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Chapter 40 Believe
Chapter 35 Believe
What Jing Yan said was just a combination of a few simple words, but it made a certain part of Su Xiaomu's heart seem to be smeared with honey, sweet and warm, more heartwarming than any sweet words. He cares about her, so why bother to think about it, which will only increase your worries.

She said to herself that she would not think too much about Qin Zhen's matter, and give him time to deal with it properly. If she chooses to believe in him, she must do what she says. If she doubts him so hypocritically, how can they get along with each other? go down?

The days passed like this insipidly.

Xiao Yao is a very popular child, he was carved out of the same mold as his father, the difference is that he always has a smile on his little face, so he can get close and warm to anyone.No, he and Wang Hao's children became acquainted after only one visit to Hong Kong, and occasionally they would go out to play together.

When Wang Hao finds an opportunity, he will also tell her about Qin Zhen's recent situation intentionally or unintentionally, saying that Qin Zhen's illness has improved, and her mother Fang Minzhi is going to take her back to the United States.The purpose of Wang Hao's saying this is obvious, but to make Su Xiaomu feel at ease, and Su Xiaomu also accepts this intention frankly.It would be a lie to say that she has no selfishness, and she also hopes that Qin Zhen's illness will recover quickly. She always feels that only when Qin Zhen leaves, can her heart be at ease, otherwise.

After the mid-term exam, Xiaoyao School held a model competition to let the children exercise their hands-on ability, and parents also needed to help prepare the materials.Apart from being good at drawing, Su Xiaomu didn't understand these things. It was Friday in a blink of an eye.

That night, when Jing Yan came out of the shower, he saw Su Xiaomu searching for something in front of the computer. Hearing his footsteps, Su Xiaomu turned around and habitually handed him the prepared towel to wipe his hair. Putting the force back in front of the computer, he asked one after another: "Xiao Yao is going to participate in the model competition, do you know where the materials he wants can be sold?" After repeating it, it made her head hurt.

After waiting for a while without hearing his answer, she said to herself again: "Forget it, you don't know, I'll search again... Ah, by the way, Ziqi should know! Just ask him? "She suddenly realized and patted her forehead, and began to find where her mobile phone was.

Jing Yan, who had been standing quietly beside her, raised his eyebrows, held her shaking hand unexpectedly, and said lightly: "Don't bother 'others' with everything, just ask Wang Hao to buy and give away what you need." Just come. Besides, the weather is not good recently, and it will be cloudy and sunny for a while, so don't run around and torment yourself so hard." If Su Xiaomu is careful enough, he will find that his word "others" is more important than the other words. The bite is slightly heavier.

But she obviously didn't notice, she just felt the heat in her palm, shook her head and laughed and said, "Don't tell me, you really think Wang Hao is a handyman? No matter how high the salary is, you won't be so bossy. Isn't it just to buy a small For the things the child needs, we can go by ourselves, and I have to take Xiaoyao to go in person, let him worry about his own affairs, don't develop the habit of relying on us, if everything is prepared for him, he will still What can you do so that you become a playboy when you grow up?"

Jing Yan thought for a while and felt that her words made sense, and quickly said: "Well, I'll drive you there tomorrow." Then he went to the other side and picked up the landline to make a call.Doesn't he have a meeting tomorrow?Su Xiaomu raised her eyes in astonishment, and looked into his eyes that were as thick as thick ink. The doubts in her heart dissipated in his conversation: "...well, cancel it for me, push it all to next Monday, by the way, help me Look it up, where are the materials for making models..."

Wang Hao said that day that in the boss's heart, you and Xiaoyao are a thousand times more important than business. He used to put work first and distinguish between public and private.

A warm smile appeared on Su Xiaomu's lips.

Saturday.

When eating breakfast, Xiao Yao became very excited when he knew that his father was going out together. Su Xiaomu felt a little apprehensive, and said with a straight face, "Okay, I don't see you so happy when I go out with you on weekdays?"

Xiao Yao's little ghost blinked dazedly: "Mom, I see you every day, but I seldom go out with my father. Opportunities are rare."

The speaker is unintentional and the listener is interested.

Su Xiaomu's heart skipped a beat, and she glanced at Jing Yan subconsciously. He was also looking at her with complicated eyes. After a while, he touched his son's head and said slowly: "Then I will take a good stroll with you today. , go to lunch again."

After Xiao Yao heard this, there was another burst of joyful cheers.

It was supposed to be a season of high and refreshing autumn, but it has been cloudy and rainy for the past few days. It looks like spring has just begun. The sky is gray and gray. The rain will not stop, making people feel a little stuffy.

When they came out of the shopping mall, they heard a muffled thunder, which rumbled through the sky. Xiao Yao shrank his body and held his father's hand tightly. Su Xiaomu looked up at the sky and frowned: "It seems that the It's raining." As soon as she finished speaking, the bean-sized raindrops fell to the ground, and soon covered the ground with a layer of moist water, and the water splashed passers-by. You can get half of your body soaked even with an umbrella.

