Waste materials against the sky: the gods favor the little crazy concubine

Chapter 279
"I didn't believe it at first, but after drinking it a few times, I really agreed with him from the bottom of my heart."

"Wine, it's really a good thing!"

Feng Linhan looked at Huang Xinyue in confusion, "Why do you say that?"

"It can let the emotions in our hearts vent, and we don't need to wear a mask to live hypocritically."

Huang Xinyue lowered her eyes, pursed her lips slightly, with a slight smile, "One's life is like the process of tasting this wine."

"Everyone will have sad times, and of course they have the right to be depressed. It's just how long this time will last."

People have the seven emotions and six desires, ups and downs, joys and sorrows.

It is impossible to have a person who is truly cut off from love, even someone as strong as Huang Xinyue, there will be sad times when he doesn't want to do anything.

Momentary depression and loss are not important matters. What matters is whether you can stand up, how to stand up, and how long it will take you to stand up again.

"Drinking can make you drunk, but you can also be sad, but after you wake up, you have to cheer up again. What is waiting for you is not only the emperor's entrustment to you, but also the entire Feng'an people."

"By the way, speaking of this, I really should have congratulated you in advance." Huang Xinyue tilted her head, raised her hand and slammed the wine pot in Feng Linhan's hand.

"Congratulations." Huang Xinyue said softly, "You will soon become the emperor of Feng'an."

"Speaking of which, you are faster than Lan Fenglin and Yin Cancan."

They are all the best candidates for the future emperors of the four countries.

"Yue'er..." Feng Linhan's voice was a little hoarse, "We...are we..."

Is it impossible anymore.

Not only was it impossible, but he even lost the chance to stay by her side.

Before Feng An had Feng Aowu, Feng Aowu lived for a day, Feng Linhan had a shelter from the wind, and with his father's favor, it was understandable for him to want to be willful even if he was selfish.

But now, Feng Aowu has passed away, and the towering tree that sheltered him from the wind and rain has also collapsed, so Feng Linhan has to be strong and try to become a new big tree to shelter others from the wind and rain.

I can no longer be easily willful.

Feng Linhan didn't ask the rest of the words, but Huang Xinyue already knew it well, thinking about it, Huang Xinyue's decision to resign from the engagement, now is the time to speak to Feng Linhan properly .

Huang Xinyue sighed faintly, and looked directly at Feng Linhan, "I know your heart, and now you are sincere to me."

She could feel it and was willing to believe him.

That's what feelings are.

When he hates you, he really hates you, and when he likes you, he really likes you.

It can even be said that Feng Linhan's feelings are no less than Ji Wuxie's.

Huang Xinyue believed it a long time ago.

She is not an unintentional person, nor is she hard-hearted. Facing Feng Linhan's sincerity, how could she not be aware of it.

Unfortunately, this belated realization was too late.

At the beginning, Feng Linhan just mistook his gratitude to Huang Xinxue for love. He wanted to repay her life-saving grace, so he was kind to her and wanted to give her all the good things, but until he gradually fell in love with Huang Xinxue. Heart on the new moon.

Only then did he understand what true emotion and true love are.

"But Feng Linhan..."

Feng Linhan couldn't help holding his breath, and subconsciously waited for Huang Xinyue's words. Although he knew that there was no hope, he still wanted to hear it with his own ears. Maybe in this way, he would not continue to suffer. Maybe only in this way, he Only then can the thought of facing Huang Xinyue be completely eliminated in his heart.

"Do you regret it??" Huang Xinyue's eyes flickered, her tone was very light.

Feng Linhan paused, never expecting that Huang Xinyue would suddenly ask such a straightforward question.

This should be the second time she asked him this sentence.

I remember that the first time was at the Qin Family Auction House. At that time, he had just discovered his feelings and was determined to be with Huang Xinyue.

When did his answer be...

Regret?
Of course I regret it.

How can you not regret it.

Obviously he once had the opportunity to get close to Huang Xinyue, obviously he once had the opportunity to be upright and have the right to take care of Huang Xinyue, but he was ruined by himself.

This regret is deeply painful, and it has already penetrated into the bone marrow. Even if he desperately wants to suppress it, he will only sink deeper and deeper in the end, as if he has become a demon.

But this time, Huang Xinyue asked the same question again, but Feng Linhan knew that Huang Xinyue had changed his mind.

She was asking, for giving without expecting anything in return during this time, following her fearlessly, even if she knew that this relationship would not bear fruit, would she... regret it.

will not.

This time Feng Linhan answered in the affirmative.

He won't regret it.

A person who has already regretted it once will never let himself regret it a second time, even if he knows that he has really missed Huang Xinyue, but he still does not regret it.

Feng Linhan raised his head and drank the peach blossom wine in one gulp.

"I don't have to reject you, or I can maintain this relationship with you all the time, and give you a glimmer of hope, maybe, then you will have more hope in the future."

"However, there is no result in the end. The longer you indulge, the deeper the pain in the future."

Huang Xinyue raised her eyebrows and smiled, "I don't want to be a scumbag."

"It's better to stop in time, turn around and be a chic person."

Be a chic person, start today, don't remember the past, don't mention the future, this is the open-minded attitude you should have towards life.

"I--"

Huang Xinyue's expression was calm, her hands were slowly placed in front of her, and a jade pendant suddenly appeared in front of Feng Linhan.

