Hear the heartache

Chapter 22

What a warm palm, exactly the same as when Diu Diu was holding me... I looked at Leer, is she another Diu Diu?

"Xiaotian, aren't you? Le'er's words moved you to tears?" Garfield's snort spread to my cheeks, and I hurriedly wiped away my tears.

"no……"

Le'er pushed Xiaofei, "You die for me, Xiaotian should be a girl with a lot of feelings. What do you know?"

Xiaofei rubbed her shoulders, "Le'er, you actually bullied me for Xiaotian...it hurts..."

Seeing that Xiaofei looked a little angry, I hurriedly apologized to Le'er, "I'm sorry." I don't want to make her unhappy when I come.

"Haha, Xiao Tian, ​​I'm joking." Xiao Fei's expression changed suddenly.

"Xiao Tian, ​​she is like this, you must not believe her appearance."

"What, Le'er, can you stop talking bad about me in front of the newcomers? If you leave a bad impression, it will leave a bad impression forever. Maybe the famous "Garfield" animation collapsed because of me."

"Is this the truth? Come on, Xiao Tian, ​​go to my room, I'll help you put on your makeup. Let's play later." Le'er took my hand.

"I'm the best at makeup. Le'er, your skills are not as good as mine. Let me help Xiao sweeten it up."

Le'er knocked Xiaofei out and reached out to hold my hand, "Look at your panda eyes, I handed Xiaotian to you to make her a pair of national treasures with you."

"What, this is smoky makeup, very popular!"

"Come on, if the director of the zoo sees you like this, he will think you are an escaped national treasure."

"Will you appreciate it? This makeup can accentuate big eyes, beautiful big eyes." Xiaofei said while posing, I think she is doing sales, selling her own panda eyes.

"Well, to be fair, let Xiao Tian choose."

"OK, sweetie, you choose."

I shrank behind Le'er, embarrassed to refuse Xiaofei's kindness, but I really don't want those panda eyes...

Leer's room is very warmly furnished.A pink tall cabinet with six compartments, a blue single bed; a set of white desk and bookcase is placed by the window.The computer on the desk was not turned off, the screen saver was starting, and the bright colored lines drew brilliant arcs on the black screen.

A dresser is placed in the opposite space between the bookcase and the bed.Le'er pressed me on the leather dressing stool and told me not to move around.Pick up those makeup tools that are on the dresser and start to dab on my face.

Looking at things that are familiar to ordinary girls, I don't understand them at all.I don't wear makeup, and I don't change much.I don't know anything about those pens or powders.

The way Le'er helped me put on my makeup looked like Diudiu. Diudiu used to help me apply skin cream like this, with a peaceful smile.Is she another diudiu?

Diudiu, this girl looks like you...

"Xiaotian, why are you looking at me like this? It was the same when I was holding your hand just now." Leer put down her eyebrow pencil and asked me.

"I feel like you and my good friend..."

"Oh? What's her name?" Hearing what I said, she seemed to be interested.

"Lu Diu."

"Hehe, what a weird name." I think she also looks lost when she smiles.

"Yeah. Her mother said that she would throw her away if she was disobedient, so she took this name to threaten her." There was a faint smile on my face, and I remember what Diudiu said at the time.

"Well... the idea is very special. What kind of girl is she?" she asked.I think she and Diu Diu are both talkative people, and they like to ask and talk about one thing until they know it completely.

"Just like you, she is a very good girl, easy to get close to, she is also very silly and naive..." Also very pitiful...

"Xiaotian, what's wrong with you?" Le'er hurriedly wiped away the tears I accidentally fell, "Are you crying?"

"Oh... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I won't ask anymore."

Xiaofei was waiting for us watching TV in the living room, but she came in when she heard some noise in Leer's room. "What's going on?" She walked into the two of us.

Le'er squatted in front of me and kept apologizing to me. I wanted to say it was okay, but something stuck in my throat and I couldn't say anything.Only the tears continued to flow.

"What's the matter with you sweetie?"

I shook my head, finally pulled back the sadness from that painful memory, and spit out the three words "I'm fine...".

"Oh, I see." Xiaofei patted her hand, "Xiaotian must have regretted letting you put on makeup. In fact, she still wanted me to be like her, just considering your self-esteem, Leer. Xiaotian , don’t cry, I’ll just help you make up. I’ll do it for you every day from now on.”

Le'er pulled Xiao Fei away, "It's not because of this. It's me... Maybe I mentioned something that made her sad."

Xiaofei stopped talking, walked up to me and knelt down, held my hand, and spoke to me for the first time in a very mature and stable female voice: "Believe me, you will not suffer more than me."

"Xiao Fei..." Le'er called her name a little anxiously, and I could tell that she was trying to prevent her from saying anything to me.

"My biological father died when I was ten years old, and the family had no source of income. My mother is a weak woman who can only make money by making chickens. Every day, one or two strange boys come to my house, and there are lewd calls every day. .Then my mother got AIDS and she transferred the job to me. My body has had sex with many men. I was 11 years old. I was only 11 years old. Mother made it like this..."

"Stop talking..." Xiao Fei didn't cry, but Le'er began to cry.

"Look at you, this is my business and I didn't cry, but you did." Xiaofei sniffed and said to Le'er.

She is indeed more pitiful than Diudiu, more painful than me.So how did she build up her current strength?Her easygoing and cheerfulness make people never think that she will have such a past.

"Xiao Fei, I'm sorry..." I said to her.If it wasn't for me, she wouldn't have to bring up this painful memory.

"Why are you still crying? The makeup is all over, and I have to do it again... I can't wait for you guys impatiently, I'll do it for you."

When Leer heard this, she hurriedly wiped away her tears and pulled me away, "I will never let Xiao Tian become a panda."

I laughed, "It's okay, I'll just be a national treasure once."

The time for our official work has begun.Le'er and Xiaofei took me to a private room. The strong perfume smell was the same as the one in Shen Yue's office, but the smell was different.The private room was filled with ambiguous warm purple lights.

The brown sofa and coffee table were placed opposite the door. When the door was opened, five men were seen sitting on the sofa, smoking a cigarette, and they were originally watching TV.As soon as we entered, the eyes moved over.

(End of this chapter)