The artistic rebirth of engineering women

Chapter 142
After returning from the capital this time, Yue Wenjing's mental state has not been very good.Throughout the day, most of the time was spent emptying, muddled, and no longer had the vitality of the past.Just like a tree with only the shell left, it looks the same on the outside, but the center is already empty.

At noon, after lunch, she walked around the empty track and field alone.

It was a habit she had acquired only recently.

Only when the sun is strongest at noon, when she exposes her whole body to the sun, will she feel warmer and not fall into an ice cellar.

This feeling is actually very inexplicable.

Everything that happened before, whether it was Xiao Qinghan's or Xiao Qian's, she had already figured it out, was relieved, and felt that she could face it with a smile.However, her life was messed up by herself.Sullen, do not want to do anything, very powerless.

Perhaps, this is the so-called heart like ashes, right?
Can't help laughing at myself.

As he was walking, a shadow suddenly appeared in his line of sight.She poked there blankly, even though she was getting closer and closer, there was still no sign of moving away.

Only then did she finally begin to recognize people with great kindness.

Being exposed to strong light for a long time made her eyes dizzy.Subconsciously squinting her eyes, after watching for a while, she realized that this person was Feng Yue whom she hadn't seen for a long time.

Since she returned the wrong question set to him, the two hadn't been in touch for a long time, and he never came to her to ask questions.Originally, she was a little surprised.However, she has always been open-minded, and because she has things on her mind, she doesn't have time to think so much. Therefore, it was not until this meeting that she realized that it seemed that they hadn't seen each other for nearly a month.

She is not a person who is easily emotional, but because too many things have happened recently, she is tired of coping, and she is also a little nervous.This ordinary reunion actually made her feel a little emotional.

"Squad leader, I haven't seen you for a long time!" In a daze, he had already opened his mouth one step ahead of her.

"Well, long time no see." He replied lightly.

At this point, in her expectation, this conversation should have stopped.However, the person standing in front of him didn't intend to leave at all, but stood here as a roadblock with a tangled expression and hesitated to speak.

Feeling that this kind of unconventional confrontation happened in normal life is really unsightly, and the person on the other side didn't make any movement. Yue Wenjing, who was never good at solving situations, had no choice but to reluctantly take on this task.

"If there's nothing else, I'll go back to the classroom first." As soon as she said the words, she herself felt that the atmosphere was a little colder.

Feng Yue seemed to wake up from a dream.

"Wait!" The voice seemed a little anxious.

It turned out that he was looking for her for something?This child is too tactful.Resting her thoughts of leaving, she looked at him questioningly and signaled him to continue.

"That..." When it was time for him to perform, he lost his previous decisiveness and began to feel coy.

It wasn't until Yue Wenjing showed a little impatience between his brows that he asked the question.

"The things I put in the wrong question set... have you read it?" With the last few words, his head gradually lowered, his voice became smaller and smaller, and she pricked up her ears, also Just heard about it.

The things in the set of wrong questions... A little slow brain slowed down, and then remembered that the thing he was referring to was probably the envelope analogue that only showed the tip of the iceberg.

She looks like the kind of person who touches things casually?This realization displeased her a little.

"No." She didn't express her anger directly, but the temperature of these two words was obviously a bit colder than before.

However, Yue Wenjing was a little puzzled by his reaction caused by her answer.As soon as those two words came out of his mouth, he was taken aback for a moment, and then, an emotion similar to ecstasy emanated from his heart.

Her upbringing did not allow her to withdraw rudely at this moment, so she just watched coldly without knowing why.

After the emotional upheaval just now, his face turned a little red.After finally calming down a bit, he took a few deep breaths. "I..." The trembling voice clearly showed his nervousness, perhaps, and excitement?

"I like you!"

This sentence is the most straightforward sentence he said today.

The stupefied person was replaced by Yue Wenjing.

This person, this person in the previous life, whom she had been thinking about all the time, but whom she couldn't ask for, he, confessed to her?
In the past, she would have laughed three times before throwing him two words: "Ridiculous!"

She knew that her thoughts were extreme, and he was no longer the same person in his previous life, but she still had to say it.Why does Feng Yue like her!

It made her give up and despair time and time again, and she was even unwilling to give emotionally anymore, and she was timid.Every time, she told herself that she really should give up, she really didn't like it, she didn't care, she was just not reconciled.Whenever that person falls into a dream, his heart still beats uncontrollably.

Even in the dream, she could still recognize him at a glance!
Occasionally, he was her close lover, and every time they looked at each other, her heart would beat faster, and the corners of her mouth would rise uncontrollably.Sometimes, he is more than she can ask for, and a simple contact between him and others can make her heart ache.Most of the time, he was just a passer-by in her dreams, but among so many hurried visitors, she was the only one who cared and paid attention to him.

Waking up from the dream, still immersed in the dream, I can't tell what night it is.After regaining her sanity, she suddenly realized that they had become strangers so far.

She deleted him from the friend list, but still opened his homepage intentionally or unintentionally, but every time, she was rejected by the sentence "no access rights".At that time, as long as I saw his status update prompt, I was already relieved.

At that time, she loved this person so humblely, lowering herself into the dust.

But he didn't even give her the right to watch.

Such a person, what qualifications do you have to say "like" to her!
If it was in the past, when she heard this sentence, she would laugh wildly, be furious, shout loudly, point to his nose and question him, "Why are you!".

However, at this moment, what rewarded him was calm, or dead silence.

In her mind, there was only a magical voice.

That voice was helpless and annoyed, but gentle and affectionate, full of pampering that she had never felt before.

"Good morning... I seem to like you."

It was so ironed that it seemed like a warm current flowed through her whole body, and her withered soul shook again.

She belatedly realized that there really is such a person who can make you forgive all the injustices in this world...

However, she lost him.

Just when their love was strong, her indecision, hesitation, and self-righteousness drew an insurmountable gap between them.

She lost him forever.

Her son...

His complexion became pale as paper in an instant.She closed her eyes painfully.

"Squad leader? Squad leader!" An anxious voice brought her back to her senses.

Yes, there is another person waiting for her answer!
She curled her lips into a smile, as gentle as water, but what she said pierced Feng Yue's heart hard.

"sorry."

(End of this chapter)