The emperor's favorite useless concubine

Chapter 228
"You're not from this world, right?" Liu Zhufeng just chuckled and said it for her easily, "I know Master is not from this world. Ever since I was a child, many things my master has told me will never be forgotten. After I left the garden, no one outside knew about it. Over the years, I have been traveling all over the world, hoping to find out where you are from, Master. But the final result is that you do not belong to any part of this world. You are the only one So, is Master a god? Is he a god who was dismissed as a mortal god because he violated the rules of heaven?" Liu Zhufeng said here, feeling a little disappointed, but insisted stubbornly, "So, even if I become Excellent, it is impossible to catch your eyes. You will go back after all, right? But before you go back, I still want to try my best to catch up with you. If this is the only thing you want to tell me, then Needless to say. I don't care, nor am I surprised."

Dugu Xi seemed a little surprised, and remained silent for a long time.

Finally, she chuckled.

"Fool, there is no god. There is no god in this world." She said, "I am not the fairy you think. I am a human being, just like you, a living and dying organism. Perhaps the only difference is that I am more You are thousands of years behind, and people who will be thousands of years later know more about you."

"Thousands of years?" Liu Zhufeng was a little distracted, and repeated in a dull voice.

"Yes, thousands of years. Maybe in Yiren's time, the difference between her and you was not too big, but in our time, there is already too much difference. When I first came to this world from Yuanliu, only I thought it was barbaric and stupid. But gradually, I found it fascinating again. People here don’t have to try their best to make themselves stronger, and they trust that others will spend time with others with peace of mind. They believe that life will get better naturally, and believe that There are many possibilities of fate, believe in... love. The kind of love that puts one's life in the hands of the other party. What a magical thing." Dugu Xi's voice became distant, like when recalling the past, from the depths of memory, ancient times Xi Qingfeng drawn out at the end, "In our place, there is no longer trust between people. We are always thinking about defeating each other and enslaving each other. In our dictionary, there is no trust. Before this time, I didn't know What does trust mean."

"When I started Yuanliu. I just wanted to prove that my intelligence was already the most powerful in that world. But I didn't expect to come here by accident and fell in love with it. So I stayed and decided to spend my life To figure out what kind of spirit it is that created such a seemingly stupid but charming and weird emotion, I was sincerely envious of those who were in love. So I spent a month collecting all the common sense in this world. For example War, such as martial arts, such as dealing with people, such as ruling, and such as painting, poetry, drinking and leisure time, gradually, I became more and more like the people here. Then, I met Helan Wushuang."

Liu Zhufeng didn't interrupt, he was listening very hard, trying hard to digest.

"When I saw him, I decided to love him." Dugu Xi continued: "Giving everything to him, like other people who are in love, I want to know what it feels like to be in love. "

"At one point, I thought we were in love, I was infatuated with him, flustered by his words and sighs, and rejoiced by his occasional care. It was a strange feeling, when we charged together, I know that beside him, there is a kind of dizziness that is not afraid of death. And death is the only thing we fear in that era. Death and failure. We don’t have so-called diseases at that time. I thought I made a right decision, thinking that’s what I really wanted.”

"But, he didn't believe me. Maybe, he never loved me. The so-called love, my greatest discovery, is just an illusion. It's a joke, a deceitful deception." When Dugu Xi said these words, The mood is calm, and there seems to be a smile that has nothing to do with him, "This is still a society where the weak can eat the strong, but it is hidden under the expression of warmth. On the contrary, it is becoming more and more hypocritical. I am confused by flashy things, and I am wasting my time here." The reason why I didn't go back was because I was not reconciled. I was not reconciled to the only time I had palpitations, which ended in such a dismal way. And Yiren, the reason why she appeared here is to let her tell me, tell me the loyalty of love, trust, It's all fake. There are no miracles. There will be no miracles. Let me leave with all my heart, let me give up this hypocritical and cowardly world."

Dugu Xi's voice fell behind, and the hall fell into silence for a while.

After a long time, Liu Zhufeng asked softly, "Did you really love Helan Wushuang?"

"At least I did my duty." Dugu Xi didn't answer directly, but gently avoided the question.

"Why did Helan Wushuang leave this house for Dudu? Why did the master insist on coming here? Maybe not all love has to be 100% perfect, as long as there is a trace, it will make you worry about it and make your heart ache. To be happy, and that is love, has nothing to do with duty, nothing to do with anything else...”

"Liu Zhufeng!" Dugu interrupted his words in a deep voice, and then sighed: "Why do you want to justify it?"

"It's not an excuse. I just want to say that apart from loyalty, trust, and perseverance, the most important thing for two people to be together is tolerance."

"Forgiveness?" Dugu Xi's laughter was full of mockery, "I forgive him, who will forgive me?"

"Me." Liu Zhufeng replied very quickly.

Dugu Xi looked at him quietly in the dark, like looking at an ignorant child.

She didn't say anything.In her eyes, he was just a child.

"Master, in fact there are gods in this world." After a long time, Liu Zhufeng suddenly said calmly.

"I told you since I was a child that you have to rely on yourself and there is no God." Dugu smiled and retorted firmly: "Why don't you and Yiren believe it?"

"There are gods, and because there are gods, there are miracles." Liu Zhufeng stared at her, his eyes were as bright as stars in the darkness, "and I believe in miracles."

Then, he took a step closer, and within the distance of smelling her breath, he whispered word by word:

"Dugu Xi, I love you."

"You were raised by me, so you will naturally say that." Dugu Xi lowered his head and smiled, not taking Liu Zhufeng's words too seriously, "No matter what happens here, it has nothing to do with you. Go back to Liuyuan."

"I'm serious." Liu Zhufeng stared into her eyes and said very sincerely: "Trust me again, this time you will definitely not trust the wrong person."

(End of this chapter)