was holding something like a form in his hand, and he was going in the direction of the school leader's office. There should be some formalities that have not been completed.

Yan Dan winked at Di Xiaolan from behind, and said with emotion: "Excellent people, even the back is handsome."

"What are you doing? I didn't hear the bell for class." When Cheng Jia appeared in the corridor with an English book, the students in the corridor rushed into the classroom, pushing and shoving.

Di Xiaolan was about to walk forward, when Cheng Jia suddenly called her: "Di Xiaolan, wait a moment."

"Teacher Cheng, what's the matter?" Di Xiaolan stepped forward and asked.

Now in front of Cheng Jia, Di Xiaolan has to think twice about what she says, for fear of making her angry.

Cheng Jia patted Di Xiaolan's head with the book in his hand, without much force, but his expression was a bit resentful.

She picked up a report card and waved it in front of Di Xiaolan, saying, "You should forget about the total score. Do you know how you did in the test this time?"

"I know." Di Xiaolan said truthfully.

Except for Chinese and foreign languages, which can barely be read, mathematics, science, and chemistry all fluctuate between thirty and forty.During the exam, she already had an idea in mind, so she wasn't surprised.Not to mention that she was not good at foundation, even if she went to City B to pick up the book again, after many years, she had almost forgotten it.

Cheng Jia sighed, and said earnestly: "The teacher has seen the changes in you since you entered the third year of high school. The time for the college entrance examination is running out. The teacher hopes that you can work hard. If you encounter problems that you don't understand, you can ask Ask your classmates."

"Ok, I know."

Cheng Jia looked at her for a long time, hesitated and continued: "The teacher also understands the situation between you and Zhou Yue, and can especially understand the emotions of students at your stage. But as the class teacher, the teacher still has to remind you that you are the most important thing at present. My task is to study hard, and as for feelings, it’s not too late to talk about them after you’ve grown up, understand?”

The previous teachers really haven't changed this point, and no matter big or small, they can't escape their eyes.She was also a habitual offender before, and similar scenes appeared many times in the past, but she didn't understand at the time, and she was so angry that Cheng Jia almost got pregnant. She also did a lot of things for Cheng Jia to take care of her aftermath .

At this time, she looked at Cheng Jia seriously and said, "Teacher Cheng, I will work hard."

Cheng Jia was stunned for a moment, then patted her head and said with a smile: "The teacher always thinks that you are a good boy."

It should be said that Di Xiaolan is living more soberly now than ever before.

She is Di Xiaolan, but she is not Di Xiaolan either.The simplest life ever was something she longed for but couldn't get.Starting from the beginning again, she will not allow the slightest mistake in every important node in the life trajectory.

(End of this chapter)