my korean savage wife

Chapter 170 Maybe Tenderness Is Stopping and Retaining
Some time ago, Shanmei and I were inseparable, and we have experienced many things together, and my relationship with Shanmi has indeed improved a lot.But when Cai Ni said this, I was embarrassed to hold Shanmei's hand again, and smiled shyly in return, and picked up the book in front of Cai Ni's bed to read casually.

Cai Ni also stopped talking, leaning on the pillow and looking at me.Shanmei suddenly broke the deadlock: "Since there is nothing wrong with Cai Ni's illness, I will go back. Sun Shan must miss me to death."

I stood up from my chair: "I'll drive you back."

"No, stay here with Cai Ni. Don't come back at night." After finishing speaking, Shanmei hurriedly left the ward.

Don't come back at night... Is Sunmi angry?Judging by her expression, it shouldn't be... She really wanted me to accompany Cai Ni.From this point of view, Shanmei has already regarded Cai Ni as her friend, and even her address has changed from "Gu Cai Ni" to "Cai Ni".

According to Rong'er's point of view on thinking, Cai Ni belongs to the typical linear thinking, and she always forces me to make choices.Shanmei may be more inclined to parallel thinking. She is very tolerant to the people around her, and she will be very angry only when others do too much.

"Why did you come back suddenly?" As soon as Shanmei left, Cai Ni immediately started talking to me.

"I heard that you were sick, so I rushed back. Anyway, I've had enough fun."

Cai Ni nodded slightly: "Is her family treating you well?"

"They're all very nice to me."

A few seconds of silence followed.

"Is Korea fun? I heard from my aunt that you went to New York and San Francisco?"

I pulled the quilt for Cai Ni: "I went to Jeju Island, San Francisco and New York. I met Ah Hu in San Francisco."

"Oh? Really? How is he? I remember he used to be very aggressive. He's a nice guy, but a little grumpy."

"He's doing well there, and he's started his own career." I didn't want to tell her about Ah Hu's drug use and joining the Dragon Club, so as not to worry her.

"Cai Ni, do you remember Su Rong'er I mentioned to you before?"

Cai Ni smiled slightly in surprise: "Is that your first love girlfriend you never forget? Why did you suddenly think of her?"

"I met her when I was in New York." Cai Ni is no longer my girlfriend, but I want her to be my confidante.Rong'er's topic cannot be discussed with Shanmei, but it can be discussed with Cai Ni.

Cai Ni frowned slightly: "How is she now? I remember you showed me photos of her in junior high school before, she is quite a beautiful girl."

"Compared with before, she has changed a lot. I can hardly recognize her. She is studying psychology in the United States and just graduated."

"Aren't you the same age as us? Why have you already graduated?"

"They practice the credit system in American universities, and she completed all the credits, so she graduated ahead of schedule."

"Oh, that's how it is. Is it as beautiful as before? Actually, I've always wanted to meet her, to see what your first girlfriend is like." After speaking, Cai Ni showed me a mischievous smile.

"Pretty is beautiful, but my feelings towards her have changed. We drank coffee together and always felt that the atmosphere was a bit weird."

"I can't help it. The image of her in your mind before was too perfect. When you suddenly see her in person ten years later, there will be a big gap between the ideal image and the reality. Can you still talk? "

"It's okay. I don't know why, after meeting her, I have been thinking about the past recently. There is a sour taste in my heart."

Cai Ni sighed helplessly: "It means that you have not forgotten her, do you still love her?"

"I don't know. Anyway, when I think of her, I feel uncomfortable, but it's definitely not the kind of annoying discomfort."

Cai Ni stared at me for a few seconds, and said: "The regret of ten years, once it blooms, it is very likely to bear fruit." Cai Ni suddenly said a polite sentence.After savoring it carefully, I feel that Cai Ni's words properly describe a certain "fear" in my heart.Sunmi probably also noticed this, so she hurriedly dragged me back to Korea to prevent me from having more contact with Rong'er.

After talking with Cai Ni for a long time, I feel much more at ease. After all, it has been a long time since I had such a long talk with Cai Ni.It turns out that returning to the position of a good friend is not as difficult as imagined.

When I went to buy dinner, I ran into Song Zhi, she was still the same as before, she liked to make jokes with me, and I also took the opportunity to make some jokes with her.A woman in love is very nourishing. I think she looks better than before. During the vacation period, Teacher Yang often accompanied her.

Song Zhi was in a good mood, and offered to prepare a "nutritious dinner" for me, and paid for my two nutritious dinners with her own money. It seems that this little woman also has moments of refreshment.

Holding two nutritious dinners and pushing open the door of Cai Ni's ward, Cai Ni was thinking about something with her head down.Seeing me enter the door, he smiled at me.For a moment, I felt that Cai Ni in front of me was a little strange and distant.

Although the spirit has improved a lot, Cai Ni's body is still very weak, and I can only feed her by myself.

Tick ​​tock... A drop of hot tears hit the back of my hand that was feeding her.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." Cai Ni apologized softly while wiping her tears.

"Okay, don't cry." I took a few napkins from the side and wiped away her tears.I have no resistance to women's tears. Seeing Cai Ni cry silently, my heart almost melted.

Seeing that she didn't want to eat any more, I stood up with the plate and returned it to the restaurant downstairs.

When I walked back to Cai Ni's ward, I felt that the floor of the corridor was cold, and the fluorescent lamps on the ceiling were a bit dazzling.Cai Ni is always like this, how can I face her?Shanmei asked me to stay here for one night, isn't it testing me...

The moment I opened the door, Cai Ni smiled again: "I'm sorry, I couldn't bear it just now. Don't be so nice to me in the future, I am too easily moved."

I know that Cai Ni has made a lot of efforts to adjust her mentality.She tried to adapt to the status of "Sun Ye's good friend", but she still couldn't enter the role.

The night came very quickly, and I followed Shanmei's advice. For the sake of air circulation, I did not close the windows for the time being, and we could only let the cold wind blow.

Sitting by Cai Ni's bed, I don't know what to say.The atmosphere was really dull, Cai Ni said, "Let's play some music."

I turned on the radio on the table, and Guangliang's "Hold Your Hand" was playing: the cool breeze on the top of the mountain wanted to penetrate into my heart, and silence was our only topic recently.Look at the once intimate love, slowly like friendship.Love is a shooting star, once it falls it doesn't stop.We try to make our differences invisible, but unfortunately avoiding them doesn't solve the problem.When I stare tiredly at your haggard expression, no matter how reluctant I am, I should let you stay away.Hold your hand and hold on until the last second, even if love is going to be cold, at least let the memory be warm.Understanding is much more difficult than love, we have tried our best, maybe tenderness is to stop and then stay...

Guangliang sang very affectionately, and every line pierced my heart.

Cai Ni's expression was also a little uncomfortable: "Shut it down."

I picked up the radio, and the music stopped abruptly.

The familiar lyrics are repeated in our brains, and we are all immersed in endless sadness.

(End of this chapter)