The artistic rebirth of engineering women

Chapter 91 Deng Lin
The activity month passed, and there was a wake-up call for the mid-term exam. After such a relaxed and pleasant campus life, the second class once again devoted itself to intense study.

Being a member of Yan Zhi's key class, especially, a member of the second class that exists in a detached position in the strongest class in Yan Zhi's history, this is enough capital for parents to show off all the time.However, for the students themselves, the indescribable sense of urgency they feel is obviously much more than the pride.

Although the learning task is still easy, even if you look at the individual grade ranking alone, everyone in the second class is firmly in the top [-] in the grade.At this time, they have not yet entered the second year of junior high school, and there are still nearly two months before the final exam, but the second class seems to have an atmosphere of taking the exam.

Being among a group of excellent people for a long time, if you can't redouble your efforts or slack off a little, you will inevitably fall behind.Because everyone is moving forward, if you stop, that is another kind of retreat.Even though you are still radiant in the eyes of others, you can clearly feel that the pride of being a strong man in the past is not worth mentioning in front of the stagnant footsteps.

The strong fell, and everyone disappeared.Such things are never uncommon in Yanzhi.Yue Wenjing himself has experienced it.

Originally, in elementary school, who wasn't the all-powerful and proud child of heaven?Being able to enter the key class of Yanzhi is not only a recognition of personal ability, but also a higher level of self-confidence.At this time, if you can't adjust your mentality in time and see your position clearly, but keep this kind of emptiness of satisfaction, it will be very dangerous.

During the break, on the way to the classroom after the meeting, I met Deng Lin who was sitting on the stairs beside the overhead floor, looking at the front without focus.In the spring breeze, such a figure adds a bit of coolness.Decadent, bleak, like a lifeless statue.

Yue Wenjing paused.

This scene... Recalling the self in the previous life, standing in the corridor, also looking at the leafy tree, tears swirled in the eyes, and couldn't flow out no matter what.

If you want to wear a crown, you must bear its weight.

This sentence was very popular when she was in college, and it was regarded as a wise saying by many people. What touched her the most was not in the almost deserted college days, but in the middle school that carried many of her memories.

As a "child of someone else's family", everyone has been paying attention to you. They care more about your every move than you.If it is done well, it will naturally be the continuation of the myth, and it will continue to be worshiped as it should be.An occasional mistake will be infinitely magnified. "A good horse stumbles", or even "the fall of a hero", these are all good words. "What's the beauty of elementary school? You don't see the truth until you enter middle school!" In the confused days, Yue Wenjing had heard even worse words than this.

Deng Lin, who laughed at Yan Yan on the face, must have a lot of emotions in his heart, right?

In this midterm exam, he was the last one in the class, and he was the only one in the second class who was not in the [-] honor roll.Although the teacher didn't mention the topic of grades, parents in this period should be most interested in the honor roll, right?
I remember that at the club festival, Deng Lin, as the lead dancer and the only boy representing the street dance club, won a lot of applause for the hip-hop club. His characteristic peach eyes and a naughty smile during the performance won many girls. The heartbeat of the audience.Also, in the basketball league of the basketball club, as the main force of the second class, he scored more than half of the points in the second class basketball team, and he was the biggest contributor to their class's championship.

Yue Wenjing can imagine such achievements and the sweat behind it.

However, in terms of learning, it is difficult to take care of it, but it is also obvious.

Therefore, this setback is inevitable.

She who never liked to meddle in other people's business, because she had a similar experience, she couldn't help but stop, walked to him, and sat down.

Looking at the evergreen tree, feeling the low pressure from Deng Lin around her, for a moment, she actually returned to the illusion of the past.

In silence, it was Deng Lin who broke the situation first.

"In the past, I was also a top student! Do you believe it? Now, I am still a top student, but I have become a sad student." There was a bit of self-deprecation in the words.

