Through the seventy warm marriage

Chapter 464 The Past
Su Ruoyun's voice became ethereal, and her gaze became more hollow, as if she was recalling.

"That year, I rekindled my old relationship with Yang Haoran. He encouraged me and wanted to take me away. I was also obsessed, so I packed some clothes and left with him without hesitation.

We went to the south to find a job, but it was not so easy to find a job. We were not familiar with the place, so we suffered a lot and got a lot of stares.

Later, I was pregnant, and I was quite happy at the time, but he started drinking that year, and he went home to vent his anger on me when he was unhappy. When I was more than four months pregnant, we had a fight, and I was kicked by him to the point of bleeding丨Production.

The doctor said that my injuries were too severe and I would never have any children.Before I was confinement, he began to scold me and beat me again, saying that it was because of me that he had to live a life like this.

He threatened to sell me, I thought it was just angry words, after all, we used to love each other so much...

Until one day, I accidentally eavesdropped on his conversation with some other people. It turned out that he had already established a relationship and really wanted to sell me.

He also said that whether it is sold into the mountains to be a wife for the poor, or sold to that kind of place to pick up customers, he is willing, even if it is sold abroad to be used for research, he will not want me anymore. "

Saying that, Su Ruoyun covered her face and began to cry. It was obviously a matter of her previous life, and it was obviously impossible to happen now, but when she thought about it, she still felt a chill in her heart, and her whole body was icy cold.

Lu Qingqing casually took a towel and handed it to her without making a sound.

Su Ruoyun took it over, wiped away her tears, forced herself to stop crying, and said, "I escaped before he made a move.

I didn't have any money on me, so I had no choice but to beg for food and beg others for alms.I suffered all the way and finally returned to the provincial capital.

But I don't have the face to meet my family, so I can only inquire about it from others.I just found out that for me, my parents quit their jobs and searched all over the world.

Yingjie has no one to discipline him, and hangs out with those bad guys in the society, steals, even robs and hurts others, and finally goes to prison.

All this is because of me!If I hadn't insisted on going my own way, if I hadn't been stubborn, if I hadn't regarded Yang Haoran as the most important person, I wouldn't have ended up in such a miserable situation! "

Su Ruoyun was heartbroken, and beat her heart, her grief was beyond words, "At that time, I also secretly looked at brother Yu, and I found out that since I left, your family is not doing well, and gossip has made your family Everyone's face is dull.

And at that time, Brother Yu, you were still alone and did not remarry.Maybe you are also hurt by reality!I once walked with you for a while, and when I looked at you, you were still so handsome, so handsome, but there was never a smile on your face.

I really want to see you and say I'm sorry, but I don't have the face to go out.After you realized that someone was following you, I left quickly.

At that time, there were only four words in my heart, and there was nothing to love in life.I'm sorry for everyone, living will only give people pain.What's more, I don't want to live anymore. For a woman who has lost her life and is even barren, living is simply worse than death.

After that, I chose to end my life.I once thought that maybe I died and everything would be over, but I didn’t expect that I would live again, just after taking medicine and being hospitalized..."

Lu Qingqing felt Qiao Yu's hand, which was held by her, move.She turned her face to look, and his eyes just happened to look over.

The two stared at each other silently, even though they didn't speak, there seemed to be thousands of words in their eyes.

(End of this chapter)