The vague memory gradually overlapped with Huang Xinyue's eyes in front of her.

The past that was buried in the heart was suddenly lifted.

Feng Linhan's eyes widened, "This..."

Huang Xinyue's voice was calm, "It was Huang Xinyue who saved you in the Valley of Ten Thousand Poisons back then, not Huang Xinxue..."

Well, what she was talking about was Huang Xinyue. The Huang Xinyue who died back then was not her now.

"This jade pendant was brought by my mother when she was born, but later Huang Xinxue said she liked it, so I gave it to her." Huang Xinyue always had a faint smile on her face, but the words she said had already made her feel ashamed. Feng Linhan's heart couldn't calm down like a stormy sea.

At that time, Huang Xinxue's hypocritical mask hadn't been lifted, so Huang Xinyue didn't know that her heart was vicious. She was pampered and raised to be kind-hearted. Huang Xinxue said she liked it. Although Huang Xinyue was a bit reluctant, but Still gave it.

Unexpectedly, it would make Feng Linhan recognize the wrong person, which led to the pain she endured later.

In fact, fate is really no one's fault.

Whatever you sow, you will reap the fruit.

"is yours……"

Injustice.

It's really a sin.

After Feng Linhan discovered his sincerity, he could still use the excuse that Huang Xinxue was his savior to cover up the harm he had done to Huang Xinyue before, but he didn't want to...

It turned out that from the beginning to the end, it was just his mediocrity, and he was wrong from the beginning...

"It's mine, but it's not mine either." Huang Xinyue frowned slightly, "You know, you may find these words inexplicable, but they are true."

"When Huang Xinyue was drained of her blood in the dungeon that day, she was already dead..."

"My name is Duohun, a killer, and by chance, I attached to her body to be reborn."

Feng Lin felt as if struck by lightning.

she is dead...

Yue'er is dead?

Is it really dead?
No wonder Rihuang Xinyue said that that day, he thought she was saying that her heart was dead, but he didn't want to... it was the Yue'er who loved him so much that died...

He killed it himself.

personally killed...

"So forget about the past and start over."

"Behind you, there are tens of thousands of Feng'an people waiting for you!"

"Promise me, be a good emperor!" Huang Xinyue turned her eyes to the distance. Although the night was very dark and she couldn't see the outside view clearly, Fan Huang Xinyue knew that the place not far away was Feng'an's great mountains and rivers. River, "You have the ability, I believe in you!"

Yes.

There is no doubt that Feng Linhan is an excellent person, of course it depends on who he compares with, Ji Wuxie, that evildoer, is an outlier in itself.

In terms of appearance, cultivation, ability, and sense of responsibility... Feng Linhan is the candidate for the emperor of Feng'an Kingdom who will do his part.

Huang Xinyue has always believed in it.

"Moon..."

Feng Linhan's voice was choked with sobs, and for a moment he didn't know whether he should laugh or cry.

Huang Xinyue raised her hand, and the peach blossom wine in the flagon was also drank in one gulp.

She stood up from the dragon chair, "Besides, I don't want your life to be emperor."

"The road ahead is long, and it's not like we'll never see each other again."

"It's just that you have an extra responsibility on your body, and this should be your responsibility."

"These seven days are national mourning. You can be sad and decadent, but you must be strong."

Huang Xinyue smiled, shaking Feng Linhan's mind.

that moment……

He felt that there was light in Huang Xinyue's eyes, it was a light full of hope, and it was the sunlight that could disperse the darkness.

It warmed Feng Linhan's heart, and even warmed the whole world.

"Chuchu's physical condition is not very good. I have to find medicine to heal his tendons as soon as possible. During this period, Chuchu may continue to ask you to take care of him." Huang Xinyue smiled, and everything lost its fragrance in an instant. magnificent.

The yin and yang intoxication in Huang Xinchu's body must be released as soon as possible. I thought it was given to Huang Daojiu by the empress dowager, but now that the empress dowager is dead, if it was really her Gu, then the yin and yang intoxication should be released by herself is.

But it didn't...

It appears to be someone else.

Huang Xinyue's brows were troubled, and things seemed to be getting more and more complicated. They always fell into new confusion when they felt that the truth had been clarified.

And the cause of all these things, I am afraid that there are real people behind the scenes, hiding in the dark.

This person may be seen everywhere, but he has never been noticed directly. This is the scariest thing.

The current situation is that Huang Xinyue is in a very passive situation, and the people behind it seem to be able to thread needles and affect everyone's dynamics.

This taste is very bad.

So Huang Xinyue is going to take the initiative to attack.

"Also, Feng Linhan."

Just when Feng Linhan lost his mind, Huang Xinyue suddenly called Feng Linhan's name with a solemn expression, "The intimacy of a relationship is not measured by the distance."

"In this life, no matter where you and I are, we will be friends."

"It's the kind of friend who entrusts life and death."

In this life, no matter where they are, the relationship between the two of them as friends will not change, no matter what happens.

In Huang Xinyue's heart, she had already abandoned her previous prejudice against Feng Linhan, and truly recognized him, and Feng Linhan also knew where she was wrong.

The two of them are finally back on track.

That girl who loves Feng Linhan should be able to rest in peace.

"Benefit the people of Feng'an well, don't let the mistakes of the past happen again."

(End of this chapter)