The concubine is poisonous

Chapter 181
Ying Shui'er shook his head, looked at Ying Lian and said, "Lian'er, don't cry, the matter has come to this point, there is no use crying, now there is only one way to save this life."

When Ying Lian heard what Ying Shui'er said, she seemed to see hope, and quickly pulled Ying Shui'er's sleeve and said, "Shui'er, tell me quickly, what else can I do? As long as I can not die, I can do anything."

Ying Shui'er bit her lips and said, "Continue to try to find the emperor. As long as the emperor is safe, we will be safe. If something happens to the emperor, no one can protect us."

After hearing Shui'er's words, Ying Lian showed disappointment on her originally excited face, and said lonely, "It's easy to say, the world is so big, and it's just us two women, how can we find it? I think we should go back and ask The High Priest is guilty, the High Priest has always been kind, we are forgiven this time, maybe the High Priest will let us go."

Ying Shui'er shook his head and said: "This incident is too big, even the high priest will not let us go easily, even if we don't want our lives, I am afraid we will spend the rest of our lives in prison. , I would rather take a gamble, as long as we can find the emperor, we will be fine."

"But what if you can't find it? The sea of ​​people is so small, where are you going to find it?" Ying Lian shook her head and said.

Ying Shui'er lowered his head and thought for a while and said: "If you look for it, there will always be hope. If you don't look for it, you just give up and then there is really no hope at all."

Ying Lian stood up tremblingly, shook her head and said: "If you insist on doing this, you don't have to force it. You have to find it yourself. Instead of doing something with such a slim chance, I'd rather go back and ask the high priest for mercy. "

In fact, in Ying Lian's mind, apart from thinking that the chance of finding Ye Junyan is too slim, Ying Lian is also very concerned about the fact that Ye Junyan's mind is not normal. When Ye Junyan was begging for food, Ying Lian already felt that Ye Junyan was too troublesome, and she began to regret taking this job at that time.

So it's not so much that she thinks there is no hope of finding Ye Junyan, it's better to say that he doesn't want to look for it at all, because in his opinion, even if someone with abnormal mind like Ye Junyan is found, he may go crazy at any time If I ran away again, it would be okay if there was a large group of people following me before, and I could stop them by force. If I got lost, there would be many people looking for them together, but now there are only Shui'er and myself, such two weak women, even if they find Ye Ye. Jun Yan, if you don't have the strength to look at him, what's the use?
Although Ying Lian didn't say these words directly, but the general meaning has already been revealed. He believes that Ying Shui'er must have understood it with his ice and snow intelligence. He hopes that after Ying Shui'er understands his difficulties and firm attitude, he can stand with him. On the same front, go back and beg the high priest together. After all, one more person means one more chance.

But obviously, Ying Shui'er let him down again.I saw Ying Shui'er raised his head, looked at Ying Lian fixedly for a long time, then sighed quietly and said: "Hey, Lian'er, I understand your thoughts and thoughts, but have you ever thought about the emperor's love?" Alone, wandering in the mountains, his mind is still problematic, if no one is there to help him, even if he can escape the hunt, he will starve to death sooner or later, or encounter a beast."

"But even so, what does that have to do with us? Your Majesty, the emperor of Zhaoxuan Kingdom, disappeared in Zhaoxuan Kingdom. Even if it is blamed, it can't be blamed on us, us two weak girls, can it?" Ying Lian said with a face of unwillingness.

Ying Shui'er sighed and said, "Lian'er, everyone has his own ambitions. If you really decide to leave, I won't stop you, but I want to remind you that if you want to go back to see the high priest, don't talk to the high priest." Say what you said just now, otherwise even if the high priest wanted to let you go, he might kill you in the end, you must remember!"

Ying Lian also shook her head, and said helplessly: "I have known your stubbornness for a long time. We grew up together, and no one knows you better than me, but I still keep trying to change your mind, because I don't want to Let you die, I want to save you, why don't you understand?"

"I understand, I understand very well, but I hope you can understand too, this is the last time I will tell you again, the only thing that can save us now is Ye Junyan, if you can't find Ye Junyan, you and I are destined to be two countries If you want to go, take this dry food with you." Ying Shui'er took out an oiled paper bag from his arms and handed it to Ying Lian. The oiled paper bag contained bread. What I bought was two dry food, which was made by Ying Shuier's mother before leaving, and given to Ying Shuier to eat on the way.

Ying Lian hesitated for a moment, took the dry food and said, "You really decided? Won't you come with me? What will you do without food?"

Ying Shui'er smiled and said, "Don't worry, there are fruits and game in the mountains and forests. Maybe next time you see me, maybe I will be fatter than now."