Because this is a small shopping mall, there is no special parking lot. Jing Yan's car is parked in the parking space of the department store across the road, which is not too long or short distance from here.Jing Yan approached Su Xiaomu and brought her a little bit in so as not to be splashed by the pouring rain, his tone was still calm: "This should be a cloud and rain, let's wait here before we go."

Unexpectedly, the rain was getting heavier, and more and more people gathered at the door, noisy and noisy, most of them were students who came to find materials, Jing Yan protected Xiao Mu and his son, and retreated to a corner.

Su Xiaomu carefully saw Jing Yan's eyebrows furrowed tightly, and looked around with concentration, and finally his eyes lit up, pulled his coat sleeve, pointed to a small shop diagonally ahead and whispered: "Why don't we go there?" Take a turn? It's better than being crowded here."

Jing Yan looked at the commotion in front of him, nodded and said, "That's fine."

The owner of this shop is a girl born in the 80s who studied design at the Academy of Fine Arts. The products displayed in the shop are all her original creations, including exquisite gadgets, as well as clothes, shoes and socks.

Because it was dark, two small orange lights were turned on in the store.

Xiao Yao fumbled here and there, feeling very interested, Su Xiaomu also looked at it carefully, and finally his attention was attracted by the pullover sportswear placed on the wooden shelf in the corner.

This can also be regarded as a parent-child clothing, with a striped design with a hat. The large black one has a hand-painted bear father on it, the medium one is red with a bear mother printed on it, and the small blue one also has a bear baby printed on it. With two cute ears, Su Xiaomu fell in love with it immediately.

Xiao Yao ran over, compared the small size clothes to himself, and said to Xiao Mu: "Mom, the clothes I wear seem a little too big."

The owner of the store quickly explained with a smile: "This dress is 100% cotton, because the child is growing, so I deliberately designed it to be larger, so that it will not affect the wearing, why don't you try it first, it is not suitable It doesn't matter."

Su Xiaomu raised her lips and smiled, shaking the blue clothes in front of Jing Yan: "Do you want to try it?"

Jing Yan raised his eyebrows uncomfortably, and asked with a slightly raised tone: "What do you think?" The appropriate tone was not offensive, and he sat on the slightly cramped sofa with his legs crossed, touching his sleeve with one hand The cuff buttons on her face, she smiled calmly.

"I know you don't know how to try, but how will you know if you don't try it?" Su Xiaomu just talked about it, but didn't force him. She shrugged her shoulders to show that she didn't care, and her eyes slipped from the glass window again. The rain has not weakened. He and his son went into the fitting room.

The little girl was very envious of this kind of interaction, especially since this family is all pleasing to the eye, so she took the opportunity to chat with her friend on the other end of the network quietly by typing on the keyboard: "Extra account!"A couple of handsome men and beautiful women came to my store, and there is also a handsome little Zhengtai son!

The other party was silent for a while before replying: (￣[-]￣) No picture, no truth!
The little girl was about to write something to refute, when Su Xiaomu and Xiao Yao swapped them out, with a cute little bear on their chest, looking at the pair of mother and child, one big and one small, Jing Yan smiled softly, with an expression It was very relaxing and pleasant, but the tone was still cold: "Well, it's quite suitable."

Su Xiaomu gave him a sideways look: "Those who don't cooperate have no right to speak." Then he pulled his son around in a circle, nodded with satisfaction and said, "Although it's a little big, it's good to wear it for running."

The little girl hurriedly seconded: "That's right, the upper body is very nice!"

When Su Xiaomu came out after changing clothes, Xiao Yao was already sitting on the sofa. She looked around and asked, "Where's your father?"

Xiao Yao was playing with a small puppet, and pouted outside, saying, "I'm answering the phone!"

Through the glass door, Jing Yan stood outside, not knowing what the person on the phone said, his face was a little darker than the dark sky outside, his jaw was tense, and the smile just now had faded away, as if Feeling her gaze, he looked back at the store, his lips were opening and closing quickly.

"Excuse me, is this dress suitable?" the little girl asked, it depends on the person, and business still needs to be done.

"Wrap it up for me." Xiao Mu nodded expressionlessly, watching Jing Yan walk in, she almost didn't have to guess, she knew what he was going to say later.

Feeling that her expression was not right, Xiao Yao sensitively tugged at her bag: "Mom?"

And Su Xiaomu just shook his head with a wooden face.

After paying the bill, Jing Yan also came to them: "I have something to go first, and when the rain stops, you can take Xiao Yao to lunch."

Su Xiaomu stared at him steadfastly, and said seriously: "No matter how important things are, you have to eat first. Anyway, the restaurant for the appointment is nearby, why don't you go after eating?"

"No, time is tight." Jing Yan thought for a while and said, "Forget it, the rain is so heavy, I will send you back first."

Is Qin Zhen that important?
Su Xiaomu dimmed his gaze, and quickly said: "It's okay, Xiaoyao and I will go and sit there first, and wait for you while we eat. It's the same if you come to us when you're done. If you're not too busy, we can still take a taxi."

