The artistic rebirth of engineering women

Chapter 168
"Faithful words are not beautiful, and beautiful words are not believed. Those who are good do not argue, and those who argue are not good. Those who know do not know well, and those who know well do not know. A sage does not accumulate. He thinks that the more he has, the more he has. The way of heaven , benefit but not harm. The way of a sage is to fight for nothing.”

Burning the lamp to read at night has now become Yue Wenjing's habit.

In the past, although she also learned to recite and read books at night-there are many chapters in ancient prose, but she never combined the two together.Chinese phonetics are meaningful, and if words and sounds are separated, understanding can only be limited to the meaning of the words—however, the value of ancient Chinese characters is often not limited by the shape of the characters itself, which has long been recognized by the ancient literary world , she has already heard about it.

Every time she thought of this, she felt heartbroken.It felt like she had a treasure house and the key to it in her hand, but she was outside the treasure house, admiring the building and the key that stored the treasure house, and never tried to open it with the key.Even that thought never crossed my mind.

Really stupid.

Fortunately, it's not too late.

Today, she is very happy studying in Zhongyang Academy.With the foundation of the past ten years, her progress can be described as rapid. From the beginning of elementary school to now, based on the time spent in the academy, it is only more than a year. She has finished studying 24 history and entered the sub-division. .

A long time ago, when she was a real child, when she was just in junior high school, Wen Li once said that her handwriting was not good-looking, and wanted her to go to the Children's Palace in the city to learn calligraphy, with either hard or soft pens.She flatly refused.One of the reasons is that most of the people who go to the Children's Palace to learn calligraphy are five or six-year-old children, and she, a junior high school student, is very awkward in it.

She felt ashamed.

Today, the grouping of classes in private schools is very different from that of schools in the system, that is, the children in a class range from six or seven to eighteen or nineteen years old.Among them, she was considered very old.This time, there was no discomfort at all, on the contrary, it felt very kind.

Perhaps the concept has changed?She didn't like children at first, but now she can get along well with a large group of children who are a little younger than her in her class, and even has a kind of love for these children who have no blood ties with her. A sense of responsibility as an elder.

This is probably the advantage of this kind of grouping method. People of the same age are in a circle. After the initial Yayoi and estrangement, small groups will gradually form, and then there will be constant comparisons and frictions.

Wasn't that how it used to be?In terms of grades, she is already quite weak, but in the few subjects she is good at, she always has a sense of superiority. Once she is surpassed, she will hold it for a long time, and then do everything possible to regain her lead status.

We call this "competition," and it's generally considered benign.

She can't say whether this phenomenon is good or bad, but she is driven step by step by this kind of "healthy competition" dominated by the desire to win and lose. Can bear the pain in my heart and move forward with difficulty.

Now, when you see children, big and small, some with mediocre aptitudes, and see them a little anxious and upset because of stagnation, you will certainly feel distressed in your heart, but what you can do more is to give him some guidance and encouragement ; There are also a few amazing talents who are very talented at a young age, and she will only feel gratified—just like treating her own juniors, you have witnessed every growth of him, watching him grow from ignorance to adulthood. Pianpian young man.

When he is troubled, you will worry about him; when he is proud, you will be happy.

At this time, it is really difficult for you to feel jealous.Especially, these children are still so dependent on you and trust you.Just the admiration in a pair of eyes can make people feel caring.

Now, she often exchanges text messages and calls with Mo Qinxi, and she often mentions the deeds of the children in the private school.For example, Peng Jing painted Zhang Ziling's face with the character of king and six beards during her lunch break, but no one of these bastards reminded him, so he let him walk all afternoon.But he didn't make the little girl feel better. Knowing that she was most afraid of bugs, he caught a grasshopper and locked it in her stationery bag. When Peng Jing opened it, she was so frightened that she threw the bag out.

And Jiang Chengyuan irritated Ah Bai again, because he wanted to see if it could catch fish, so he threw the kitten into the river. Deep, only let the kitten wet its hair.It's just that Ah Bai, who has always been obsessed with cleanliness, became arrogant. He didn't eat less of what he was fed, and turned away after eating. He didn't pay any attention to him. No matter how much he coaxed him, it was useless. It took a full week to get better.

……

"It really broke my heart for those brats!" she concluded.The tone was somewhat complaining, but the pride in the words, even Mo Qinxi who was on the other side of the receiver, could easily feel it.

As a child, mischief is inevitable.Although they like to play around, they know the occasion, know how to measure, and the jokes they make are harmless, let alone hurt the friendship. On the contrary, the relationships with the most violent ones have always been the best-why not do it?
Push open the window and look up at the night sky outside the window.There is no moon, only the bright stars in the sky, and the sky that looks extraordinarily deep and far away.Fu looked down again, looking at the simple but humane houses.At this time, the little witty ghosts who were so active during the day were already swimming in their dreams.Not far away, bursts of frogs croaked into my ears.The light years can be so beautiful.

Having been with the children for a long time, she felt that she seemed much younger.

Although her experience is not complicated, it has finally gone through two lives.At times, she felt as if she had been split in two.On the one hand, the body is full of boundless energy in the blooming season, as if it is tireless in doing everything; secretly, the soul that is nearly forty is sighing again.

After thinking about it, she was a little saddened, but she had to admit it through gritted teeth.She probably doesn't deserve this skin.It's just that she doesn't know what kind of chance gave her this chance to correct the past, and she just doesn't want to let it down.

Fate always treats her kindly, making her so lucky.Even if the glamor on the surface is almost unable to cover up the riddles inside, and she will not be able to sustain it. She lost her mind in the laboratory once, and she ignored the abnormal movement of the abnormally operating equipment next door, and she can still escape from the self-righteous self-righteousness. , reborn.

(End of this chapter)