The emperor's favorite useless concubine

Chapter 52 Kill Me
Many times, love is like a moth to a flame.

Knowing that it is unpredictable and impure, I am still willing to gamble with my life once.

Knowing that it can't be done, but it has to be done.

It's not about reason, it's not about being smart or stupid.

only--

Here it comes.

In your life, there are always a few times when you let your heart lead you to do some extremely stupid things, and you will not regret it afterwards, but the pain it brings is already unforgettable and can no longer be erased.

"It's delicious." He Lanxue almost greedily drank all the porridge in his hand, then put it down, and said lightly, "The taste of forget worry grass will always be the sweetest in the world."

Hearing this, Rong Xiu stood there stunned as if struck by lightning.

He Lanxue raised her eyes quietly, and looked at her very peacefully, "I understand, and I understand. I also said that no matter what you want, I can give it to you."

"You..." Rongxiu's lips trembled violently, and her face turned pale in an instant, "Since you know, why didn't you expose me? Why didn't you scold me, didn't ask me, why did you still pretend to be great and said What understands me understands me!"

Her emotions suddenly became agitated, she raised her hand, and pushed all the jars and chopsticks on the table to the ground.

Crackling, crumbs all over the floor.

Some porridge splashed on He Lanxue's body, and she fainted, soaking the cloth and green shirt. He didn't move away, and sat quietly in the same place like a clay sculpture or wood carving.

look at her.

"Axue," Rong Xiu finally calmed down, with a tone that made He Lanxue unfamiliar, and said again: "Forgetfulness Grass will not hurt your life, it will only erase the memory of the past, and you will be able to feel at ease in the future and obey your orders Your Majesty, be His Majesty's best courtier. Ashe, from now on, we are all set free."

He Lanxue did not answer, but remained silent.

Her voice is so beautiful, yet so indifferent, so strange.

It was as if he had never known the woman in front of him.

The beauty is like a flower, once occupying the most secret and softest dream in his heart, now, in the bright or dark light and shadow of the hut, she is so beautiful that she can't recognize her face to face.

"Why don't you talk?" He Lanxue's silence and silence made Rong Xiu feel embarrassed. In this desolate and smokeless place, the beautiful man sitting opposite her was walking away with a gesture she couldn't see.

She suddenly felt lonely and cold all over her body.

Perhaps the coldness was stronger than the medicinal effect of the Nestebrax herb on He Lanxue.

Of course, He Lanxue's whole body was also cold, but he didn't feel it anymore.

"Actually, I really want to ask you, why?" After waiting for a long time, He Lanxue stood up, glanced at the mess on the ground, and said calmly: "But I can't ask, I already know the answer, but I can't accept it. speak out."

"Axue..." Rong Xiu was startled, tears welled up, and she subconsciously took a step forward.

He Lanxue stretched out her hand to stop her from walking towards him, and he took a step back. For some reason, his steps staggered a bit, his foot stepped on a piece of broken porcelain, stuck into the thin sole, and soon bleed Then, the blood was mixed with the porridge again, sticky, dirty, and inseparable.

But none of them saw it.

He Lanxue didn't even notice the pain.

He was frighteningly cold, and his fingertips were trembling uncontrollably. If he was still breathing, his breathing was already frozen.

No pain, no feeling at all.

"Xiao Rong, when did it start? Since when did you stop loving me?" He finally asked this question word by word.

A question that has lingered in his chest for too long, burned for too long, and was often suppressed by his cowardice and self-deception for too long.

His voice is as clear as a drop of water, spreading across the endless wasteland of night, cold and empty, like a passing wind.

Almost, not his own voice.

He heard his own voice, but he couldn't be sure that it was his own voice.

Rongxiu's hands were on the edge of the table, and she was almost unable to stand still.

The gaffe just now had consumed all her strength.

Then, Rongxiu cried.

The thin and beautiful shoulders shook up and down.

she sobbed.

While crying, she said: "I'm sorry, Axue, I'm sorry, I don't know either. I have to, you know, I can't help myself..."

"I know." He Lanxue actually smiled, the smile was bewildered and charming, it was the Bianhua who looked at the past through the mist, "But why?"

He already knew the answer, but how could he be willing?
They grew up together, they witnessed each other's growth, and they made a lifelong covenant early.At one point, they thought each other was their whole world.

But why?
When did all this change?
"I don't know." Rongxiu finally went limp and sat down on the ground along the table, "Axue, I never thought I'd be sorry for you, I like you, I really, really like you. Don’t like you? You are so perfect, you are impeccable—but Axue, you are so perfect, you always look like you are doing everything for me, and you can do anything for me, I have to like you , not even a choice!"