"Squad leader, I envy you very much. How much energy does a person have to do everything so well? Don't you get tired? Obviously I don't do as much as you, and I'm not as good as you. I'm already tired Is it a failure? But, I'm really tired..." As he spoke, his voice sounded a little crying.

"Deng Lin. Is there any allusion to your name?" After a moment of silence, Yue Wenjing suddenly uttered this sentence, which made him very puzzled.

"Kuafu chased away with the sun, entered the sun; thirsty, wanted to drink, drank in the river and Wei; when the river and Wei were not enough, he drank the Daze in the north. Before he arrived, Dao died of thirst. Abandoned his staff and turned into Deng Lin. Turning her head, she looked at his lovely peach blossom eyes, which were wide open because of doubt, "Deng Lin, that is, Taolin. This name suits you very well!"

Seeing that he didn't seem to understand what she meant, she continued: "Actually, I have always admired people like Kuafu. People in the world think that Kuafu is exhausting his life every day, which is meaningless. As an ancient god, he should be honored The world admires, but for a goal that can never be touched, abandoning the sage, abandoning wisdom, and devoting everything. It is stupid enough. If possible, I would like to Follow the example." As he spoke, there was a trace of fanaticism in his eyes. "It's really painful to betray one's own heart. People like me shouldn't live like that."

After a while, the cloud and wind returned to the past, and the crazy look just now seemed to be Deng Lin's illusion.

Xu Shi had never seen her like this before. Although he was shocked, he still watched and listened for a moment.

"'Abandon his stick and turn into Deng Lin.' The stick has no heart, what do you want? Abandoned on the ground, it will take root there and turn into Deng Lin. The flowers bloom and fade year after year. Occasionally, passers-by come across it. You can also see the beautiful scenery full of trees and flowers. This is also a kind of good fortune. What do you think?"

Although Deng Lin still didn't fully understand the meaning of her words, because he felt that there was something deep in it, he thought about it carefully, and gradually lost his mind.

After a long time, as if he understood something, he excitedly looked at Yue Wenjing.

She lowered her eyes and smiled faintly.

A bell rings.Yue Wenjing raised his head and followed the prestige.

"It's almost time for class. Go back to the classroom!" Get up, ignore him, walk calmly, but at an extremely fast speed.Before Deng Lin recovered, she had already turned the corner and entered the corridor.

After sorting out his thoughts for a while, he also stood up immediately, but his legs were a little weak due to sitting for a long time.Holding on to the wall and moving around for a while, I felt better.

This squad leader is not easy... In a few words, he completely wiped out the melancholy of the past few days without leaving any trace.If he didn't guess wrong, the meaning of those words may be more than that simple.

Thinking of this midterm exam and parent meeting, he still felt a dull pain in his heart.

It is not that such a result has not been guessed.At that time, he found countless inexcusable reasons for himself, and was even more blindly confident. He felt that he was capable of handling the relationship between study, work, and interests, and even overestimated his psychological endurance.The reality taught him a profound lesson.

In the past, he was also a leader in the class, why did he come to this point?

The only one in the class who didn't make the top five hundred.Even Zongzheng Shengrui, who has a good relationship with him, looks so bohemian on the surface, but he is unambiguous in his studies, and has always been in the top two hundred of his grade.

My mother looked through the honor roll repeatedly, but couldn't find his name.After that, at the parent meeting, I looked around and compared the results of myself and the students around me. I was afraid that my face would be ugly at the time, right?At that time, I saved some face for him and didn't attack him on the spot.When I got home, I didn't have to hold back any more, I gave him a hard lesson.His father was even more direct and beat him up hard.

He knew that his behavior was inappropriate, and he also knew that his parents were not feeling well.Under a lot of pressure, he felt that he was on the verge of collapse, so there was this scene today.Don't want to, turn around.The depression was swept away, and I had some thoughts about my future path.

He owed Yue Wenjing this favor.

(End of this chapter)