Chapter 134

When she was taking a nap, Chu Yan had just dozed off in a daze, when Hanzhi came to report that Master Qin Qin Yuanshan had arrived.

Chu Yan was stunned for a moment, and then she made up her mind.

"Do you want your servant to refuse?" Hanzhi asked her.

"No, let him come in and wait in the hall."

It stands to reason that after the seal is closed, Chu Yan should live in her own palace, but firstly, Gu Qi left in a hurry and did not have time to detail these matters; secondly, she is pregnant, and it is not safe to move to the palace at this time , so I still live in Yong'an Palace temporarily.

She tidied up her clothes and walked towards the main hall. As soon as she entered the door, she saw Qin Yuanshan standing in the center of the main hall with his back facing her. His back was obviously as tall and straight as yesterday, but for some reason it seemed a little desolate.

Chu Yan stamped her feet slightly, and called out, "Master Qin."

Hanzhi closed the door behind her.

Qin Yuanshan turned around, the gentle expression on his face had completely disappeared, leaving only the coldness in his eyes and the faint anger hidden under them.

He looked at the closed palace door, and finally said coldly: "Forgive me for being slow, I finally understand the empress's kindness today."

Chu Yan glanced at him, then looked elsewhere: "My lord means..."

"Now that things have come to an end, is the Empress still playing riddles with Wei Chen?" Qin Yuanshan clenched his fists tightly, "Wei Chen's mother has been missing for so long, if Wei Chen didn't find out today, the Empress Dowager planned to keep Wei Chen trapped In this palace, are you kept in the dark?"

Chu Yan didn't speak for a while.

After Qin Yuanshan returned to the palace, at first it was Gu Qi who asked him to live in the palace in order to let him recover from his injuries. Later, she was worried that he would run around regardless of his own health after learning the news of the eldest princess's disappearance, so she still kept it a secret. He, he didn't want to know today.

When Qin Yuanshan thought that his mother had been missing for more than a month, but he had been living in the palace with good clothes and good food, and recuperating in peace of mind, the blood in his body was almost boiling. He said with difficulty and bitterness: "Why doesn't the empress stop talking? But I can't say What are you talking about? My mother's life and death are uncertain, but I live in this palace every day, living a happy and peaceful life. What kind of son would do such a thing?"

Chu Yan suddenly raised her head and asked him: "Then what do you think you know? Running out to find her with this body full of scars? Where are you looking? Can one person turn the entire capital over? I'm afraid Before you find the eldest princess, you are already dead on the way!"

"Die on the way?" Qin Yuanshan suddenly laughed, "This life was given by my mother, just for her to die on the way, so what?"

"Qin Yuanshan, can you be reasonable?" Chu Yan had a headache, "Even if you die, the eldest princess will not be able to come back, not to mention that there are so many people inside and outside the palace who are searching outside every day. Can't beat you alone? I know you worry about your mother, and I really make you angry when I hide it from you, but have you ever thought that this is the best solution? Do you want me to watch you drag Wounded all over your body, can't you run to do something that wasted your energy?"

Qin Yuanshan looked at Chu Yan, and said word by word: "It's a waste of effort? Empress, let me ask you, if something happened to Zhao Ronghua, would you wait in Yong'an Palace for your own peace of mind, and then let the palace people go around?" Search for her?"

Chu Yan didn't speak for a while.

Qin Yuanshan asked again: "If the emperor keeps it from you, you live a stable life every day, but you don't know that Zhao Ronghua has suffered so much outside, and you don't even know whether it is life or death. When you know it, how will you feel?"

Qin Yuanshan has never been so angry with her before, the courtesy of the monarch and his ministers, the limits of advance and retreat...everything has been left behind by him, he only knows that his mother is homeless, life and death are uncertain, but he is kept in the dark, I don't know.

Knowing that the person in front of him is for his own good, he also feels powerless, angry, and sad.

