The unscrupulous elder sister

Chapter 243 I used to blend with your breath (1)
When Baocheng heard him ask this question, a mocking smile suddenly appeared on the corner of his lips, "...you will only be the one who regrets it!"

He stood up, stroked the corner of his robe, and walked out step by step, but stopped after only a few steps, "I thought you understood her."

Yinzhen looked at his figure slowly going away, slumped down on the ground in a daze, lowered his eyes, and murmured in a low voice, "Why did you ever give me a choice..." Something bitter trickled into the corners of his lips, bitter His whole body slowly trembled.

On October 68th of the [-]th year of Kangxi, Crown Prince Yinreng called all the ministers in the Hall of Supreme Harmony to read out the Kangxi Edict. After the edict was read out, he read out the edict for the Zen position.

After the edict was read out, the former Prince Yinfeng slowly walked out of the Hall of Supreme Harmony with his hands behind his back. The golden sun rose head-on, and his figure seemed to be entering the glorious glory. Not far away, there were two figures standing side by side , smiled brightly at him, and slowly stretched out his hand to welcome him.

The unremarkable carriage slowly drove out of the city gate, and no one saw the laughing family of three, the thin and tough figure on the high city wall.

When we can't turn back, we can only go on, no matter how difficult and lonely the road is.

"Go back to the palace."

He said, you are late.

I always thought he said that I was born later than him, but I later found out that it was too late to enter her heart.

I even struggled because of this, I said to him, so what if you are young, you will have intercourse when you are 13 years old, and then there will be more women, will she accept it?And I still have a few years to wait.

At that time, no one told me that waiting is the worst thing to do, and you must fight for what you want.

I still remember that when I was very young, I was always waiting, waiting for my mother's love and smile, but I never waited. What I waited was one abyss after another. I fell into it, and then completely fell into the darkness.

She is a ray of sunshine I see in the dark, warm and bright, I approach her without any resistance, getting closer and closer, and then I can't bear to let go.

I was imprisoned by Tong Shi in Jingren Palace since I was a child. Of course, at that time I still felt that she cared about me, because those maids would tell me that the concubines next to Huang Ama would be jealous of Er Niang and would come Hurt me, I am very happy and moved.

So the number of times I can see her is very limited.

In my impression, the first time I saw her was probably when I was three years old. Perhaps the impression was too deep. I was not old enough to remember, but I remembered her so clearly. Everything was blurred, only her smiling face was left under the light.

She was smiling at him, and I will always remember that gentle smile when she smiled and put the food on his plate, so that every time she smiled at him since then, it reminded me of that time so long ago. true memories.

For the first time, I also know what it feels like to be envious.

Goodbye to her, it was the following Shangyuan Festival. On the night before the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, she invited several younger brothers and sisters to play together. The news was brought to me by him. He and Huang Ama went to Jingren Palace together, and then held Holding my hand, I walked slowly to the imperial garden.

During the laughter, I kept peeking at her, and she would find out every time, and then gave me a smile without hesitation, and my heart was very happy. I hoped that time could last forever at this moment. Stopped all the way, leaving forever the bright smiling face illuminated by various lights.

But the wish in my heart will never be fulfilled, but what makes me happy is that she sent me back to Jingren Palace, even though he was followed behind.Later, she took the initiative to hug me, and the joy at that moment was almost unbearable for me.

When I went back with Huang Ama, I turned my head to look at her quietly. She stood side by side with him in the distance, and the moonlight shrouded the two of them like water. The brilliance between their eyebrows is so similar, maybe fate has been ruled from that moment. It's fixed, but I've never penetrated it.

That day, maybe it was a turning point in my fate, she was in a bad mood and was angered by Tong, and then asked me to play with her, there seemed to be nothing I couldn't do with her, I managed to stay, and she But I was reprimanded by Ukuma, but she didn't care, and even kissed my face when she took me back to the West Third Office.

Even after I grow up, I understand that it is just a kind of love for children, but I am still happy because of such a small or even unintentional action. For the first time, I know that I am also loved by someone.

Every day after that, she would come to Jingren Palace to pick me up to play in Ningshou Palace, and she would serve three meals a day with her own hands. It was the best food I ever ate in my memory, and those days were also the best in my memory beginning of.

Then one day, he appeared again. I vaguely heard that he and Huang Ama had gone out of the palace, but he came back unexpectedly. When I saw him, my first reaction was to be on guard, because I couldn't forget that she treated him at that time. How gentle the smile is, how afraid I am, he will snatch her away.

But he asked me with a light smile, do I like her very much, I naturally said yes, and then he told me that he also likes her very much, so he has to protect her with me and not let others take her away, especially Some brothers who are about her age should pay special attention, those brothers look at her as if they want to eat her.Then he told me that I can't protect her at all in my current appearance, so I must work hard to become stronger.

That was the first time I knew that not only could I rely on her, but I could also become stronger to protect her and make her smile so happily all the time.So I couldn't wait to ask him how to become stronger, and he smiled slightly.

Since then, I let go of my guard against him. I feel that I am the same person as him, and all my efforts are to protect her. Later I realized that this is just a means, a means to quickly get close to others, Because you have the same hobbies and the same goals.

Then, Tong was pregnant, that was when I heard the news, I was very sad, but even though I didn’t say anything, she was smart and understood everything, and comforted me with a smile, in fact, it wasn’t her words that made me happy , but her smile.It's just that my relaxed mood completely collapsed because of the words I overheard after I was in Jingren Palace that night.

I think I will never forget that vicious voice and words in my whole life. I stood stiffly in the shadow of the colonnade, listening to the nice and somewhat hideous voice of my mother who I have always loved in the hall, my whole body seemed to be slow. Slowly dipped into the icy water in the twelfth lunar month, it was bone-chillingly cold.

My mind was blank, I didn’t know anything, I only had one last thought, to find her, to find her, I moved my legs as if they were no longer mine, and walked towards Xisan Institute step by step. It is doomed that I cannot turn back.

(End of this chapter)