He Lanxue didn't interrupt, just looked at her sadly, waiting for the next article.

"Yes, He Lanchun can't compare to you in everything. He doesn't have your literary talents, your grace, your glamorous glory and legend. He doesn't even treat me well. The pebbles I picked up, but I never wrote love poems like you. He only threatened my father with the things about the Rong family, and never gave up. He raped me, tortured me, and hurt me with words , but she can cry like a child in front of me." Rongxiu suddenly realized that the truth appeared in front of herself in her incoherent speech, even for the first time.

She always thought that she hated He Lanchun, so after five years of marriage, she still treated him coldly.

But now, today, Rong Xiu suddenly found out: She was in love with him.

Falling in love with He Lanchun's directness, he showed the most real emotions in front of her, such an incomplete man, a man who is always so emotional in front of her, forcing her to love her man, when , has gotten her into deep trouble?
So much so that she clearly believed that He Lanxue was capable of protecting the Rong family, but under the halo of the Rong family's interests, she abandoned He Lanxue again and again to help him?

He Lanchun could really touch it, but He Lanxue was so perfect to her that it was too perfect to be real.

He Lanxue's face was pale, he listened blankly to Rong Xiu's remarks, and then smiled again.

The self-mockery and sadness in the smile were so thick that even Yi Ren on the roof dared not look at it.

"I always wanted to give you the best, and I refused to let you bear any bad things. In this way, I lost you instead?" He Lanxue was almost speechless, just smiled, and the smile gradually faded, gradually whitened, It seemed that due to the effect of the medicine, he became surprisingly weak, almost leaning against the table, short of breath.

Rong Xiu also cheered up a bit, it seemed that the sudden truth, instead of knocking her down, instilled an incomparable force into her, she stood up, stood in front of He Lanxue, and said calmly, word by word: " Wangyoucao may make you unconscious for a period of time. During this time, we will contact Mr. Feng Jiu in your name, disband Tianyi Pavilion, and clear all your strongholds. When you wake up, Your Majesty will never doubt you again, and you can still return to the imperial court to serve for the Celestial Dynasty. In the future, you will find someone worthy of your love, get married and have children, and your children and grandchildren will be full, is this good? Axue?"

He Lanxue didn't answer, the effect of the medicine was getting stronger and stronger, his face was as pale as a ghost, and his whole body collapsed.

It's just an internal force holding on here, so it hasn't fallen down for a long time.

"Rong Xiu, kill me." In the end, he just said with difficulty, "Don't make my life worse than death."

He understood He Lanchun's method. He Lanchun's so-called dismissal was of course not sending all his subordinates home, but completely annihilating them.

With He Lanxue's character, those who followed him met with misfortune because of him, and he still had to kneel at the feet of the murderer, bowing his head, walking like a corpse, which was far more painful than death, and it hurt his heart.

"As long as you still think about the little affection from the past, kill me, now!" He repeated loudly, his strength was getting weaker and weaker, but Rongxiu just stood quietly in front of him, looking at him indifferently, He didn't seem to want to answer at all.

He Lanxue looked extremely embarrassed, his sacrifices and choices became extremely ridiculous at this moment.

Ridiculous and naive, he is the protagonist of this farce.

They stood facing each other and looked at each other.

The longest moment.

Then, He Lanxue's laughter sounded.

He Lanxue finally realized the role she was playing, her eyes were full of pain, but her face was filled with a bigger and bigger smile. The laughter was weak but strong, and the deep self-mockery was like stabbing her own knife.

There is blood in the sound.

Reluctance and guilt flashed across Rongxiu's eyes, and soon turned into indifference.

When women change, they are far more thorough and ruthless than men.Maybe it was a momentary thing, so the beauty was gone.

"Save him." Yi Ren, who had been holding on to Yan Han, suddenly said, "Take him away."

She couldn't let He Lanxue appear in front of Rongxiu in such an appearance.

She didn't even want anyone to see this kind of He Lanxue, that peerless person who could maintain her graceful demeanor even when she was sent into exile, she shouldn't, shouldn't stand here, being so ruined by a woman who doesn't know how to be grateful!

Upon hearing the news, Yan Han made a gesture towards the house, and the figure moved suddenly, and was about to enter the house.

Yi Ren let go of his hand, stretched his face on the roof, and continued to watch the situation inside.

Yan Han felt her arms loosen, she tilted her head to look at Yi Ren, and then suddenly realized that Yi Ren would grab her immediately, not because of being stimulated, but because she was worried that he would leave, she was worried that no one would be able to Help He Lanxue at this time.

She devoted so much to He Lanxue - Yan Han touched his nose, almost jealous.

(End of this chapter)