Chu Yan didn't expect him to have such a big reaction, she was silent for a moment, and could only chuckle a few times: "I'm sorry, I thought it was for your own good, but I ignored your feelings, I'm sorry for you. "

She spoke sincerely, and her words were full of helplessness, which actually made Qin Yuanshan startled slightly.Now she is a queen, but she can't see the majesty of the queen in front of him. She is still the same as before, the willful Zhao Chuyan, who can bravely do what she wants to do, just like the day before. Just like the person who rushed back to rescue him immediately, even though his bun was messy, the firmness and faith in his eyes never changed.

Chu Yan said: "People are always so self-righteous, thinking that they are for the good of others and looking out for the overall situation, but they ignore other people's feelings because of such rhetorical excuses. I owe you more than one life. Seeing you fall into the hands of the enemy, seeing me return to the palace but your life and death are uncertain, I was so sad that I didn't know what to do. Now that you finally returned to the palace, I was relieved, but I never thought about giving myself back to the palace. The sufferings I have suffered are imposed on you, and you are powerless to watch the eldest princess disappear... I am too self-righteous."

She suddenly leaned over and gave him a deep bow, and didn't get up for a long time.

Qin Yuanshan never expected that such a day would come. Her sincerity and honesty were unimaginable to him, and even more so, his era and his class could not have it.The innate responsibility of the children of courtier families is to learn how to be a competent nobleman. Every word and action is carefully thought out. People with high status are qualified to put pressure on people with low status. It made him clearly realize how tragic he might end up getting angry at the queen today.

But to his surprise, the queen in front of him not only did not punish him, but bowed deeply and apologized to him.

His anger and impertinence seemed to have met a formidable enemy, and she was so sincere that he could never lose his temper.

She said that she cared about him, worried about him, that his life and death were unknown, and that she was so uncomfortable that she didn't know what to do... All these things exceeded his expectations, and also touched the string in his heart.

Her figure is so slender, but she buried her head and confessed her mistake to him. Now that the harem is in her hands, she has lost a lot of weight... Qin Yuanshan looked at her leaning over, and suddenly took a few steps back, his eyes filled with confusion.

He actually had a thought that absolutely shouldn't be there, he wanted to step forward to support her, he wanted to say that he was not so angry with her, but with himself; he wanted to tell her not to worry about this war, the emperor would definitely win, An early triumphant return; he wanted to tell her that no matter what happened in the palace, he would still stay here, just like how he was protecting her when he was on the horse back then, desperate to keep her safe.

But in the end, his fingers moved feebly, and then he closed his eyes.

Before leaving, he said in a hoarse voice: "You are right, people are self-righteous, they will impose their own mistakes on others, and then find a moment of peace. I am only angry at my own powerlessness, but I blame You, even if I find out about my mother's disappearance sooner, it won't help."

He brushed past Chu Yan, Chu Yan straightened up in surprise and turned her head away, but only saw his blue shirt swaying in the wind.For so many days, she had watched him standing so silently close to her, with his blue shirt fluttering, gentle and silent, but today she finally watched him turn and leave silently.

Chu Yan called him blankly: "Qin Yuanshan!"

His footsteps stopped suddenly, and he stood in the courtyard, but Chu Yan didn't know what he was calling him for. After returning from Jiangzhou, the distance between the two of them was never as close as when they were in Desperation. Minister, she is the king, he has always distinguished clearly and meticulously.

Chu Yan walked out of the hall, her eyes were pierced by the bright sun so hard to open her eyes, she heard herself finally said in a low voice: "Don't worry too much, I will keep sending people to search in the capital. Even though there is no eldest princess news, but sometimes no news is not necessarily bad news, at least...at least we can assume that the eldest princess is unwilling to come back and has not encountered any misfortune."

With his back to her, Qin Yuanshan heard her soft voice, and suddenly remembered the scene of being in the same room in the Town God's Temple, he was on the couch, she was falling down, afraid that once he fell asleep, he would not be able to wake up Here, she called his name softly countless times like this.

Thinking of those voices now, it seems like a lifetime away.

Qin Yuanshan didn't know why his eye sockets were a little wet. In such a hot summer day, he felt that his whole heart was frozen in an ice cellar, making it hard for him to breathe.

He nodded and finally left without a word.

A little later, he was afraid that he would do something transgressive. His life was recovered, so it was not important, but she was different, he could not harm her.

(End of this chapter)

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