Hear the heartache

Chapter 15 Warm Paradise

I really wish I was deaf, then naturally I would not be able to hear those words, and naturally I would not be so painful.How stupid am I?To fall in love with such a boy?
I desperately pursued the happiness I wanted, but I didn't expect it to be a sweet apple wrapped in lies.

I saw Li Meiguo kissed him on tiptoe, covering his lips.He hugged her tightly, and the two kissed selflessly...

Why do I fall in love with such a boy?

With my pain as a mat in sweetness...

leave me with nothing...

The world has become so dirty because of this kind of scum!

"Lu... Lu Diu Diu!" He saw me.

Have you finally found me?
Chi Yulin looked flustered, looked at Li Meiguo and then at me, his lips were trembling and he couldn't say anything.Li Meiguo had no scruples and laughed at me with haughty eyes.

I have been bruised and bruised, and the pain you have given me at this time makes me unable to survive in this world anymore...

The fish has lost the water it needs to breathe...

I ran to the teaching building closest to me and went upstairs.Chi Yulin didn't care about me, I didn't hear anyone chasing after me.

In this world, there is not much more than me, and there is not much less than me. Without me, the earth still operates normally...

The rooftop on the top floor is usually locked, but today it was specially opened for me...

I don't know whether to feel honored or sad...

I went to the roof, and the wind was so strong that my body was shaking a little.I walked firmly to the edge of the railing of the roof step by step.As long as you jump down, everything is over, those painful memories, those fearful eyes will no longer exist.

"The Little Match Girl" in Hans Christian Andersen's fairy tales, I think we are very similar at the moment.After death is actually a warm paradise.

Only there is no sorrow and nothing to scare us...

I have reached the edge of the roof, and I can meet death as long as I cross this low railing.

One last look at this filthy world...

I've lived here with nothing...

"Ah! Someone is going to jump off the building! Come and see!" A girl shouted, and the voice came from the opposite teaching building.Countless heads stick out the window and look at me.

The commotion attracted the attention of the whole school.

The teaching building behind him suddenly became extremely boiling.I heard them all chattering.There was a buzzing sound that bothered me.

"Student, calm down." A familiar voice came from behind, it was Chi Yulin's!Is he here?In fact, I was reluctant to part with me... I turned around happily, my expression numb.It wasn't him, it was a strange boy.

My body moved closer to the railing, against the cold metal object.

"You are not him... not him..." I muttered aggrievedly.Does Chi Yulin have nothing to hold me back?Doesn't he need to ask for my forgiveness for doing that kind of thing?
A few students and teachers rushed up, and they all tried to persuade me with good intentions.When this kind of thing happened, instead of investigating the truth, I was expelled without hesitation, because I ruined the image of their school.In fact, you want me to die, right?It's just that I don't want me to die in their school, it will be bad for their reputation.I think.

Look, the world is as dirty as it needs to be, and there are a lot of hypocrites.I really can't stand the discrimination and ridicule hidden in the hearts of these seemingly worried faces.

I'm leaving...

I'm leaving this world...

That kind of determination gave me a lot of support, and I climbed over the gleaming silver railing without hesitation, and jumped down.In the blink of an eye, I was lying on the ground in the seven-story teaching building.

My whole body hurts...

I felt warm blood flowing out continuously, and my consciousness gradually blurred...

The sky is gray and dark...

Family love, I have never had it; friendship, I have had it before, but in the end it caused me more pain than the beauty I had at the time; love... I thought I had it, but unexpectedly it was a The illusory dream is so real that people can't see through the lies and conspiracy behind it.

My heart really hurts...

My body hurts too...

Death is a real relief for me now...

"Dudiu!" It was Xiaotian's voice, which suddenly penetrated into my ears, with a persuasive aura.

Don't you hate me?Sweetie...

Then why...

Why are you calling my name so heartbreakingly?

My brain is so dizzy with pain that I'm about to close my eyes...

Her face appeared on my retina as it did when I first met her.But this time, it was an ugly expression of grief.

Sweetie, why am I crying...

"Diudiu... Diudiu... Hold on, the ambulance is coming soon, hold on. I beg you hold on! Don't leave me." Her tears kept dripping down on me, and my skirt was wet and cold.I feel warm...

It turns out that my important position in your heart has not been buried...

I know I'm about to die, but before I die, I must say a word to her, and that word must be said to her...

"Xiao Tian..." My voice was as if it had been ground by sand, it was very hissing...

Throat is sore...

"Mmm...mm... I'm here, I'm here." She nodded desperately, tears streaming down like rain...

The last sentence: "Before I regret it for the last time, please allow me to say to you: 'You must remember happiness.' This sentence is not a mockery...My sincere blessing to you..."

Drowsiness flooded my consciousness, and my eyes, which I tried to hold on and didn't want to close... were still covered by eyelids...

"Diudiu! Diudiu!" I felt that Xiaotian's tears gradually drowned me, and my body was light...

(End of this chapter)