Hear the heartache

Chapter 60
"This is your retribution! This is what you deserve for hurting me!" An Tian took a few breaths of fresh air and said viciously to Li Meiguo.

"Retribution?" Li Meiguo murmured the word, then laughed, a little crazy, "I... I got punished for doing bad things, what about you? Doesn't Lu Diudu's death have anything to do with you? Chi Yulin hurt her, hurt her severely. But what about you? She regards you as her best friend, how much did your betrayal hurt her? In fact, she committed suicide by jumping off a building because she couldn't bear too much pain. She is uncomfortable, and she wants to be free. But among the burdens that make her uncomfortable and really lead her to death, there is also the harm you gave her. An Tian, ​​think about it carefully, isn't it like this! "

An Tian's memories are slowly pulled out...

I still remember, when I told Lu Diu that she and Chi Yulin were together, Diu Diu's heartache...

I still remember that when she and Chi Yulin went to eat, they made trouble...

I still remember Chi Yulin's persistence and stubbornness when he separated from her and kissed Chi Yulin forcefully...

Or Li Meiguo is right, the cause of Diudiu's death is the pain she gave Diudiu...

She has been crazily taking revenge on others, but forgave herself as an accomplice!
what is this?
"You have always blamed Chi Yulin and me for Lu Diudu's death! In fact, you are a sinner! Then, you love Lu Diudiu so much, why don't you punish yourself for her? See Well, the word bitch really fits you right?"

An Tian remained silent, letting Li Meiguo scold her.

"Those who do all kinds of bad things will get retribution, so what about you, An Tian? Don't you realize that you have become very hateful? What are the scars on my face? Isn't it enough to give me so much pain? Why do you You must drive people to a dead end! Does it mean that if we all die, no one will owe anyone! Chi Yulin and I are bad, but An Tian, ​​compared to you, we are so different!"

An Tian looked at the disgusting scar on that half of Li Meiguo's face, and suddenly realized her own cruelty.Although Li Meiguo and Chi Yulin were bad, they would never be to the extent of throwing sulfuric acid on other people's faces.Who did she learn her cruelty from?
"What kind of friend did Lu Diudu have? I'm really puzzled!"

Before she knew it, An Tian was already in tears.

As An Tian said, the real pain for a person is not physically, but mentally.So, seeing An Tian and Li Meiguo like this makes me feel better, right?But everything about her will never come back...

This youth, these feelings, are blown into memory by time, forming a past that cannot go back, and also creating a future that cannot reach the future.

On the rooftop where Lu Diudu left, the wind was so strong that it completely blown up An Tian's coat and messed up her hair.An Tian sat on the fence, looking at the city indifferently.

Li Meiguo's words echoed in her ears like the whistling wind, and kept repeating...

"She regards you as her best friend. How much did your betrayal hurt her? In fact, she committed suicide by jumping off the building because she couldn't bear too many things that made her uncomfortable. She wanted to be free. But when these things made her uncomfortable, really In the burden of letting her go to death, there is also the harm you gave her."

"You have always blamed Chi Yulin and me for Lu Diudu's death! In fact, you are a sinner! Then, you love Lu Diudu so much, why don't you punish yourself for her?"

"People who do all kinds of bad things will get retribution, so what about you, Antian? Don't you realize that you have become very hateful?"

"Diudiu... Maybe Li Meiguo is right, I have always ignored myself as a murderer. I should punish myself, because I regard you as a good friend, so I can't let myself go. Now, I am here to accompany you..."

My body fell outwards...

Pour into that sky...

Pour into the void that I should make up...

Shen Yue was released from prison early.He looked everywhere for An Tian's whereabouts.I got the news from An Tian's A that she had dropped out of school.

The reason is that An Tian committed suicide by jumping off the building, and the rescue saved her life in time, but she became a vegetable and had to drop out of school and go home.

Shen Yue also got An Tian's home address in the countryside, and immediately drove there by car.

An Tian, ​​I'm back.Will you still remember me?

A relatively simple two-story building, the house number on it is exactly the same as the address written in Shen Yue's hand.Is it here?Shen Yue knocked on the door very politely.

The person who opened the door was a middle-aged woman, Shen Yue guessed that this should be An Tian's mother.

"Hi Auntie, I'm An Tian's friend, is she there?"

An Tian's mother was stunned, looked at the man at the door and asked, "Are you Xiao Tian's friend?"

"Yes, I came back from other places. I heard that something happened to An Tian. I came to see her."

An Tian's mother heard Shen Yue say this, looked at Shen Yue again, and she didn't seem to be a bad person, so she invited him into the house.

"Xiao Tian is sleeping." An Tian's mother saw Shen Yue looking around in the room, probably looking for An Tian, ​​so she reminded her.

"Can I go and see her? Don't worry, I won't wake her up." Shen Yue said.

An Tian's mother took Shen Yue to An Tian's room.

An Tian lay on a very simple wooden bed, covered with a quilt, and fell asleep soundly.But that appearance made Shen Yue feel a little pain in his heart.Long time no see, he is fine, but she is haggard a lot.How could it be like this?

He walked to An Tian's bed lightly, An Tian seemed to feel his arrival, and at that moment, she opened her eyes.Face to face, indescribable emotions interweave into a blank space.

"Xiao Tian, ​​I'm back." Shen Yue looked at her and said.

There was no expression on An Tian's face, she just stared at him blankly, her eyes blank.

Shen Yue walked into her and held her hand, "I can stay by your side forever, we can be together now." He kissed her palm.At that moment, no one noticed that An Tian's lips moved, but she didn't say anything after all.

"Auntie, let me take care of An Tian." Shen Yue turned his head and said to An Tian's mother.

An Tian's mother's heart trembled slightly, "An Tian is already like this..."

"It's okay." Shen Yue said with a firm tone, "I am willing to take care of her for the rest of my life."

An Tian's mother was very moved, she wiped her tears and nodded in agreement.

As long as I still love you in my heart, no matter what you become, I will protect you forever.

My father was very good at gambling and often lost money. Because of this, my mother was often beaten by my father, and then ran away with others, leaving me and my father behind.

According to my age, there should be nine years of compulsory education, but my father threw all my tuition fees on the gambling table.I stopped my studies and worked at home.

Later, my father quit gambling. The reason for quitting gambling was that he owed a gambling debt and hadn't repaid it, so someone let go of his little fingers.The pain of cutting flesh woke him up from the gambling.

(End of this chapter)