The artistic rebirth of engineering women

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Yue Wenjing was immersed in the memory, lowering her eyes, as if she was deeply attracted by the content of the book. In fact, how did she know what was written on this page?

It's just that Feng Yue, who was sitting opposite her, couldn't know this point.One glance, one glance, and another glance, and on the other hand, some shame came from my heart.Scanning the cover of the slightly raised book that was pressed by her finger, it was "Historical Records"!Alas, the monitor has such good grades, and he has been studying so hard. In addition to textbook knowledge, he has also done extensive extracurricular reading. It can be seen that the "General History of China" that he read from the first year of high school has advanced into a history book left by the predecessors.Annoyed, he turned his eyes back to the test paper, took out a piece of draft paper from the stack beside him, and began to calculate.

He also wants to work hard!Thinking of this, the speed of the pen movement in the hand, which is not considered slow, has obviously sped up a bit.

On the other side, Yue Wenjing finally regained his consciousness, more than half of the lunch break had passed.She raised her eyes and looked at Feng Yue who was in high spirits, her eyes instantly became deep and unspeakable.

This person, the impression is always inseparable from the words of sunshine and positivity. Even in adversity, he will not complain about himself and live in sorrow; for pleasure.

She had never seen, or even dared to imagine, that she would see him reveal such helpless fragility and decadence in front of others.What was even more unbelievable was that the source of his emotions was actually her.

After all, that was the whole focus of her life. Seeing his sad gaffe, she was shocked, moved, or... heartbroken—that must be a lie to deceive others.Even though, she was already in the state of what is tentatively called a spirit body at that time, without memory, without the ability to think, she still couldn't take her eyes off when she saw him for the first time; seeing him suddenly become like a dilapidated stone statue I still feel pain in my heart.

If it develops according to the general plot, she probably wants to cast her face down, thanking God for giving her a chance to start again, so that they can meet again, and, in this life, their emotional development is so smooth, so natural - she almost You have to think that the reason for her coming back in this life is to repay that debt of love and to continue her relationship with him.

Once upon a time, she had been wandering in place, waiting for his return.When he finally turned around, it was also the moment when she was wiped out and left this world.

This time, she didn't have to wait in place, or even look forward, or stay, because he was already closely following her, walking as hard as she could, trying to keep up with her pace.

According to the usual trajectory, they should have walked a long road hand in hand. When both of them were old, in the setting sun, they looked back together at the bleak place—for this rare opportunity of rebirth, for this rare and precious fate , as it should be.

She has always been a person who believes in fate and pays more attention to sensibility, but there seems to be a voice next to her ear saying something, which means bewitching—"It's him, promise him..." Behind it, there seems to be another sentence The words were vague and not very clear: "You can also use this to forget about that person..."

Forget about that person and the past that made her unwilling to look back.

What a temptation!
However, at this moment, if it wasn't for worrying that her behavior was too crazy to attract attention, if it wasn't for her long-term good self-cultivation, she would almost feel like beating her heart and screaming to the sky.

Yue Wenjing, she has never been a good-tempered person, even now, the people and things she despises are just because she is not angry with herself for them, or she has lost her demeanor.Adhering to the principle of "don't speculate and talk more than half a sentence", ignoring those people and speeches that make her unhappy, and not participating in meaningless verbal disputes, she has hardly gotten angry these years.However, there was one person who made her restless.

She had always been especially irritable in matters concerning him.

Just like at this moment, suddenly, she felt a deep hatred from the bottom of her heart.It was that sentence, how much she loved her before, how much she hates him now.

How nice it would be if this person never appeared in your life?
It would be great if this person never appeared in my life!
Such thoughts popped up uncontrollably, the gnashing of teeth, flesh-eating hatred, even she herself couldn't help being frightened by herself.

However, who can change what has already happened?

No matter how hard Ren Fengyue tried to catch up with her, it was meaningless.Because, she has already left.

What's ridiculous is that even though they have separated, she still tightly holds a corner of the man's clothes in her hand.For a long time, she thought that she was a very absolute person emotionally. If she was impure, she would just throw it away!

The funny thing is, for a person like her, at this point, she just wants to cry in that man's arms for a while, and he says something nice to coax her, so she doesn't care about anything with him up.Even Wang Yanhui, who is extremely annoying, can cook by herself.

When did her request become so cheap again after lowering it again and again?
What she has been proclaiming all along, her own pride, has been trampled under her feet again by herself...

What's ridiculous is that now, she dare not face this person whom she has been obsessed with for a long time, and now has a deep affection for her, and for the first time, she has an emotion similar to avoidance.

So, so be it.

She and Feng Yue returned to the position of old classmates, which couldn't be more appropriate.

Lifting his lips, he pulled out a bitter and helpless smile.

Being entangled with one person, obsessed with obsession, and then involving another person, this behavior is something she has never been ashamed of.Even without Xiao Qinghan, she would not bother to do such a thing.

After sorting out my emotions, my tangled and chaotic thoughts became clear again.

At this time, the bell for the afternoon break rang.

The two packed their things and walked to the classroom together.

"That," Feng Yue said suddenly: "Squad leader, can I call you by your name directly in the future?"

Ignoring the implied meaning, the superficial meaning of this sentence made Yue Wenjing a little embarrassed.So, everyone has called her "Squad Leader" for so long that they have to ask her permission before switching to calling her by her first name?
"Of course," she said.

"Did I not tell you that I already have someone I like? And, I'm sorry, it's not you."

Seeing his sudden lonely mood, Yue Wenjing couldn't bear it, but there was no other way.Obsession can only be cut off in the most decisive way, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.

(End of this chapter)