Chapter 69

After bathing and changing clothes, Yun Jingyue lit the incense, and looking at his side face, Yan Xi felt a little confused: "Yun Jingyue, what exactly are you asking for?"

Yun Jingyue turned her face sideways, saw the confusion and slight tiredness on Xie Xi's face, showed a slight smile, stepped forward and sat beside Xie Xi: "Xi'er, come here, lean here." She said Patted himself on the shoulder.

Yan Xi leaned on his shoulder according to his words. At that time, they were still in the academy. The two of them sat under the peach blossom tree like this, and she leaned on his shoulder like this. Now she is in the same posture, but her feelings have changed. She is not a human being. Too easy to change, but the passage of time.Sighing softly: "Jingyue, why haven't I been able to see your heart?"

Yun Jingyue stretched out her hand and touched Yan Xi's cheek lightly, with a gentle gesture of love and affection, Yan Xi sat up straight: "Jing Shou told me that the Yun family does have the tradition you said, this It's something that she can only know when she becomes the real head of the Yun family. You didn't tell me that you couldn't marry me. Since then, you have given me such a delusion. Looking at me like this, you really can't Are you laughing at my ignorance?"

Jingyue's hand paused slightly, and she looked at Shang Yanxi with a slightly reproachful look, and he opened his lips: "Since then, my heart to marry you has never changed, only this point please believe."

Yan Xi's eyes flashed, and she saw the seriousness in Yun Jingyue's eyes. For the first time, she felt his feelings, not the ones he poured out from his mouth, but she could really see them with her eyes. felt by touch.Words are not the best means for a lover to confide, physical touch may be more real, his breathing, his heartbeat, and the ups and downs of his pulse all tell the truth of his words.

For a long time, she and Yun Jingyue have been separated by a layer of barriers. She can't figure out what this barrier is, because Yun Jingyue will never tell herself these things. He was originally taciturn. , he responded so frankly that he already belonged to a very rare side.Early in the morning, I felt that it was because of the things on his body that made him so isolated, that no one could approach him, including myself.

Yun Jingyue saw the deepness in Yan Xi's eyes, he stretched out his arms to wrap her around her, and whispered softly in her ear: "I really love you in my own way. The eldest son is not qualified to have love, I don't know how to love you, but I really love you, only this feeling will never change."

Yan Xi narrowed her phoenix eyes, and her voice suddenly became cold: "Even when I become King Jingyue canonized by my mother emperor?"

Yun Jingyue lowered his arms weakly, seeing the sharp blade-like coldness shot out of those beautiful phoenix eyes, he couldn't help but tremble in his heart: "Xi'er, if I say it's for you to become Yue Guo's The queen paved the way, do you believe it?" His words were pale and powerless, as if he himself didn't think Yan Xi would believe it.

Yan Xi raised her lips, "I believe it."

Seeing Yan Xi's smile, Yun Jingyue looked a little incredulous, he stared blankly at the smiling face, Yan Xi gathered the thin shirt on his body, pursed her red lips but uttered a few cold words: "But, I will not forgive you."

Jingyue's originally hopeful heart was suddenly driven to the bottom.

Directly, Yan Xi said with a straight face: "After I heard Jingchou explain in detail what a son of the Yun family should do, I suddenly understood the reason why you chose to enter my mother's palace. Although it was just a guess, it was probably you. I don’t want to let me bear the crime of violating the will of the Taizu Empress, so you first become my empress’s servant, so that you are no longer the noble son of the Yun family, but become the servant of the empress. Barbarian The son has always inherited all his father's property, including those women who were his concubines. The conflict between the Yue Kingdom and the barbarians is still there. Among the three kingdoms, our Yue Kingdom is the only one that borders them, so there is far less criticism of the man who married the Queen Mother. Violating the will of the Empress Taizu was serious. And then I also understood some things, including the killing of my sisters, all of which could be explained. Even later, you chose to ascend the throne by yourself because you understood , the country of Yue is afraid that it will perish, and I don’t want to bear the name of the country’s subjugation.”

After talking about this series of causes and effects, Yan Xi raised her eyebrows, with a sarcastic smile on her lips: "But you never asked me about the things you did for me from the beginning to the end, and you don't even know if it's me or not." If you want, if you want to marry me, but you can't marry me, at worst, we will leave these hypocritical titles and identities and flee to the barbarians together, to any place that can accommodate us. When we leave, the world will treat you Do you think my censure is important to me?"

After listening to Yan Xi's words, Yun Jingyue showed a pale expression for the first time. This was the first time that he was no longer like a god-like figure without emotional fluctuations, but like a human being. His dark eyes His eyes flickered with water, so what exactly is his hard work for so many years?
Yan Xi sighed softly: "I'll go to Sang Mo's place tonight." After speaking, she got up and gathered the thin shirt on her body.

