Hear the heartache

Chapter 4 Your Sweetness

After delivering breakfast to him, Diu Diu went to have breakfast with me.When we got to the classroom, we happened to see Chi Yulin handing Li Meiguo the breakfast that Diu Diu had sent to him.Li Meiguo shook her head and didn't pick it up.

Chi Yulin lowered his eyes, his expression must be very sad now.But he didn't know that Diudiu was in the same mood as him.I saw Diu Diu sitting on the seat and buried his head with his arms.She was crying, my gut told me.

"Diudiu..." I went to touch her hand, "Don't do this."

She raised her wet eyes, said "hmm" to me, and then took out the book that was due for the first class.I thought she just gave up and didn't like that boy anymore, but I was wrong.She did something that not only surprised me, but also made the whole class dumbfounded.

At noon, we were supposed to have dinner together, but Diudiu told me that she had something to do, so she separated from me.We didn't have lunch together for the first time.

When class was about to start in the afternoon, Diu Diu hadn't come yet.I was ready to help her cover up her lateness.When the bell was about to ring, Diudiu had just arrived in the classroom, holding a large bouquet of roses in his hand that stunned the whole class.She walked to Chi Yulin's place and began her confession, which was simple and clear.

"Chi Yulin, I like you, and I hope you can associate with me."

The boys in the class started booing, the girls started talking, and I just stood there dumbfounded.The one who was even more demented was Chi Yulin, who was so surprised by this sudden confession that he didn't close his mouth for a long time.

Some boys urged him from the side, "Accept it. Lu Diu is actually pretty good."

"That's right, buddy, you are so lucky. A girl confesses her love to you with such a big bouquet of roses, and we will die." The words were filled with sadness and loss.

"I'm sorry, Lu Diu, I have a girl I like." He didn't dare to move his hands, afraid that Diu would think he would pick it up.

Diudiu seemed to have been slapped by an invisible slap, and was instantly stunned.The expression on his face dropped from looking forward to joy to incomparably lost and uncomfortable.She angrily threw the bouquet into the trash can at the back of the classroom.

The dustbin did not completely devour the beauty of the roses, but left some delicate flowers exposed outside, as if still unwilling to look forward to it.

When the teacher came, he saw the roses in the dustbin behind the classroom at a glance. "Who spoiled it so much?" He walked to the trash can and picked up the bouquet of roses, "What a beautiful flower. Students, your youth is as delicate and beautiful as this flower, you must work hard , leaving the most beautiful image in people's hearts."

A classmate answered, "What are you trying to do, no matter how beautiful it is, it will end up withered."

"Who answered it?" The teacher turned his head and asked, the whole class was quiet and no one answered.He sighed, and threw the rose back into the dustbin again.Classes begin.

Diudiu should give up now.I have some selfish comfort in my heart.

After school, Diudiu and I went back to the apartment together.Downstairs in the girl's apartment, we saw Chi Yulin, he was waiting for someone, when Diudiu walked towards him with his head down, he suddenly grabbed Diudiu's arm.

"Lu Diu, I have something to tell you." After speaking, Chi Yulin pulled Diu away.Leave me alone.

My good friend was taken away so easily, she didn't look back, I'm still here, Xiaotian is here, at least... say goodbye to me.

The cold wind blew across my cheek like a mockery, and it hurt a little.

I went back to the apartment to get something and went to the cafeteria to eat alone.Looking at those boys and girls eating together, I feel so pitiful, I don’t have any friends, I’m so lonely...

The sound of their talking and laughing spread into my ears along with the air, which hurt my heart. I lowered my head and ate rice in a muffled voice, and suddenly missed my parents very much.

Li Meiguo and a few of her friends came to me, "Oh, it's so pitiful to eat alone. You should make more friends."

I was so annoyed by the sneer on her face that I ignored it.Change a table and continue eating.

"Okay, Meiguo, seeing her like this, let's go out to eat. I'm going to starve to death."

Hearing this sentence, I couldn't help but shed tears and fell into the food.Fortunately, their backs were facing them, and they couldn't see this ugliness even if they wanted to.

"Okay, let's go. Baby, don't be angry." I knew that Li Meiguo's words were deliberately amplified so that I could hear them.Li Meiguo, if you want to make me unhappy, you have done it, but if you want me to give up Diudiu as my friend, you will never be able to do it.

