The artistic rebirth of engineering women

Chapter 141 Farewell

For Yue Wenjing, returning to the capital during the [-]th holiday is an undoubted fact.

Because Yue Lu and Wen Li were busy with their respective affairs in the past, they were a little negligent in controlling Yue Wenjing. In the few years she started to remember, she could almost be regarded as growing up there.Therefore, there has never been any doubt about the fact that she often runs to the capital.On the contrary, because of his dereliction of duty, he always felt a little guilty.

The two still knew a little about Xiao Qian's physical condition.

After all, Yue Wenjing has studied medicine for many years, and he often travels to and from the laboratory. Under the influence of his ears and eyes or his deliberate attention, he naturally knows nothing about this aspect.

Every time I think of it, I still can't help but sigh.They all like such a transparent child. It should be said that it is hard for anyone not to like it.It's just that fate is impermanent, and they can't do anything about it.Therefore, it was up to Yue Wenjing to go.

If there is anyone in this family who has an opinion on this, it must be her younger brother.

Yue Zheng is a very precocious child, especially in language, he has some special talents.This point can be seen from his eager response to Yue Wenjing's recitation.When he was six or seven months old, he could call "sister" inarticulately.

When he grows up, he has learned to walk by himself so far, and he can walk steadily for a long time without the help of external force.

Therefore, the way he expressed his protest was that when she went out with her luggage and passed the living room, she rushed forward like a small cannonball, without any tendency to slow down.The moment she hit it, she couldn't help shaking.After finally stabilizing her figure, she found that the little guy was already hugging her thigh tightly like a koala.Looking down, he bumped into a pair of big wet eyes.

In those innocent deer-like eyes, apart from being clear and innocent, there is only focus...accusation.He flattened his mouth and burst into tears: "Sister, don't go!"

If it was in the past, she agreed as soon as her heart softened.It's just that today is different from the past.

She let go of the luggage in her hand and slowly squatted down.Yue Zhengze also changed from hugging her thighs to hugging her arms because of her posture change.

"Ah Ze," this should be the first time she spoke to him in such a solemn tone, "My sister is going to meet a very important person. If I don't make it this time, maybe, I will feel guilty for it for the rest of my life .”

Raising his hand, he rubbed his hair, which was not very lush, and said, "Don't make my sister feel guilty, okay?"

Maybe it was because he had never received such a cold reception before, because of his grievance, his little head lowered little by little, and his hands were still tightly clutching her sleeves.

Yue Wenjing didn't even open his mouth to urge him, but squatted there quietly and patiently, waiting for him to let go.

Finally, the grip on her gradually loosened.

"Sister, come back early." He didn't speak very coherently.

When she heard the repeated words, her body trembled almost imperceptibly, and she was in a trance for a moment.

From now on, no one will call her like this again, right?
I can't tell what I feel in my heart, loss, sense of loss, and a faint sense of taking it for granted.

It's not that she doesn't believe in love, but she never believes that she can have it.As early as in her previous life, when she won the love of most people and many honors that she did not desire, she knew this clearly.

It is precisely because she has too many things that she doesn't need, or can't say she doesn't expect this kind of luxury.After all, where is life perfect?

When she has it, she will worry about gains and losses, but she can feel at ease, because she already has a premonition that one day she will lose it.When this moment really came, he was relieved.At that time, a voice seemed to echo repeatedly in my mind: "Look, I knew it would be like this."

But, figured it out, doesn't mean it won't hurt.

It's just that she has been restraining herself, thinking that if she doesn't recall, touch, or even avoid everything related to that person, she can stop being sad.

Unexpectedly, in Yue Zhengze's unintentional words, the wound that had been ignored was torn open, bloody and painful.

She raised her head and smiled.

She nodded her younger brother's nose, said "good boy", stood up, carried the suitcase, and went out.

There is nothing special about the days in the capital.Xiao Qian's spirit was fine, except for her pale complexion, it was basically not obvious that her physical condition was not in good condition.In short, it is... not the slightest bit of self-consciousness as a patient.

She wouldn't naively think that it was all good for her to be like this, especially when she saw several scenes where she had an attack at night.

When thinking about things in his heart, Yue Wenjing never slept soundly.The slightest movement could wake her up.Therefore, even though Xiao Qian had tried her best to keep her movements quiet so as not to disturb others, Yue Wenjing, who was always paying attention to her movements, still noticed.

Every time, she would rush to her side at the first time, help her pour water, take medicine, and deal with everything silently, including cleaning up the scene.

This kind of response is not a long-term solution, but now, she has no better choice, so she can only follow her heart and help her try her best to hide it.

Although, when doing this, her heart was extremely depressed.

In this way day after day, the holiday is over.

When saying goodbye, she finally couldn't help it, and said the sentence that had been restrained for a long time.

"Stop torturing yourself," she said.

In the past few days, no one knew Xiao Qian's situation better than her. The words "the oil is exhausted and the lamp is dry" are not exaggerated at all for her.However, she is still holding on, trying to make herself last one more day for their selfish obsession.

Originally, she thought that this was good for her, at least, that's how she had been persuading herself.

The sleepless nights of taking care of her for the past few days made her realize the reality—this was just an excuse to fulfill her ridiculous luck.

Like a rusty knife, moving back and forth on her heart one by one.Pain, but finally let her wake up.

Xiao Qian froze instantly when she heard her whispering whispers.

"I let go. As you wish." He sighed weakly.

How can you not understand?In the huge Xiao family, during the entire vacation, they were almost the only two of them there.The rest, even if they came back, they just came and went in a hurry.How could she not understand the intention?

"Okay." She clenched and loosened the hands clasped in front of her. After a long time, she replied.

"I'm sincerely with you." She laughed at herself.

"Your heart for your heart." The voice came into my ears, and at the same time, my hand was held.

After a long silence, she heard her own voice: "I won't say goodbye. Qianqian, it's a pleasure to meet you."

"Well, it's my honor." The smile was the same as when we first met.

The moment they left, they all knew that this time, it would be a farewell.

Never see you again.

(End of this chapter)