"Wait, Xi'er!" Yun Jingyue grasped Yan Xi's arm weakly, the sadness in his eyes made Yan Xi stop in her tracks, Yan Xi stepped back, and then stared at Yun Jingyue's side face, in the past The scenes of the past came to my mind again, but it seemed that I could never get back the feeling of love at the beginning, the kind of emotion that made people feel excited from the bottom of my heart.

"Xi'er, I was wrong, I was really wrong, can you stay?" Yun Jingyue clasped Yan Xi's arm tightly with both hands, staring firmly at Yan Xi's cold eyes.

Xi Xi squatted down and looked at Yun Jingyue, suddenly the corners of her lips raised slightly, she reached out and gently touched his cheek: "Don't look at me with such eyes, I don't look like you anymore, you should be superior Jingyue Jun is the one, I fell in love with you because you are so unattainable, I don’t need you to beg me now. No need, I just blame you and hate you, and I don’t need it now Forgive you. Because everything is in the past, and we are no longer who we were at the beginning. I am now the only overlord in this world, so Jingyue can only continue to be the independent Jingyue Lord. After all, we will never return It’s not the same as before.” In the last sentence, Yan Xi revealed a trace of sentimentality, and then she restrained her excess emotions and showed a faint smile.

Jingyue let go of her hand, he wiped away the tears on his face, adjusted his breath just now, and then showed a polite smile to Yanxi: "Your Majesty laughed, I just..."

Yan Xi shook her head, stopped his unspoken words, then raised her head, stretched out her hand, turned off the light, and said in the darkness: "Okay, it's getting late, let's rest early, as I said before , I will not let the Yun family's child be born, because I don't want to have trouble with the Yun family." She was reminding Yun Jingyue, and she was also reminding herself that her inner self was not as calm as she appeared on the surface. I'm afraid I will never forget what I said to Yun Jingyue and the different side of him I saw today.

In the early morning, Yan Xi had already changed into her phoenix robe, leaning on the pillars on the second floor of the attic, looking at the entire palace city, because it was only built hastily, and other places are still being gradually expanded. The ones I have seen are all too small to be called the palace of the overlord of the Central Plains. Except for Huawu being burned, the palaces of the other two countries, Yanxi, have been preserved as they were, and even the Huailiang Palace, which was damaged by the battle, was destroyed. Restoration exists as a palace, and a small number of palaces are approved as the office area of ​​the local city lord. This can be regarded as saving money, after all, every emperor's palace costs a lot of money.

Suddenly, Yan Xi turned her head and saw Xue Sangmo standing beside her. He was the only one who could quietly land beside her. He was wearing a white plain robe. Yan Xi raised her eyebrows: "Why don't you wear brocade?" , This kind of linen is so uncomfortable to wear."

Xue Sangmo took off her cloak and put it on Yan Xi: "Autumn is coming soon, don't catch a cold."

Yan Xi stretched out her hand and slapped it suddenly, seeing Xue Sangmo dodging easily, she couldn't help shaking her head: "It's too wasteful for you to stay here."

"But I like it." Xue Sangmo said blankly, then twisted her body stiffly: "I'm really too lazy to move."

Yan Xi raised her eyebrows: "If you are really too lazy to move, I won't meet you." After all, he appeared in that place, at least it means that he came all the way from the imperial city of Qi.

Xue Sangmo tilted her head, then put her hands into fists on her chest, and said coyly, "But I went there because I admire you." Yan Xi felt a little weird, but because Xue Sangmo seemed to be really trying to learn how to express emotions, it was not easy to hit him.

Xi Xi scratched her cheek: "However, can I ask you to come up with the questions for the Ministry of Industry? There are also interviews and so on. I don't have anyone I can trust in this regard."

"For your words, I will work hard." After finishing speaking, she clenched her fist with one hand and exerted force. Seeing this movement, Yan Xi finally couldn't help asking: "Where did you learn these strange movements just now?"

Xue Sangmo tilted her head: "In the past few days, Han Yongchang has been training the girls in his building, including all kinds of speech and behavior. I think I have benefited a lot."

Xi Xi resisted the urge to roll her eyes, she did not restrict their right to leave the palace, but Xue Sangmo actually went to such a place, and there was a problem if she said it so openly, it seemed that she needed to tell Jingyue He stretched out his hand to straighten his tilted head, and said seriously: "I don't think you can learn anything normal by following what he said. If you really want to learn, you can learn from me."

(End of this chapter)

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