Ying Lian sighed, put the dry food in her bag and turned around to leave, just took two steps, then turned around and asked again: "Shui'er, I think you should think about it again, I can wait for you. "

Ying Shui'er shook his head lightly with a smile and said, "I won't change my mind, let's go! If you walk faster, you should be able to walk to the small town ahead before it gets completely dark. I wish you the best of luck .”

"Ah." Ying Lian shook her head with a sigh again, turned her head and walked towards Nanjiang, this time she didn't look back.

Whether a person is selfish or selfless is really not determined by gender. Among the seemingly rough men, there are also small-bellied ones, and among the seemingly weak women, there are also many fearless and selfless people.

There is no doubt that Ying Lian does not belong to this kind of person. Because he thinks that the matter has nothing to do with him, he can have no responsibility. He finds it troublesome, so he gives up looking for a person who is walking on the edge of death. He disregards the interests of the country for his own selfishness , Of course, some people will think that even if a little girl stays, what is the use?He just wanted to survive.

But in order to survive for herself, she actually had the heart to take away the food for others to survive. Even if the food was given to him by someone else, in this situation, if he was even a little unselfish, maybe he would not just reach out for some dry food, Or at least a little bit can be divided, and the two share equally, but he was worried that he would not have enough on the road, so he didn't say any more, but silently accepted other people's selfless sacrifices, just for the sake of his own survival.

Ying Shui'er looked at the familiar figure that had gone farther and farther away and gradually disappeared, and said silently: "I hope you will go here and everything will be fine. You must remember what I said and sincerely extend my sincere thanks to you. Priest begs for mercy, please don’t say anything that shouldn’t be said.”

After Ying Shui'er finished speaking, he closed his eyes and prayed silently for a while, then stood up, looked around, and suddenly felt dizzy in the brain, probably because he had sat on the ground for a long time and got up suddenly, causing the blood to churn.

Ying Shui'er stood still for a while, rubbed his temples, and felt a little better, so he turned around and walked to the small river he saw just now. He wanted to wash his face and wake up, and then see where he was going Find Ye Junyan.

When I came to the small river after swimming and squatted down to wash my face, I saw myself in the water, my unkempt hair was covered with sweat and mud, and my lips were a little dry. Looking at myself in the water, I won the water. I couldn't help feeling sad.

After the sadness, Ying Shui'er picked up a handful of water and slapped it on his face. When he was about to get up after washing his face, his foot slipped, and his whole body suddenly became unstable, and he fell into the river. People in southern Xinjiang are not kind Water, and Yingshuier is no exception. Yingshuier who fell into the water suddenly fluttered in the water due to nervousness. Fortunately, there are many big trees growing along the river, and the big trees are covered with vines. Some vines hang down into the river. When my son was thumping, he hugged one of them, as if he had pulled a life-saving straw, and held on tightly. Fortunately, the river was not deep, and because of the vines he was holding, Ying Shui'er relied on himself With meager strength, I barely climbed to the shore.

But at this time, Ying Shui'er was already drenched all over, and night gradually began to fall, and he was in the mountains again, and the surrounding air gradually became extremely cold.

At this time, Ying Shui'er could no longer support his tired body, sat paralyzed by the river, sobbed, thinking about his helplessness and powerlessness, thinking that he couldn't do anything, thinking that he hadn't found Ye Junyan yet. , but he got completely soaked first, Ying Shui'er began to scold himself for being useless, the more he thought about it, the sadder he felt, and the crying gradually became louder.

As night fell, the woods were cold and quiet, and Ying Shui'er's cry was like a forest elf in the dark night, singing a sad song, and the sound spread far and far.

It spread directly to the ears of Ye Tingyan, who had been sleeping soundly all afternoon. After resting all afternoon, Ye Junyan already felt a little hazy and wanted to wake up, and the cave where Ye Junyan hid was in the small On the slope not far from the river, the sound of mournful crying came into the cave, hastening Ye Junyan's waking up.

Ye Junyan stretched his waist and found that he couldn't use it. Only then did he realize that he was still hiding in the cave, so he poked his head out and looked around. After seeing that no one was circling around, he stretched out his body with confidence and put his hands together. He stretched his waist towards the sky.Then, a soft and sad sobbing sound came from not far away.

Ye Junyan pursed his lips and frowned, tilted his head and curiously followed the direction of the sound, and when he was about to reach the river, he saw a woman with disheveled hair and her whole body was wet by the water, sitting by the river and sobbing. Jun Yan hid behind a big tree beside him like a naughty child, and secretly looked at the woman covered in water.

The moonlight was hazy, coupled with the fact that Ying Shui'er was drenched and her hair was falling down, Ye Junyan was far away, so she couldn't see the woman's appearance clearly for a while, but seeing the other party crying so sadly, I don't know how to feel a little bit in my heart. Couldn't bear to come, hid behind the tree, quietly looked at the crying heartbroken figure.

(End of this chapter)