Those years when the male protagonist was a scumbag in the world

Chapter 64 part1: Entering the drama too deeply 64 (End)

That day, Sheng Yunxiao stood in Gu Yuyin's ward for a long time.

Yunhuang's eyes wandered back and forth on Gu's father, Gu Yuyin and Sheng Yunxiao for a while, and finally stopped on Sheng Yunxiao.

Sheng Yunxiao looked up as if feeling something, but he could only see the snow-white wall.

[Phew - I was scared to death, I almost thought Sheng Yunxiao could see us...]

Yunhuang slightly hooked the corners of her lips.

It was expected to be discovered by Sheng Yunxiao.

After all, his mental strength is not in vain.

Jiujiu also took a look at Gu Yuyin's body lying on the hospital bed, then at Gu's father who was looking at Gu Yuyin sadly, and finally glanced at Sheng Yunxiao who was standing there stupidly, not knowing what he was thinking.

Then he looked at Yunhuang again.

【Host, is this Sheng Yunxiao really that similar to His Royal Highness Feng Xiao?Make you soft-hearted to him again and again...]

Jiujiu's tone was full of dissatisfaction.

Yunhuang raised her eyebrows: "It's not like that."

Because it was him.

But Jiujiu didn't know the second half of Yunhuang's unspoken sentence. While he was relieved, he couldn't help his curiosity and continued to ask Yunhuang.

[Then in the heart of the host, what kind of person is His Highness Feng Xiao? 】

When Jiujiu asked, he had already thought about Yunhuang's answer, which was nothing more than gentle and kind.

but……

"Feng Xiao? Publicity, arrogance, defiant, arrogant, relying on being the royal family, especially likes to form cliques to bully the weak."

Jiujiu slowly typed out a "?".

Did it know the same Feng Xiao as the host?

"But..." Hearing the turning point in Yunhuang's words, Jiujiu regained his energy, "After being beaten honestly by me, he became obedient."

Wine:? ? ?Its male god!it turns out!Hit by its host? !

I don't know why, but it doesn't feel a little disturbed in its heart, and even wants to laugh a little.

Three days passed in a flash, and when the time came, Yunhuang's soul completely disappeared in this ward.

Sheng Yunxiao, who happened to come over to take a look at Gu Yuyin, raised his head as if feeling something, and then hooked the corners of his lips mockingly.

What is he thinking?

For the past two days, he has been dreaming.

It was a dream about that memory that had inexplicably entered his mind.

On the first day, he panicked.

He knew very well that the person he liked was Gu Yuyin, but in the dream, he stood on the opposite side of her, hurt her again and again, and even walked with Ji Siyu who wanted to kill her.

So he woke up midway.

And the next day, he just wanted to kill himself with a knife.

He couldn't accept that he who had hurt Gu Yuyin like that was still living in this world unscathed.

Gu Yuyin didn't hate him, but he hated himself.

He hated the self in that memory for hurting Gu Yuyin like that, and also hated the current self, who didn't even have the courage to commit suicide and apologize to her.

On the third day, he suddenly felt relieved.

Although deep in his heart he still loathes the current self and hates the Sheng Yunxiao in that memory, but after experiencing that dream for two nights, he suddenly discovered that he actually doesn't love the Sheng Yunxiao in that memory. Gu Yuyin.

All he loves is the Gu Yuyin that he met now.

He hated himself, but thanked himself.

It was Sheng Yunxiao who drove Gu Yuyin to a dead end back then, but it was also because of this that he was able to meet this Gu Yuyin who made him fall in love...
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I really want to go back to that world and meet again, just because there is you there. ——Sheng Yunxiao
　Originally, I wanted to continue writing, but halfway through I suddenly realized that this ending seems to be good

　　Sheng Yunxiao will always live in this conflicting feeling
　　Living in the contradiction of self-loathing, hating yourself, but thanking yourself

　　In addition, for some well-known reasons, I won’t put the side story about Fengqing X Yinxuan in the main text (I don’t want my own article to be maliciously reported by some people, so forgive me~)

　　Moreover, their fanfare is a piece of meat, and when it is sorted out, it should be posted in the v group (or maybe reorganize a Qingshui fan and put it in the general group)

　　The group numbers are all at the top of the book review area
　　ps: It’s a spoiler, maybe it’s not a spoiler, the first encounter between Yunhuang and Fengxiao was really because Yunhuang beat Fengxiao up (smile)

　　
　
(End of this chapter)