The little princess of the fool's house

Chapter 95 As long as I have you
"Impossible...impossible..." Xu Zhiyuan took a few steps back, still in extreme shock.

It was fine when we met a few days ago, how could it be... all of a sudden?

They must be kidding themselves.

Jun Shihong shook his head, and then took out a purse from his sleeve pocket.

Xu Zhiyuan was also taken aback when he saw it.

"This purse has been kept by Luo Ning as a treasure all these years. Before she left, she was also holding this purse, and she was unwilling to let it go until the last moment..." Jun Shichun said in a hoarse voice, This appearance is also very sad.

Xu Zhiyuan really believed it now, he believed everything Jun Shihong said.

God's will tricks people, Luo Ning, she went like this...

He took the pouch and held it in his arms, so that he could feel the remaining fragrance on Luo Ning's body.

He didn't expect that Luo Ning would carry this purse with him before he died.

This purse was given to Luo Ning by him.

It was left to him by his mother. When he was a child, when he went to play with Luo Ning, he accidentally dropped a purse. As soon as Luo Ning saw it, he liked this purse very much, and he couldn't put it down.

His mother's female red is very good. This purse was also embroidered by his mother. It is a pair of colorful butterflies. The pair of colorful butterflies spread their wings as if they could really fly.

When Luo Ning saw it, he liked it very much.

Seeing Luo Ning's reaction, Xu Zhiyuan also gave Luo Ning his mother's relic.

But he really didn't expect that Luo Ning would keep this purse all the time, and she had no intention of letting it go.

What's the use of just saying something now?
Luo Ning, she has already left.

And he was still walking around with her, saying so many things that hurt her.Luo Ning must be very disappointed in her heart.

Holding the purse, he trembled with grief.

"Her mourning hall is in her bedroom. If Doctor Xu is free, go and have a look. I believe Luo Ning...she also wants to see you." Jun Shihong said with a choked voice.

Then, he turned and left.

As for Xu Zhiyuan, he just stared blankly at the purse in his hand.

Was he unable to see her again?In this life, he just missed it?
He regretted it, regretted that he hadn't expressed his feelings to Luo Ning earlier, regretted that he had said something that hurt her.

If he could honestly express his heart to Luo Ning that day, Luo Ning...wouldn't have gone just like that.

It's all his fault!

"Luo Ning, how can I hurt you so much, how can you be so kind to me..." Xu Zhiyuan said dumbly.

If he could do it all over again, he would definitely let Luo Ning know how much he liked her.

If he knew that one day he would lose her, he would definitely not do anything that he would regret.

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After nightfall, Luo Ning's mourning hall was very quiet, Gu Anran, Jun Shihong, the queen and Jun Shijing were also waiting inside.

"Son, are you really sure that Xu Zhiyuan will really come?" The queen couldn't help but worry.

Although she agrees with Gu Anran's approach, if Xu Zhiyuan is still unwilling to come in the end, wouldn't it cause more harm to Luo Ning?

She was not afraid that Luo Ning would leave her, but she was worried that Luo Ning would be hurt and sad, and she was also afraid that Luo Ning would be sad and disappointed again because of Xu Zhiyuan.

"Will come, Anran can tell that he has heart for Luo Ning, but because of many reasons, he doesn't reveal his heart to others. Doctor Xu will definitely come to see Luo Ning." Gu Anran calmed down. said.

If this person really didn't want to see Luo Ning for the last time, then she would be very disappointed in this person, and this person was not someone Luo Ning could trust.

She believed that Xu Zhiyuan was not such a cold-blooded and heartless person. Since he had feelings for Luo Ning, he would definitely be willing to see her "one last time".

The queen just nodded, since Gu Anran said so, then she has to believe Gu Anran's words.

At this time, they heard movement inside, so they ran to the inner room together, and hid behind the screen, quietly watching the movement outside.

Xu Zhiyuan walked into the hall and stood still in front of Luo Ning's spirit tablet.

