The unscrupulous elder sister

Chapter 248 That scene, the wind and the moon are boundless (1)
I love her, but in this game with fate, imperial power, and him, I have never won, and I have lost all of them completely, and my head was broken and bloody, but I have never regretted it.

It is better to be able to blend with her breath than to have nothing at all.

I have tried my best, so in the rest of my life, I will no longer have any regrets, even if I still can't help but hope that I can hold hands with her and grow old.

Although, this is always just a wish.

A large pile of books and materials were carried from Yuqing Palace to the Hall of Mental Cultivation. I looked through them slowly, and then I came across one of the beautiful and familiar handwriting. It seemed that the sunny afternoon appeared in front of my eyes again. Smiling brightly and proudly, she said that she had put a lot of effort into this small script with hairpin flowers, and she pestered herself to ask if it looked good...

I slowly stretched out my hand, trying to pick the flowers blooming at the corners of her lips, but then, I touched an empty space. I was the only one in the empty temple, which was suffocatingly cold and desperately empty.

It would be great if these memories were really just like a dream, passing by without a trace. I just pretended to be drunk for a while, and even if I lost my mind occasionally after waking up, I didn't have to be so lonely and lonely.

It's a long road, I will walk alone, the scenery is picturesque in my memory, but now I can only grow old with nostalgia for you, I only hope that in the next life, I can wait until the last wind is clear and the moon is bright and the flowers are full.

Ming Rong, I love you.

What are your qualifications?
This question has always been engraved in my heart, but obviously, I am the most qualified person. Before her identity was revealed, I was the most qualified person. Unfortunately, I understood it too late.

When we met for the first time, the impression she left on me was that crisp voice like a warbler’s cry, with the tender green color of willows in early spring, and the bewitching fragrance of blooming flowers, as if it came from a dream, in my mind only When the rest of my own difficult and short breath reverberated, it broke through all the oppression like a gentle sharp knife.

I just felt like I was fished out of the water, and the smooth breathing brought the faint fragrance of her body into my heart and lungs. Something cool melted in my mouth, and I wanted to Opening my eyes, I took a look to see who the cool fingertips belonged to. The blurry figure in front of me was shaking. I struggled to open my eyelids, and then the colorful light from the figure's head under the sun shot into me. eyes, I was plunged into darkness.

When I woke up again, my congenitally deficient body was much better, and I immediately knew the owner of that voice.Princess Chunxi.

For a long time, I could only stay in the study and read books all day long due to physical reasons. This is the first time I heard this name, Chunxi, Chunxi. I chewed these two words carefully, and a little inexplicable slowly appeared in my heart. come urgently.

I want to see her, I want to see what kind of person has such a clear and beautiful voice, as well as that soft fingertips and cool temperature.

Soon I got my wish. In the name of gratitude, I saw that woman who was just a little girl at that time. Lianyan, she is wearing a tender green flag dress, like the new buds of willows in early spring, so full of vitality, she broke through my defenses, occupied my heart irresistibly, and has grown vigorously ever since.

I can't help but want to get close to her and explore her. I want to touch her heart through her defenses, so I do everything I can, and I even learned to pretend to be cute, even though I have already learned it in loneliness and illness like me. Quiet and indifferent, I carefully favored her, just so that her eyes could stay on me for a moment.

But obviously, her attention is more on her brother.On His Highness the Crown Prince, there was such pampering and pampering, so gentle that he could hold the whole world in front of him.

I am envious and jealous.

It's just that I'm also very content. At the very least, she still has me in her eyes, even if it's just a little bit, but as long as I have it, it's a breakthrough.

The earthquake in 18 was probably the most regrettable day in my life. My father was busy all day and never came home. I finally found out that she had gone to the disaster area after trying hard to find out. I was very anxious. I wanted to find her and stay by her side. , But looking back at the messy home and the exhausted mother, I still suppressed the urge to move in my heart.

Until the day when I was getting old, I was still thinking, if at that time, I could find her desperately and stay with her, would I not have to bear the helplessness and grief later?But if there is no if, I have never had the courage to leave everything behind to follow her, not at the beginning, nor at the end, and after the only one time, I was pressed back to the bottom of my heart because of too many fetters.

After she came back from the disaster area, I begged my mother to go to see her in the palace. That time, I knew clearly that my position in her heart might never be comparable to that of His Royal Highness, but I was relieved after thinking about it. The prince is her younger brother, isn't he, and I have nothing to do with her at all, so why am I not satisfied that she can treat me like this?

At that time, I didn’t know why. My father usually praised me for being calm and prudent. Why did I feel confused when I met her? I couldn't wait to show my knowledge and strengths in front of her, and I even did not hesitate to confront His Highness the Crown Prince who my father had repeatedly told me not to offend. All of these were just to win her a smile of approval.

There is no doubt that I don't like His Royal Highness, that arrogant and beautiful young man, but I don't like it no matter what, so I don't care about my father's repeated instructions, and I can't help but confront him, even if I am allowed by the Holy Majesty When going to the palace to study with the clan's children, as long as they meet him, it will inevitably be a bickering.

It's just strange that I was so disrespectful to him, but he never used his status to overwhelm me, and I gradually admired him in the day-to-day arguments. Guili, even in politics, I am not as good as him at all, but as far as I know, he has dabbled in arithmetic, astronomy, geography and other aspects, and his achievements are astonishing.

But all of this can't offset my envy and jealousy because of her kindness to him.

The east wind puts flowers and thousands of trees at night, and it blows down, and the stars are like rain.The fragrance of BMW carved cars fills the road, the sound of phoenix whistles, the light of pots turns, and fish and dragons dance all night.

The moth's snow willow is golden, and the laughter is gone. The crowd searched for him and looked back, but the man was there, in a dim light.

On the last moon festival of that year, the smiling faces swaying under the bright lights, full of laughter, moon eyebrows and star eyes, trance like a dream, memory stretched into threads, spinning into rings of annual rings, depicting the vicissitudes of life The traces turned into wind and frost, dyed my temples white, I only hope that I can grow old at that moment, so that I don’t have to recall this joyful but bitter wind and moon time and time again in such a long rest of my life .

(End of this chapter)