Hear the heartache

Chapter 17 Diudiu's Ghost

What does it mean?
Diudiu's mother burst into tears and sat on the cold floor, disregarding her own image.Do you now know how important it is?This sentence is not only to her parents, but also to myself.

Is it only now that I know her importance?

Yes, I only know now.The pain in my heart told me that this girl was so important to me.I didn't throw that friendship away.Looking back on the past, lost your smile, but now I can't see it anymore.

I remember when I first met you, you fought for me; I remember the affectionate look when we rubbed each other's potions; I remember the steady strength you held my hand; I remember you looked at our sponge Baby and Patrick's happy smile; I remember...

But those have become memories, memories that can no longer be continued...

I sent Chi Yulin a message: Let's break up.He didn't reply, so he probably agreed.

Two days later was Diudiu's funeral, and her parents asked me to attend that day.They said that they could see that I had a good relationship with Diudiu, and I was very considerate of her.

I bowed my head in shame, hearing my self-blame.

On Diudiu's tombstone is a black and white photo of her, in which she is smiling.

I will never see that smile again...

My tears flowed down and fell on the bouquet of yellow chrysanthemums I was holding.

Diudiu, why did you leave?I decided to return Chi Yulin to you, why did you leave?You should hold on for him too.

I held flowers and stood in front of her tombstone sobbing.Diudiu's mother patted me on the shoulder, "Don't be sad, give her your flowers. She will know."

can you?Diudiu, will you know how regretful I am?Will you know your important position in my heart?

I thought I liked Chi Yulin, but found that after you left, your position in my heart was more important than him; I thought I let you go for Chi Yulin, but now I can let him go for you; I thought that our friendship could not cover up our love, but I found out that Xiao Tian lost Diu Diu, so she would be so heartbroken...

I dedicated that bouquet of chrysanthemums to her, Diudiu, in this life, I will never forget having a good friend like you.

When I returned to the classroom for class, the familiar face was gone.

Lost away...

An Tian, ​​did you forget?What are you still looking forward to?

That girl is already buried in the ground...

After the first get out of class, I went to the office and asked the teacher to change my seat, and I wanted to sit next to Diu Diu's vacant seat.I want to be with her all the time.

"Teacher, I want to change places."

"An Tian, ​​who do you think you are? Do you have to change it for you if you say it?" The head teacher put on a bad face.Now he has a bad impression of me.Hehe, I don't care.

"I want to sit next to Diu Diu." I said.

"What?" He was taken aback, "Isn't Lu Diudu dead?"

You just died, I hate when he says that.Diudiu is not dead, she lives in my heart, and I want to stay by her side to accompany her soul. "She is not dead, she lives in my heart, and I want to sit next to her to attend and finish class with her."

The head teacher looked at me a little abnormally, he might think I'm crazy.

"Report." A girl came in from our class.

"Teacher, teacher..." She called the class teacher eagerly.

The class teacher turned his head away, looked away from me and asked her: "What's wrong?"

"I don't want to sit in that seat. Lu Diu died, her ghost will probably be in her seat. I don't want to sit next to the ghost... woo woo..." She even started to cry.Is Diudiu that scary?

"Nonsense! Where are ghosts in this world?"

"It's better to believe it than to believe it. Teacher, I beg you to change me, change my position. Huh..." She cried more and more fiercely.It caused other teachers to look at the head teacher strangely.

"Okay, okay... I'll change it for you. An Tian, ​​you just sit in her seat."

Back in the classroom, everyone seemed to be very jealous of Lu Diudiu's position. They didn't even take a look at it. When they walked to the back to throw garbage, they always took a detour.I really hope that as the girl said, Diudiu's ghost will be in her place.

So, Diudiu, can you see me?can you let me see you

On the desk, the lost books were still there, and there were some particles of dust on them. I carefully wiped her books clean with my hands.Diudiu is here, she knows how to use books, and I am next to her, she will definitely accompany me in class.

The class bell rang.It is a Chinese class.I helped her take out the Chinese book from Diudiu's desk, and turned to the text the teacher was about to teach together with my book.

"Underline the third-to-last sentence of the second paragraph, and pay attention to remembering the entangled feelings that highlight the contradictions." The teacher on the podium said.

I found that sentence, and first helped Diu Diu draw the line on the book.

This class is always like this. I will help Diu Diu take notes wherever paragraphs are marked and where lines are marked.When doing homework, I will also help Diu Diu do a copy, and then hand it in.

Diudiu, in the past, if Xiaotian had been so kind to you, maybe you wouldn't...

A drop of tear suddenly dripped and splashed on the exercise book, bursting like a white firework.

When I returned to the dormitory at night, I found that all the other roommates had moved out. The reason was that the dormitory would be haunted, and Diudiu's ghost would linger here.This kind of thing often happens in ghost stories. A girl commits suicide in school because of something. Her ghost is wandering in the school. In the dormitory where she lived and where she sat, her ghost is most likely to be in the school. these places.

I am the only one in the dormitory, of course I will not move away, I want to accompany Diu Diu, I want to sleep on the bed she slept on, and feel the warmth of our arms when we fell asleep.

If Diudiu's ghost comes, I will never let her leave me again.

After scrubbing, I slept on Diudiu's bed, the original warmth was gone, only the lingering fragrance of her body remained on the pillow she used and the quilt she covered.

lost...

I wrapped the quilt tightly, like holding her, and fell asleep.

"Sweet...Sweet..."

Dimly, I heard someone calling me, familiar and kind.It's Diu Diu's voice!When I opened my eyes, her smile entered my pupils without reservation.

"Diudiu..." I was so emotional that tears came out all of a sudden. I think this crying face must be ugly.

"Oh, Xiao Tian, ​​why are you crying? Are you unhappy seeing me?" She pouted.

"No, no." I hurriedly hugged her, "I'm so happy, Diudiu, I miss you so much..."

"Me too, that's why I came to see you." She let go of my hug and looked at my face, "Xiaotian, you are so haggard..."

"Diudiu... I was wrong before, I shouldn't be like that. I don't care about your feelings for my own happiness..."

She put her hand over my mouth and told me not to say, "We're all friends anyway, best friends. The past is over. This time I'm here to tell you, sweetie, don't have any I blame myself, my death has nothing to do with you. Seeing you in such pain makes me feel bad. Xiaotian, you promise me that you will be well." She held my hand, why isn't it warm?

(End of this chapter)