Hearing that Luo Ning was suffering from a serious illness, he was also cremated. When he entered the hall, he couldn't even see Luo Ning's body.

He closed his eyes and recalled every bit of the time with her before.

He remembered the scene when she took him to the mountain that day and called him brother Zhiyuan for the first time.

"Brother Zhiyuan, the camellias here are so beautiful!"

He even thought of how she couldn't put it down after seeing her purse.

"Luo Ning really likes this purse, but it was left to him by Zhi Yuan's brother and mother... Luo Ning can't take it." She said when she was little.

"It's okay, if the princess likes it, take it."

He even thought of the situation when she was injured and he carried her back to the palace.

At that time, they were all terribly afraid that Emperor Jingde and the Empress would blame themselves, but they didn't mind, because it was their father, but they trained them for a long time.

Later, when he found out what he wanted, when he wanted to express his feelings to Luo Ning, he noticed that some married princesses and the husband next to him were either rich or noble, either champions, ministers, princes, and I am just an imperial physician.

He is still very young now, although he is favored by others, he has to start small, and it will take a long time to sit in this position.

So, he chose to back down.

But he never thought that his retreat would cause this tragedy, causing him to lose her, and he also said that the whole destiny would lose her.

"Silly girl, why are you so stupid? I'm just an imperial doctor, and I keep hurting you, how can it be worth letting you pay me with all my heart?" Xu Zhizhou looked at Luo Ning's spirit card and said hoarsely.

"When I just came here, I thought a lot. If I could do it all over again, I really want to, and I want you to know what's on my mind."

"If we were all just ordinary people, I would definitely treat you as a treasure, and Zhiyuan would definitely not let you down."

The hateful thing is that she can never get rid of her own identity, she can't get rid of this noble status, she will always be a noble princess, but he will always be so humble.

God's will tricks people, he knows how it feels after all.

"Then if, Luo Ning would like to think of him as an ordinary commoner, brother Zhiyuan, would he be willing to be a commoner and be with Luo Ning?"

This voice, in Xu Zhiyuan's view, was like the sound of heaven. He turned his head, but saw the face that he thought about day and night in front of his eyes.

I saw that Luo Ning's eyes were red, and his face was full of tears.

She was wearing Gong'e's clothes.

"Luo...Princess, you, why are you..."

Xu Zhiyuan was frightened by what he saw, his mouth opened and closed.

Luo Ning her, didn't she leave?Why did I see her standing in front of my eyes in her mourning hall?
"Okay, let's stop pretending." Gu Anran walked out with a smile, behind her was the queen, and the two brothers Jun Shichun.

Xu Zhiyuan was stunned when he saw the scene in front of him, and he couldn't react for a while.

At this moment, Jun Shihong walked up to Xu Zhiyuan's side, and then patted him on the shoulder, with a trace of apology in his eyes.

"Zhiyuan, I'm sorry, what I told you this afternoon was just a joke." Jun Shihong said with a smile.

joke?

Now Xu Zhiyuan was even more confused?
Why did you suddenly make such a big joke on yourself?

"Doctor Xu, all of this is my concubine's idea. That prince Helian is not a kind person. He bought the maid beside Luo Ning, and even caused the prince to fall into the water. We all know that Luo Ning cannot be promised to He Lian." Prince Lian, therefore, came up with this method..." Gu Anran said with a smile.

Only then did Xu Zhiyuan react.

No wonder they were so extravagant about Luo Ning's "death". It turned out that they had already calculated it!Their main purpose is to make Helian quit in spite of the difficulties.

But why are they still lying to themselves?

"If you hadn't been asked to come here, if we hadn't told Luo Ning the news, I believe you wouldn't have expressed your heart so easily." Gu Anran said with a smile.

All this is really within her expectations.

Xu Zhiyuan, he really is a sentimental person, otherwise he wouldn't have said so many touching words.

