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Chapter 409 Armor and Weakness

Xia Han thought of a lot, she relied on a blush, when MN helped her to hype, she also used this face, and said that she was flawless, etc., now I think it is funny.

"But you're red." There was a smile on the teacher's face.

"The most ridiculous thing is this. I was blacked out." Xia Han still felt a little funny when he thought of these things, "The popularity has been blacked out like this, and because I have been criticized for my acting skills, there will always be people In order to blacken me better, watch the works I participated in."

"Humans are complex animals." The teacher explained this "strange" thing in this way.

"It's simply miraculous." Xia Han said.

"So now why do you have to worry too much about anything, you have already experienced this, you are simply a seasoned warrior!" The teacher encouraged her in such a way that she was surprised. "Since there were so many difficulties in front of you back then, you didn't back down and were fearless, but now that something like this happened, you became distraught."

Xia Han sighed, unable to hide her current sorrow, and said: "I was alone in the past when I faced those people who were malicious to me. I had nothing to fear. I felt that I was alone. I didn't need to Afraid that someone will hurt me, I just go forward and think of myself as a warrior, wearing armor and looking straight ahead. But now it is different, I am already a warrior, but the armor on my body is no longer just to protect myself People, I have a weakness, I have someone I care about, and that becomes my worst weakness."

"Feng Qi is not only my armor, but also my weakness. I used to be strong and invincible because of him, but now I also worry about gains and losses because of others attacking him. I always think, if he didn't fall in love with me, Maybe he doesn’t need to be so picky by the public. Before meeting me, although he was the CEO of Wanfeng Entertainment, he was very low-key, and the media would never want to photograph him. Now he is exposed because of me, and even encounters such cyber attacks ..."

Xia Han was a little worried, and even showed a bit of fear on his face. People who are deeply in love are always so worried about gains and losses.

The teacher understood what she meant, looked at her and said, "Then are you afraid that the relationship between you will be shaken?"

"No." What Xia Han blurted out made the teacher feel her firmness. "I never doubted the relationship between me and him, I have not wavered about it."

She was not a person who would completely trust anyone in the past. She knew that in such a society full of desires, no one would be single-minded and wholeheartedly for anyone, regardless of the consequences and benefits. Good people.

But she encountered a special case, even she herself couldn't believe that she was so lucky to meet Feng Qi who simply wanted her to have a happy life.And she trusted him for no reason or reason at all. There was no misunderstanding between them, and everything was honest and open.She can't learn to be jealous, maybe she is not such a person, or maybe Feng Qi has never done anything to make her jealous.Such a relationship and such feelings make her care and cherish.

"I just don't like to implicate him because of myself." Xia Han said so, leaving the teacher in a state of half understanding and half understanding.

The teacher can understand what she said because of herself, which caused Feng Qi's personal affairs and marriage to attract attention, so this time the matter could have been trivialized and turned into a major one, but she didn't quite understand, even so, why Xia Han didn't blame Feng Qi's "accident" at all, but only blamed herself.

Xia Han knew that the teacher didn't understand, but she didn't want to explain too much. She couldn't tell anyone about such a thing now, so she changed the topic and talked about herself.

"I'm really annoyed. Although I have temporarily retired from the entertainment industry, it seems that I have never been able to escape these things. There are never many people who pay attention to my private life. My marriage is only a personal matter, but it seems like My marriage has become a matter of public participation. I thought that if I don’t live as a public figure, I can get the same ordinary life, but the reality tells me that it’s wishful thinking. Teacher, do you know that I have From the very beginning, the mobile phone has turned on and off at fixed times, the calls from friends and relatives, and the reporters from gossip magazines who pried my mobile phone number from nowhere, bombarded my nerves again and again, and I was about to collapse."

The teacher showed sympathy and understanding for her experience, and said: "As long as you trust each other, nothing is difficult." Speaking of these things, the teacher raised his head and looked out of the window, his expression began to soften, and outside the window was just In another building, she seemed to see something beautiful in her eyes.

"When the teacher was young, he met a man. That man was a doctor. At that time, my mother was hospitalized for appendicitis. He was the chief surgeon. He was dressed in a white coat and looked very upright. In short, he looked very clean and good-looking. "

Xia Han looked at the teacher's slightly sad look when recalling the past, and listened quietly to her story.