Jing Yan nodded and said, "Then I'll call you again, and if you're tired, go home first."

"Yeah." Su Xiaomu raised her eyebrows and hid her thoughts, why it seems like fate, every time they feel closer to each other, something will happen to force them to alienate?
Jing Yan hurried to the hospital, walking in a hurry, his coat was already wet from the rain on his shoulders, he didn't care about anything, and went directly to the floor where Qin Zhen was.

Fang Minzhi had just finished talking with the doctor, and when he saw Jing Yan got out of the elevator, his expression was obviously a little surprised, and he said in surprise: "Hey, I told your father not to tell you about this, if Zhenzhen wants to bother me, just toss me One person is enough, why bother you?"

"I know if I don't know." Jing Yan pursed his lips and asked coldly: "I just met Dr. Lu a few days ago and said that her condition has improved a lot. Why did she take sleeping pills by mistake again?"

Fang Minzhi sighed: "I don't know. She always said that she felt that someone was following her these days, and she was suspicious all day long. When she answered a phone call this morning, she kept crying and crying, and refused to eat. Wait until I get the porridge When it was hot, I brought it back, only to find that she had taken all my sleeping pills. Fortunately, I washed my stomach in time, and I’m fine now.”

"Do you know what it is for?"

"After I called back, I found out that an American friend of hers accidentally told her that Cheng Yu had a son two days ago." Fang Minzhi looked up at Jing Yan worriedly, but he was also silent.

Because they all know that children have always been Qin Zhen's heart disease.

Jing Yan stood outside the ward, hesitated for a while, then stretched out his hand to open the door, and sat on the wooden chair in front of the bed.Qin Zhen fell asleep because of the medicine, but she didn't sleep soundly, her lips were so white that they were about to split. Jing Yan couldn't help but feel distressed for such a Qin Zhen.

I don't know what dreamed, Qin Zhen murmured intermittently: "Don't go, don't go, don't leave me alone..." Struggling with the dripping hand, shaking the IV bottle, it seems that it is not What a dream.

He stretched out his hand to hold her hand, perhaps because he felt warmth and support, she gradually calmed down.

The phone vibrated silently a few times, and he freed up one hand to check, it was Xiaomu's text message: Is the matter settled?

He was not used to texting, and wanted to make a phone call, but was afraid of waking Qin Zhen, so he replied briefly: Don't wait for me.

The pattering rain finally stopped, and the sky was as clear as the washed sky.

Su Xiaomu and Xiaoyao sat in the restaurant for a long time. Xiaoyao was so sleepy that her eyelids drooped. She couldn't help but send a text message to Jing Yan. After receiving his reply, her heart tightened, knowing that there was no need to wait. , but still have to wait and hope.

She laughed at herself and patted her son on the forehead: "Let's go, the rain has stopped, let's go home."

Xiao Yao's eyes were half-opened and half-closed, and he asked sleepily, "Huh? Don't you wait for Dad to pick you up?"

"Don't wait for him."

In a word, how much helplessness is contained.

When he got home, Xiao Yao went to play with his model. Su Xiaomu was uneasy, so he cleaned up the house inside and out, but Jing Yan still didn't come back.She was sweating all over, so she went to take a shower, and within 2 minutes after she came out, she received a call from a strange person. The voice of the other party was very awkward: "Go and check your mailbox." Then there was a beeping busy tone.

Su Xiaomu felt baffled at first, and didn't want to answer it. After all, there are too many such boring calls and text messages in this day and age.But people's curiosity is boundless. Later, she couldn't help but go online and opened her private mailbox. There was indeed an unread email. Tell her that it is not convenient for her to call her now, and tell her not to worry.

She thought to herself, she didn't know who made the phone call as a silly prank.

It took a long time before she remembered that besides this mailbox, she also had a public mailbox for readers, so she clicked in with trepidation.Among the dozens of letters from readers, there is only one that not only has no signature, but also has an attachment.

Open it, check it, the content of the letter is only four words: appreciate it.

Click on the attached preview to see photos of Jing Yan and Qin Zhen.

I don’t know if it’s because the photographer chose a good angle, or because the two of them really have a good understanding. Every photo perfectly shows the familiarity and intimacy that others don’t have. Harmony, as if they were a couple.

Su Xiaomu clicked the mouse numbly, looking at each one, there was no sound around, except for the color of the screen changing pages flickering in front of her, and there was no expression on her face.And she had a very ridiculous idea, at this moment, she only wished she was blind.

There was a light knock on the door, but she was so absent-minded that she didn't hear it.

Jing Yan came in directly and came to her side. Just as he was about to say something, he happened to see the picture of Qin Zhen holding his back on the screen.Fang Minzhi's words were still echoing in his ears, so his expression suddenly became serious, and he asked coldly, "Where did these photos come from?"

Before Su Xiaomu could react, she just raised her head, and heard him asking herself almost ruthlessly: "You sent someone to follow me and Zhenzhen?"

(End of this chapter)