During self-study last night, both Diudiu and Chi Yulin asked for leave.It caused a scandal in the class.They are still a little worried about what happened this afternoon, and now the two of them are asking for leave at the same time...

The fountain pen in my hand suddenly ran out of ink, and no matter how hard I stroked, I couldn't draw a line.It's time to change.When changing the core, I thought of Diu Diu. When our friendship is gone, shouldn't it be time to change it?

God, what am I thinking.I hit myself on the head a few times, don't think about it, Diu Diu will definitely not be a person who values ​​sex and despises friends!

After evening self-study, Diudiu came back.She hugged me happily; "Xiao Tian, ​​it's a success! It's a success!" The words were very excited, and she kept shaking me back and forth in her arms.

"Well, I see." I said weakly.

She let go of me and stared at me, "Xiaotian, aren't you angry?"

If you say there is no, it is false; if you say there is, you can't say it.I had no choice but to suffocate the discomfort of contradictions.

"Look, Sweetie." She held up the SpongeBob pendant hanging on her phone, "SpongeBob SquarePants and Patrick are friends forever."

I wasn't angry anymore, but I was a little wronged, and tears were gurgling down my stomach.

Diudiu kissed me suddenly, on the cheek.I'm dumbfounded...

"Xiao Tian, ​​don't be so stingy, next time I have a date with Chi Yulin, it's a big deal, I'll take you with me, okay?"

I want to go, but I don't feel good, will it bother them?I didn't answer.

This night, Diudiu didn't sleep with me.We slept in our own little beds.She moved around, didn't sleep much at all, and I heard her small laugh.It should be recalling what happened with Chi Yulin just now.

Since Diudiu and Chi Yulin dated, I saw that Diudiu was very happy every day, and her smile was much happier and more beautiful than when she was with me before.

Is love really better than friendship?
In fact, Diu Diu is not like the kind of person who values ​​sex over friends.It used to be the two of us eating three meals a day, but now it's the three of us together.Diudiu didn't ignore me because he was with Chi Yulin.I got used to it slowly.As long as she remembers that she still has me as a friend.

But seeing the sweet look of the two of them, my heart is also a little bit ready to make a boyfriend.But now we must focus on learning, and I don't want to disappoint my parents.

During the self-study next night, the three of us were together, and Chi Yulin suddenly asked me: "An Tian, ​​how did you meet Diudiu?"

Before I answered, Diu Diu helped me and said, "It's all thanks to fate. Why are you asking about the past tense of the two of us? It's inexplicable."

"No. I'm just wondering why you two have such a good relationship. It's different from ordinary friends. "

"There's no secret." Diu Diu put his arms around my shoulders, "Perhaps Xiaotian and I are destined to be good friends for a lifetime. Right, Xiaotian."

"Hmm." I nodded.

Good friends for a lifetime, what a long road, unfortunately, Diu Diu, we can't go on...

"Then... count me in too. I also want to be that kind of good friend with you. I heard from the people in your dormitory that the two of you often sleep together at night, right?" Chi Yulin said.

"Hey, what are you thinking?" Diu Diu pinched Chi Yulin's ear.The two look very sweet.

"It hurts...it hurts...don't dare."

Diudiu let go, Chi Yulin pitifully touched his red ears, I was amused by Chi Yulin's expression.

"Diudiu, no matter what, I'm still your boyfriend? You're not even gentle with me." Chi Yulin said aggrievedly.

"Hmph, my tenderness is for Xiaotian, not for you."

"Then I want to be sweetie."

"Go to hell."

They talked and laughed and went downstairs to the girl's apartment, and I walked behind them silently.Chi Yulin glanced at the building in the girl's apartment, "I sent you here, so I should go back too."

"Good night." Diudiu said to him with a smile.

Chi Yulin hesitated for a moment, lowered his head and kissed Diu Diu suddenly, on his lips.

"Good night." He also said to Diudiu with a smile.Then he left.

Diudiu stood there, touched his lips just kissed by Chi Yulin with his fingers, and smiled happily. That smile was so sweet and deeply in my memory.

"Oh, I'm so happy."

Both Diudiu and I came to our senses, it was Li Meiguo who said that.Diudiu's smiling face suddenly collapsed, "It's none of your business! Xiaotian, let's go."

(End of this chapter)