Luo Ning walked up to Xu Zhiyuan without knowing when, and she stomped her feet angrily.

"You coward, if it wasn't for this, I would never have known that I was not wishful thinking." Luo Ning said, and the tears fell down again disobediently.

Xu Zhiyuan looked at Luo Ning in a daze, and recalled everything he had just said.

He said that if they were ordinary people, he would not betray her and would treat her well.

She asked, if she was willing to be a commoner, would she be willing to give up her current official position and live an ordinary life with him in the past.

"Princess, is Zhiyuan really worthy of your devotion?"

How could he have such a heart as Luo Ning's?
So what's so good and capable, is it worth letting Luo Ning give up everything in the palace and live with him?
"It's worth it, Luo Ning believes, it's all worth it." Luo Ning said firmly.

If it is because of her identity that she will not be able to get the love in her life, then she is willing to give up this identity and leave this suffocating place.

"Brother Zhiyuan, my father, queen and queen have already agreed. I can give up all of this, and I can be with the person I like. Even if Luo Ning suffers in the future, so what. There is no difference between the prime ministers, so Luo Ning already feels that it is enough."

What Luo Ning said was touching, and every word came from the heart.

As long as Xu Zhiyuan needs to take this step, she is willing to walk slowly and step by step with him.

Xu Zhiyuan looked at Luo Ning in a daze. When he heard Luo Ning's words, he always felt that they were not real.

He couldn't believe that Luo Ning actually gave up everything for himself, and he couldn't believe that His Majesty and Queen were willing to hand Luo Ning over to him...

"Doctor Xu, as you know, we have sent the news of Luo Ning's death. If you are not brave this time, we should find a way to send Luo Ning away. In this way, Doctor Xu will never be able to I saw Luo Ning." Gu Anran said with a smile.

She saw that Xu Zhiyuan was beginning to waver a little, so she said more vigorously, hoping that Xu Zhiyuan could really make up his mind.

"Doctor Xu, as you said, you will never do anything you regret." Jun Shihong said again.

Xu Zhiyuan lowered his eyes.

Yes, he really didn't want to do anything he regretted anymore.He had already "lost" once and didn't want to lose it a second time.

He is not young anymore, and he is very clear about what he wants most in his heart.

He knew that he wanted Luo Ning.

"Zhiyuan...is it really possible..." Xu Zhiyuan asked in a daze, and then secretly glanced at the queen standing beside Luo Ning.

The queen, would she really be willing to let herself take Luo Ning away?
He really can't believe it!

"Son, don't be so unconfident about yourself anymore. I heard everything clearly just now, so don't lie to me!" the queen said jokingly, her small eyes curved , look at this Xu Zhiyuan, he is a good-looking person, and he is honest, he is more and more satisfied.

Although they may only be ordinary people in the future, so what, as long as Luo Ning feels happy, isn't it all right?
Xu Zhiyuan just pursed his lips, then clenched his fists again. He turned his head and looked at Luo Ning again.

"Zhiyuan might go to a small town to become an ordinary doctor, what does the princess think?" Xu Zhiyuan looked at Luo Ning and asked.

Luo Ning was startled by Xu Zhiyuan's words, but after a while, he realized the meaning behind Xu Zhiyuan's words.

"Well, Luo Ning likes brother Zhiyuan who treats various diseases."

"Zhiyuan may only focus on studying medical skills, and may also donate doctors and administer medicines, and may not earn much money. Maybe the princess will follow Zhiyuan to live a hard life. What does Luo Ning think?"

After hearing this, Luo Ning couldn't care less about the Queen and Jun Shihong beside her, so she threw herself into Xu Zhiyuan's arms.

"I don't mind, I don't mind, as long as I'm with you, Luo Ning doesn't mind anything!"

That's right, she doesn't mind, as long as she has him, whether it's light food, big fish or big meat, even if she is asked to eat tree bark, she will feel satisfied and happy...

(End of this chapter)