"In today's terms, he is a little fresh meat."

"So handsome?" Xia Han interrupted and asked.

"Of course, in my eyes, I can't find a man who is prettier than him." The teacher told her with great certainty, Xia Han couldn't help but sigh with emotion. Sure enough, Xi Shi is in the eyes of lovers. In her eyes, she couldn't find it either. There is a more handsome man than Feng Qi.

"What then?"

"Later, because my mother was hospitalized, I went to take care of my mother after class. Because of this opportunity, I gradually became familiar with him. I liked him wholeheartedly. I hoped that he could use a different way of life from others. I looked at me with wide eyes. I found all kinds of excuses to get close to him, until my colleagues made fun of me and always ran to the hospital.” As if recalling his “Sima Zhao’s heart” back then, the teacher lowered his head Smile faintly.

"You didn't say you liked him?" Xia Han asked, tilting her head.

"At that time, how could you be as open as you are now? No matter how much I like it, I have to be reserved. I can't just run over to a girl's house and ask people if you like me." The teacher replied.

"Then does he know that you like him?"

"He is so smart, how could he not know, so when his colleagues laughed at me, he helped me, saying that he sent me to the hospital. So his colleagues thought that we were on good terms, in fact, We are indeed getting better." The teacher said and raised his head to look out of the window.

"And later?"

"Later, when I was about to graduate from school, I was thinking about my future development. Things piled up, and I was too busy to take care of him. He was in the hospital, and many nurses and female doctors were interested in him. Among them There was the dean’s daughter at that time. He told me about it, and I was very upset. In fact, I was probably inferior at that time. I thought that the dean’s daughter was a girl with good conditions, and anyone with a discerning eye knew who to choose. I quarreled with him countless times about this matter, he was very accommodating to me, and would apologize to me first after each quarrel. But I couldn't control the quarrel whenever I heard something troublesome, and repeated many times, he came It took longer and longer to apologize to me, until his last apology was a month after the quarrel between the two of us, and he told me that he was going to the United States." When the teacher said this, he was completely She didn't have the joy she had when she recalled it before, but she was just very calm, as calm as she usually was when she was lecturing.

"He told me that it was not the dean's daughter who made him decide to go to the United States, but my constant suspicion, which made him feel tired and hopeless in his relationship, so he might as well just leave and pursue his career." The teacher said these words At that time, his voice was a little hoarse, as if he was suppressing something, "So it is doomed that you and your fiancé can trust and consider each other like this, instead of being jealous and quarreling for no reason like me. Like my ending with him."

Xia Han watched the teacher suppress his sadness, and some words were stuck in his throat, but he still didn't say it in the end.

Perhaps, it is just an excuse to say that feelings are hopeless, so they are rushing to their careers.In fact, the doctor chose the latter in his relationship and career, and he didn't want to bear the psychological guilt, so he used this statement to transfer responsibility and let himself go with peace of mind.

Xia Han sometimes felt that she was really being too rational. Facing the teacher's sad past, instead of being moved, she felt that the man in this story was really too selfish.

She is not a suspicious woman like the teacher, and Feng Qi is not the selfish man in the story, so she and Feng Qi will never reach the end of the story.

However, this self-report by the teacher did make her feel more emotional and less worried.At the end of today's class time, the classroom door rang.

The teacher walked over to open the door, and saw Feng Qi holding things in both hands, standing upright at the door of the classroom, smiling politely at the teacher: "Hello, teacher, I am Xia Han's fiancé, here to pick Xia Han up from get out of class."

The teacher was also very surprised, seeing Feng Qi greet her politely, smiled and nodded, and invited him in.

Xia Han was pleasantly surprised to see Feng Qi appearing in the classroom, quickly stood up, walked to him, took a fruit gift box in his hand and said, "Why are you free to come here?"

"I'll pick you up from get out of class, so you won't beat me up as a bad guy on the way." Feng Qi chuckled and pinched Xia Han's nose.

Xia Han blushed when she thought of the teacher standing behind Feng Qi, and patted Feng Qi's shoulder coquettishly.

"What are you doing? I don't care about the occasion." Xia Han complained in a low voice, and then looked at the teacher, who was looking at the two of them smiling kindly, and she felt even more embarrassed.

(End of this chapter)